R U (really) Capable Of Intimacy?

r u capable of choosing the bright side?

after all

r u capable of being optimistic?

m m mmm. i’m capable of forcing myself to be optimistic

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r u capable of forgiving yourself without going through self destruction?

r u capable of making peace with your past?

r u capable?

no, not today

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r u capable of rising yourself from rough failure?

i trust the timeline. 

r u capable of changing your mental DNA?

Today, 44 years ago, my grandfather died. He was killed in his car by explosives he had for construction project. I was born two month before. First granDchild to Motke Bargida, who lost all his family in the Hollocost and survived the worst in Auschowitz by the age of 15. He came to Israel and created a family and a business (earthworks construction). His sudden death change completely my family’s narrative. He never spoke about the Hollocost but i was curious about it and i love history so i returned again and again to this subject through my life and its part of my life since i was a child. I am 44 now and the memories still flashing, memories that are not mine but i have to feel them over and over again, they r part of my mental DNA.

I came to the studio today instead to my grandfather’s grave (due to corona restrictions) and i wanted to express my longings to him, whom I never met.

It came to be a bit dark, but i’m sure he will understand.

I called it: P.T.SS.D Generation 3.0

r u capable of forgiveness?

depends

r u capable of loving people for their soul and not for their status?

r u capable of being honest with yourself?