Haven’t Posted In A While. A Lot Of Things Happened.

haven’t posted in a while. a lot of things happened.

in december, i reunited with some of my friends when i was in 6th grade and i started talking to my first love / boyfriend again. we kept in touch for the past six years, and in february, he met my parents. twelve days later, i asked him to be my boyfriend.

i graduated from high school. i spend my last two years doing stuff online and not actually going to school to study and meet my teachers and classmates but still, it was a good two years. putangina mo, duterte. kasalanan mo kung bakit nagkakanda leche leche ang pilipinas mula 2020.

i also got disowned by my mother (now birth giver) when i said i wanted a different college program but as much as i wanted to pursue that i can’t bc idk how will i be able to support myself financially. i’m about to enroll to a uni here in our province and take psychology.

this is a random realization but i realized that when i got a boyfriend, i forgot what it’s like to be alone. i now have someone to share my sadness and happiness with, someone to celebrate my small victories. i now have someone to share love with and honestly, it’s one of the best feelings in the world. our relationship is not perfect, it will never be, but i’m glad it’s him i work things out with. i love him dearly.