I Think Being A Shapeshifter Would Fix Me

WORM POEM IS SO GOOD FOR WHAT REASON??????

never let anyone tell you that trawling through mediocre victorian poetry isn't worth it. we just happened upon an absolute BANGER of a worm poem. go read it or else 🪱🪱🪱

Simon and Gregor are the best ship for me because they the fulfill three of my favourite book/ship criteria which are: gay historical romance, tall little spoon and their short king big spoon partner, and, of course, Old Man Yaoi

my mom speaks spanish better when she's drunk.

she's said it herself.

you wouldn't hear it anymore, but it's clear, it's there, in the way that when she's not, she's uptight held together and healed over she's wrapped all up in twine and the t's are really soft and the r's are strong and she said that when shes drunk, real, real out of it, the words just fall

out

of

her

mouth

and she knows how to hold a conversation again,

and some kind of wall got torn down or

crumbled away and the next morning it scabs over again

and i wonder if she knows it, if those trills taste like good grades and whiskey or if theyre a blanket and an escape and a pinch of cinnamon and a heartbeat

i'd never know how it feels, either way. i quit watching those cartoons a little while after i started calling my tío by his name, and a long while before the slice of her dream she saw in me withered and died like her wedding flowers, before she bought plastic ones.

i never stopped tasting red ink in my blood, but sometimes in november it fades a bit and im made of candles

and bread

and marigolds

and pieces of a life i didnt know

but they dig into my pale palms anyway

and then, just as fast as it came, it's over again, and i forget my words, and i wonder if i'll move back to the southwest, go eat fresh bread and drink something icky, wonder if it's something charred and bleeding in my core and my mom's and her mom's made of whiskey and red ink and old love

i wonder if we'd all speak spanish better when we're drunk

in my defense. she did ask.

Average Autism Interaction

my last mizurui day entry!! free day :) sorry im a little late i was . procrastinating. anyway i really like how this turned out yippee

can somone just hold me like theyre terrified to lose me

want you to know i actually started crying at this post

i love life i love everyone everything is ok

I'm actually starting to like how I look in the mirror (:

I'm very normal I need constant attention or I will explode and die