Smile (tw: Depression/mention Of Suicide)

Smile (tw: depression/mention of suicide)

I don't know what to do with my life and now I am deeply upset. How do I write an essay on someone else's life, when I'm struggling through mine? How do I push past the darkness in my mind to make room for knowledge that I'm going to spit out on a test later on? How do I maintain clubs when everyone is screaming at me to do my work? How do people manage this? I certainly can't. I try so hard for this to work, but whenever I get comfortable, Life decides that I shouldn't be happy. The only thing stopping me from leaving is my friends and family. They're my anchors, yet I feel them slipping away, leaving me to fend for myself. I wish there was a manual for this kind of stuff, so I won't feel lost every time I get out of bed, so I don't feel that I'm living someone else's life. But I try to look on the bright side of things, even though doing that exhausts me more than everything else. I put on a smile, give hugs and compliments so that other people's joy fills my own. Is this why most comedians tend to be depressed? Are they trying to fill the void in themselves with others laughter? All I know is that life is unfair, but if you put on a smile, people tend to believe it no matter how fake it is.

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Tw:self harm

Don’t scroll past this.

Reblog to let your followers know that they should never start cutting.

I know this website makes it seem like that shit is normal but trust me, it’s not. And once you start, you’ll never really start and it will haunt you for life.

It never gets easier, it never stops hurting, it isn’t (and will never be) “cool” or “the only way out”

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She Gets It.

She gets it.

5 years ago
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FITTED TO WHOM

FITTED TO WHOM

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6 years ago

hi I was wondering if you know which schools have the best forensic/criminal psychology graduate programs?

The Chicago School of Professional Psychology

CUNY John Jay College of Criminal Justice

Holy Names University

Marymount University

Prairie View A&M University

Prescott College

Roger Williams University

Tiffin University                

University of Denver

University of North Dakota

University of Maryland—​College Park

University at Albany—​SUNY

University of Cincinnati

University of Missouri—​St. Louis

Pennsylvania State University—​University Park

University of California—​Irvine

Florida State University

Michigan State University

Rutgers, The State University of New Jersey—​Newark

CUNY—​John Jay College

Temple University

Arizona State University

Northeastern University

University of Florida

University of Pennsylvania

University of Delaware

George Mason University

University of Nebraska—​Omaha

American University

University of Illinois—​Chicago

Washington State University

Indiana University

Sam Houston State University

University of South Florida

University of South Carolina

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