Shadow shapes of objects in my room.
I’m looking —
sure it’s a reflection of something.
Carved wood boxes slide in and out,
no locks,
always just sorta been there.
Stuff all my attachments
into compartments —
an old childhood drawer.
Stiff doors. Silent walls.
Shouts and laughs.
Lights left on when you don’t hit the right switch.
Cracks in these walls, and you get a ladder to plaster them all up.
I leave a gap in my page.
Gosh, I haven’t sung that song in ages.
Have I made a mistake?
Is my whole life over?
Paranoid over my future —
Gosh, I’m a pathetic, anxiety-riddled, sensitive teenager.
NEED THIS BAGGG SO BADDD NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!
I am pressured to look a certain way I am blamed for men’s ways
I am sexualised day to day
I am female in a man’s world
I can’t be gay
I’m all for them but I say
I’m not for men’s pleasure
Get your shit together your being the wrong weather can’t we be us whenever
Hey 💌 I’m Saja — a mother trying to hold onto hope through days that feel impossibly heavy.
I know you probably see a lot online, but if you could take just a moment… I’d be so grateful.
💫 A reblog of my pinned post could help our story reach someone who cares.
🌿 And if you’re in a place to give, even a small donation could bring comfort to my daughter and help us feel safe again.
@sajagz, thank you for listening.
Even gentle support creates strength.
From one heart to another — thank you 🤍
💖💖
#Kostyalv34 - have a nice day
descubri una cantidad enorme de efectos en tuxpaint me aloque dibujando esto, quedo inreconocible del dibujo original que tenia planeado XD