i know it’s a dumb cheat code but i’m not listening lalala it’s actually god (the strange man) speaking to john because he’s running around like a maniac killing folk for being a little snarky and building an even higher price on his head and hunting bounty hunters for sport because ranch life makes him feel miserable and useless and too fucking still, and it wasn’t enough to see micah’s brain matter scattered over the snow, it wasn’t enough to see dutch’s last act of care and kindness towards him because he still looked at him with disappointment in his eyes and he left him again, alone on top of a mountain with nothing but bleeding friends and gold that sits heavily in his pockets like the grief in his throat.
The giant of Illinois
journal page for johnny too yayy
Scrapped the other design-
“If you desire to be good, begin by believing that you are wicked.”
— Epictetus, Fragments
mournful eastern pilgrimage morston writing draft at work where i do my favorite thing with john & force him to be mauled by a bear only this time i unconsciously turned it into a metaphor for vandermarston ❤️🩹
john + dutch + snow = the holy trinity
this as a first post ig..guh it's quite old but my newest drawings are kinda shit and i have school so its hard to focus and draw </3 so ya here's john marston!!
DO NOT STEAL!!
anywayayya have a great day guys
charles/john but they’re both imagining that the other is arthur……………. is there anyone else on the planet earth who understands me……………
Some cowboy art this morning
23, writer 𓄒 john marston loyalist & morston + vandermarston intellectual 🪦
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