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1 year ago
Graffiti Via A Facebook Page

Graffiti via a Facebook page

IM FUCKING FED UP AND TIRED AND I WANT TO DIE BUT LIVING IS THE MOST PUNK SHIT I'VE EVER FUKING DONE

FUCK YEA!

FINE CAVIAR

LIVE

1 year ago

be a little bit faggy

1 year ago

someone asks me my favorite show and i have to tell them it’s supernatural, much to my chagrin.

we get to talking and they find out that i have a near encyclopedic knowledge of it. i can recite the names of the episodes in the first six seasons from memory. i didn’t even try to learn that for the worlds lamest party trick. i’ve just seen them enough that it’s floating around in my noggin. i have the dialogue for entire scenes memorized. entire episodes, even. yet again, accidentally learned from repeated watchings. i know about the actors. i’ve met the actors. i know about the cast and crew. i know timelines and theories and why this went that way. i have characters and quotes (both from the show and fanfic) tattooed on my body. one of the things i’m best know for to an audience of 370k+ online is my passion surrounding this show and its characters. this hypothetical person says “you must be a real big fan.”

and i am. i love this stupid little show that’s objectively not very good with its silly little characters that i love so much it often keeps me up at night.

and you wanna know what always surprises the hypothetical person in these hypothetical conversations that are an amalgamation of real conversations i’ve had with real people the most? it’s not how much i know about the show or what it represented to me in my adolescence or even my love for the characters.

it’s the fact that i haven’t seen the last five seasons.

that i haven’t finished the show.

i started watching in 2013 and stopped in 2015. i didn’t pick it back up again in earnest until early 2022. i’ve been rewatching since then and despite watching it literally every single day, i’ve only made it to the end of season eight in my rewatch.

there’s always some form of indignation on the other party’s behalf. and they always ask me “why? if you love it so much, why not watch all of it?”

and the answer is simple.

because i don’t want to.

i know what happens. i was online nov 5th 2020. i know how it ends. and i don’t want it to end. i don’t like the ending. so i’m not gonna make myself watch something i know is just going to make me upset.

and does that mean i’m less of a fan?

spoiler alert: the answer is “no.”

despite what other people and fans alike like to say, it doesn’t make me less of a fan. just like watching the show in its entirety doesn’t make them more of a fan.

fandom allows for flexibility of enjoyment. and that’s what i’m in fandom to do.

enjoy.

to enjoy the same thing with people who enjoy the same thing as me. to share my joy with these people.

so no. you’re not less of a fan or more of a fan for consuming media a certain way.

if you enjoy something, you’re a fan.

and if you’re a fan, there’s a place in fandom for you.

1 year ago

yaknow like in some plays when those people stand to the side and hold up applaud or boo signs for the audience (I think it's like a comedy layer satire thing whatever) anyway need one of those but for a conversation so I know if im doing it right


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1 year ago

doomed by the narrative and haunted by the narrative and a secret third thing (narrating the narrative)

1 year ago

party: remember when you weren't aware of oppressive power structures and all you wanted was a lava lamp?

1 year ago

I'll never understand the "curtains are just blue sometimes" people. I was soooo fucking excited learning about symbolism. You have a story and what the story tells you. Then you have the fact that it was written at all by someone and that's another story. And then there's also hidden extra story info?


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1 year ago
For The Wolfstar People, Rosekiller Mfers And Dorlene Babys.
For The Wolfstar People, Rosekiller Mfers And Dorlene Babys.
For The Wolfstar People, Rosekiller Mfers And Dorlene Babys.
For The Wolfstar People, Rosekiller Mfers And Dorlene Babys.

For the wolfstar people, rosekiller mfers and Dorlene babys.

1 year ago

@stvksn on ig

1 year ago

Just rediscovered potentially the funniest thing I’ve written in recent memory

1 year ago
Snoopy Of The Day

snoopy of the day

1 year ago

If u want to write a story about a character that's just you but hotter with a dark twisted backstory and magical powers and a pet falcon or something, I think u should just go ahead and do that. Who's gonna stop you? The government?? Fuck the police.


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1 year ago

okay but "the symbolism is Real and Trying to Kill You" is my favorite kind of symbolism


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1 year ago
Norwegian Is An Incredible Language

norwegian is an incredible language


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1 year ago

that specific brand of vampire media that’s like “you’re a late 90s-early 00s vampire in a leather jacket and sunglasses in some sleazy underground goth club that’s playing electro industrial/aggrotech/goth rock music” ruined me on all other vamp media, I too want to be a vampire in a leather jacket & sunglasses in some sleazy underground goth club that’s playing electro industrial/aggrotech/goth rock music


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1 year ago

sending people wikipedia articles is my favorite form of humor. one time a long time friend of mine asked why i was using a different name and acting different i sent him the wikipedia page for DID. ryder just asked me why its 108 degrees in nevada right now and i sent him the wikipedia page for global warming and the season of summer.

1 year ago

#sources

old movies, public domain, classics, other such things: the read-more edition

this is a carry over of my original post but under a read-more for more extensive and readily available editing. updated whenever possible

the purposes of this post continue to be “eclectic” but to be “brief”, is for people who enjoy consuming Media and want to have online resources on hand to find them, especially when they are non-contemporary, non-mainstream, and/or on the obscure side (but not always!). it has evolved far beyond what the title says basically

feel free to send your own resources!

Keep reading

1 year ago

Let this be your sign to watch older movies right now please

1 year ago

Watching Darcy call Tara a princess and watching Tara help Darcy pick out a suit and overcome that fear got me feeling every emotion

and like is this just how straight people get to live? Genuinely? Like they watch shows and movies and feel this way all the time?


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1 year ago

i’m starting a movement to stop calling this shit “artificial intelligence” cause it’s fucking not. it’s not intelligent, and the things it produces are not informed by logical choices. it doesn’t know how to research sources for you. it doesn’t compose art thoughtfully or meaningfully.

call it machine-generated, text generator, chat bot, but it’s not intelligent.

1 year ago

i hate nerves and anxiety. oh nooo i am scared of acting like a weird bitch to remedy this i will act like a weird bitch

1 year ago

#wait this shirt is dyke swag and I want it

Okay But Why Is His Clapping The Cutest Thing Ever 🙄 Does He Ever Not??

Okay but why is his clapping the cutest thing ever 🙄 Does he ever not??

1 year ago

Holy Trinity of fall out boy concerts (gay rumors, bops, bad merch)


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2 years ago

*takes off headphones in order to properly see if my biscuits are ready to be taken out*

2 years ago

not reading wips feels anti-fanfiction to me. and i don't mean that in a "so you're a bad person if you don't read them" kinda way. do what you want. but i also feel, that you are completely missing the point. with fanfiction you're supposed to come along for the ride. the epic highs and lows of highschool football. the comment sections. the conversations. the theories. the "sorry i didn't update last week i was abducted by aliens and then my cat got stuck in a tree." LIKE. if you just want a story that's fully finished and polished go to a bookstore. fanfic is an EXPERIENCE. and ALSO. participating in the process is part of the way you make fanfic writing worth while. it's part of how you thank authors. like why would anyone write fanfiction if no one was going to interact with them until it was done? it again feels like a way that fanfiction is being eaten by consumer culture. you're waiting for your product. but this is supposed to be a club. you don't turn up to drama club like "where's my play bitch?" NO ma'am. we're supposed to paint these cardboard trees together. ok. i may have lost control of this metaphor. BUT YOU GET IT.


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2 years ago

its always some fucking day in some fucking month in some fucking year isnt it

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