So, Last Night, I Was Getting Ready To Go Out With My Boyfriend To A Dance At My School (which Was Cancelled

So, last night, I was getting ready to go out with my boyfriend to a dance at my school (which was cancelled due to lack of ticket sales) and, I had a nice black vest and a nice white shirt, and my uncle had just came home the other day from the mine (my uncle is homophobic and he has abused me many times throughout my child hood) and when I had came out of my room to show my memere how nice I looked, my uncle was in the room that i thought my grandma/memere would be in (she was downstairs doing laundry), and he asked me why I wasnt wearing a dress. my memere and dad both know that I am transgendered and they respect that, however, my uncle does not, and he did not know. so I decided to sit down and tell him the truth. he listened carefully and quietlly through all of it, but at the end of my explanation he had said, “I didn’t raise you to be fucked up.” I agreed, I am a huge mess, I have been for years, but my sexuality and gender identity is not a fuck up, so I argued with him. he got to a point where, after so many months of piece, he slapped me. and threw me to the ground and kicked me in the stomach, of course I had puked, and it hurt, a lot. he grabbed me by the shirt and asked me, “are you a girl”, I said no, my sex is female, but my gender is male..and he dragged me to his room. he once had a big dog, and he made that dog wear an eletrical dog collar, and weve always kept it in his room, because we dont need it (my uncle killed the dog), he threw me onto the bed and said,” ill ask you one more time, are you a girl” I said no. held grabbed my wrist, and held onto it tightly, I have a bruise from how tight he was grabbing it, and he pulled out the dog collar, threw me back onto the bed, sat on me, and put the collar on me… then he began yelling, are you a girl, you are a girl, are you a girl, you are a girl, and my response of course was no, no, no, I am male, I am male. whenever I said that, he would shock me, and it was /hell/. I was screaming, which only caused the shocks to get worse and worse, and then he said, “do you want to find out how faggots have sex!?” of course I already know this, but still I said no no no no stop stop stop. my memere had finally heard me and came rushing to the bedroom, and tried to make my uncle stop, but he pushed her down, and thanked god she was okay.. since shes very fragile and all. she then ran back to the stairs to call up my dad, and oh boy did he run. he ran up stairs and shoved my uncle away from me and started fighting with him, yelling, punching, kicking, and such so on. my memere got the collar off of me and brought me into her room, and after my dad and uncle were done fighting, my uncle had grabbed the things he needed and left, shouting a few insults at us. we called the police today, but they cant find him. we dont have money for a lawyer, all we have is a counsellor, im not going to ask for money, all I ask for is support. I dont know what this will do, but please spread this around, this has affected me and family members greatly. I was taken to a hospital today to check if there was any damage on my insides that we dont know of and thankfully there was no damage, just scarring, emotionally and physically. i had a horrifying nightmare relating to this as well. If you have abused somebody, raped somebody, insulted somebody, in any way possible, I hope this can somehow change your way of heart, and realize how much this can horrify a person, and ruin their lives. it made my life 97x worse than it already is.

Happy New Year everyone! 🎊🎊😊

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8 years ago

I do sincerely apologize for my absence for a while, I have been quite busy and have had a few problems acre or pop up time to time but I am back and will be posting more content soon.

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ross-stories

6 years ago

So, yeah I’m concerned @modmad!

Are we going to see a broken Hero? Please don’t leave this child alone!

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8 years ago

I am currently taking requests since I am not doing anything and wouldn't actually mind writing some fics.^^

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8 years ago

Three years ago, my dog went viral on Imgur and Reddit, thanks to this picture I took right after she’d yanked down a post from the front of our house with her bare strength.

But like the image above says, this is not a good post.

That dog above, the one that made so many people laugh, her name is Eva, and she’s my 7-year-old lab. She was just diagnosed with canine lymphoma.

Without chemo, she only has 3 months left with us. But her oncologist has given her a good prognosis with chemotherapy. She could live to see her 9th, 10th, and even 11th birthday.

Which means more years of this happy, ridiculous puppy.

The price to extend her life? $8500.

I nearly died when I saw the number. I’m paying off 4 student loans right now, and my parents are in insurmountable debt. I thought, this is it, we’re screwed. In between crying spells and anxiety attacks, I realized what my choices were: give up and let Eva go in the next 3 months, or crowdfund my ass off.

Internet: you’ve done it before, now I’m begging you, do it again. Spread Eva like wildfire. She deserves a second chance. She deserves the extra time, and all the fun and happiness she’ll have in that time.

Here is the link to her gofundme.

Any amount you can donate will help tremendously. Please, help Eva.

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7 years ago

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8 years ago

I want to discuss something...

Now I want to say something that has been bugging me for quite sometime now and honestly something has to said about this…

Do not and I repeat…Do NOT go on to someone’s blog and accuse them of something they have not done and then tell to delete their blog or anything like that!

It honestly makes me sick of how bloody selfish and down right horrible people can be and having the bloody nerve to slander someone with vile words and accusment and then trying to be rid of them and making them feel like utter crap especially if it’s over something so damn bloody petty that’s when honestly you would need to bloody Grown up…

Don’t go on to someone and blaster their ask box or anything like that with vile, disgusting words and acting like they are a bad person when it’s actually you,slandering them with hate such like that and honestly if see something you don’t like on that particular blog…Don’t sending them hate and try to make them feel like crap just ignore it and move on!

‘Oh! But I can’t ignore it I have to slander on them for what they posted because they are wrong!’ No…You CAN ignore it but you just want to be a damn butt muncher instead and make them feel like unter rubbish and you are wrong to post such negativity on their blog and slander,hiding behind anon then post about them…‘Calling them out’ for something they haven’t done and you’re damn blog and continuing to be a damn butt muncher to them!

This can be all bloody started just because of a damn opinion,pairing,thought,design or anything and honestly you really need to grow up and keep your damn vile words to your self cause sadly some of this has even caused people to quit Tumblr due to the slandering they got which is very devastating…

If it’s actually to do with general things and the person is is being a untter twit biscuit,I can understand that you could be annoyed but don’t slander someone,just block them and get again move on! It isn’t like Tumblr didn’t put a ‘block’ option for no reason…

All I would have to say to this is (once again) if you see something you don’t like one a blog just ignore it and carry on with your life instead of slandering the person with hate.

I can understand that I may get a bit of disagreement here and there but if you wish to discuss anything about this then we can discuss this in message or if there is anything I missed out,then I wouldn’t mind anyone just pointing out the earns.

For those who are unsure of what is going on or anything,I do apologise to you and I am not aimming towards you who are respectful of others which I’m thankful that you wish to spead positivity to others.

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