Bruh I Just Watched The 3rd And 4th Episode With English Subs And I Really Think Some People Don’t

Bruh I just watched the 3rd and 4th episode with english subs and I really think some people don’t get Taejoo’s character at all… Taejoo be doing all that annoying sh*t (faking injury because he wants Kang Gook to pay him even more attention, teasing him, touching him, making excuses for skinship, trying to make Gook jealous by kissing that girl knowing he’ll be looking through the window) because he’s into Gook and wants to see if Gook cares or feels the same way about him. I feel like even him giving Gook’s number to Hyemi was kind of a “test” for Gook, he tells him “you can date”, however deep down he thinks Gook is going to ignore her or text her twice but in the end he’ll always choose/prioritize Taejoo. That’s why Taejoo is so flabbergasted when Gook really goes out of that caffe to meet his date and Taejoo is just left there mumbling to himself “he really went…” or during the date when Taejoo out of jealousy walks up to their table and says that he thinks they don’t fit each other etc and when Hyemi says that he shouldn’t disturb them, he looks at Gook almost reproachfully like “Tell her sth right now!”. Don’t even get me started on the fact that when Hyemi asked Gook if Taejoo likes him Tae’s face didn’t look suprised, shocked or anything like that, he looked almost like he was impatiently waiting for Gook’s answer. Taejoo is just really trying to push Gook to his absolute limits, see if he can get a reaction out of him and make him do the first move. Gook is pretty emotionless and probably also confuses the hell out of Taejoo when Tae tries to flirt with him or touch him but Kang Gook always pushes him away and tells that he doesn’t like it. I honestly don’t know why people are so confused by his character.

THE MEANING OF LIFE AND LONGING FOR WHOLENESS

Nicolae Tanase: Jim, what is the meaning of life?

Jim Newman: There is no meaning and no need for a meaning of life. Everything is already what it is, which is already needlessly, free and fulfilled.

“Life” is not separate from what is. Without separation, there is no space or distance in which the need for a meaning of life could arise.

There is only what is. “What is” is not objective or subjective, it is not conceptual, knowable or understandable. “What is” is indivisible, all encompassing, everything without position or perspective, no inside, no outside, not two, not separate, non dual.

What is – undifferentiated everything – can appear as something, a perspective, an apparent position. A position can be experienced, making the appearance seem personal. As a personal experience, life appears to be an object or “a something” requiring meaning. However, the person is illusory and has no reality outside of its experience of itself. The search for meaning is a need that arises out of that experience, which is the experience of separation, the experience that “what is” is real and personal.

The question or search for a meaning of life comes from the longing for wholeness, absolute freedom, which is unknowingly a longing for dissolution, an end to the person. The personal experience inevitably seeks for an answer to the question of “what is my life about?”. For the person there is no answer because this, what is, is not about anything. And it does not need to be about anything. The only solution for the person is the end of the person.

The person cannot go beyond the illusory nature of itself and cannot help being an effect of itself: a seeker. Its search is for love, for more or better experiences. It experiences itself on a path to find what it hopes will resolve its diss-ease of need. The path is seeking. Seeking can be the search for money, power, more… Because the search does not and can not address the cause of need, it can only lead to more seeking. The premise for seeking – that something intrinsically is wrong or missing – is illusory. Consequentially all of its efforts are hopelessly limited to that false premise.

The person is trying to overcome this diss-ease of the need for experience through more experience.

The effort exerted by the person can never lead to the fulfillment it seeks, the unlimited all inclusiveness of the unknowable “what is”. What is longed for is beyond personal seeking, by being “what is” already. “What is” is not an objective reality, is not knowable. “What is” is emptiness being everything as it is. Everything being what it is, is already complete, already absolutely free, without any need of meaning.

from: https://www.simply-this.com/essays

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4 years ago

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5 years ago

2Gether The Series - 02/21/20 - 05/15/20

2Gether the Series - 02/21/20 - 05/15/20

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2 years ago

I Think Making Sense Is Optional Sometimes Jaehyunzens Just Be Talkin

i think making sense is optional sometimes jaehyunzens just be talkin

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3 years ago

“all it take is one glance & they r all on their knees, what can I say? my beauty is seductively irresistible, I can clearly notice the head-turns, the admire eyes & the dropped jaws whenever I step in any room & I am actually used to it.. crowd of admirers, they can never hide it I can easily notice how nervous people get when I’m around, they r all awe of how flawless I am, i don’t blame them.. in the end i have an unmatched alluring, tempting & tantalizing beauty”

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4 years ago

♡ 191020 - 210228 ♡ #ThankYouMCJaehyun

it’s been a great 1 year and 4 months with you mc jaehyun! every sunday was more fun and exciting spending it with you and we’re all going to miss it so much! thank you for working so hard and we can’t wait to see what the future has in store for you mc jaehyun!

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reeviea

5 years ago

there’s something you’re afraid to say. it might be scary to figure out what it is, so let this quiz figure it out for you! “what do you wish you could say?” on uquiz!

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4 years ago