jungwon x f!reader ,, smau
synopsis: yn kim has had a humongous crush on jungwon since she first laid eyes on him in their last year at high school. she created a fan account after being put in the friend zone but hasnât found the chance to tell him that itâs her⌠now that theyâre in their final year of university, will she get the guy?
genre: smau, acquaintances/mutuals to lovers, one-sided feelings,, warnings: swearing, harmful jokes, most people have been aged down for the sake of the story!
âď¸this in no way, shape or form represents any of the individuals mentioned, their faces are used for the sake of storytellingâď¸
starring! : all of enhypen, eunchae (le sserafim), minji (new jeans), soul (p1harmony), seunghan and sohee (riize), yuna (itzy), ningning (aespa), manon (katseye), beomgyu + soobin (txt) and felix, i.n + seungmin (stray kids)
started: 24/11/24
status: ongoing
profiles: the hopeless romantics + sunoo // decelis superstars // the elders
chapters ~
prologue - sheâs crazy (written)
one - you ainât gotta go to work work work (half written)
two - fein (classical version)
three - what'd i do ?
four - catch me outside (written)
five - family facebook account
six - brother act
seven - nocolate strawberry chocolate
eight - haunted house
nine - friend wars (written)
more coming soon!
a/n: this is the first smau iâve ever written so i hope you enjoy it đŤŁđŤŁ criticism is highly appreciated and thank you in advance for taking the time to check this out â¤ď¸âđĽ
p.s i might make a prequel for seungmin because i love his friend groups dynamic sm đ
why are so many jungwon writers deactivated đ couldnât you just archive your blog??? now i just see broken links đ
if you have any reccs lmk!!
really wanted to read an idol!jungwon x idol!reader but i 3 of DEACTIVATED AUTHORS how are they even searchable?? this is why i have trust issues đ
mc enemiez! ( âś ) idol! jungwon x gg idol! reader Ëá´Ë
â¸â¸ SYNOPSIS âđŞ despite jungwon being a #humble leader, he was kinda salty about the fact that his almighty title of the âyoungest leader in k-popâ has been taken by blackpinkâs brand new juniors. the world goes against jungwonâs wishes in staying as far away from her as possible when they both end up being the new mcs for âthe showâ. âË⸠ŕź
â¸â¸ GENRE âđŞ written + social media au, (one-sided) rivalry to lovers au, idolverse + bad attempt at humor :p, angst
â¸â¸ WARNINGS âđŞ some yge slander, messy timestamps, my attempts in being funny lol, some swearing
â¸â¸ STATUS âđŞ completed : 03.09.22 % START : 12.30.21 !
â¸â¸ UPDATE SCHEDULE âđŞ every two days !
â¸â¸ TAGLIST âđŞ taglists are closed !
â MASTERLIST ?! â plz stop flirting! ę the emos + sunoo
prologue . . . soompoopy
OO1 . . . mama (socmed+written)
OO2 . . . so what!
OO3 . . . og big 3
OO4 . . . maybe i should
OO5 . . . jungwon urge
OO6 . . . youâre all delulu!
OO7 . . . first time
OO8 . . . oh shoot
OO9 . . . whereâs updog
O1O . . . business casual (socmed+written)
O11 . . . ladies man
O12 . . . cat cafĂŠ (socmed+written)
O13 . . . good day
O14 . . . bet ur jealous!
O15 . . . sunghoon (socmed + written)
O16 . . . must resist
O17 . . . i miss her
O18 . . . first episode (written)
â â â Ë bonus chapter . . . operation : ynwon (text + written)
O19 . . . ggs
O2O . . . is this a date? (socmed + written)
â â â Ë bonus chapter . . . manifestations (socmed + written)
O21 . . . like, like like
O22 . . . i did it again
O23 . . . immense heartbreak
O24 . . . officially doomed
O25 . . . overpriced qtips
O26 . . . janitors closet (written)
â â â Ë bonus chapter . . . after school (written)
O27 . . . pretty girl
O28 . . . tug of war (written)
O29 . . . moving out
O30 . . . busted (socmed + written)
O31 . . . sad and disappointing (written)
O32 . . . bf and co-worker
O33 . . . this is a date. (socmed + written)
â â â Ë bonus chapter . . . family approval
epilogue . . . first and last
â | DIE FOR YOU || park sunghoon x fem!reader
synopsis: being part of enhypen is fun and never boring. but being the only girl gets you the princess treatment and the brother treatment at the same time.
pairings: park sunghoon x fem!reader, choi soobin x fem!reader (rumors), ot7 x fem!reader (rumors)
genre: smau, written, idol au, 8th member au, slow burn, workplace romance, crack, fluff, angst
warnings: hate comments, death threats, profanity, knetz being asses, inappropriate jokes
⸠NEVER LEAVE XX ⸠others
⼠chapters
01: down bad
02: sunoo is my fave
belift is fucking crazy and insane!! enha is being sooo overworked like crazy, their schedules are inhumane. theyâve been having comebacks after comebacks, never-ending tours and promos like what the fuck?! the members are suffering so much because of how greedy their company is.
first we saw jay having a knee injury and yet the company made him perform on stage without any proper arrangements. sunghoon having a cold and getting sick often. heeseung being so exhausted that he couldn't even stand properly (for which so many quote âengenesâ called him lazy and un-professional which is absolutely insane!!!) jake had to sit out from two different stages in their most recent concert and couldnât even open his eyes when he was present for the other stages. DESPITE all this theyâre having another comeback soon!??
the tours seem never ending and itâs been two whole years! this is so terrifying. our boys love making music for us for which we appreciate and support them but at what cost? theyâre humans too and iâm sure we all know how horrendously theyâre being over-worked and being treated like robots. please demand for a break for them for only we can help them in this.
oh to be with sunghoon <3
// park sunghoon //
pairing: best friendâs brother!sunghoon x femreader
word count- 8.7k
genre/cw- fluff, angst, forbidden love(?), slow burn(ish), 1 year age difference, realization of feelings, reader fell first but sunghoon fell harder, first kiss, kissing, confessions, profanity, reader gets hurt (not severely)
summary- Sunghoon falling for his sisterâs best friend was not on his bucket list
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You hated (loved) your best friendâs older brother Park Sunghoon, not because of his actual being but rather because of his stupid bucket list that he made when he was six years old that heâs nonstop flaunted for years on end.
He never seemed to shut up about completing his bucket list for as long as youâve known him and been best friends with his younger sister. You were starting to get tired of hearing his rambles about it, youâve considered burning it to ashes but you knew you would never be forgiven so that option was ruled out.
So now you were stuck listening to his stories of his completion on whatever number he was at on his bucket list. You donât know how many times youâve listend to his stories over the little timespan of winter break up until new years eve.
What you do know is that you were going to be in for another rough year.
You met your best friend at a very young age but even at that age you knew the both of you would be best friends for the rest of your lives.
You werenât wrong, many years passed and you both were still as close as ever. But when you were younger, you didnât realize your best friend came with a package, in the form of her older brother Park Sunghoon.
When you first met Sunghoon, your heart swelled. He hated wearing his glasses especially in front of people but you absolutely adored the way he looked in them.
You found yourself admiring Sunghoon whenever you could, whether it was when he tagged along with you and his sister or simply greeting him whenever you came over to their house.
For a good two and a half years you thought your admiration for Sunghoon was a case of one-sided true love. You didnât know any better but to you that was the best form of love, it meant you were able to admire him.
But no matter how long he has known you, Sunghoon never looked at you in any other way other than his younger sisterâs best friend and thats how heâs always seen you as, even up until this day.
âSunghoon stop boring her with your story on how you went rock climbing in the snowâ Your best friend came to your rescue when she realized you were taking a while to return back to her room only to find out you were caught up by her older brother
âMy saviorâ You muttered before getting up from the chair and dusting your clothes off acting like youâve there for decades
âOh come on it wasnât that bad, she was actually asking me questions about how it wentâ Sunghoon tried to defend himself from the claim his sister put on him
Your best friend looked at you and you shook your head, you heard Sunghoon gasp, noticing you were lying. He called you out on it but you acted oblivious.
You were asking him questions just like how you always do but thatâs something you would never admit. For some reason a part of you still lingered around the thought of Sunghoon that was suppressed deep in your heart and mind.
You would indulge in those desires only a few times, you just wanted to satisfy the craving you longed for.
âWell if you donât mind me, Iâm going to save my best friend from youâ His sister began to drag you away back to her room, you turned to face Sunghoonâs bewildered expression
You softly giggled to yourself which somehow went unnoticed by your best friend but not Sunghoon. He glared at you and you only stuck you tongue out in a childish manner. It was a habit you picked up whenever you walked away victorious in not getting caught of indulging your desires.
You knew Sunghoon would be back with more stories about his bucket list and as much as you couldnât take to hear him always talk about it, you somehow found comfort in listening to his stories.
âSunghoonâs forcing me to go ice skating with himâ Your best friend groan shaking her head, you winced hearing she fell victim to her brotherâs wish list
âGood luck dealing with him, I know you wonât be returning until midnightâ Your words caused her to groan even louder, she was praying endless nothings into the universe that could get her out of going with her brother
And it seemed the universe heard your best friendâs prayer because she called you that very morning she had to go out with her brother to celebrate that she was sick.
But that celebration didnât last long because a few hours after, you got a simple message from her deeply apologizing for what she has done.
Before you could even register what she was saying, you heard your doorbell. You were confused, you werenât expecting anyone today.
When you opened your front door, you immediately shut the door but a hand pushed against it to stop your efforts in closing the door.
Now you understood why your best friend apologized. Park Sunghoon stood in front of your door, holding his own pair of ice skates.
âGo get readyâ Sunghoon walked into your house as if he lived there and plopped himself onto your couch, your parents happily greeted him to which he returned
You stared outside seemingly dumbfounded. Your best friend had thrown you under the bus and made you replace her in Sunghoonâs billionth check mark on his bucket list.
You swore to make her pay.
Sunghoon was a good driver so you expected him to be a good host too. If he went through all the trouble of picking you up, waiting for you to just drive over an hour and a half just to have you both skate at the famous ice rink within the area, you expected some type of entertainment to kill the time.
Yet, the car was filled with an awkward silence. No music playing and the only form of sound was the two of youâs breathing and of passing cars. You made sure to send your best friend some âfriendlyâ messages for doing this to you.
You sighed as you looked out the window. You pressed your head up the window and it left out a âthudâ but you didnât care anymore, you hope it showed Sunghoon your boredom.
âYou can play some musicâ His voice spoke out and you lifted your head to look at him, it may not have been much but it felt like millions
You immediately turned on his radio and you flipped through the channels. After countless times of scrolling, you didnât find a single radio station that would be enjoyable for the two of you.
You gave up and turned off his radio before slumping back into the passenger seat. You just expected to lose your mind today.
âYou can connect to the bluetoothâ You felt a spark of hope at the alternative Sunghoon allowed
You grabbed your phone and immediately connected to the bluetooth. When you heard the first song on your playlist, you hummed happily and fell back onto the seat. You were satisfied to hear one of your favorite songs playing through the speakers.
When the next song played, you recognize the melody right away, it was The Weekndâs song âDie For Youâ. You started to softly hum the songâs melody and drop a few of lyrics in the mix of the humming.
You looked out the window again, much more satisfied now that music was playing. You stopped humming when the chorus was coming wanting to submerged yourself into it.
But when you heard Sunghoonâs mumbling and singing some of the lyrics, you turned your head to see Sunghoon lightly tapping the steering wheel to follow the beat of the song. You didnât expect him to know a song like this, you would always heard him listening to much softer and mellower songs, so this definitely caught you by surprise.
You found yourself admiring him again and it was so hard to peel your gaze away from him and back out the window as you let out a nervous gulp. You were too focused on being forced to complete one of Sunghoonâs checkmarks on his bucket list that you didnât realize, this would be one of the few times you spent time with Sunghoon alone.
You didnât realize what you had gotten yourself into and your best friend most certainly didnât know what she has done.
âNo Sunghoon, youâre insaneâ You arrived at the hour and a half ice skating rink and you could tell why it was so famous, it was huge and had all kinds of activities for all people to join
And this obviously caught the eye of the ice skater within Sunghoon. He wanted to drag you into a competition where the top three places are able to receive exclusive top gifts. You on the hand scoffed, you couldnât believe Sunghoon actually thought you would join him in this.
Now you may have went against your word, you wondered just how he was able to convince you to join. But now you stood on the ice next to Sunghoon next to other participants, you could feel yourself slipping at times but you managed to catch yourself before tumbling straight to the ice.
This was going to be a long day.
You and Sunghoonâs team were one of the last two surviving. The last activity in order to determine who will win first place would be a race, one person would have skate to the midpoint where their partners will be waiting for them to be given the the baton and end the race.
Obviously, Sunghoon would be the one to skate to the midpoint leaving you to finish and win the race, there was definitely no pressure on you at all.
When the whistle blew, the first skaters were off. You watched as Sunghoon skated ever so effortlessly on the ice. You remember when you first watched Sunghoon on the ice and youâre proud of how far heâs come.
âYour boyfriend is goodâ The boy next to you spoke as he watched Sunghoon skating
âOh heâs not my boyfriendâ This made him raise an eyebrow at you before giving a side smile
âOh really? Then maybe we can go out sometimeâ The boy offered but you gave a kind smile and explained how you werenât from the area, he was disappointed but understood
Sunghoon was in the lead as he gave you the baton for you to finish off the race. When you made contact with the baton, you tried your best to skate off. You managed to put some distant between you and the boy until he called from behind, you looked over your shoulder and he waved at you.
You move your attention back to in front of you and you saw the finish line so close to you. You managed to to be in the lead and you were happy, you could catch in the corner of your eye Sunghoon softly cheering for you.
You smiled and just when you were going to past the finish line, a body crashed into you causing you to fall onto the ice head first. You heard gasp around you and you really couldnât open your eyes with the sudden throbbing pain with the impact.
Suddenly, you eyes focused on the one person it seemed to recognize. Sunghoonâs worried face met with yours and you could see how his eyes carefully examined you, when he touched the spot you hit your head, you winced in pain. He muttered out a soft apology and right when he was going to help you up, that was when you the saw the boy you were racing, skating towards you with a worried look on his face.
âOh my god I am so sorry, I lost my balance and I ran into you. Are you okay?â He offered his hand for you to grab and when you were going to reach out to grab him, Sunghoon smacked the boyâs hand away
You could almost catch the glare Sunghoon gave him before helping you sit up on the ice. He patted some of the ice away as he checked your head again, he held your head into his hands softly as he looked around your head to make sure you werenât hurt anywhere else.
Beside your throbbing head, you could feel your heart beating against your chest. The worried look in his eyes made those suppressed lingering feelings to awaken just for a moment before becoming overturned by the pain on your head.
Some way to spend a day out with Sunghoon.
You sat on the bench outside of the arena. You held an ice pack against where you got hit on your head, a big first place trophy next to you as you held a bag filled with first, second and third place gifts.
After the whole accident went down, First and Third place gave their gifts to you and Sunghoon as a form of comfort for the bad bruise forming on your head. Sunghoon decided that was enough for today and told you to sit on the bench while he pulled up the car for you so that you wouldnât have to walk a long distance.
When his car pulled up in front, you were going to grab the gifts and trophy to give your head a break from all the icing you were doing, but Sunghoon was quick to grabbed the gifts and trophy and offer his elbow for you to hold onto.
You could walk perfectly fine but you still took his offer and softly wrapped your hand onto his elbow as he helped you to the car. You decided to indulge into your feelings just for this moment, you did just get flung to the ice you think you deserve it.
Sunghoon opened the passenger door with the hand that held the gifts and helped you inside and made sure you were comfortable. Once you gave the all clear, he opened the back seat and placed the items there before going to the driverâs side.
âAre you actually okay? I can take you to the hospitalâ You could feel your heart fluttering hearing Sunghoon worry about you, this was not helping you suppress your feelings
âIâm fine Sunghoon, donât worryâ You gave a soft smile and he looked at you for a few more seconds before looking away
He drove off from the ice skating rink, he doesnât know how he would even explain to his sister of the big bruise on your head. He knew she would be furious with him but he was more furious with himself for allowing you to get hurt while he was with you.
He knew the two of you didnât hang out a lot solo, so he hoped that this may have changed that between the two of you. Sunghoon had always seen you as his younger sisterâs best friend and he wonât deny that he always wanted to know more about you but he never found a good way to approach you.
Thatâs why he opted out for using his bucket list to create some type of conversation with you even if you dreaded listening to it. He was more than happy to know you actually listen to him and ask questions about them, but he always feels defeated whenever you deny of ever doing such things whenever anyone else mainly his sister is around.
It wasnât wrong for you and Sunghoon to engross yourselves in a curious conversation, so why did it always feel that way?
When he saw no surrounding cars, he took a glance over to you. He could heard a soft melody playing through the speaker from your playlist, it was able to set the mood really nicely. The sun was setting casting a beautiful orange and pink color in the sky, the peaceful driving.
Sunghoon couldnât seem to take his eye off of you, the setting was set too perfectly that he felt a sudden tingle against his chest.
âSunghoon red lightâ You pointed out and he was quick to softly step on the break to halt the car, you werenât even looking forward so how did you notice he wasnât look at the street but instead at you.
You continued to look out the window, holding the ice against your head, trying to calm down the nervous fluttering in your heart knowing Sunghoon had almost ran a red light because he was looking over at you.
Maybe this wasnât as bad as you thought.
Your best friend gasped when seeing the healing bruise on your head, you went over to her house once she was feeling a little bit better. She still couldnât go out so you decided to go over to her.
âIt looks like itâs healing wellâ Your grimaced at her words before waving her off, it definitely looked better than how it felt
âDo you have an ice pack I can borrow?â Your best friend nodded her head, you made your way to the kitchen to grab to ice pack from the freeze
When you pressed the cold pack against your bruise, you sighed in relief. You closed your eyes just for a minute but opened them when you felt your phone vibrate, when you took it out with your free hand, you felt your self smile.
Sunghoon: Youâre over? You should be resting
You and him and had nonstop been texting ever since the day you went ice skating (which was only two days ago) but to you, it still meant a lot. This was the longest time you and Sunghoon have ever texted each other, maybe he was finally warming up to you.
You: Howâd you know I was over? Plus I was too bored at home
Sunghoon: I could hear you and my sister laughing like maniacs
You: Oh we were not laughing that loud
You: And if you knew I was over, how come you havenât greeted me?
You didnât think before sending that message, when you noticed that Sunghoon hadnât responded, your thumbs danced around your keyboard to try and make another text that makes the previous one sound less embarrassing.
You were internally freaking out and you paced around the kitchen, forgetting about the ice pack on the counter. When you had your back faced away, you didnât realize Sunghoon walking into the kitchen and seeing your pacing figure.
He noticed the ice pack on the counter and carefully picked it up, when you turned around you were immediately met with the coldness of the ice pack. You slightly jumped at the unexpected contact and that was when you saw Sunghoon standing in all his glory, his hand holding the ice pack that just touched your head.
You looked at him and he gave an awkward smile which you never minded to see. He placed the ice pack back on your bruise and ushered for you to hold onto it yourself, when you hand barley held the ice pack he let go.
âWhat are you doing?â You donât know why that was the first thing you said, but it just slipped, you saw Sunghoon awkwardly chuckle before rubbing the back of his nape
âI came to greet youâ Your heart felt like it was on fire, you knew you were trouble from this point moving forward
Itâs been two weeks since the day Sunghoon took you ice skating, and the texting between you two never faltered. You two texted from early morning to late at night only to repeat it again for the past two weeks.
You could say that you felt so happy when Sunghoon showed no signs of wanting to stop texting you. The two of you seemed to learn a lot more about each other through texting and you could tell it transferred over to in person too.
He was more open when it came to talking to you in person, and he never failed to greet you when you were over. You definitely could tell that ice skating day out was what you needed in order to flip you and Sunghoonâs platonic ârelationshipâ for the better.
âSunghoon is offering you to take you outâ You choked on your drink after hearing your best friendâs words, she patted your back to give some relief as you coughed loudly
âHeâs what?â Suddenly rapid footsteps were heard and in came a rushing Sunghoon and worriedly looked around
âWhat happened?â You let out another cough and he worriedly looked at you wanting to see if you were okay but his sister waved him off
âI just told her about your offer on taking her out after letting that bruise form on her headâ You felt conflicted, you wanted to see if Sunghoon was really offering to take you out but you also wanted to shut your best friend up from mentioning the bruise
You knew Sunghoon already felt bad, so you didnât want him to feel worse for the healing bruise. It was getting better, it was just taking some time to fully go away.
âI was going to be the one to mention it to her but okayâ Your best friend only rolled her eyes at her brother before wrapping an arm on your shoulder
âI say waste all his money when you guys go out and buy me something niceâ
âWho says I was going to use his money?â You raised an eyebrow at her, if this outing hypothetically happens, you would make sure to bring your own money
âOh well I was offering it to you to spend it on whatever you wantâ You slowly turned your head to Sunghoon with utter shock, as long as youâve known him, he was always picky with how he used and wasted him money so to hear him allowing you spend his money on whatever you want sent you to the moon and back
âOh no itâs fine! I can pay for myselfâ
âNo please I insistâ
âYou idiot take the offer!â Your best friend widen her eyes at you for even thinking about rejecting the offer when clearly she knew the both of you knew how picky her brother was
You closed your eyes and deeply sighed before nodding your head in defeat, you best friend cheered while Sunghoon brightly smiled. It was a smile you saw only a few times and you forgot how it made you feel.
Your best friend ushered for you and Sunghoon to do the outing the same very day. Before you left, she made sure to send you a list of everything she wanted so that you could try and sneak in and say that itâs something you wanted instead of her.
You and Sunghoon sat in his car as he drove. He allowed you to have control over the music, so your playlist played as background music instead of blasting like last time you were here. The awkward tension was no longer there between you two as the you both talked the whole way to the outlets.
You and Sunghoon enjoyed the time you spent in his car. It wasnât something that he was used to experiencing with you so heâs thankful that you both got closer instead of drifting even further away from each other.
When you arrived at the outlets, you didnât realize how time consuming it was. You spent majority of the day at the outlets, you refrained from spending so much of Sunghoonâs money. You opted to spend only two dollars from his money, and you would buy a thing or two for your best friend with your own money.
Sunghoon noticed and he told you to use his money. He knew you were being cautious and considerate of him but he took you out for a reason, he wanted you to indulge yourself just a little bit.
So, as you looked at clothes, you picked up clothing pieces you thought were interesting and nice. Sunghoon followed you around, offering to hold your clothes but was shut down by you.
He would observe you and saw how you picked clothes that were out of what you usually wear. He looked at how your face would quickly express an emotion of either what the pricing is or what the clothing was. He also noticed how you were looking at clothes that werenât apart of your usual liking.
This wasnât out of the ordinary, of course Sunghoon knew what you like and dislike. He knows your habits whether theyâre good or bad ones. He knows how to read you like an open book to know what youâre feeling.
Sunghoon knows a lot about you but itâs only because youâre his younger sisterâs best friend and now you are a friend to him, no other reason.
It was already night time when you two were returning back. In the end you only spent fifteen dollars of Sunghoonâs money and the rest you secretly paid with your own. You and Sunghoon were laughing in his car as you talked about nonsense, he asked for you to grab a few napkins from his glove compartment.
So when you open his glove compartment you saw the napkins and grabbed a few but when you saw a familiar paper catch your eye, you grabbed it placing the napkins down.
Sunghoon noticed your silence and he looked over at you, when he saw you holding the familiar piece of paper he almost forgot why he had left it there. But when he finally realize what was on that paper, he felt his heart drop.
When Sunghoon reached a red light, he immediately looked at you who still said nothing as you looked at the paper. It was apart of his bucket list but it was incomplete, it stopped after one empty box that waited to be checked marked.
âGet your first kissâ It read, when you looked to Sunghoon he looked petrified and you felt terrible that you read it without his permission
You immediately shoved it back in the glove compartment and handed him the napkins he asked for, you gave a smile and he nervously gulped before grabbing the napkins and drove when the light turned green.
There was a silence but only for a moment until Sunghoon spoke.
âThat was an incomplete bucket list. I first made it when I was entering high school but I forgot it as I got preoccupied with the others and when I found it, I couldnât bear to look at it and threw it in thereâ Sunghoon explained and you listend to every single word, you didnât want to pressure him into answering or even talking about the topic any longer so you were going to change the topic when he stopped you
âYou can ask questions itâs fine, we still have some time to spareâ You gulped, you didnât know if you wanted to ask the only lingering question in your mind
He took a quick glance at you and gave a warming smile, he was showing that it was okay to ask the one question he knew lingered in your mind.
âHave you ever gotten your first kiss?â There an anticipating silence, you could hear Sunghoon sigh
âI was going to lie and say that I have but I canât lie to you so no I havenât had my first kiss yetâ You were astonished, you assumed Sunghoon had already gotten his first kiss, you knew the amount of people that admired him so it was only natural you thought that
âI was too focused on completing the rest of the bucket list that it just never seemed to cross my mind anymore after creating that one check boxâ You nodded your head and shrugged your shoulders
âItâs okay though, no need to feel pressure or embarrassed. Sometimes people just wait for the right person to have their first in everythingâ You reassure him with a smile, Sunghoon looked over to you and he couldnât help but smile when he saw your smile
Sunghoon wondered whoâd be the right person for him to experience his first in everything or to just be his first kiss.
Sunghoon can say none in the least he couldnât sleep. He kept thrashing in his bed, trying to have himself fall asleep but nothing. His mind was running on constant loop with one single wonder.
What if you were his first kiss? He knew he was outrageous to even think about that, you were his sisterâs best friend after all. But no matter how hard he tried to get rid of the idea, it always came back stronger.
Just at the mere thought of you sends him into a spiral of emotions, how could he contain his raging heart for what it now longed for. He wasnât oblivious when it came to these kind of things, he just didnât know when it happened.
He didnât know when he started to fall for you.
He mustâve been going crazy. He, Park Sunghoon, was thinking about you as more than just a friend and most definitely as more than just his younger sisterâs best friend.
He wondered if you already got your first kiss, he even wondered if you felt the same way as him. He groaned into his pillow, not knowing what he was going to do with this now revelation of him falling for you.
You and Sunghoon sat in his car as he took you out for a late night drive to the park. He didnât tell his sister that he was picking you up, it was something he wanted to keep to himself.
After coming to the realization of his feelings towards you a week ago, he wanted to put some distance between the two of you, he wanted to get rid of these feelings as soon as possible. But that failed when he realized he couldnât go a day without talking to you.
So he opted for plan b, risk it all and indulge in his desire to be with you. Was it the best plan b? Definitely not but it had to do.
You looked at Sunghoon confused, you thought it was out of the blue when he asked if you could meet up that night, you found it even stranger when he asked to not tell his sister. You respected his decision and didnât tell her.
You could see him shaking with nervousness and you wondered what made him feel this way. Sunghoonâs body was facing away from you until he put the car in parked to face you comfortably.
You gave him a reassuring smile and you saw his nervous facade drop for a moment as he looked at with with a glint in his eyes. He quickly shook his head and gulped, it was go big or go home.
âI know this is a lot to ask from you and you can completely say no if you want. I will understand a hundred present, your comfortability matters most to meâ
âSunghoon what are you talking about?â
âYou know how we talked about me not having my first kiss?â His voice was soft and you felt your heart thumping against your chest, where was this going to go? you nodded your head
âWell uh I was doing some thinking and umâ Sunghoon nervously played with his fingers, something you had never seen before, you were amused to see him so nervous but you couldnât blame him
You could feel the same nervousness creep into you as you thought of a million ways this situation could go. But you only hope for one outcome.
âI want you to be my first kissâ
And that was when the world stopped. You could hear your heart thumping in your ear as you shifted your gaze onto him. He looked away, embarrassed with the words that came out of his mouth.
âWhy me?â You didnât mean to voice out your thought but you did, Sunghoon couldnât even bear to look at you and groaned into his hands
The way his heart was beating he swore it was going to burst out of his chest. He didnât know if he could handle it any longer, but he wanted to, he needed to. Because he doesnât know how he can function if he doesnât do this.
âBecause I fell for youâ Sunghoon wanted to be straight to point, he didnât want to sugarcoat his feelings, he was going to go big because he couldnât go home without confessing his feelings for you, he would never be able to live with himself
With his words, you almost passed out by how hard your heart was beating. You stared at him dumbfounded, you thought your mind was playing tricks on your. You blinked violently to see if you would wake up at any moment from this dream.
When it slowly sunk in that this wasnât a dream, you looked away. Sunghoon thought that was your answer, that you didnât feel the same way and that you didnât want to do this.
He felt like an idiot for even thinking there couldâve been a chance of you and him.
He was going to drive you back home but before he could even change to drive, the words the fell from your mouth made him to whip his body to face you.
âI fell for you tooâ Now Sunghoon stared at you dumbfounded, did he hear you correctly?
âIâm pretty sure I was the one that fell firstâ
âI tried to get rid of my feelings for you over the course weâve known each other and I was never successful. All I was able to do was suppress them deep into my heart and hope they go awayâ
âObviously they never went away, ever since the day we went the ice skating rink thatâs when I knew I could no longer hide my feelings for you. I started to fall for you again and here I amâ You chuckled not realizing you were rambling on your confession
You were now playing with yours fingers, scared that you may have scared him off with what youâve holding back but when you felt his hand separate yours to stop you from playing with your fingers.
You looked at Sunghoon and your heart melted when you saw the soft smile he had as he played with your finger with his.
âI couldnât sleep because you were constantly on my mind. You stayed there, playing on a loop twenty four hours for seven days a weekâ
âIâm so sorry it took me so long to reach you. Iâm so happy that you never got rid of your feelings for me, I donât know what I wouldâve done if I was too lateâ
âIâll forever be grateful for my sister getting sick that day. Without that day, I wouldâve never realized just how much I was going to fall for youâ
âYou may have fell first but Iâm sure I fell harderâ You chuckled at his words as your hands finally intertwined with each other and they fit like they were made for each other
When you looked up at each other, you were so close to each other. This was the moment youâve always thought would forever be a dream. Sunghoon leaned in closer and muttered âCan I?â
You nodded your head and when his lips landed onto your lips, Sunghoon realized that you were his person. You were the person he wanted to have his firsts in everything with.
You and Sunghoon still held hands as your lips moved in harmony with each other. You didnât know it was possible for something to feel so right, but as you and Sunghoon kissed you knew this was it. This was everything youâve ever wanted.
It was a passionate yet a soft kiss. The kiss made the two of you realize that this was what you wanted your forever to be. You wanted it to be each other.
That night, Sunghoon grabbed the incomplete bucket list and used a pen lying around in his car to check off the check boxes next to âGet your first kissâ. You laughed but stopped when you saw him scribbling something onto the paper.
He soon passed the paper to you and held the pen for you to grab. When you read the bucket list, you felt yourself smilingly stupidly.
âBecoming your boyfriend?â The new check box he created was corny but you found yourself swooned by it, you grabbed the pen from him before checking it off, Sunghoon was quick to smile at the bucket list before throwing it somewhere and grasping your lips into another soft kiss
As you and Sunghoonâs relationship began, you knew this came with having to date behind his sister, your best friendâs back. You hoped whenever the time came and you told her that sheâs happy for you two of you and wouldnât despise you for the rest of your life.
But you knew that was a stretch you only hoped for.
As you played with Sunghoonâs hair under the moonlight in his room, you almost forgot that you were supposed to be sleeping over for your best friend and not her brother.
You didnât have to worry about her waking up any time soon, she was a heavy sleeper and nothing could wake her once she was out. So when you made she was knocked out from exhaustion, you softly knocked on your boyfriendâs door and when he opened it, he was quick to drag you inside.
As you both laid on his bed it was rather a comfortable silence, his body slumped onto yours as he smiled listening to your heart beating against your chest.
The con that came with your relationship was having to wait until you were alone or in private somewhere in order to give your boyfriend a mere hug. You knew this would be the case but whenever you saw how couples held hands, gave soft kisses, you just wished you were able to do that with Sunghoon.
âWhatâs on your mind?â You heard Sunghoon mumbled, you didnât want to ruin the moment so you only shook your head, he got off of you to sit up on his to face you
You looked at him with confusion and he analyzed you. He knew something was on your mind, but if you didnât want to talk about it he wouldnât force you to.
âIâll alway listen to you whenever, it doesnât matter when or where, Iâm always available for youâ You smiled at your boyfriends words, his words and his mere presence were the biggest comfort in the world, and you wondered what luck you mustâve had in order to finally have him
âIâm just really happy that youâre my boyfriendâ Sunghoon had the same awkward smile but it held a loving feeling behind it, he soon found himself back in your arms as he placed a soft peck on your cheek
You smiled and wrapped your arm around him as he continued to place butterfly kisses all over your face. You were tying to suppress your giggles but Sunghoon whispered in your ear to let them go.
He knew it was risky, his family could possibly hear your giggles coming from his room, but he just wanted to drown in the sound of your giggles. To him, they sounded like paradise, the only paradise he would ever want to experience.
âSunghoon she doesnât want to hear about your latest check off on another check boxâ You best friend grumbled as she saw her brother happily walk into the living where you and her watched a movie
âWell too bad sheâs going toâ Youâve already heard his story about the completion of yet another check box on his bucket list
Your best friend grumbled before getting up from the couch to leave. She announced she was going to the kitchen and that you would have to suffer the same way she did when she first heard her brotherâs story. But she was oblivious to the fact that you already knew the story, you were the first person Sunghoon told when he completed it.
When your best friend was out of sight, Sunghoon was quick to sit next to you and place a kiss on your cheek. You widen your eyes to tell him to stop but he didnât, he continued to smother your face with his kisses.
âIâve missed youâ His voice whispered against your face, you couldnât help but give in and place a quick peck on his lips
âWe saw each other last nightâ
âThatâs not enough for me, I need to see you every minute Iâm breathingâ You never knew Sunghoon had this side to him until you started dating him, he was a completely different from how he was before but he claimed that he waited for you to show this side of him
You found yourself softly chuckling at his words and nodding until your lips met with his. He smiled against the kiss and a few second when you both pulled away in walked your best friend with all kinds of snacks.
âAnd thatâs why it mustâve been my favorite completion of anything on my bucket listâ Sunghoon was quick to cover up any traces of what truly happened while his sister was gone
âYou didnât tell me that it was your favorite completion?âYour best friend tilted her head before plopping onto her spot next to you
âI didnât? I mean it was a spur of the moment addition to my bucket list so it mustâve slipped my mind. I loved every single moment of it and if I could, I would do it over and over againâ Your best friend didnât realize the meaning behind his words, she only waved him off thinking it was the time he became poetic about his bucket list.
You on the other hand stared at Sunghoon, he was talking about the unknown bucket list that only you and him knew of. Where it checked off his first kiss and becoming your boyfriend. Your hands itched to grab his into yours.
You were falling harder than ever before for your best friendâs older brother.
Sunghoonâs sister stayed in the passenger seat of her brotherâs car waiting for him to come back from his quick shopping spree.
She scrolled through her phone but jumped when she heard Sunghoonâs ringtone play through the carâs speaker. She recognized the ringtone after hearing it for years on end since he refused to change it.
She looked at the screen between the driver and passenger seat and she saw the contact name that was calling her brother, âlove <3â.
Sunghoonâs sister was stunned, What the fuck? When did Sunghoon get a lover? Her brother never mentioned anything about dating someone, she was hurt at the fact he didnât even tell her or their parents.
She could understand and respect his decision but she couldnât help but be a little hurt. She thought that they were close.
Sunghoonâs sister was going to ignore the call and mind her own business, and go back to her phone but when the call was answered, she froze when she heard a familiar voice through the car speaker.
It was your voice.
You called out for her brother but when you got no response, you hung up and called again. The contact name âlove <3â popped up on the screen again and when the call was answered again and your voice rang into her ears, calling out for her brother to respond.
She felt like she was going to throw up at the realization. You, her best friend and Sunghoon, her brother were dating each other behind her back.
The car ride back was eerily quiet for Sunghoonâs liking, when he came back from his spur of the moment shopping, his sister faced the window and didnât greet or even acknowledged him. He wondered what caused her to be like this but he imagined it was something he didnât need to worry about.
Right when Sunghoon pulled up to the driveway of their house, he was going to exit his car and get the shopping bags but stopped when he heard his sister.
âSince when?â
âSince when what?â
âSunghoon since when have you been dating my best friend?â
He felt the world halt, the way his stomach churned as he felt his sisterâs hard gaze on him made him sick. She found out, he doesnât know but she did.
His sister saw him stunned for words and scoffed. She was feeling too many emotions at once, she felt betrayal, anger, happiness. She was most frustrated that neither you or Sunghoon felt the need to tell her that the two of you were dating.
She got out of his car and slammed the door shut before going into their house, Sunghoon gripped the steering wheel before hanging his head low. He banged his hand against the steering wheel just to release the wave of emotions.
He didnât go into his house after that, he drove off to yours to tell you that his sister found out about the two of you. But he didnât know his sister was waiting for him on their couch to walk through the door and talk to her about what happened.
She waited 30 minutes and was met with disappointment when her brother never walked through the door, instead she only had multiple miss calls and text messages from you trying to explain. Thatâs was the unofficial confirmation she needed that you, her best friend were indeed dating her brother. She couldnât believe it, she threw her phone onto the couch and walked away into her room.
Itâs been a week since the whole the situation, you havenât been over since and Sunghoon and his sister were barely on speaking terms. You tried every morning and night trying to talk to your best friend and explain everything.
You prioritized your friendship highly with her, you couldnât and wouldnât lose her. Thatâs why you stood in front of their front door, you rang the doorbell waiting for someone to answer.
When the door opened, you were greeted with your best friendâs shocked expression. You smiled and she rolled her eyes at you, she didnât expect to see you at their front door.
âWhat?â Her voice was harsh and you couldnât blame her, she had every right to be mad
âI think itâs time all three of us talkâ Your soft voice contrasted her harsh one, and stayed silent breathing heavily as she looked at you, Sunghoon who heard the doorbell came to see who it was appeared from behind his sister to see you standing at their front door
You gave a quick smile to him and your best friend noticed this. She knew he was behind her, she could feel him and she sighed before moving a little for you to walk in.
You and Sunghoon didnât initiate anything and solely kept a distant between each other to respect your best friendâs comfortability. She noticed this and grumbled softly, what was the pointing of hiding it when she already knew.
Your best friend walked and sat on the couch waiting for you two to follow suit, she knew the conversation had to happen so she decided not to waste anymore time. She wanted to know what happened between you and Sunghoon.
When you and Sunghoon sat opposite of each, your best friend sat in the middle. The tension was high, the three of you waited to find the right words to start to conversation.
âIâm so sorryâ You were the one to take initiative of the whole situation, you were the one that showed up unannounced to their house
âHow long?â Was your best friendâs first question, the one sheâs been anticipating ever since she found out, she wanted to know how long you two have been keep it from her
âTwo monthsâ Your answered and your best friend only deeply sighed shaking her head, the two of your had been lying and sneaking behind her back for two months and acted like nothing
âAnd you just never planned on telling me?â She was growing frustrated at the thought that if she never found out, the two of you seemed to never tell her
âWe were scared, we didnât know how you would react to the newsâ She scoffed after hearing her brotherâs voice now pitching in the conversation
âYou guys didnât think about how I would feel knowing you were keeping this from me?â
âWe did but we believed if we told you, it would be worseâ You tried to rebuttal her words but she shook her head
âNo itâs worse having to hear your voice through Sunghoonâs car speaker, calling out for your boyfriendâ Your best friend finally gave out to how she found out and Sunghoon realized his phone mustâve been connect to his car and when you called, your voice went to the speaker of his car instead of his phone
There was a silence, you didnât know how to respond to her words. You couldnât tell her that she wasnât supposed to witness that but you also couldnât assure her that you both wanted to tell her any time soon.
âHow much do you like her?â Her gaze went onto her brother, he was surprised by the sudden question, Sunghoon may have been older by one year but she knew he never had a relationship ever before
So to see the two most important in her life together caused something to bubble in herself but she just didnât know whether it was good or bad.
âI really like herâ Sunghoonâs voice was assertive, he didnât hesitate to answer the question
âAnd how much do you like him?â The questions was now for you and she sighed, you wanted to be truthful
âI know Iâve never told you, but you have no idea how much I like himâ Your answer made him hang his head low to hide the growing smile on his life, he felt like he was on top of the world knowing you liked him just as much he liked you
Your best friend was silent after hearing both of your response, she stared off to oblivion before nodding her head, neither you or Sunghoon knew what this meant but you hoped it was good.
âI hate you both for not telling me sooner. You shouldâve known I wouldâve been your biggest supporterâ Her soft chuckled caused you and Sunghoon to stared at her in bewilderment, did they hear her right?
âYouâre not mad?â Your best friend shook her
âIâm mad that you guys hid it from me but Iâm not mad that you two are together. Iâm glad that youâre Sunghoonâs first girlfriend, and he better not screw it up so that youâll be his last tooâ
âI donât intend losing her so you donât have to worry about thatâ She internally gagged at her brotherâs cheesy words, she could see the love sick smile you both on your face and she couldnât help but smile too
âSounds like Iâm stuck to this family for the rest of my lifeâ You raised an eyebrow and both of the siblings nodded their head, you chuckled and nodded your head in acceptance, you didnât mind being apart of the family any more than what you already were
Sunghoon never expected to fall for his sisterâs best friend but unexpected things always happened in life. He was still overjoyed nonetheless to know that you and him would no longer had to hide your relationship.
You and Sunghoon had to give the biggest thanks to his overbearing bucket list for being the major reason why the two of you were finally able to find the person you wanted to experience all your firsts with.
âPark Sunghoon, thank you for your damn bucket listâ
ęŠ .á in a hopeful attempt to show your ex of three years that you're moving on, you turn to sim jaeyun, aka hybeâs most popular jock, with expectations that heâll boost your status in your school's social hierarchy. only problem is, jake's gone 18 years without dating, so how do you get him to up his game for his first real girlfriend? this certainly was not on your bucket list!
ęŠ .á PAIR -âş soccer player!sim jaeyun x fem!reader
ęŠ .á GENRE -âş fluff, banter ęŠ .á TROPES -âş fake dating, strangers to lovers
ęŠ .á WARNINGS -âş cursing, kms/kys jokes, stereotypical hs culture bc i am writer
ęŠ .á TAGLIST -âş open! comment on this post or send an ask! LIBRARY
ęŠ PROFILES .á 6ft eco-friendly feminists | ball toucherz
00. teaser!
01. business? yeah i stand on that
02. ghosted like a side chick
03. more to be addedâŚ
04. more to be added...
05. more to be added...
ęŠ .á REN SAYS... i'm rlly excited to start this tbh also first non hoon smau like WHO CHEERED???? HELP??? i hope u likey and i actually have a fleshed out idea for this don't play..
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PAIRING: brothers bsf!sunghoon x f!reader
GENRE: childhood friends to loves, forbidden love, fake dating
SUMMARY: In the midst of her chaotic college life, Y/N is blindsided by an invitation to her ex's wedding. With no date in sight and the event looming, her brother throws a lifeline by suggesting she bring his best friend. the mix of nostalgia and free-flowing champagne leads to an unexpected night of passion. Now, Y/N must navigate through a storm of emotions and the potential drama within her tight-knit circle, all while juggling her academic responsibilities. Will this one night stand alter their friendship forever, or could it be the beginning of something new?
WARNINGS: smut, angst, fluff, language
FEATURING: enhypen hyung + makenae line, fromis9 saerom, nct jeno, occasionally other idols
STARTED: april 26 2024
STATUS: completed
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- 01 life of the party
- 02 the invite [1.5k w]
- 03 just donât fuck him
- 04 rules and regulations
- 05 night out
- 06 shopping spree
- 07 stress reliever
- 08 exam day
- 09 japan
- 10 the wedding [4.9k w]
- 11 I fucked up. [1.6k w]
- 12 liquid courage
- 13 jealousy
- 14 unbothered, always
- 15 unexpected guest
- 16 petty [1.3k w]
- 17 longing [3.5k w]
- 18 I wish it was easierâŚ
- 19 pretty
- 20 complicated [0.7k w]
- 21 my girl
- 22 idiot
- 23 back to school
- 24 who are you? [1.7k w]
- 25 theyâre onto us
- 26 girlfriend era
- 27 revelation
- 28 betrayal, hurt, reconciliation
a/n: AHHH iâm so excited to introduce my first full length smau!! i really hope you guys enjoy it, itâs been stuck in the back of my head for a while now. more updates to come!!
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ďš đŤ ďš ă ââââ THIS MIGHT SOUND CRAZY BUT TRUST ME IT'S TRUE!
PAIRING : phone guy ! riki Ă student ! afab reader
SYNOPSIS : Niki was a good guy, no doubt about it. The only problem? He was your phone. How, exactly, did your phone transform into this strikingly handsome guy? It was baffling, frustrating, and, honestly, a bit overwhelming. Here you were, trying to navigate a world where your device had somehow become a charming, infuriatingly attractive human being. And to make matters worse, he was as stubborn and endearing as any person you'd ever met.
GENRE : fluff + crack
WARNING(S) : I don't really think there's any aside from mentions of period and blood in the start, kissing (can be slightly suggestive) and a possible sad ending but if there's moreâplease lmk.
WORD COUNT : 15.9K
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NOTE FROM SENA , it's been exactly two months since iâve actually written a fic from the dreamscape series lol (but I'll make sure to write the other ones too!!) even a little feedback really fuels meâit doesn't necessarily have to be appreciation, it's okay for it to be constructive criticism. Also, happy birthday to our dearest maknae riki đŤśđťđ
YOU HATE THIS.
You hate everything about it: the constant ache in your lower abdomen, the bloating that makes you uncomfortable, and worst of all, the emotional chaos you're forced to go through while navigating the constant tension your family adds to your life. It's almost too much. Almost.
Stepping into the bathroom, you peel off your bloodied underwear with a groan. This feels just another battle in a war you are losing. The step forward into the shower brings down upon your body warm water flowing. It streams down along your back and legs carrying away the last drops of blood. For that one instant, it soothes all the pain, but not for long.
You press your palms flat against the cool tiles of the wall, leaning forward as the steam rises around you. âWhy can't one thing be easy?â you mutter, your voice barely audible over the rush of water.
The thought of your so-called friends creeps into your mind. Friends? you scoff internally. They aren't friends. They're just people who keep you around to have someone to poke fun at, and you? Too naĂŻve, too hopeful, let them.
Your school's anti-bullying policy flashes across your mind next. What a joke. The only time they ever step in is when someone like you stands up to the bullies. It's infuriating.
With a disgusted huff, you twist the shower handle, dialing up the heat until the water is near-scalding. For an instant, the burn feels even slightly more pleasing than the general dull ache throughout your body. But that comfort loses itself too soon as well as the water becomes unbearable (too hot) to touch. âGreat,â you say sarcastically and twist the knob off entirely.
The bathroom is silent except for the sporadic drip of the faucet. You take a towel and dab at yourself slowly, deliberatively drying yourself. You wince as your clothes touch your sore skin but continue through the motions nonetheless.
You then walk into the counter, reach in for the pack of pads, and pull one out. You stare at it for a moment before letting out a deep breath. The thought of using tampons crosses your mind. You shudder. Some things are just too much of a hassle to consider: the fumbling with the applicator before inserting something. You shake your head, muttering âNot for me,â place the pad carefully in a fresh pair of underwear you slip on, and feel familiar, slightly cushioned comfort.
The next comes the outfit. Half-day at school, of course means no uniformsâbut, in keeping with the school's dress code, naturally. You rifle through your closet before settling on the usual choice: oversized, baggy. So comfortable. So practical. How can some of those girls make such a racket and carry themselves about in what would have otherwise been flashy, tight clothes? How do they manage to study?
As you pull the hoodie over your head, you catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror. For a moment, you pause, taking in the faint puffiness under your eyes and the dull expression on your face. You look tired. No, you look exhausted. You let out a sigh as you run a hand through your damp hair, tying it into a loose ponytail.
As you step out of the bathroom, still adjusting your hoodie, your heart nearly leaps out of your chest. Thereâs a manâa complete strangerâsitting casually on your bed like he owns the place. Your first instinct is to scream, but the sheer absurdity of his presence silences you momentarily. He looksâŚnaive, almost harmless, as if he hasn't just committed a blatant act of breaking and entering.
But harmless or not, heâs still a stranger in your room. Your instincts kick in, and you grab the closest thing within reachâa dusty second-grade participation trophy your sister once won. You donât care about the trophy. Itâs been collecting cobwebs for years, and if it breaks while bashing in this intruder's head, so be it.
With the makeshift weapon clutched tightly in your hand, you take a step toward him. He notices, his head tilting slightly, and for a brief second, confusion flashes across his face. He raises his hands, palms out in surrender, and says in the calmest tone imaginable, âYouâre not actually going to hit me, are you?â
His question catches you off guard. What? Of course youâre going to hit him! How dare he act so calm, as if heâs the victim here? You narrow your eyes, gripping the trophy even tighter.
âWell, if youâre going to intrude in my room and act like youâre some innocent little boy who doesnât know what heâs doing, youâve got another thing coming!â you snap, taking a step closer. âIâll call the police!â
Your voice rises with conviction as you mentally prepare to shout for your mom, whoâs probably awake by now. Surely sheâd hear the commotion and come running. But the man, completely unfazed, leans back slightly on the bed. He rolls his eyes, letting out a dramatic sigh.
âWell, then. Go ahead. Call the police,â he says, his tone dripping with nonchalance, as if this is the most mundane situation in the world.
The sheer audacity leaves you momentarily stunned. Who does this guy think he is? Acting like this is his room, like heâs inviting you to call for help. Your grip loosens slightly on the trophy as your mind races. Why isnât he scared? Why isnât he running? Has he done this before?
You glance around, searching for your phone. Where is it? You couldâve sworn you left it on your desk, but itâs nowhere in sight. Panic creeps into your chest. He still hasnât moved. His eyes flick around the room, scanning the details, but he doesnât seem in a rush to do anything.
The way he observes everything so calmly only fuels your fear. Your gut tells you this guy is dangerous, no matter how unbothered he looks. Your heart pounds as your brain screams: Stranger danger. Stranger danger.
âIâm serious,â you blurt out, your voice quivering slightly despite your best efforts to stay strong. âIâll scream. Iâllââ
âThen scream,â he interrupts, his voice sharp but not loud. His gaze finally locks with yours, and for the first time, you notice something unsettling in his expression. A flicker of something you canât quite place. Not anger, not maliceâjustâŚcalculation.
Your breath catches. Heâs not leaving. Heâs not running. This isnât over.
With a frustrated sigh, you blurt out, âWhereâs my darn phone?!â
Your eyes scan the room, darting over every surface in search of it. The guyâstill sitting lazily on your bedâdoesnât even flinch. Instead, he tilts his head slightly and says, in the most deadpan tone imaginable, âWhy are you searching when Iâm right here?â
You freeze mid-step, slowly turning to look at him. What? Did he justâŚ? Your first thought is this guy is absolutely insane. No rational person would say that, and suddenly, youâre wondering if heâs got some kind of mental illness. And, because your irritation is outweighing your common sense, you let the words slip right out of your mouth:
âIâm searching for my phone, you idiot. Just waitâjust you seeâIâm gonna call the police on you!â
Itâs a dumb move, announcing your plan to the potential intruder. But at this point, logic has taken a backseat to sheer annoyance.
The guy blinks at you, seemingly unfazed, and mutters in that same emotionless tone, âI am your phone.â
You stare at him, disbelief written all over your face. âIf youâre my phone,â you snap, crossing your arms, âthen call the cops yourself.â
You return to searching, hands rummaging through the clutter on your desk. But then you hear something that makes you stop cold: a dialing sound. Not from a phone, but from him. Slowly, you turn back to see a faint, glowing screen appear above his head. The digital display shows numbers being dialed.
Your heart races as the call connects. A voice crackles through the airâan officer, calm and professional, asking, âHello? Is everything alright there?â
Your jaw drops. What do you even say? Panic sets in. âY-yeah,â you stammer, your voice shaking. âEverythingâs fine. Donât worry about it.â
The officer pauses, clearly unconvinced, but then ends the call with a polite goodbye.
You stare at the manâyour phone?âin complete shock. He looks at you as if nothing unusual has happened, his expression blank. Slowly, you lower yourself onto the edge of the bed, pressing a trembling hand to your forehead.
âWhat the hellâŚâ you mutter, more to yourself than to him. This canât be real. Phones donât turn into people. And yet, the evidence is sitting right in front of youâa very real, very handsome guy, casually perched on your bed like this is the most normal thing in the world.
He shifts slightly, his head tilting again. âYou seem stressed,â he says, his tone flat but oddly observant.
âStressed?â you snap, gesturing wildly. âOf course Iâm stressed! My phoneâmy phoneâjust turned into you! How is this even possible?!â
He shrugs, completely unbothered. âYou dropped me too many times. I think I just⌠evolved.â
âEVOLVED?!â You bury your face in your hands, groaning. None of this makes sense. You donât know whether to laugh, cry, or check yourself into a psych ward.
âHowâŚâ you start, your voice muffled behind your hands, âhow is this even happening?â
âThatâs what Iâm here to figure out,â he replies simply, leaning back on his elbows.
You peek at him through your fingers, still in disbelief. âThis canât be real. Thereâs no way. Youâno, thisââ You cut yourself off, letting out a long, exhausted sigh.
Your phoneâno, the guyâtilts his head again, studying you. âYouâll get used to it,â he says, almost like a promise.
But youâre not so sure about that.
âSo⌠youâre my phone?â you ask, your voice tinged with disbelief, eyes narrowing as you study the boy in front of you.
âNo doubt,â he answers almost immediately, like heâs personally offended youâd even question it.
You squint at him, crossing your arms. âThen prove it. Whatâs my name, my last semester grade, and⌠my favorite boy band?â
Youâre sure this will trip him up. After all, your phone holds all your secrets. If heâs lying, he wouldnât know the answers. Youâve texted casually about your life, sure, but your grade? Thatâs buried deep in your notes app. And your favorite K-pop group? Well, okay, maybe youâve obsessively streamed their content, but still.
âY/N, C-minus, and TXT,â he says without hesitation, his gaze steady as he stares you down.
Your jaw nearly hits the floor. âWhat the hell?â you mutter, stunned. No one knew your last semester gradeânot even your parents. You hid it like a crime. And how could he guess your favorite group so easily?
You scowl, determined to poke a hole in his claim. âThatâs not enough. Maybe you stalked me or paid too much attention to my life,â you argue, crossing your arms smugly, waiting for him to stumble.
But instead, he smirksâan infuriatingly cocky smirk. âThose videos you watch while pretending to be asleep under your blanketââ
âShut up!â you cut him off, your cheeks instantly flaming. Oh, my god. That was not something anyone was supposed to know. âFine, I believe you!â you snap, desperate to stop him before he digs up more embarrassing truths.
But heâs not done. He leans closer, his voice dropping as he adds, âAnd how about that sob story you wrote in your digital journal? The one you cringed at so hard you almost deleted the whole app?â
Your entire face burns. âI said I believe you! Now shut the fck up!â The words come out louder than you intended, practically echoing in the room.
Thereâs a knock on the door, followed by it swinging open.
âYou seriously arenât ready for school yet?â your mom complains, arms crossed as she glares at you.
Your heart stops. You whip around, fully expecting her to freak out at the sight of a random guy in your room. But when you look back at your bedâŚ
Heâs gone.
In his place lies your phoneâordinary, rectangular, and definitely not a human boy.
You stare at it, dumbfounded, while your mom narrows her eyes at you. âWell?â she snaps.
âIâIâm getting ready,â you stammer, trying to keep your voice steady. You glance back at the phone, half-expecting it to sprout arms and legs again. But it doesnât move.
Your mom sighs, muttering something about you being late, and slams the door shut.
You flop down onto the bed, your head spinning. Did you just imagine all of that? Was it some kind of stress-induced hallucination? But⌠no, it felt real. Too real.
Your hand hovers over your phone. âWhat the hell just happened?â you whisper, the memory of his smug face flashing in your mind. Youâre not sure if youâre losing it or if your phone just pulled the biggest prank of your life. Either way, itâs going to be a long day.
You couldn't focus at all during school. The weight of your phone in your pocket felt heavier than usual, as though it was a ticking time bomb waiting to spring legs and arms again. The thought of keeping it in your bag seemed like a bad ideaâwhat if it turned into him again and someone saw? The last thing you needed was to explain that.
And yet, your mind kept wandering back to him. The guy. The phone. Whatever he was. He was⌠kind of handsome.
You mentally slapped yourself. Snap out of it, Y/N. Itâs your phone, not a K-drama lead! Still, the thought lingered, making your stomach churn. What if youâd imagined everything? What if it was all in your head?
You tried to shake the unsettling thought, but it stuck. Maybe you were losing it. After all, you werenât exactly what anyone would call normal. Youâd always kept to yourself, avoided making friends, and generally preferred your own company. Isnât that how they describe psychopaths in true crime documentaries?
You shivered at the thought. Maybe Eunmi would understand. She was quiet, kept her distance from people too. You glanced across the classroom and spotted her sitting by herself. Perfect. You grabbed your stuff and slid into the seat next to her.
Eunmi turned to you, her brows furrowing in confusion. Without a word, she grabbed her things and moved to another seat across the room.
âWtf?â you muttered, glaring after her. âSome people are so ungrateful. She couldâve just said she didnât want to talk.â
You slumped back in your seat, fuming and plotting petty revenge in your head. But before you could dwell on it too much, the classroom door creaked open. Miss Shin walked in, her expression as flat and lifeless as her lectures.
History. Great.
You suppressed a groan as she began her lesson, droning on about wars and treaties in the most monotone voice imaginable. You werenât saying history couldnât be interestingâit totally could. But with Miss Shin? She made even the most exciting historical events feel like watching paint dry.
Why was she even hired as a teacher? She shouldâve been a librarian or something.
You stifled a yawn, covering your mouth with your hand. The effort was pointless, though. Half the class was already yawning or staring blankly at their desks.
Your hand brushed against your pocket, the outline of your phone reminding you of the chaos from this morning. You couldnât help but peek down at it. Was it just your imagination, or did it feel warmer than usual?
Stay calm, you told yourself. Donât freak out. But the thought lingeredâwhat if this wasnât over? What if heâor itâcame back?
You swallowed hard and glanced around the room. No one was paying attention to you, thankfully. But you couldnât shake the feeling that something about today was far from normal.
âSo thisâŚâ Miss Shin droned on, gesturing at the board where her half-hearted notes were scrawled. Whatever she was explaining had already flown over your head. You didnât care. You werenât in the mood to pay attention, let alone write anything down.
You flipped open your notebookâstill blank, as usualâand stared at the empty page. The thought of filling it with Miss Shinâs monotony made your eyelids droop. All you wanted was to go back home, crawl into bed, and pretend this bizarre day hadnât happened. Maybe that was the real reason you were seeing thingsâexhaustion messing with your brain.
A faint ding from your pocket pulled you out of your thoughts. You frowned and pulled out your phone. A notification glared up at you:
âWrite it down.â
What theâŚ? You didnât remember setting up anything like that. Before you could process it, you sneezed unexpectedly, the sharp sound echoing across the silent classroom. Heads turned toward you, your classmates throwing judgmental looks your way.
You tried to ignore them, but then your phone started to vibrateâloudly. The desk buzzed beneath your hands, and you could feel the attention of the entire room shifting onto you.
This was a nightmare.
Your classmates whispered among themselves, some shooting you annoyed glances. You were already the so-called âbad influenceâ in the school, the one parents warned their kids to stay away from. But this? This was next-level humiliation.
The phone wouldnât stop vibrating. You tried pressing random buttons, but nothing worked. It was as if your phoneâor heâwas demanding your cooperation.
You sighed, gripping your pen. Maybe, just maybe, the only way to shut it up was to do what it wanted. As ridiculous as it sounded, you decided to test your theory.
The moment your pen touched the page and you started copying the notes on the board, the vibrating stopped. Silence finally returned, and you let out a breath of relief.
But your heart raced. This wasnât normal. None of it was.
Your father had gifted you this phone before he passed away. It was sentimental, irreplaceable. But now it felt like a curse. A device that had taken on a life of its ownâor, more disturbingly, a human form.
You glanced at your pocket where the phone rested quietly, as if nothing had happened. You couldnât shake the thought that whatever this was, it wasnât over. For now, though, you had no choice but to keep writing, pretending like everything was fine.
The park is quiet, save for the distant chatter of kids playing and the occasional rustle of leaves in the breeze. You sit on a bench, your elbows resting on your knees, and your gaze fixed on the ground. Your phone lies next to you, placed carefully on the seat, as if youâre afraid it might suddenly sprout arms and legs again.
Your schoolbag acts as a barrier between you and the phone, like itâll somehow protect you from whatever is going on. You sigh heavily, the weight of the day pressing down on you. âI should really see a therapist,â you mutter under your breath, pinching the bridge of your nose in frustration.
The unexpected sensation of an arm draping casually over your shoulder sends a shiver down your spine. You freeze, your heart skipping a beat as your head snaps to the side. And there he isâagain. The guy who claims to be your phone, lounging as if nothing about this is strange.
âWhy did you disappear this morning when my mom came in?â you ask, your voice a mix of confusion and exasperation.
He shrugs nonchalantly, leaning back on the bench like he owns the place. His posture is relaxed, one leg crossed over the other, his expression completely void of emotion. âNobody else can see me except you.â
His answer is so matter-of-fact that it takes you a second to process. You lean forward, resting your forearms on your knees, and glance at him sideways. âGreat,â you say dryly, âso not only do I have a talking phone, but itâs also invisible to everyone else. Just my luck.â
He doesnât respond immediately, his gaze fixed on the sky like heâs analyzing the clouds. The silence stretches, and you realize something thatâs been bugging you since the first time he appeared.
âDo you even have a personality?â you blurt out, sitting up straight to face him. The question isnât kind, but at this point, you donât care. He doesnât seem to have feelings, anywayâwhy would he? Heâs a phone.
He finally turns to look at you, his face as blank as always. Then, without missing a beat, he says, âApparently, the phone takes after its owner.â
His words hit you like a slap. Your jaw drops, and you feel a rush of indignation. âExcuse me? Are you saying I donât have a personality?â
âThatâs exactly what Iâm saying,â he replies, completely unfazed.
You stare at him, stunned. Nobodyâs ever said anything like that to you before. Sure, youâve had fake friends talk behind your back and parents who sometimes pointed out your flaws, but being insulted by your own phone? Thatâs a new low.
âYouâve got some nerve,â you snap, crossing your arms.
He tilts his head, studying you like youâre an object of mild interest. âIâm just stating the facts. Youâve been carrying me around all this time; Iâm bound to reflect you.â
You scoff, turning away to glare at the horizon. The breeze ruffles your hair, and you feel the heat of embarrassment creeping up your neck. âYou know,â you mutter, âfor something thatâs supposed to be mine, youâre awfully rude.â
âRude?â he echoes, sounding genuinely curious. âI didnât realize honesty was rude. Maybe thatâs another reflection of you.â
You whip your head back toward him, your mouth opening to retort, but the look on his faceâcalm, blank, unbotheredâleaves you speechless.
For a moment, you just sit there, glaring at him while he stares back with that same neutral expression. Itâs infuriating. You slump back against the bench, throwing your head back and groaning in frustration.
âI donât know what I did to deserve this,â you say to no one in particular.
He leans forward slightly, resting his elbows on his knees and looking at you with something that might almost be amusement. âYou kept me for years. This is just karma.â
âKarma for what?â you snap, narrowing your eyes at him.
âFor ignoring the warranty,â he deadpans, and for the first time, you think you see the ghost of a smirk tugging at his lips.
You glare at him, utterly done. âI hate you.â
âYouâll still carry me everywhere,â he points out, leaning back again and crossing his arms smugly.
You groan again, pressing your palms to your face because of how annoying he truly was. For a moment neither of you spoke.
âWhy would you vibrate in class? That was so embarrassing,â you say, breaking the tension and changing the subject. Youâre not about to argue further, so you sling an arm around his shoulder like youâre old friends.
He immediately stiffens and shrugs your arm off with a look of mild disgust. âBecause you werenât writing the notes,â he replies flatly, brushing off your gesture like youâve personally offended him.
You blink, stunned. The audacity.
âAnd why do you care so much about that? Youâre supposed to be my phone,â you snap, narrowing your eyes at him.
âBecause, wellâŚâ He pauses, and suddenly, that glowing screen appears above his head again. Itâs flipping through your search history.
Your heart drops. âWhat are you doing?! Close it!â you hiss, panic bubbling in your chest as you glance around to make sure no oneâs nearby.
He doesnât even flinch at your tone, completely unbothered. âRelax. Iâm just looking for something,â he says, his voice taking on an infuriatingly smug edge.
âI searched those things because theyâre private,â you mutter, your frustration building. You ball your fists at your sides, resisting the urge to throttle himânot that it would make any difference. Heâs a freaking machine.
âYou shouldnât have searched them if you didnât want anyone to see,â he replies, his monotone voice now laced with an evil undertone. His smirk grows as the glowing screen halts, revealing a to-do list. Your middle school to-do list.
You feel the blood drain from your face. âNo, no, no,â you mumble, already dreading whatâs coming next.
âLetâs see,â he says, clearly enjoying this. He leans forward slightly, reading aloud:
001. Get Aâs in at least three subjects.
002. Get a boyfriend before graduation.
003. Make at least one friend.
The list glows mockingly between the two of you.
You groan and press a hand to your forehead. âYouâre not seriously going to dwell on something I wrote as a literal kid,â you mutter, voice dripping with disbelief.
âWhy not? You still havenât checked anything off,â he points out, tilting his head like heâs genuinely curious about your failure.
âBecauseââ you start, your voice rising in frustration, âthat was middle school! None of that even matters now!â
âWell, well, well... If Iâm looking at your past history and the things in your other notes...â He trails off, his glowing screen flipping again as though searching for the most humiliating detail to dig up.
Then it stops. His screen flashes: 15% character development since middle school.
Your jaw drops. The sheer amount of disrespectâoh, lord. You point an accusatory finger at him, utterly offended by your own phone.
âThat is so false! If I hadnât had character development, I wouldnât have stood up to the bullies in middle school. Or cut off all my toxic friends!â you argue, arms crossing tightly over your chest. The nerve of this guy.
He tilts his head, unimpressed. âThatâs why it said 15% development. The other 85%? Still not there. Letâs just say, you need to study harder instead of spending hours watching thoseââ
You slap a hand over his mouth, glaring up at him despite the fact that heâs way taller. âSHUT UP!â
He doesnât resist, just blinks at you like this is all beneath him. Meanwhile, you grab your water bottle and take a sip, trying to calm your boiling frustration. After a deep breath, you lower the bottle and mutter, âIf youâve turned into a human, why canât you, I donât know, switch to being female? Maybe Iâd connect with you better.â
Itâs not really a question. More of a passive-aggressive command for him to get out of your life entirely.
âWell,â he starts, completely unfazed, âcheap phones apparently only transform into males. If your phone was more expensive, maybe Iâd be a girl.â
The silence that follows is deafening. His expression is as emotionless as ever, so he clearly doesnât realize the massive mistake he just made.
You stare at him, the words hitting like a punch to the gut. Slowly, you lower your gaze, your voice quieter now. âIt was gifted by my dad⌠my late dad,â you mumble.
His screen flickers uncertainly, but he doesnât say anything. You sigh, pressing your palms against your face, trying to hold back the sting of tears threatening to spill.
Your dad had been the bestâkind, patient, your biggest supporter. And then, when you were seven, everything changed. After he passed, your mom remarried. You didnât want to accept the man as your stepdad, not when you still held on so tightly to the memory of your father.
It wasnât until you were olderâseventeen, to be exactâthat you realized how selfish youâd been. Your mom had spent years grieving, and she deserved love, even if it hurt you to see someone else in your dadâs place.
The man was nice to you, patient even when you were rude. But every time you looked at him, it reminded you that your dad was gone.
The phone sitting next to you nowâthis phoneâwas your dadâs. Youâd taken it after growing up, cherishing it because it had been his. Back then, it brought you comfort.
You never couldâve imagined it would one day transform into some smug guy with no tact whatsoever.
âIf I wanted my phone to transform into someone⌠it would be my dad,â you mutter, swiping at a tear that threatens to escape the confines of your closed eyelids.
He stays silent for a moment, his screen flickering dimly before he mumbles, âBut⌠wouldn't it be sad? Seeing him trapped inside a device?â
The softness in his voice makes you laughâan awkward, bittersweet laugh. What were you even doing? Seeking comfort from your phone?
âWhy are you laughing?â he asks, tilting his head in confusion.
âSince youâre so smart and apparently great at giving correct statements, why donât you figure out yourself why Iâm laughing?â you reply, a faint smile tugging at your lips.
He looks thoroughly puzzled, his glowing eyes blinking as though trying to process. Of course, he wouldnât understand. He was a machine. A device that knew nothing about the complexities of the actual world.
Before you can explainâor tell him to drop it entirelyâthe skies open up. The first raindrop splatters onto the ground, quickly followed by another, then another. Within seconds, itâs pouring.
Your smile fades, replaced with pure horror as realization strikes. Heâs your phone. Not a regular guy. Meaningâ âYouâre not waterproof!â you yelp, panic kicking in.
âWhat?â he asks, his confusion somehow even more clueless than before.
âWe need to run!â you blurt out, already yanking off your jacket.
You grab his shoulders, tugging him down since heâs ridiculously tallâand far too proud of it. Wrapping the jacket over his head as a makeshift cover, you mutter under your breath, âI swear, if you short-circuit on me, Iâm going to lose it.â
He mumbles something, but youâre not listening. You grab his hand, practically dragging him through the downpour. The jacket flutters slightly as you shield him, doing your best to keep himâand by extension, your phoneâdry.
If anyone saw you, theyâd think this was a scene straight out of a romance movie. The two of you running through the rain, hands intertwined, your jacket protecting his head.
But no. This wasnât a romantic moment. Not even close.
This was you desperately trying to save your phone. A phone that was probably going to haunt you later by bringing up your middle school to-do list the second it powered back on.
The next day, you hug your pillow tightly, the soft fabric providing a fleeting moment of peace as sleep lingers in your half-conscious mind. The blanket drapes over you completely, cocooning you in warmth, and for a blissful second, you forget the bizarre events of the day before.
That is, until a cold splash of water shocks you into reality.
âWHAT THE HELL?â you hiss, bolting upright, water dripping from your hair and stinging your eyes. You frantically swipe at your face, blinking to focus on the perpetrator.
Standing there with a glass in hand and an infuriatingly calm expression is him.
âJust waking you up,â he says with a shrug, as if drenching someone in cold water is the most reasonable way to start a morning.
Your patience snaps. Without thinking, you grip his shoulders and push him down onto the now-soaked bed, your movements fueled by a mix of irritation and disbelief. You hover over him, faces mere inches apart, as you glare.
âIf you ever pull that stunt again,â you growl, your voice low and dangerous, âI swear Iâll punch you. Hard.â
For a moment, he stares up at you, unflinching. His expression remains annoyingly blank, devoid of any real emotion. âYou wonât,â he says flatly, his voice laced with the same maddening nonchalance.
The tension in the air is palpable, and just as youâre about to argueâor maybe prove him wrongâthe sound of your door creaking open freezes you in place.
Your mother stands in the doorway, her expression teetering between confusion and concern as she takes in the scene: you, soaking wet and hovering over what appears to be⌠nothing.
You glance down, heart sinking.
The boy is gone.
In his place, lying on the bed, is your phoneâcompletely ordinary, as if nothing ever happened.
You gape at it, then back at your mom, trying to string together some sort of explanation. But what could you even say? That your phone turned into a person yesterday, drenched you in water, and then vanished the second she walked in?
The bed is still soaked with the cold water your phoneânow suspiciously ordinaryâhad poured on you moments ago. Your motherâs voice cuts through the tense silence like a whip, her tone sharp and unforgiving.
âDid you wet your bed?â she demands, though itâs not really a question. Her eyes are blazing with indignation, and you can tell she already believes the answer.
Your stomach twists in frustration. Of all things, this has to happen on a weekendâa day meant for rest, now utterly ruined by this bizarre, unbelievable mess. And all because of that darn phone.
âNo, Mom⌠I donât know how the water got there,â you mutter, keeping your voice as steady as possible. The truth is out of the question. Telling her your phone had somehow turned into a boy and splashed you awake would sound absurd even to you.
âSo the water just appeared there by itself?â she snaps, crossing her arms as if sheâs daring you to double down on your story. Her disbelief burns in the air between you, and you feel a spark of anger flicker beneath your skin.
Your mother has always been quick to anger, her patience worn thin ever since your dad passed away. You love herâof course, you doâbut moments like this stretch your tolerance to its limit.
She huffs loudly, a sound filled with both exasperation and finality. âI expect this mess cleaned up before you go anywhere,â she says curtly, her words laced with a warning. Then, without waiting for a response, she turns on her heel and shuts the door behind her with a thud.
Youâre left alone in the room, staring at the wet mattress and the phone in your hand. The absurdity of the situation hits you all over again, and a bitter laugh bubbles in your throat.
âThanks for that,â you mutter under your breath to the device, as if it could still hear you.
But it remains silentâan ordinary, lifeless phone. And yet, you canât shake the feeling that somewhere within its circuits, itâs smirking.
You sit on the soaked bed, hugging your knees to your chest. The chill from the cold water clings to your skin, but in the biting cold of December, it doesnât really matter anymore. The wet bed is just another indignity added to the list of things youâre enduring todayâcourtesy of your phone.
Your eyes trail to the closed door, and a heaviness settles in your chest. Your mom hardly speaks to you unless itâs about your studies. Anything elseâyour health, your feelingsâjust turns into a sharp yell, as though shouting could substitute for care.
With a sigh, you get up, water dripping from your clothes as you grab a cloth to clean the floor. Kneeling down, you watch the fabric soak up the water, leaving dark patches on the cloth as it gets heavier.
âSuch a sad life I have,â you mutter irritably, throwing a glance toward your phone sitting innocently on the desk. Its stillness is almost mocking, like itâs pretending to have no part in this disaster.
Your lips curl into a taunting smirk as you direct your words at it. âMust be nice, huh? Creating a mess and then leaving me to deal with it. Why not become a human and help me clean this up?â
You roll your eyes, half-hopingâno, fully expectingâit to transform and lend a hand. But no. The lazy little piece of tech remains where it is, as lifeless as any other phone. The longer you stare at it, the more ridiculous you feel.
âFigures,â you huff under your breath, dragging the damp cloth across the floor. The absurdity of it all makes you question yourself. Did it ever really turn into a human? Or are you just losing your mind?
Either way, itâs not helping. And now, the floorâs dry, but your patience is wrung out completely.
âWhen we reach there, you donât get to disturb me, Niki,â you say firmly to the guy walking beside you. Heâs the embodiment of your phoneâa fact youâre still trying to wrap your head around.
âNiki?â he repeats, tilting his head in confusion, his expression as blank as an untouched canvas. âWhoâs Niki here?â
âYou,â you reply with an exasperated sigh. âIâm naming you Niki. Or Riki, whatever. Itâs too weird to keep thinking of you as my phone.â
âThatâs a weird name,â he comments, his tone matter-of-fact.
Your eyes narrow at him. âBe happy Iâm not holding a grudge for what you did this morning,â you snap, barely holding back your frustration.
âWhat did I do so wrong?â he asks, genuinely perplexed. His human brows knit together in confusion, and it almost makes you doubt his intentions. Almost. âYou set an alarm, and I woke you up,â he adds, as if the logic is foolproof.
âYou created a mess!â you counter, gesturing emphatically with your hands. âYes, I set an alarmâbut a virtual alarm. Not an invitation for someone to literally pour cold water on me in the middle of freezing winter!â
He stares at you, his innocent expression unshaken, and you groan in defeat.
Scolding him feels pointless. At the end of the day, heâs still a phoneâalbeit a bizarrely human one. And while his actions drive you up the wall, you remind yourself that yelling at him wonât change anything. Technology doesnât have feelings.
Or so you keep telling yourself.
And now, here you are, on your way to a study session with two classmates. Not because youâre overly eager or dedicated, but because youâre failing your classes. Hard. And your phoneâmaster of your life apparentlyâhad made it a point to remind you of the ancient to-do list youâd scribbled in middle school.
The list wasnât exactly groundbreaking:
i. Get a boyfriend. ii. Get a friend. iii. Score at least three Aâs in school.
Simple, right? Wrong.
Studying alone never worked for you. If you tried, youâd inevitably end up daydreaming, scrolling through social media, or finding creative ways to procrastinate. So, youâd resorted to digging through the schoolâs study groups and joining the only active one left. You didnât know who the other two members were, but that was a minor detail.
You grab your phoneâyes, the normal phone, since Riki decided to turn back into his original form. You still cringe at how uninspired his name is, but for now, it works.
The plan is simple: fit into the study group, make a friend (or something that vaguely resembles friendship), and start checking boxes off the list. Not that your phone would ever know, you think with a sly smirk.
Shoving the device into your pocket, you make your way to the designated spot, but as soon as you see the two group members, you freeze.
Itâs Eunmi and Jungwon.
Eunmiâthe same girl who once shot you a disgusted look and turned her back on you like you were nothing more than yesterdayâs trash. Oh, how youâd love to knock that smug grin off her face.
And then thereâs Jungwon. Handsome, quiet Jungwon. Youâve never spoken to him, but he has an air about him that practically screams âperfect study partner.â
Suddenly, you realize how this could work in your favor.
Step one: Get a boyfriend. Jungwonâs good looks and his apparent lack of social drama make him the ideal choice. Youâre not looking for love; youâre looking to cross a line off your list.
Step two: Make a friend. Eunmi? Ugh. As much as it pains you, she qualifiesâeven if you have to grit your teeth and fake it. If not her, then someone else will eventually fit the bill. Surely, youâre not that unfriendable⌠right?
Step three: Score three Aâs. With Jungwonâs brains and a bit of effort on your part, that goal might actually be achievable.
Itâs a win-win-win, you tell yourself, a cunning glint in your eye. You take a deep breath and plaster on your most convincing smile. Itâs time to work some magicâyour reputation be damned.
You slide into the seat opposite Jungwon, deliberately ignoring Eunmi. The phone in your pocket is entirely forgotten for now as you focus on your new plan.
âSo, I guess Iâll be studying with you guys?â you ask, letting a soft, harmless smile linger on your lips while keeping your gaze locked on Jungwon. You casually unzip your bag, pulling out a battered zoology book and setting it on the table as if youâre here for serious business.
Jungwon, polite as ever, gives you a small nod. âWell, kind of. You can say that,â he replies. He doesnât seem unfriendly, though you can tell by his tone that he and Eunmi have been in this study group for a while. Of course, that makes you the outsider. Not that it bothers youâthis is just a stepping stone to your ultimate goals.
And then Eunmi speaks.
âWhat made you want to study all of a sudden, Miss Bad Grades?â
You clench your jaw but force your face to remain neutral, even though your fingers itch to grab a fistful of her perfectly styled hair and yank. How dare this girl try to ruin your impression in front of Jungwon? Sure, your reputation in school isnât stellar, but she didnât have to say it out loud.
âI wanted to do better,â you reply smoothly, keeping your voice calm and unbothered. Your smile doesnât waver, though inside, youâre plotting about five different ways to get back at her if she keeps this up.
The study session has barely begun, and already, youâre wondering how youâre going to survive without snapping. You glance at Jungwon, hoping heâll say something to shift the conversation, but heâs already flipping through his notebook, oblivious to the silent tension brewing between you and Eunmi.
The session drags on, and while your eyes occasionally skim the words in your textbook, your brain is busy analyzing the way Jungwonâs lips press together when heâs concentrating. You imagine how soft they must feel, how it would be to kiss him. But no, not yet. You canât. Not until youâve executed your plan.
Time slips away unnoticed until your phone starts buzzing in your pocket, jolting you from your daydreams. Internally, you curse. What does Riki want this time? That mischievous, human-turned-phone was always up to something.
Eunmi, of course, notices. She shakes her head in that condescending way that practically screams, See? I told you sheâs not serious about studying. You donât need to hear her words to know sheâs silently plotting to turn Jungwon against you. The smug look on her face makes your fingers twitch.
âSuch a bitch,â you mutter under your breath before quickly masking your irritation.
âIâllâbe right back,â you say with a sheepish smile, standing up from the table. The chair scrapes against the floor, earning you a scoff from Eunmi. She doesnât even try to hide her disdain.
Jungwon gives a distracted hum, barely lifting his head from his book. You resist the urge to roll your eyes. Could this guy act like he cares for once? Iâm right here, desperate for your attention, and youâre more invested in spermatogenesis?
Your phone is still vibrating as you weave through the tables, making your way to the restroom. Once inside, you slip into a stall and lock the door behind you. Pulling out your phone, you press the power button like youâre interrogating a criminal.
âHey, Riki? Why are you buzzing?â you hiss, glaring at the glowing phone in your hand. Frustration bubbles in your chest as you slump onto the toilet seat, trying to avoid drawing more attention.
Before you can even blink, the phone morphs, and there he isâRiki. Towering over you, his presence taking up the cramped stall like he owns it. You freeze, your eyes widening as you realize just how compromising this position looks. His knees brush yours, and his hands press against the walls, effectively trapping you in place.
âH-Hey! Get off me!â you stammer, squirming as much as the limited space allows. But even when he shifts slightly, it doesnât make much of a difference. Heâs still leaning in way too close for comfort.
âYouâve got some nerve,â he says, his voice low but cutting. âWhy were you staring at Jungwon instead of finishing the chapter?â
The question knocks the breath out of you. You gape at him, your brain scrambling to come up with an excuse. How does he even know? Heâs just a phone!
âThatâsânone of your business!â you sputter, crossing your arms defensively.
âOh, it is my business,â he says, raising an eyebrow. âArenât I the one keeping track of your precious little checklist?â
You narrow your eyes at him. âOne of the tasks is getting a boyfriend, isnât it? So yeah, I was looking at him. Got a problem with that?â
Rikiâs expression shifts, and for the first time, thereâs a flicker of something almost human in his sharp gaze. Disbelief? Annoyance? Whatever it is, itâs enough to make him scoff audibly.
âYouâre thinking him? That guy? Seriously?â he asks, his voice dripping with judgment. âYour taste in men is worse than I thought.â
âExcuse me?â You glare, feeling your blood boil. âHeâs charming andââ
âYou wouldnât know charming if it hit you in the face,â Riki cuts you off, rolling his eyes with an exasperated sigh. For someone who used to be a piece of metal and glass, heâs got an awful lot of opinions.
Before you can retort, he turns back into your phone in the blink of an eye, falling toward the floor. You scramble to catch him, nearly fumbling in the process, and clutch him tightly in your hand.
âYou are the worst,â you mutter, shoving him back into your pocket.
But as you stand up and unlock the stall, brushing yourself off, the thought lingers: Why did he get so worked up? You shake your head, pushing the question away. Who cares? Itâs not like his opinion matters, right?
Right.
A week passes, and youâre still not fully adjusted to the bizarre reality that your phone occasionally transforms into a sarcastic, human-sized headache named Riki. Itâs unsettling but oddly entertainingâthough youâd never admit that to him.
The study group, on the other hand, is a battlefield you didnât sign up for. Not because of the studyingâoh no, thatâs manageable. Itâs Eunmi, who seems to have declared you her mortal enemy the moment you walked in.
Her latest tactics are as subtle as a neon sign. First, there was the juice incident. She accidentally spilled her drink all over your notes, forcing you to grit your teeth and smile like a beauty pageant contestant while internally screaming. You knew it wasnât an accidentâher little smirk gave her awayâbut yelling at her in front of Jungwon? No way. That would only play into her hands.
Then came the note-snatching debacle. Eunmi sweetly asked to borrow your notes, even though hers were perfectly fine. Next thing you know, thereâs a loud rip as she flips a page too aggressively. Your precious, perfectly organised notesâruined. Youâre convinced sheâs trying to provoke you into losing your temper, hoping Jungwon will see you as the unhinged maniac she wants you to be.
But youâre smarter than that. You refuse to give her the satisfaction.
Jungwon, oblivious as ever, doesnât seem to notice the cold war brewing at the table. Over the past week, youâve come to realise just how clueless he isânot just about Eunmiâs schemes but also about your less-than-stellar reputation.
How is it possible that he doesnât know? You were practically infamous for your fiery temper in school. Yet here he is, helping you with notes, explaining concepts patiently, even sharing his own work with youâall without a hint of hesitation.
Sometimes, he surprises you even more. Like when he casually suggests the two of you study alone. Your heart nearly leaps out of your chest each time he does, but you force yourself to decline.
Not because you donât want to.
You doâdesperately.
But according to your well-studied guide on âHow to Win a Guy Over,â playing hard to get is essential. If you said yes too quickly, wouldnât he stop finding you interesting?
So, with every ounce of willpower, you smile, place a hand over your racing heart, and politely refuse.
âMaybe next time,â you say, pretending to be unfazed, when really, youâre screaming internally.
You tell yourself itâs working. Jungwon seems more intrigued every dayâor at least, thatâs what you tell yourself to justify the agony of sitting through another study session with her.
Lately, Rikiâor Niki, or whatever you had whimsically decided to call himâhad taken it upon himself to discipline you. Whenever study time rolled around, he would shut your bedroom door with the finality of a prison warden, ensuring zero distractions.
At first, it was kind of helpful. You begrudgingly admitted that. But as the days went on, it started to get unbearable.
Without your phoneâbecause your phone was, unfortunately, a human being nowâthere was no scrolling through your feed, no binge-watching your favorite groupâs reels, and no celebrity TikToks. Worse, you hadnât even heard TXTâs latest song or watched their new music video because someone refused to let you.
You tapped your pen against your desk, fidgeting with boredom. âPlease,â you whined, turning in your chair to face him. âI studied for like, three hours, didnât I? Now be a good boy and let mama see some reels or TikToks!â You added the last part with a teasing lilt, hoping to fluster him.
But you forgotâthis was Riki. Your sentient, emotionally unavailable phone. Feelings? Not his thing.
âNo,â he replied flatly, arms crossed like he was the boss of you.
âPlease, Miki!â you tried again, throwing in some puppy-dog eyes for good measure.
He raised a brow, unimpressed. âMiki? Didnât you already name me Riki?â His tone was laced with exasperation, like he couldnât fathom how youâd forgotten the name you gave him.
âYeah, yeah, whatever,â you huffed, brushing off his sarcasm. âI swear, itâs just one music video. Thatâs it. Iâve earned it!â
He didnât respond immediately, his face a mix of suspicion and resignation. Finally, he sighed. âFine. But just one video.â
Your face lit up as a glowing screen materialized above his head, displaying the thumbnail of TXTâs latest music video. As it began to play, you clapped in delight and sang along, fully immersing yourself in the moment.
But just as you were getting into itâpausing to admire Soobinâs partâRiki froze the video mid-frame.
âEnough,â he said, his tone as dry as the Sahara.
You glared at him, fists clenched as if contemplating whether punching him was worth the effort. Instead, you let out an exaggerated groan, slumping in your chair.
Riki ignored your dramatics, a timer popping up in the digital display above his head. It ticked down with cruel efficiency, mocking you.
âCan you believe this?â you muttered under your breath. âMy phone is moody.â
âI wish I was with Jungwon,â you muttered, shooting a glare at the sulking figure in front of you. You didnât even try to hide the exasperation in your voice.
Rikiâs eyes snapped to yours, his expression hardening as if youâd just insulted his entire existence. âWhy the blonde-haired guy?â he asked, his lips twisting into a bitter frown.
It was the first time youâd seen him show this much emotion, and it was shockingly clearâhe despised Jungwon.
âHe has a name,â you said defensively, crossing your arms.
Riki wasnât having it. âSo, youâre now his personal lawyer?â he shot back, his tone dripping with sarcasm. âThis is why you donât get good grades. Stop running after that guy.â
You blinked, caught between indignation and disbelief. âExcuse me?â His logicâor lack thereofâwas baffling. Heâd been the one insisting you get a boyfriend before high school ended. But now? Now he was acting like youâd committed some unspeakable crime.
Before you could form a retort, he sighed dramatically and transformed back into a phone, flopping onto your bed with a heavy thud.
You groaned, snatching him up. âWhat is your problem?â You pressed the power button, trying to unlock the screen, but the phone didnât respond. No matter how many times you swiped or tapped, it stubbornly refused to work.
âAre you kidding me?â you hissed, your annoyance bubbling over.
From your bed, the phone-turned-human smirked, lounging like he owned the place before flickering back into a phone. The audacity.
âAghhh, fine! Iâll study!â you snapped, stomping back to your desk. Your chair scraped loudly against the floor as you plopped down, glaring daggers at the sulking phone.
Out of the corner of your eye, you noticed him flickering in and out of human form, like some glitching video game character. One moment he was there, leaning against your pillows with his arms crossed and an unimpressed look; the next, he was just a lifeless phone.
It was almostâŚcute? No, no, you shook your head. There was nothing cute about your phone-human hybrid being this petty.
Still, you found your eyes wandering back to him more often than youâd like to admit. And each time, you caught the faintest hint of a smug expression on his face, as if he knew he was winning this ridiculous battle of wills.
âYes, Mom, Iâll go! Just two minutes!â you shout, pulling on a pair of sweatpants and a passable top in a rush. All this, just to take out the trash. A noble cause? Hardly. But it was enough to earn your momâs approval.
Rikiâor your phone, ratherâlay silent on your desk. He wasnât in human form right now, but if he were, you could already picture him sulking. Heâd been unusually quiet since you decided to help your mom instead of following his meticulous study schedule. Not that you minded the silence; it felt like a small victory.
With a sigh, you grab the trash bag, sliding your phone into your pocket. âBe good,â you mutter under your breath, half expecting some smart-aleck comment from him, but the screen remains dark.
Slipping into your worn-out slippers, you trudge down the apartment stairs, the trash bag swinging lightly in your grip. The cool evening air brushes against your face as you step outside, breathing in the faint scent of street food from the stalls down the block.
âPhew,â you murmur to yourself, relieved to have made it out without any drama. That is until your heart nearly stops.
There, by the communal trash bins, is Jungwon. Casual and effortlessly perfect, dressed in a plain hoodie and jeans, his hair falling into his eyes in a way that shouldnât look this good.
Your gaze drops to your outfitâa mismatched catastrophe of sweatpants, an old shirt, and slippers. You might as well be cosplaying a beggar (according to your mom).
Mentally cursing your life choices, you toss the trash bag into the bin, dusting your hands and praying for a clean escape. But before you can make your getaway, a hand touches your shoulder.
âYou live around here?â Jungwonâs voice is light and curious, but it feels like a spotlight on your very soul.
âUh, yeah⌠kind of,â you stammer, suddenly hyper-aware of how ridiculous you must look.
âAnd that isâŚ?â His voice trails off as he points behind you, his brows knitting together.
You turn slowly, dread pooling in your stomach. Standing a few feet away is Riki, in his fully human form, arms crossed, looking like heâs been summoned from the depths of your worst nightmares.
Your hand shoots into your pocket, fumbling for your phone. Exceptâyour pocket is empty.
Your brain short-circuits. He can see Riki?!
âBoyfriend. Her boyfriend,â Riki announces sharply, his voice cutting through the moment like a knife. His eyes narrow at Jungwon, his disdain palpable. If looks could kill, Jungwon would have been incinerated on the spot.
Your mouth drops open, no words forming. Riki, your phone-human hybrid, is showing emotion. And not just any emotionâjealousy.
Jungwonâs lips part, clearly taken aback, but he quickly recovers, a polite smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. âOh⌠I didnât know.â
âWell, now you do,â Riki snaps, stepping closer and crossing his arms protectively.
All you can do is stand there, torn between laughing hysterically at the absurdity of the situation and wanting the earth to swallow you whole. This is your life nowâyour phone pretending to be your boyfriend in front of your crush. Fantastic.
âIs it true?â Jungwon asks, tilting his head slightly. His tone is soft, uncertain, like heâs piecing together a puzzle that suddenly doesnât make sense. He had never known you had a boyfriend. The poor guy had even started thinking maybeâjust maybeâyou might be interested in him. But now? He thinks otherwise.
âYeah⌠I think so,â you mutter, your voice barely audible as you glance at Riki. Confusion swirls in your head like a storm. Why on earth is this bastard acting like a full-fledged human, let alone ruining the sliver of progress you'd made with Jungwon?
âItâs 100% true,â Riki cuts in, his voice low and menacing as he steps between you and Jungwon. âSo, I suggest you stay away from my girlfriend.â
Jungwon blinks, his lips parting slightly in disbelief. âOh⌠okay,â he says after a moment, his voice a mix of confusion and reluctant acceptance. Relief flashes briefly across his faceâbetter to find out now than after heâd fallen for you completely, he reasons.
He tosses his trash into the bin, bows politelyâbecause, of course, Jungwonâs still a gentlemanâand turns on his heel, walking back toward his apartment.
As soon as heâs out of sight, you whirl on Riki, fury bubbling just beneath the surface. âYou ruined it, Niki!â you hiss through gritted teeth, your voice a harsh whisper to avoid attracting any curious neighbors.
Riki just shrugs, utterly unbothered. A screen materializes above his head, glowing faintly in the dim light. It displays a graph, bold and undeniable: Jungwon negatively affects your study efficiency by 60%.
âSee?â he says, pointing at the glowing data like itâs irrefutable proof. âIâm doing you a favor. Jungwonâs presence is literally detrimental to your academic success.â
You stare at the screen, your mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water. Youâre at a loss. How are you supposed to argue with statistics? Itâs infuriatingly logical, and yet, entirely absurd.
Your foot taps impatiently on the pavement as you cross your arms. âWhy do you hate Jungwon so much?â you ask, your voice sharp with exasperation. Deep down, youâre fighting the urge to smack himâthough you quickly remind yourself that assaulting your phone probably isnât the best idea.
âLike I said,â Riki replies, folding his arms with a dramatic sigh. âThat boy ruins your studies. You could look for a boyfriend somewhere else.â
You groan, running a hand down your face. The memory of Jungwonâs hurt, betrayed expression as he walked away is burned into your mind. But thereâs something even more pressing you need to know. You fix Riki with a narrowed gaze, your brow arching suspiciously. âWhy did you say you were my boyfriend?â
For the first time, Riki hesitates. His usually confident demeanor falters, and a sheepish smile tugs at the corners of his mouth. He scratches the back of his neck, avoiding your glare like a guilty child caught red-handed.
âI mean⌠itâs the most effective method to turn a guy away,â he says finally, shrugging like itâs the most obvious thing in the world.
âYouâve got to be kidding me,â you deadpan, but Riki presses on, completely unfazed.
âItâs just basic strategy,â he explains, nodding as though heâs a seasoned love expert. âIâve read enough online to know that guys back off when they think someoneâs already taken. Works like a charm.â
You stare at him, incredulous. The audacity of this deviceâno, this thingâis beyond anything youâve ever encountered. âYouâre basing my love life on⌠internet articles?â
âTrust me,â he says with a wink, flashing a smug grin. âIâve got access to all the data.â
You groan again, louder this time, wondering if tossing him into the trash bin would solve all your problems. If only.
Riki trails behind you as you climb the stairs to your apartment, his steps eerily silent despite his human-like form. At your door, you stop abruptly and turn to him, panic creeping into your voice. âTurn back into a phone, Niki. Now.â
He folds his arms and tilts his head, looking every bit like a rebellious teenager. âYou literally named me Riki. Can you settle on one name for once?â His tone carries a tinge of irritation, and you blink in disbelief at the audacity of your phone to talk back to you.
âOkay, fine. My dear Riki, please turn back into a phoneââ
Before you can finish, your motherâs voice cuts through the air like a whip. âY/N! Are you back yet?â
Your heart lurches, a surge of panic shooting through you. Your eyes dart to Riki, your expression pleading. âTurn back into a phone. Now,â you hiss under your breath, motioning wildly for him to do somethingâanythingâbefore disaster strikes.
To your immense relief, Riki flashes you an exaggerated wink and morphs seamlessly back into your phone, the glowing screen dimming as he settles into your palm. You clutch him tightly, hiding him in your fist just as the door swings open.
Your mother appears, her usual stern expression replaced with something unnervingly mild. âWhy are you standing there? Come inside and study.â
Her voice is calmâtoo calm. It sends a shiver down your spine. If you didnât know better, youâd almost believe this gentleness was her true nature. But you do know better, and you donât trust it for a second.
âComing,â you mumble, stepping inside. Your stepdad is lounging on the couch, the rustle of his newspaper the only sound he makes. You deliberately avoid his gaze, moving as quietly as possible. Your footsteps are measured and light as you head straight for your room, closing the door behind you with a soft click.
Once inside, you let out a long, weary sigh, your body sinking onto the bed. The room is dim, curtains drawn tightly shut to block out the evening light. Reaching into your pocket, you pull out Riki and place him beside you on the bed.
âHey,â you whisper, exhaustion evident in your voice. âYou can turn into a human now.â
Barely a second passes before a familiar presence materializes next to you. Riki sits there, leaning back casually against the headboard like he owns the place. His eyes sparkle with that same smug mischief, and you have to resist the urge to roll your eyes.
The two of you are lying side by side, close enough for your shoulders to brush. The thought hits you suddenly: if anyone walked in right now, theyâd think you were a couple. The intimacy of the moment feels strangely... natural.
But you shake the thought away, annoyed at yourself for even entertaining it. Youâre not interested in Riki like that. Youâre not. Except...
You steal a glance at him. His human form is alarmingly realistic, right down to the faint curve of his lips and the way his hair falls perfectly out of place.
Maybe youâre not interested in Jungwon anymore. Maybeâjust maybeâyou like Riki instead.
But thereâs no way youâd ever admit that. Not to him. The moment those words leave your mouth, heâll launch into some long-winded lecture about how technology canât reciprocate feelings. Youâd never hear the end of it.
Riki catches you staring and raises an eyebrow, smirking. âWhat?â
âNothing,â you snap, turning away quickly, cheeks heating up.
âSure,â he drawls, his tone dripping with playful suspicion. âKeep telling yourself that, Y/N.â
You groan, grabbing a pillow and smacking him with it. He laughs, the sound annoyingly human, as he ducks out of the way.
This is your life now, you think, burying your face in your hands. And somehow, against all odds, you donât entirely hate it.
An idea sparks in your mind as you turn onto your side, your gaze landing on Riki. Heâs sitting upright, leaning back against the headboard, his expression unreadable. You hesitate for a moment before speaking, voice soft yet teasing. âHey⌠since youâre a phoneââ
Riki tilts his head slightly, intrigued, the faintest arch of his brow urging you to continue. He lets out a curious hum, his eyes narrowing in suspicion as he waits for whatever nonsense youâre about to spout.
For all his smugness, you remind yourself, Riki is still a phone. And phones are supposed to be smart, right? Smarter than this, at least.
You clear your throat, sitting up just enough to meet his gaze. âSo, Iâm in search of a boyfriend,â you begin, the words tumbling out too quickly. You falter for a second as Rikiâs side-eye nearly makes you choke on your own sentence. His expression is the perfect mix of judgmental and unimpressedâeerily similar to your momâs whenever she catches you slacking off on your studies.
âOf course, while studying too,â you add hastily, holding your hands up defensively. You know better than to ignore the unspoken priorities Riki seems to share with your mother.
He doesnât say anything, waiting for you to continue. You take a deep breath, your next words tumbling out in one rushed, embarrassed blur. âWouldnât it be nice if you⌠you know, taught me how to kiss?â
Rikiâs reaction is immediate and comical. His eyes widen, and his lips part as if heâs about to say something, only for his voice to falter into a confused sputter. âWhat??â
His expression is so innocent, so utterly clueless, that you almost feel guilty. But not enough to take it back. A tiny part of you is curiousâwhat would it feel like, even if he isnât technically human?
âIs that how single you really are?â Rikiâs voice drips with mockery, his lips twitching into an amused smirk. âSeriously?â
Heat rushes to your cheeks, and you throw the nearest pillow at him in a half-hearted attempt to regain your dignity. âDonât act like youâre better than me,â you snap, though your voice lacks bite. âIâm justâcurious, okay? And youâre the first guy Iâve been close to, so itâs only natural!â
Riki doesnât look convinced. If anything, he looks even more amused. âNatural? Thatâs bold coming from someone asking her phone for kissing lessons.â
You roll your eyes, frustrated but undeterred. âYouâre not just a phone! Youâreâwell, youâre you. And besides,â you mutter, lowering your gaze, âitâs not like youâll judge me for being bad at it. Youâre not even real.â
âOuch.â Riki places a hand over his chest, feigning offense. âNot real? Iâm literally the only reason youâre not failing your exams right now.â
You bury your face in your hands, groaning. âForget I said anything.â
But Riki isnât letting this go. âYouâre bold, Iâll give you that,â he says, leaning back with a smug grin. âIs it because you think I donât understand emotions the way a human does?â
You hesitate, guilt pricking at the edges of your conscience. âNo! Thatâs notââ
He cuts you off with a knowing look, his smirk softening just slightly. âRelax. Youâre single. Itâs pathetic, but I get it.â
âGee, thanks,â you mutter, rolling your eyes as you grab the blanket and throw it over the both of you.
You roll closer to him, your face buried in his chest as you sigh dramatically. âSee?â you mumble, your voice muffled. âIâve been single my whole life. No boyfriend, no first kiss, nothing. Youâre the only guy whoâs stuck around, and even then, youâre technically stuck with me.â
Riki rolls his eyes, a mix of pity and exasperation crossing his face. âWow. Way to guilt-trip your phone.â
You peek up at him, hopeful. âSo⌠will you?â
He shakes his head, clearly unimpressed. âYouâre unbelievable.â
âIs that a yes?â
Riki sighs, muttering something under his breath about how pathetic humans are. But he doesnât move away, which you decide to take as a yes.
After all, heâs just a machine, right? He doesnât understand what this means. Not really. And thatâs exactly why youâre doing thisâor at least, thatâs what you tell yourself as your heart pounds in your chest.
Your eyes light up the moment Riki nods, the glowing screen above his head dimming to black. Without a second thought, you grab a pillow and plop it over his face as you climb onto him, pinning him down. Or at least, you try to pin him downâbecause no matter how much determination you pour into your stance, itâs painfully obvious youâre more like an ant attempting to subdue an elephant.
Still, you try to exude confidence, looking down at him with a smirk. âOnly for research purposes⌠of course,â you announce dramatically, hands planted on his chest like youâre staking your claim.
Riki, unimpressed as always, rolls his eyes. âYeah⌠research purposes,â he repeats with dripping sarcasm.
He shifts under you, and for a brief moment, you forget heâs a phone. Forget that his abilities extend far beyond your average human knowledge. Within seconds, heâs analyzing articles, tutorials, and even kissing technique videos from the depths of the internet. His hands move to cup your cheeks, startling you with the sheer firmness of his touch.
âHey, gentle!â you mumble, your words muffled by the pressure on your cheeks. You raise a hand to tap against his shoulder, a mix of surprise and irritation bubbling up. âYouâre squishing my face!â
Rikiâs hands retreat instantly, a flicker of uncertainty crossing his features. For all his snark and superiority, you realize he doesnât quite know his own strengthâor, perhaps, he doesnât understand the delicacy required for moments like this. After all, heâs a phone. Why would he know?
He clears his throat, his tone shifting into something more clinical, more detached. âAccording to the articlesââ
You donât let him finish. Before he can launch into a lecture, you lean forward and press your lips to his, cutting him off entirely.
Itâs messy, clumsy even, your inexperience showing in the way your lips move against his. But the taste of himâsoft, cool, and faintly electricâtakes you by surprise. Not that youâve kissed anyone else before, but something about this feels⌠better. Different.
âJust feel,â you whisper against his lips, your breath mingling with his in the quiet room. For once, Riki doesnât argue, doesnât mock. His hands find their way to your waist, steadying you with an ease that betrays his otherwise flustered expression.
Heâs stunned. Completely and utterly stunned. For a first kiss, youâre better than he would have expected, not that heâd ever admit it. He wonders, fleetingly, if this is what those articles meant by connection.
And then, just as heâs starting to process the whirlwind of sensations, you stop. You rest your head against his chest, your body growing heavier as exhaustion takes over.
âWaitâare you falling asleep?â he asks, incredulous.
Your response is a barely coherent mumble, your lips still lightly pressed against his. âMhm. Tired.â
Riki sighs, frustration laced with disbelief. He feels the faint trickle of drool escaping from your mouth onto his, his lips parting in distaste. âHey, youâre droolingââ
âCharge you in the morning,â you murmur sleepily, cutting him off again.
He stares at you, torn between exasperation and something he canât quite place. He adjusts you carefully, shifting your weight so youâre resting more comfortably against his chest. He makes sure your head doesnât slide too close to his charging portâbecause as awkward as this moment is, heâs not about to risk short-circuiting because of you.
Still, as he looks down at your peaceful expression, a strange sensation tugs at him. Itâs foreign, unquantifiable, something no article or video could explain. He brushes a hand over your hair, his touch surprisingly gentle, and lets out a soft sigh.
âIs this⌠what they meant?â he whispers, more to himself than to you.
The answer doesnât come, but for once, Riki doesnât feel the need to know.
You wake up with a soft murmur, the warmth of sleep still clinging to your skin. You realize, half-dazed, that your arms are wrapped around what feels like a bodyâRikiâs body. His form is strangely solid and comforting, and in your sleepy haze, you have no intention of moving. His warmth against you is too cozy, and the soft rise and fall of his âchestââthough artificialâmakes you feel safer than you have in a while.
âRiki...â you murmur again, still unsure of what time it is, your words heavy with drowsiness. But then, you feel the slight shift of his body, and you hear his voiceâdistorted and rough, as though it's being dragged from the depths of a drained battery.
âMy battery's low,â he whispers, a groan underlying his words. âPlease charge me real quick...â His voice cracks, but you can't help but chuckle at how human it sounds, despite him being technically not a person.
You bury your face deeper into his chest, too comfortable to get up, and in a daze, you mumble, âJust five more minutes... I'm too cozy...â
But Riki doesnât let you get away with it. Thereâs a slight, almost exaggerated sigh from him before he says, âNo... It's literally six a.m.... Please get ready... for school.â
You groan in response, the panic setting in as you finally start to register his words. âMom should've woken me up...â You shoot out of bed, suddenly scrambling to get ready. The weight of the morning hits you all at onceâyour mind still fuzzy but your body on overdrive as you throw yourself into a frenzy of motion.
Your fingers tremble as you tug off your pajama top, realizing with horror that you haven't even showered. You curse under your breath, glancing at Riki, whoâs still next to you.
Your heart skips a beat. Wait.
âRiki,â you mutter, an unsettling thought popping into your head. You pause, standing mid-action, your clothes half-changed. âDid you always see me change?â Your voice cracks as you ask, and your cheeks start to heat up, a flush spreading across your face as the realization creeps in.
Youâve always placed your phone on the bed or on the drawer while changing. Could he have been watching all this time, even before his human-phone transformation?
You glance over at Riki, and to your surprise, you see his screen flicker with a rapid flush of red, like he's embarrassed. His voice, strained and hurried, shoots back at you, âNO!â It's a sharp refusal, almost defensive, and it makes you pause in your tracks.
âDid you...?â you ask again, narrowing your eyes suspiciously.
âI said NO!â His voice is forceful now, though still faint from the low battery, and you can see the unmistakable redness flickering across his screen. Itâs such a far cry from the dispassionate, cold phone he once was, and it throws you off. Was this the same Riki who had no emotions at all when he first turned into a human? The same one who would have no qualms about anything?
The thought makes you chuckle nervously, trying to dismiss the awkwardness that crawls up your neck. âOkay, okay, I get it. Stop yelling.â
You roll your eyes and go back to getting dressed, though the entire room suddenly feels way smaller than it should. You canât help but throw a glance at Riki againâwho, despite being a phone, seems to be desperately looking away from you, his screen flickering like a bashful person avoiding eye contact.
As you change, you remind yourself over and over that Riki is just a phoneâa very advanced phone, yes, but still just a phone. Itâs only logical that he canât be embarrassed. You try to shrug it off, but the blush still lingers on your cheeks.
Once youâre dressed, the urgency hits you again. Youâre running late, and the panic sets in like a wave. You grab your bag and rush around the room, tossing items into it without thinkingâuntil you remember.
âOh shoot! Riki!â You scramble for your phone, your fingers fumbling as you finally find him on the bed. You look at his screen, blinking. Wait. Is he still charging?
But before you can get the chance to plug him in, Rikiâs voice cracks again, a little louder this time, and itâs so faint you barely catch it. âYouâre really going to leave me like this...?â he asks, almost accusing.
You freeze, your guilt swelling as you gaze at him, knowing that if you didnât charge him now, heâd be completely dead by the time you get back. With a deep breath, you plug him in quickly, hoping the connection will last until you return.
But the weird thing is, for the first time, you realize that in a twisted wayâthis phone might actually be the one who understands you better than anyone else.
Youâre practically panting by the time you get to school, the weight of your backpack pressing down on you with every step. Your stomach growls in protest, reminding you that in your mad rush, you forgot your tiffin at home. Great. Just great.
But the real problem is the five marks. The professorâs new rule is burning a hole in your mind: Whoever comes late will have five marks deducted. It's just five marks, but it might as well be the difference between life and death. Okay, maybe not life or death, but definitely failure.
Youâre barely scraping by in math, and losing even those five marks would push you into the dreaded abyss of failure. You can already feel the weight of your motherâs disapproval on your shoulders, and you really donât want that. Not today. Not ever.
Your school isnât farâjust a fifteen-minute walkâbut with the panic setting in, your legs are moving faster than your brain. Walking = fine. Running = late. Youâd prefer to walk but today, youâre in run mode, your heart hammering against your chest, your breath coming in quick, sharp gasps.
âWho even made schools?â you mutter under your breath, sweat trickling down your neck. You can already feel your body protesting against the injustice of it all. As if it weren't bad enough, your backpack feels like a weight youâre carrying to the moon.
You round the corner, spotting a few other late students sneaking in, looking as panicked as you feel. The guard is too busy talking to someone else to notice, and you take full advantage of it, slipping through the gate like a ninja trained by your mother herself. Youâve gotten really good at this.
When you reach the classroom, relief floods over you. The professor isnât there yet. Thank goodness. You rush to the nearest available seatâright next to Jungwon. It's the only one left, and youâre not about to argue. You plop down with a loud sigh, feeling the adrenaline start to wear off, leaving you a little breathless.
But then Jungwon turns to you, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion. âDoes your boyfriend not come to our school?â
You blink. Boyfriend? Whoâwhat?
âI have a boyfriend?â You ask, clearly puzzled, still catching your breath.
âUh⌠the one I met last night when you were throwing trashâŚâ he adds, trailing off awkwardly, clearly unsure of himself now. âIs he not your boyfriend?â
Your stomach flips. Oh, God. This is it. Your brain starts spinning, and suddenly your mouth feels dry. You canât go back on yesterday's statement. You definitely canât let Jungwon go back to your mom and casually mention you have a boyfriend. That would end with your motherâs legendary interrogation skills being put into full force, and youâre not sure youâd survive it.
Youâre stuck between a rock and a hard place.
OPTION (A) : You could admit Riki isnât your boyfriend, but that would open a whole new can of worms, and you can already hear Jungwonâs voice in your head: âWait, so who was that guy?â Not a conversation you want to have.
OPTION (B) : You could tell him that Riki is just a friend, but that might lead to even more awkward questions, and you have no idea how youâd explain that whole situation without sounding like youâre caught in a web of lies.
But before you can choose, the door creaks open, and the professor walks in, immediately starting the lesson. You have no choice but to blurt out the first thing that comes to mind.
âYes, heâs my boyfriend.â The words come out, and you instantly regret them. You can practically hear the sound of your own gulp echoing in your ears. Jungwon, looking slightly taken aback, awkwardly nods, unsure of how to respond. Heâs clearly not going to ask more questionsâat least not hereâand his attention turns back to the professor.
You breathe a sigh of relief, but the panic is still bubbling inside you. Youâve just added another layer of complication to your already messy life. Now, youâre officially that girlâthe one with a mysterious, possibly nonexistent boyfriend who has a habit of turning into a human phone. What could go wrong?
You sneak a glance down at your phone, trying to be as discreet as possible. Back in the day, you wouldâve been nervously fidgeting in your seat next to Jungwon, trying not to spill your awkwardness all over the place. But right now? You couldnât care less about Jungwon. All you could think about was that handsome guy who had somehow turned into your phone.
Why are you so cute, Riki?
You tap your phone screen, waiting for it to light up, but nothing happens. You try again, your frustration building. Come on... please respond. This is getting ridiculous.
âHey, Riki! Respond, please!â you whisper under your breath, glancing around quickly to make sure no one else is noticing your little outburst. Jungwon, whoâs sitting right next to you, doesnât seem to catch on. Heâs too busy, probably thinking about his own thoughts. You, on the other hand, are glued to your phone, silently begging for Riki to do anything.
But no, nothing happens. It's like he's just⌠ignoring you. And that drives you crazy. Why isn't he responding? Was it because you're sitting next to Jungwon? Did he suddenly become jealous?
The thought of Riki acting all possessive, even from within your phone, actually makes you giggle. But your giggles quickly turn into frustration again as your screen stays blank.
So, you do what anyone would do in this situation: you bury yourself in your notes, hoping that focusing on your studies will distract you from the fact that Riki, your human-turned-phone boyfriend, is giving you the silent treatment. You're still a bit puzzled by the whole situation.
Finally when classes end, and your backpack feels impossibly heavy as you hurriedly shove your books inside. Youâre already planning your escape when Jungwon calls out to you.
âHey Y/n, would you be up for a study session? You can bring your boyfriend tooâŚâ His words trail off, clearly surprised by how quickly youâre moving to leave.
Your reaction is instantaneous: you bolt out of there like youâve just been given an Olympic sprinting challenge, the door swinging behind you with a dramatic swoosh. You donât even wait for a reply, practically disappearing from his sight.
Jungwon, stunned, blinks a couple of times before finally muttering, âWhat⌠just happened?â
âMust be her boyfriend,â Eunmi remarks, her voice strangely neutral instead of the usual sharp tone she reserves for anything remotely related to you. She looks over at Jungwon, her gaze lingering for a moment, before turning her attention elsewhere. Jungwon, though, is far less enthusiastic about packing his bag now, his thoughts clearly on something else.
Meanwhile, you canât help but laugh a little as you make your way out of the building. Thereâs no way you were going to let Rikiâs weird silence ruin your day. Besides, youâd figured it outâhe's just being a dramatic phone, and youâre not about to let that control you. At least, not for now.
As you leave, you canât stop thinking about how ridiculously possessive heâs been lately. Maybe he does feel something. You canât help but smile, a little too fond of your human-turned-phone.
As soon as you get home, you plug Riki in, sighing in relief as the charging icon pops up on your screen. You can hear your mom in the background, rambling about your day at school, but honestly? You donât have the energy to care. You flop onto your bed, completely drained, and let out a deep breath as you watch Riki slowly transform back into a human.
âThank goodness,â you mutter, finally feeling a little more at ease.
âYou should've just charged me in the morning,â he grumbles, still holding the charging wire in his mouth. It's almost comical how heâs still acting like a phone despite being human now.
âSorry,â you apologize sheepishly, a small smile creeping onto your face despite how tired you are. But then, as the moment settles, a thought hits you, and you can't help but ask, âDo you ever think you'll go back to being a normal phone? Or am I stuck with you like this forever?â
Riki hums in response, the charging wire still hanging from his mouth. âNot sure.â
âOf course you're not sure,â you mutter, rolling your eyes. But a tiny knot of worry tightens in your stomach. The idea of him eventually disappearing back into your phone, of him going back to being just an object, stings more than you'd like to admit. He might be your phone, but the human version? He's been becoming something else to you lately. And you donât know if you're ready to lose that just yet.
Two months had passed, and it was starting to feel like Riki was slowly slipping away. At first, it was subtleâjust a few hours of the day where he stayed in phone form. But today? Nothing. No human version of Riki, just your regular, lifeless phone.
You poke at your lunch with a fork, but how could you even eat when your mind keeps wandering back to your phone? Itâs just sitting there on the table, performing like a regular device, no magic, no human form.
âIs something wrong?â Jungwon asks, glancing up from his own lunch. Eunmiâs sitting across from you, not even trying to be friendly, as usual.
âYou should watch your phone less,â Eunmi comments, and you roll your eyes, trying to ignore her. If only she knew how much your phone meant to you right now.
You swipe left and right, desperately trying to find somethingâanythingâthat could explain why Rikiâs still not turning human. Youâre not sure what youâre expecting, but this feels like some sort of betrayal from a phone.
âHmmph,â you mutter under your breath, but it doesn't help. The weight of Eunmiâs voice still lingers in your mind, but youâre too focused on the empty feeling of staring at a screen thatâs supposed to be connected to something more.
âWhy is he not becoming a human?â you mumble, too frustrated to care that youâre speaking aloud. The problem? Only you know about Rikiâs transformation, so you canât even vent about it to anyone.
âWhat?â Eunmi asks, her eyebrow arching as she shares a confused look with Jungwon.
You wave it off, brushing away the awkwardness, and go back to stabbing at your lunch. But itâs no useâthe food tastes bland, almost like cardboard. Honestly, at this point, the only thing that could make it better is if Riki turned back into the human version of himself and saved you from this mess of a lunch. But nope, your phoneâs just sitting there, mocking you.
You somehow manage to finish the rest of the school day, the classes dragging by like a blur, but the one thing that kept bothering you was that Riki was still not turning human.
âUgh, this isnât working,â you mutter to yourself as you stand in front of the repair shop owner, trying not to look too ridiculous. You can already feel the weight of the situationâthe shopkeeper canât possibly know about your phone turning into a human, can he? That would be absurd.
âWhat exactly is the problem?â he asks, tilting his head as he takes your phone to inspect it.
You freeze. What exactly do you say? You canât tell him that your phone is a person whoâs been hanging out as a human every now and then, right? It sounds insane.
âUhâŚ,â you stammer, struggling for an explanation, but itâs useless. Youâre not sure what to say that wouldnât get you committed to some strange techy cult or a mental hospital.
âItâs all good, maâam,â he says with a sigh, handing your phone back to you, like everything is totally normal. But if everything is âall good,â why isnât Riki turning back into a human?
You leave the store, confusion taking over. The lighthearted, slightly strange feeling you once had about Riki being a human version of a phone has now been replaced with a gnawing emptiness. You canât shake the thought that maybe, just maybe, heâs gone for good.
Your bag feels heavier than usual, weighed down by the thoughts swirling in your mind. You drag yourself home, the steps feeling longer than normal, as if the world is slowly sinking into a gray, monotonous fog.
âHow was school?â your stepdad asks, the usual cheerful tone in his voice, but you canât bring yourself to answer. You barely acknowledge his question, as youâre still lost in your own thoughts. You hear your mom sigh, disappointed, but you canât bring yourself to care.
You head straight to your room, exhaustion taking over. You plug Riki in to charge, desperate to see that familiar human version of him again. The seconds tick by as you watch the charging light glow. But nothing changes. The charging is full. Riki is still⌠just a phone.
You sigh heavily, sinking down on your bed. What if heâs really gone for good? You can't help but feel like you're losing a part of your world, and suddenly, the idea of just using a regular phone feels... boring.
Tears well up in your eyes as you stubbornly mutter, âI wonât talk to you ever if you don't turn in now!â The words feel hollow the second they leave your lips, but itâs a lie you tell yourself. You would never stop talking to Riki, not for anything. But a small part of you is desperate for him to just... come back. You need to see him as a human again, even if you know that it might not happen.
âPlease!â you whisper desperately, pressing your lips against the cold screen of your phone, leaving a red imprint there. Itâs a pathetic gesture, but itâs all you can think of. A little kiss for him, as if that might somehow wake him up from whatever spell heâs trapped in.
âFine. Donât come,â you mutter, frustration taking over as you place the phone back on the study desk. The weight of the situation settles in as you slump down onto the bed, still in your school clothes. You donât even care to changeâyou're too tired, too emotionally drained from everything.
Youâre not sure how long youâve been lying there, staring at the ceiling, but it doesnât matter. Sleep overtakes you, and you drift off in the quiet of your room, lost in the silence.
Suddenly, you feel itâthe presence of someone standing above you. A familiar weight in the air, but not the same as before. You rub your eyes, blinking away the grogginess, and then you see him.
Riki.
Heâs standing there, in front of you, and your breath catches. But then, your eyes widen in shock. His body is covered in marks. Red, faint imprints that make your face burn as you realizeâthose are from your kisses. The ones you left on the screen, desperate for him to turn back. Itâs embarrassing, but there's no time for that now. You throw yourself at him, arms wide as you practically tackle him with a hug.
His shirt wrinkles beneath your fingers as you clutch it tight, a mixture of relief and frustration in your chest. You pull away, looking up at him, almost desperate. âWhy did you leave? Why didnât you turn back?â Your voice cracks, the raw emotion flooding through you, but the words tumble out in a mess of desperation.
But then, he pushes you away. You stumble back slightly, the sudden distance between you too much to handle.
âI couldnât turn,â he says, his voice low, almost pained. âAnd I think itâs better if you donât get too attached. Iâm just a device, remember?â He speaks the words softly, but thereâs a coolness to them that hurts.
You blink, the words settling into your chest like a stone. âWhy canât you stay like this forever?â The question slips out before you can stop it, eyes burning with the need to understand. You feel his thumb brush away a tear thatâs escaped down your cheek, but it only makes you feel more fragile. âI donât understand⌠How can a phone... with no feelings... like me... feel something?â
He takes a deep breath, his gaze softening for just a moment. And then, for the first time since this entire weird and wonderful thing began, he steps closer. Your heart races as he closes the distance, and before you can even think, your hands are on his shirt, clutching it like itâs the only thing thatâs keeping you grounded.
You pull him into a messy kiss, lips moving against his in a rush of desperation, a wild need to feel him close. You kiss him over and over again, each one more frantic than the last, but just as quickly as he was there...
Your lips meet nothing.
You pull back in confusion, eyes wide as you try to make sense of it. Where did he go? You open your eyes fully, but there's nothing in front of you. Just empty space.
Your phone falls to the ground, the sharp sound of it hitting the floor snapping you back to reality. You kneel down quickly, heart pounding, and check it, relieved to see that it's still in one piece. No cracks, no breaks. Just a phone.
And then, it hits you.
You canât keep holding on to somethingâor someoneâthat isnât real. You swallow hard, tears welling up in your eyes again as you stare at the device in your hands, the phone that was once a person to you. The bittersweet smile on your lips isnât one of happiness, but of acceptance and yet... sadness.
âFine,â you whisper to no one in particular. âIâll check off the three tasks on my to-do list. Youâll be proud of me.â
But as you stare at the phone, your thumb grazing over its screen, you know deep down that itâs not the tasks that need to be checked off.
Itâs your heart.
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"suck my dick." "eat my ass."
you and ni-ki exchanged filthy words to each other at the same time, your voices were sharp and loud enough to turn your other coworkers heads. and even though they had long grown accustomed to your rivalry, they always still look at the two of you in shock.
it's like the office practically lived in fear whenever the two of you were around,
and it got to a point where the HR was already forced to intervene.
you both found yourselves sitting across from a visibly exhausted HR rep after a particularly heated argument during a department-wide meeting.
"l/n, nishimura... this is really out of control." they said while rubbing their temples. "you're sabotaging projects, disrupting meetings, and making the workplace hostile."
"tell her that. she started it." ni-ki pointed out.
you rolled your eyes.
"effective immediately, you're being reassigned to different departments."
and it should've ended there but somehow, despite being on separate teams, you both still found ways to make each other's lives miserable. you found loopholes and more ways to sabotage each other without making it obvious.
ni-ki took every ounce of restraint not to strangle you, and you might've run him over in the parking lot already if it weren't for security cameras around the building.
that late night, the office was already empty. you thought everyone had clocked out except for you.
you were also ready to leave, your bag is already over your shoulder but something was missing.
the important file, you knew you had just printed it.
"looking for this?"
it was the first time you saw ni-ki again. he's standing across the room, holding the folder between his fingers with a serious expression.
your stomach dropped. no fucking way.
"you're so fucking dead," he shook his head. "say goodbye to your career."
"gi-give me that!"
he held it high, stepping back when you tried to take it.
you almost had it but he made it more out of reach.
the folder has the confidential criteria of the next manager promotion, he knew you're a bad person but he didn't know that you'll just fucking cheat.
"yes, i'll give this back," he scoffed and nodded. "right to our manager."
your desperation turned to rage, that paper would literally ruin you. your eyes landed on a thick book sitting on a nearby desk, and you could've just explained and asked nicely to give it back but hell no, so you grabbed the hard thick book and threatened to swing.
ni-ki panicked, he looked around for a weapon of his own and in a split-second decision, he grabbed a cup off the desk and threw it at you...
very cold water splashed all over you and your clothes.
your jaw dropped. "you-"
"i- i didn't-"
then your foot slipped on the wet floor, ni-ki reacted fast, catching your head before you could crash to the ground but the momentum sent him stumbling too.
you groaned, his hands braced against the floor to keep himself from completely crushing you and next thing you knew, you were on the floor, your back against the cold tiles, and ni-ki was right on top of you, with his face buried on your tits.
he slowly moved, his eyes locked onto the view in front of him... your soaked blouse sticking to your skin, making your black bra and cleavage very much visible.
ni-ki cleared his throat before turning his head away from you. he was about to grab the scattered papers but you were quicker, you grabbed onto his collar, pulling him before he could escape.
"let go!"
"not a chance."
he struggled, trying to push you off but you were holding onto him so hard that the buttons of his shirt ripped, exposing his toned chest and abs.
you smirked slightly when you noticed ni-ki stopped pushing you away and his breaths became heavier.
he's still a guy after all.
your fingers roamed around his exposed chest, teasing him just to test something, to see if you could turn the tables,
you could feel his muscles tensed under your touch and ni-ki closed his eyes when you leaned close to give him a soft kiss on the lips.
the sound your lips made as they parted was too sexy so he leaned in to kiss you just to hear it again.
the kiss deepened, it became hurried, hard, aggressive, and messy.
like all his hate had nowhere else to go except right here.
ni-ki groaned against your lips, hands gripping on your waist.
you fingers slid down his chest, feeling the warmth of his skin more beneath the open shirt again and before you knew it, you were helping him remove his shirt off completely, tossing it aside like it meant nothing.
"this is unbelievable." he thought, while his fingers worked hastily, unbuttoning each one from your blouse with urgency, making your heart race even more.
"you're impatient." you whispered, breathless.
"just wanna get this over with." he said before his lips crashed into yours to shut your annoying voice.
you wrapped your arms around his shoulders as he easily lifted you, his other hand sliding down your back to remove your bra.
ni-ki watched the way your boobs bounce and spread free right in front of his eyes.
he lay you down on a nearby couch, removing your skirt and stockings so he can have you naked completely.
you arched on his touch but ni-ki grabbed your wrist and pulled you on top of him with no effort.
and even though you won't openly admit or say it, you knew everyone found your coworker is attractive but damn, he's this big too?
so now it made it harder to stop all this and it's been so long too since you had sex, you already forgot how it felt.
you watched ni-ki slicked himself with his own spit, barely easing what was about to come because just as you suspected, the stretch really hurts.
maybe it just the tip but it was already too much. your nails dug into his shoulders, desperate for something to hold onto.
ni-ki started moaning, his entire body tensing as he felt the way your walls squeezed around him. it's so tight, so impossibly hot too like you were already milking him for everything he had and his cock's not even fully inside yet.
"fuck," he groaned, "you're sucking me in."
yes, ni-ki hates you and even though he wanted you to suffer for everything you did to him, he would never be cruel when it came to sex. his own self-control was also hanging by a thread, yet he still moved carefully, pushing in slow and deep, letting you feel every inch of him.
your head tipped back, moaning too as you adjusted to his size, tightening more around him involuntarily.
ni-ki smiled, probably the first time he did. "there you go," he thought, watching your reaction as he rolled his hips up to meet yours, slow while keeping your legs in it's place.
you couldn't even think now already, the way he filled you up, the way his body pressed against yours, it was overwhelming. your nails raked down his back as he picked up the pace, going deeper, and deeper that you just might pass out.
and when the pain faded into pleasure, your body moved on its own, you rolled your hips until you found a good rhythm, lifting yourself slightly before sinking back down, to take his dick even deeper inside you.
ni-ki threw his head back, eyes squeezed shut as you rode him with no mercy, your warm, soaked walls dragging over his cock at a pace that was too much. it felt like he had no control anymore, he could barely think.
"y/n, slow down-" his voice broke, desperate and strained but you ignored him, rolling your hips even more fast because then maybe you'll get to see him snap.
his whole body was trembling beneath you, muscles tensed as his breath came out in sharp, ragged gasps. he already came once, and it had already been so deep inside you but you just wouldn't stop.
"you wanted to fuck me, right?" you taunted, your thighs were shaking from how much pleasure was coursing through your overstimulated body. "then just take it."
ni-ki buckled up into you too, he's so close again, teetering on the edge, but he refused to give in to your words.
"you- you're one to talk," he rasped, "when you're so fucking soaked."
and he was right, you could feel how drenched you were, could hear how messy and filthy it sounded every time your hips met his.
the pleasure became too much again, unbearable ache building deep inside you it felt like you're going to pee anytime soon, you pulled his hair for support as your rhythm started slowing down.
ni-ki noticed even through his dazed, wrecked state before smirking again. "gonna fall apart on me?"
his hands held your hips down, forcing his cock so deep inside you that your vision blurred, a sob tore from your throat as the pressure snapped, crashing through your body so intense that you couldn't even moan.
your lips parted, body trembling uncontrollably as you came hard on his lap.
you didn't know how but somehow now, he had you on your hands and knees, chest pressing against your back as he drove into you, relentless, unforgiving.
"n-no, fuck!" you sobbed, your arms nearly giving out as he buried himself inside you again and again, ni-ki's lips trailing over your shoulder, hot and ragged.
and your pussy clenched around him again, he started losing it.
his fingers tangled in your hair, pulling it to where your back can press against his chest, his other hand gripping on your throat.
he cupped your tits, you could feel his cock twitch inside you, the thrusts of his hips turned frantic as he chased his own release.
...now the office fell silent but the reality of what just happened started creeping in slowly between the two of you.
you reached for your discarded clothes, your limbs were feeling heavy as you clumsily pulled your skirt back on. ni-ki, still catching his breath, sat up to and started buttoning his ruined shirt though half the buttons were missing, making it completely useless.
then, he held something up between his fingers.
"can i keep these?"
your head turned towards him, eyes widening when you realized he was holding your panties.
you snatched it from his grip. "are you fucking sick in the head?" you hissed, slipping them back on as quickly as possible.
he just laughed and shook his head.
maybe he's sick, after all, he just slept with the worst person he ever knew.
next day you and ni-ki sat across from each other in the office, both unusually quiet. no bickering, no scheming, everything was just... gone.
your coworkers noticed but ignored it, just enjoying while it's happening.
ni-ki exchanged awkward glances with you before quickly looking away.
your lips were still tingling from last night. you swore that your body still felt him, and every time you move in your chair, the memories just keeps on flooding back to your head. "stop... please... oh, my god."
he wasn't doing any better too, he can't stop smiling and running a hand through his hair, his knee were bouncing under the desk every time his eyes landed on you.
then he caught you alone.
you were at the copy room, trying to focus on literally anything else when suddenly, you felt him.
ni-ki pressed up behind you, my dick misses you, is what he wanted to say. "what the fuck are you doing here?"
you blushed, your fingers were curling into the edge of the machine. "p- printing, what else?" you stuttered.
"y/n..." his hands found your waist, squeezing lightly. "you don't miss it?"
you swallowed hard before turning around to face him, "keep dreaming."
liar.
the asshole ni-ki you know would never say these things and if he did, the old you would've punch his mouth and punching it once once so you'd make sure it'll bleed.
so what happened?
"remember, i still got the files."
you hushed him, "give that shit back," you whispered.
he hummed, tilting his head. "it's at my house. you can come get it."
"just bring it here!"
"like i said," he dragged the word out, stepping closer, "come get it."
you still found yourself standing outside his apartment later that night even though knew it was probably a trap.
ni-ki opened the door, leaning against it with that same smug expression like he knew you'd be here... he's wearing nothing but a loose bathrobe.
you looked down. is he naked underneath? he's this pervert? then you quickly shook your head, forcing yourself to look back up. "where is it?"
he sighed, stepping aside to let you in. "hmm, i put it somewhere over there," he murmured.
you shoved him away before he could try anything, making him chuckle.
so you started searching, bending down to check under his sofa and through the mess on his coffee table.
ni-ki stood behind you, watching. no, he was checking you out.
his tongue slipped to wet his lips, looking at your ass and if he stared any longer, he knew his dick will get hard.
you stood and stomped your foot. "just give it back!"
ni-ki sighed and fixed his hair. "okay, fine!" he said, "i already shredded it. you don't have to worry."
"how do i know you're not lying?"
he didn't answer right away. instead, he leaned back against the armrest of the sofa, legs spreading slightly as he pulled you closer between them.
"because... you fucked me so good, i destroyed every single thing i have that could ruin you."
you swallowed hard, chest rising and falling hard as you look into his eyes then you looked down, and... oh.
his cock twitched beneath the thin fabric of his robe, already straining against it, making his arousal painfully obvious.
the air grew heavier as you both watched him get harder, completely shameless.
your lips parted slightly, heat creeping up your neck, but then you shot him a glare. "can you put some damn clothes on?"
ni-ki smirked, playing with the belt of his robe. "but you came all the way hereâŚ" he said. looking at you with his needy eyes.
he didn't finish his words, you just reached forward, curling your fingers around the soft fabric, and dragged it off his shoulders, inch by inch.
your eyes followed every reveal, his sharp collarbones, the defined lines of his shoulders, the smooth, lean muscle of his chest.
his eyes were locked onto your lips, red, and swollen from the night before. that's his doing and it looked so good.
his fingers traced along your jaw, his other hand gripping your waist as he captured your lips in a slow, deep kiss. his body was already hot beneath your touch, tense, waiting for you to take control and do him however you wanted.
you knelt between his spread legs, dragging your hand over his thighs, watching the way his muscles flexed under your touch.
you wrapped your fingers around his cock first, stroking him slow, letting your palm glide smoothly over him. his cock twitched in response with a shaky breath slipping past his lips.
you leaned in and pressed a slow, wet kiss to his tip. ni-ki's grip in your hair tightened but not pulling, just holding, like he needed something to ground him.
and when your lips wrapped around him, he lost all of his sense of control. you took him deeply that your cheeks were hollowing while letting your tongue glide over every inch of his dick.
you pushed even lower, forcing him down your throat, stretching yourself around him until your throat clenched, gagging as you choked when he hit the back of your mouth,
"more, more... more..." ni-ki bit his lip.
and you let yourself struggle, deep throathing his cock that spit started pooling at the corners of your lips, dripping down your chin, and all over your hands.
you heard him swore in Japanese under his breath so you can't help but chuckle, vibration sent another set of pleasure through him before you pulled away, letting his cock slip from your lips with a pop, thin strand of spit still connecting your mouth to his tip.
ni-ki's hips bucked, desperate for your mouth again but you just smirked, dragging your tongue along the side of his cock, slow and teasing, before wrapping your lips around him again... only to pull away the second he's about to cum.
"y/n- stop... that." he warned but you ignored it. instead, you just wrapped your hands around him, stroking him slow and lazy.
"you were close, right?"
"you think you're funny?" he panted.
you started sucking his dick passionately again, enough to make him think you were finally giving in but only to pull away again at the last second, lips barely brushing his tip, making him fucking ache.
his voice cracked, "you're so fucking evil-"
"you sound so desperate right now." you teased, dragging a single finger along his length, feeling how hot and hard he was in your grasp.
"you're not gonna make me cum?" ni-ki asked before pining your hands above your head, he had you completely spread out beneath him,
he's too far gone to even remember why he hated you in the first place.
and he went on you so hard that night, you couldn't even move the next day. you would fall the second you tried to stand, and the soreness between your thighs made you collapse back with a frustrated whimper.
a deep chuckle rumbled beside you, raspy from hours of groaning, moaning, and going crazy.
you glared at him weakly, when you tried again and failed, ni-ki carried you in his arms. you yelped, clinging to his shoulders as he carried you towards the bathroom.
he really did a number on you.
"think we can handle another round here?"
now he had your check pressed up against the cool, fogged-up glass of the shower. ni-ki's hands were everywhere, His large palms gripped the soft flesh of your tits, squeezing, pulling, and rolling your nipples between his finger, making your body arch back into him.
you just hoped that it wouldn't leave bruising prints on your skin.
you breathed hard, fogging up the mirror more, while your fingers kept slipping against the wet tile. ni-ki groaned against your shoulder, your fingers slipping against the tile for balance, wet slap echoing through the steam-filled bathroom.
"i could fuck you for days..." he declared, his teeth grazing your shoulder before he buried his face in the crook of your neck. His fingers dug into your hips, pressing you harder against the glass.
the water kept shifting from icy cold to blistering hot, and it's so hard to breath, like you were both drowning.
next morning, your body ached in ways you didn't think were possible, ni-ki groaned into the pillow beside you, his arm draped over your waist, refusing to move.
your phone buzzed on the nightstand, probably an alarm or a message about work. you glanced at the time, then at ni-ki, who peeked at you with a smile.
"we're not going in, are we?" he asked, still sleepy.
you sighed, already knowing the answer. "nope, i can't."
he grinned and rolled over, grabbing his phone to call in sick.
"i gotta go home."
he hummed, nuzzling against your neck. "mm. or you could just stay here with me."
his hand slid over your thigh.
"i'm so sleepy," you mumbled, voice muffled against the pillow.
ni-ki's fingers were already trailing down your side so you hissed.
"what?" he murmured against your shoulder, pressing a warm kiss there. "i'm just holding you."
"you're not."
sighed, eyes fluttering shut. "i need sleep."
...but he can fuck you back to sleep.
ni-ki hummed, pretending to think. he rolled on top of you, pinning you beneath his weight.
"just five minutes." he agreed, lips brushing your ear. "if not, i'm waking you up my way."
later, just as you were drifting into actual sleep, something heavy landed on the bed, startling you both awake.
your eyes snapped open, only to be met with a pair of little eyes glaring at you.
a dog.
a small, fluffy thing that was currently growling at you like you had personally offended it.
"what the?" he muttered, scrambling back. "oh, bisco..."
"your dog?"
"that's my child."
you blinked at him. "i didn't know you we-"
"yes," he replied, reaching to ruffle the dog's fur. "i'm a single father."
you squinted at him, then at the dog, who was still very much growling at you.
"oh, come on," you huffed, sitting up. "what's your problem?"
the dog barked in response, stepping protectively over ni-ki's chest. "bisco thought you were hurting me last night."
"excuse me?"
the dog growled again, and you shot ni-ki a glare. "are you gonna stop it?"
ni-ki reached out and pulled you against him, ignoring the dog's outrage.
"bisco," he called out, "you'll get used to her."
bisco did not look convinced. "i think it can sense your evil attitude," he teased, rubbing the dog's ears.
ni-ki looked completely at ease... messy hair, lips still a little swollen from earlier, and worst of all, smiling.
like actually smiling.
you swallowed hard, your face heating up.
was this really the same guy who had spent months making your life a living hell? the same guy who stole your reports, sabotaged your presentations, and threw every possible insult your way?
the same guy you swore you'd never tolerate, let alone you expect to wake up next to?
it really doesn't feel real.
you sat there feeling like your whole world just tilted sideways and yet, here he was, laughing softly as bisco licked his face, as if he wasn't the biggest opp you have.
ni-ki looked at you, "what?"
you scoffed, grabbing the blanket and pulling it over your head. "nothing..."
ni-ki only chuckled, moving closer, "tsk, don't tell me..."
and you kicked him under the blanket, smiling like an idiot.
a/n: i need to write smut better omfg, thank you @greenparties for this request. and if you're a MOA and BEOMGYU is your bias here's another coworker/enemies to lovers fic of mine: coworker || c. beomgyu x reader
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