Whenever I Watch People From Body Positivity Movement, It Just Makes Me Not Wanna Eat. Is That Weird?

I know that the skinny in me hates my fat decisions.

I can’t stop thinking about the cake sitting in my kitchen. It seems like it is calling to me and I can’t ignore the temptation.

I picture myself shoveling spoon after spoon into my mouth—mindless, desperate—until there’s nothing left but crumbs and shame.

Even just imagining it makes my chest tighten. My throat aches, my eyes sting, and a wave of nausea curls in my stomach.

my fave mascsp0 💕

I need someone to tie me up to my bed and I don’t mean in a k!nky way.

I just don’t want to go to the kitchen again 😭

There’s a kind of loneliness that has nothing to do with being alone. It’s when you're surrounded by people but still feel like no one really sees you. Like you're speaking in a language only you understand, and no matter how loud you scream, it gets lost in the noise. I’m tired of feeling like I have to shrink just to fit in — tired of carrying thoughts too heavy to share. Maybe I’m not looking for answers, just a place where I don’t have to explain myself.

After I finished my f4st I ate the whole thing! Idk what I was thinking. Was it a bing? How much calories was this?

My mom just cried why I am not eating. Then brought this in my room ://

Back at my lw ;)))

These people legit dressed up, went to a grocery store with their friend and asked them to take photos of them with cabbages 😭

Just found out about this girl, who also has 4n4. she is 18 and 37kg.

I am so fucking jealous!