What’s Your Worst Fear?

What’s your worst fear?

It might be basic, but personally. Mine is eyes. Have you ever looked in a mirror with only the moonlight and saw your eyes. And what you look at makes you dread. You are well aware that they are your eyes. But just because you know that Russel in the night is the wind. It doesn’t make you less afraid. The ones I see in the dark are not right. They look hollowed out. They seem not mine.

And it’s just them. Not even the rest of my face. Somehow I think it’s worse in the light. When I look too close. Because at least in the dark. I know why they seems off. But no. In the day, they watch and see me. I can’t hide from them.

It’s funny. I liked eyes. I still do. Used to have a habit of drawing them on me. But sometimes when I’m drawing a character I’ll physically cringe. Because they are staring at me. Judging every part of me. And maybe that’s worse than if they were just soulless.

Maybe it’s worse than the general paranoia I get from the fear as a whole. Because it’s of my creation.

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