I'm Going To State An Opinion That Is Probably Very Unpopular, And I Will Probably Get Hate For It, But

I'm going to state an opinion that is probably very unpopular, and I will probably get hate for it, but that's okay.

I think that it's okay for a teacher, regardless of said teacher's gender, to say they love and care about a student(regardless of student's gender), even if it's unprofessional. They are kids, after all. As long as it's not romantic, inappropriate, or ill-mannered, then it's okay. Some kids need affection from teachers that they might not get at home. So, even if it's unprofessional, it's not necessarily a bad thing.

Once, a paraprofessional(who wanted to be a teacher), had said, 'I have a sharp thing in my hand-' and, to me, it felt like a threat. The feelings didn't process/sink in till later, when I got home. The next day, 5th hour, I mentioned to my English teacher(who is in the same room as the paraprofessional). The para himself had left to go put their snacks in the new high school. While he was gone, I went over to my English teacher after I finished all my Study Skills assignments(I had a few late papers, plus that day's work), I told her about what he said and told her it hurt. I couldn't help but cry. She offered me a hug, and I reluctantly took it(despite my dislike of hugs). She told me he didn't mean it, told me that he had a rough day the day before, because a kid had been saying rude things to them(I think), and it made him a bad mood. She told me he 'loved' me, et cetera. I can't remember all that she said, but she said that he thinks I'm talented, regardless if that's true or not. She said he would never want to hurt me. When he came back, she asked him to come over by her. Me, I was just fidgeting with my Rubik's Cube, trying to do my usual thing of 'pretending I'm fine, nothing is wrong here' thing. My English teacher tried to get me to tell him how I felt, but I repeated, 'I can't,' several times, and then started crying again. I hated myself for that. I hate crying for stupid reasons, especially in front of people. Anyways. He said, 'I feel bad just because you're upset,' not exactly the same way he said it probably, i don't remember, but it gets the point across. My English teacher tried to get me to say it, but I couldn't, she she told him for me. At some point, he muttered something about the kid. I think it was about the things he said. Can't blame him. After it was explained to me, I understood. I understood where he was coming from. But what he said still hurt. I thought he wanted to hurt me because of the serious tone he had. I think... it hurt that bad only because I like him. Technically, he's a paraprofessional, but he pretty much teaches a class, so I always viewed him as a teacher. If I do it like that, you could say he's my favorite 'teacher'. The English teacher is a lot easier to talk to, more understanding, less dismissive, and caring. The para, on the other hand... I mean, regardless of it all, I still think he's cool. It's hard being drawn to someone who seems like he cares less about you with how dismissive he can be. There was this one kid(also the same kid who said those rude things to the para and English teacher) that started calling me a weirdo and a bunch of other things. I don't know him... not really. It was only a tad bit, very little, and I think it's odd how I cared less about the things he said but cared more when the para said something hurtful. Also my English teacher said, in front of the para, that I was one of his favorites and he x

'corrected' her, saying I was his favorite, not just one of them. I don't know if he actually meant that, or he just said that to make me stop being upset.

One time in class he said they aren't supposed to have favorites so he won't tell people that someone is his favorite and the first thing I said was like, 'you probably wouldn't mean it anyway,' and he denied what I said. If he won't tell other students who his favorites are, why would he tell me I'm his favorite? To get me to shut up and stop being so emotional over something stupid?

I have regrets, too. When I was home the day it happened, after I had processed my feelings, I cried awhile(hate it so much), and then I wrote a hateful letter to him. I wouldn't actually give it to him, it's like, 'write letters to the people who hurt you,' type thing. But after the next day, the day he apologized, I regretted it so bad. I feel guilty for it.

Also once time in class he said he moved schools 4 times before coming to our school when he was a kid and I asked why he moved so much but then I said, 'I don't care,' and he paused weirdly. After that, I felt guilty. Still do. I considered asking him why he moved so many times when he was in school before going to our school tomorrow in class. I don't want to feel guilty anymore, and I'm genuinely curious. Is that a bad idea?

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8 months ago

Destiny 'Dez' Fischer!

She has a twin brother and is a child of Dionysus. Has a half-brother-same mortal parent, different godly parent- his name is Dante.

Her twin has no name yet, but I'd like it to start with a D. They are quarter British; over half Greek as when Roxanne met Dionysus, Dionysus's wife, Ariadne, was with him. By godly power, they had a child with her. Which gave some of Ariadne's godly DNA to them, but Dionysus's overpowers hers because he did most of it(I am not going into that...maybe). Basically, Ariadne was attracted to Roxanne, but she pulled an Athena and made some of her DNA go into the child(they didn't know it was twins), which made the kids have some of her DNA.

Dez's personality is much like Dionysus. Her twin brother is somewhat like that, but he's more laid back and calm.

Roxanne sat at a bar, asking for her next drink. Her sight was going in and out of focus; she was on her- what? She can't remember what drink she was on. As the bartender gave her drink to her, a couple slipped in the formally empty seats to her left. She didn't pay much attention to them; she sluggishly picked up her drink and began glugging it. As she drained her bottle, the couple beside her started sending glances over at her. She ignored them, slammed her glass down, and ordered another one. Someone shuffled behind her and sat beside her on her right. She realized, glancing over, it was the lady sitting beside the man on her left. But now she was sitting beside her. Why?

The lady, the rather beautiful lady, smiled at her. She glanced to her left, to deeply regret it. The man was staring at her, too. This bar... usually attracts creeps, but she still felt slightly confused. The man leaned toward her, and she noted he was quite handsome. He had pitch black curly hair, that was long enough to curl behind his ears. It was... extremely curly. He had gentle yet fierce purple eyes.

She felt a breath behind her, and a finger graze lightly over her neck and jawline. Her breath hitched; she knew it was the lady.

'Hello, what's your name?' The lady asked.

Roxanne turned her head around, moving out of the lady's reach. 'Why should I tell you?' She replied.

'Fair enough. I'm... uh, Ari.' The lady, 'Ari', seem to lose her cool but then smiled once more, the red lipstick looking gorgeous on her. Roxanne shook her head, frustrated with herself. She's not gay! Why is she starting to feel attracted to this woman? She's like a magnet...

'I'm D. Ari is my wife.' The man behind her spoke, his voice oily. Roxanne swiveled around to look at him.

'Why are ya'll bothering me if you're married?' She questioned.

'Because,' Ari spoke, 'we are both attracted to you.'

'Oh.' Roxanne said, at loss for better words. Roxanne felt her face heaten up as realization sunk in. They liked her. As in... attracted to her, wanting to... she refused to finish that sentence.

'Look... there's rooms upstairs here. We can sense the heat radiating off of you, and the blush is obvious on your pretty little face... we could head upstairs, and you know...' 'D' spoke, smiling wildly at her. She felt anxious, but didn't want to refuse. She whispered, 'uh- sure..?'

'Great! Let's go up, then. D already has a room for us.' 'Ari' spoke behind her, gently grabbing Roxanne's hand.

'Oh! And what's your name?' 'D' asked.

'...Roxanne.'


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3 months ago

"Kill them with kindness" WRONG. drop the opera house chandelier on them.

8 months ago

Children of Dionysus have sharp teeth. Either Alastor or Charlie type teeth. Dez and her twin brother have these and black wings. Their mother, Roxanne, is a child of Thanatos. Since he's a minor god, monsters are less attracted to her, so she never knew, but the black wings were in her genes. Roxanne did not have them, though.

They also have horns, pointy ears, and grapevines that randomly grown in their hair and around their body when they feel an extreme emotion they can't handle very well. Yeah, they're good actors, but it's chaos when they get extremely happy or mad. Or express any emotion that deeply affects them. And maybe strawberry vines. They pull a Charlie Morningstar when they're mad; horns grow, eyes light up in anger, wings grow in size. They hide most of their traits if possible. They can hide their wings, but it takes up too much energy to do that. The only times they need to is when they're leaving camp, the likely chance they'll need their powers. Hiding their wings doesn't take up too much energy, but if they use their powers while hiding wings, it drains twice as fast. They don't hide em' at camp. They don't leave camp much, so they don't worry about it too bad. Until they have to leave. They choose not to hide them, and cover em' up with a jacket or something and hope no mortal notices. They are definitely obsessed with Maximum Ride and hawks.

Their cabin marvel person is Wolverine. They claim Deadpool, but Apollo cabin and the rest of the cabins agreed that Deadpool is off limits but, much like their father, they're not a stickler for rules and off-limits things. Like certain nymphs... and Deadpool.


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3 months ago

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6 months ago

This is probably very random and out of the blue, but here's my designs for Pollux and Castor in Gacha Life 2!

+ my Dionysus kids designs

The one with black hair and blue streaks is Dez, she's a female.

The one with black hair and purple streaks is Dexter, he's male.

Dexter and Dez are twins.

This Is Probably Very Random And Out Of The Blue, But Here's My Designs For Pollux And Castor In Gacha
This Is Probably Very Random And Out Of The Blue, But Here's My Designs For Pollux And Castor In Gacha
This Is Probably Very Random And Out Of The Blue, But Here's My Designs For Pollux And Castor In Gacha
This Is Probably Very Random And Out Of The Blue, But Here's My Designs For Pollux And Castor In Gacha

The one with glasses is Pollux. The other is Castor.

When I first designed Castor and Pollux(in Gacha Club), several years back, I had no idea what they really looked like so I went off of what Dionysus looked like(before the mention of having violet eyes), I gave them black hair and blue eyes. 😭

Also, I just realized I messed up the tail designs on Dez and Dexter. The tail is supposed to be black with the tip purple.

Do ya'll have any headcanons about Dionysus cabin? Feel free to share! I'd love to hear what ya'll like about them!


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3 months ago

any other autistics daydream about their special interests during particularly longer work shifts to get through the day or am i insane

2 months ago

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4 months ago

I had a friend, his name is Ethan, and me and him were close. I met him in 9th grade when we had to work on a writing assignment together because we were the only two students that hour for English. The next year, I joined the D&D club at my school. At some point, Ethan got mad and started saying, 'I'm going to replaced,' or whatever because I was in D&D. He even went as far as saying that he could convince me to quit, claiming he's a great negotiator. At another time, he said he wished he could go back in time and kill the creators of D&D before they created it. So basically, he was obsessed with me. It got worse, and every time I told him I didn't like him romanticly, he said there was always a chance in the future. Don't know why, but him saying that pissed me the fuck off. A lot of the things he said does, literally everything he says. He once said that one of the DM's at D&D shouldn't be doing that and should be having a job '9 to 5'. What a dick. My English teacher stepped in and talked to him a lot, especially when he'd break down crying about D&D replacing him or whatever. My English teacher said it was best that I should change my classes so I didn't have the same ones as his. I did. I know I shouldn't have told him at lunch and let the adults handle it, but I told him my classes had changed. He got mad, punched the wall, and broke down crying on the floor. One of his coaches walked by and dealt with him, and he went home, I guess. I also remember my English teacher telling me that at the beginning of the year he had a meltdown if he didn't have classes with me, and I felt utterly embarrassed. I didn't learn that fact till way later into the year. He also once got mad at me for walking away from him when he was talking or something, even the day before he literally had done the same thing to me. Like, he got pissed at me! We went no contact for awhile, months, and when I did text him, he told me he couldn't trust for what HE did! And later got pissed when I said I like hanging out with other people, different people, and lot always him. He wrote 5+ fucking pages about that that day. He has a stupid notebook with things about me. His mother said she'd tell me what was in it when I told her about it. My English teacher advised me to block him on my phone. He used to follow me on Tumblr, but I blocked him here. I don't know whether he'd stalk that, but I'm not taking any chances.

I get jealous a lot, so it angers me when one of the teachers who knew first hand how Ethan was was talking to him like an old friend, a close friend. I know that's dumb, but I'm super duper pissed at Ethan. He even once 'accidentally' touched my chest... yk. He said it was an accident, but with everything that happened, I can't help but be cautious.

My Study Skills teacher(who is the one who knows first hand what Ethan did, the one who talks to him like a good old friend) was very dismissive of the things I said Ethan did. Like, the thing about trying to get me to quit D&D and wishing the D&D creators were killed before they created D&D. He's my favorite teacher, sure, but he's not the person to go to for that type of stuff. Lack of experience: He's like 22 years old. My English teacher is usually who I go to. I miss her right now. She's not dead. She had heart surgery and has been gone. She's mean and strict, but I can only stand so much of my Study Skills teacher for so long with his 'tough love' bullshit and dismissive ways. My English teacher was way more understanding than he is. He cares, but he's still a pain in the ass.

Also, I'm pissed at my Study Skills teacher because he said no more D&D sessions until the last remaining person pays their 15 dollar dues. Like?! Why should we be fucking punished for that!? It's one kid! Kick him out! Half the time, he hardly shows up and only shows up later with an hour left because votech. And the Study Skills teacher won't reply to my email about who hasn't paid their dues(just to make sure) so I can tell him I'll pay for the remaining kid's dues and tell him we should not be punished for that! Un-fucking-fair! I want D&D to continue I do not care what the kid is like or not I want to have D&D sessions!


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