Rott3nlamb - Rotten

journal page for johnny too yayy

John but he's wearing leather chaps that form a heart around his butt

“john marston is sooooo i am not a violent dog i don’t know why i bite” SHUT UP!!!!!!!! shut the fuck up he absolutely does know why he bites it’s cuz he fucking LIKES IT he was BRED FOR IT

not fucking cool

giant in the cave thinking a lot about 1907, john and his loneliness. how he copes with it, and how he talks about it with strangers. he knows it well. i'd write a whole 10k text wall about his loneliness but it goes hand in hand with mine and i don't really want to dive into it. drawing little pictures is easier than talking about stuff

writing vandermarston and googling “dog psychology and training” kinda day

It’s just something about John Marston being twenty-six. Little John needs saving again. Twenty-six and he thinks he’s going to bleed out on a snowy mountain top. Twenty-six and he’s watching his friends die all around him. Twenty-six and he’s got a kid and a wife to think about. Twenty-six and one of the only fathers he’s ever known gets shot in front of him. Twenty-six and the only father he’s got left stands idly by while he gets arrested. Twenty-six and the only father he’s got is disappointed to see him out of jail. Twenty-six and the only father he’s got leaves him to die on the side of a railroad track. Twenty-six and he’s on a snowy mountain again, this time saying goodbye to his only brother. Little John needs saving again. Take my hat this time, too. I know, I know. Twenty-six and starting a life. Twenty-six and utterly, completely, absolutely alone.

rip john marston u would’ve loved led zeppelin and dressing like jimmy page

“If you find yourself in a hole, the first thing to do is stop diggin’”

I'm mad at my brother and my head hurts so naturally I had to draw them