The day starts with a grumpy mood and then I suddenly start smiling like an idiot when I see one of these beauties.
I’m aware I still can’t make any move about opening up on here. It makes me think even more. I shouldn’t be afraid of being judged cuz I know whoever judges me have their own issues too even if they don’t who cares? Everyone pretends to be something else than they are, it’s very rare to see tranparent people. Maybe I should think less. Yea, probably I should. I have a silly exam soon in couple of hours, I will think more about not thinking this much after that.
Mood.
Shit weather. Half of the year is a dark hell then spring comes and you feel like a beggar to see some sunlight. I don’t even know why I’m doing this to myself. I actually do know but anyway. I want to go out, scream and swear at everything that led me here to experience this shitty weather right now. But I don’t… Why?? Because we all need to act sane.
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216860 SEK is around 20000 Euros… This is the cost of the repair on my car. The funny thing is if I sell my car it’s around 140000. This stupid system pissed me off a lot. My beautiful car is gonna become a scrap and I will have nothing while I’m still paying it’s debt to the bank. And it all happened as soon as I quit my job with a sensitive plan. I’m truly fucked.
I feel like I’m at war with whatever the fuck is up there. I will solve this issue too, like I have always done… Once I stop this urge to punch myself in my face of course.
Wish me luck, I’m gonna need it.
Oversharing on purpose, because it’s cheaper and hopefully more effective than therapy.34Sweden
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