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i'll be the first motherfucker to say i wildly mischaracterize many of the characters i write for/about, and thats on a warped perception of what "normal" behavior is

BELLA RAMSEY as ELLIE WILLIAMS ↳ "Feel Her Love" (S02E05) | The Last of Us

need uh need to uh need to see Tommy and John's first time, like, viscerally NEED to see them figure each other out sexually, yeah. publish post

Arthur Shelby & John Shelby

There are about 4 million things i want to complain about, but honestly, what's the point, yeah? What is the actual point when there's no possible way to fix any of it without making everything else worse.

(edit cause yeah that was too dramatic to long post without a cut)

I'm too young to be wanting to give up already and i know that but never in my life was i given the opportunity to develop the right skills to succeed in life, never, i was homeschooled, i didn't get to do sports, i grew up poor, i didn't get to have real hobbies that amounted to anything, i was never taken seriously for struggling with school and all the subjects, i was so late in learning how to read it should have been incredibly concerning, i would have meltdowns and then be locked in a room with all the reading books alone for god knows how long, every single school year i would have meltdowns because i knew i wasn't able to do most of it, every math lesson my head was completely empty and i had to just guess because all of it looked the same and none of it made sense, i couldn't write a 50 word "creative writing" page because nothing happened in my head, none of the topics made sense, none of the words came out right, sure i did fine in history and geography but that was just remembering a few key names and picking the most likely answers, don't ask me anything about science because i don't know and i wasn't ever taught in a way that made sense, just yelled at and yelled at and yelled at because I'm supposed to be smart I'm supposed to know this stuff i saw it be done so why can't you do it it's easy. I was exhausted everyday, i had dark circles under my eyes at 6 years old that most adults wouldn't have, I'm still always so fucking tired, i would sleep for 14 hours straight and still be so tired it was a struggle to stay awake. Why was i never seen by some doctor? There were clear signs of other shit too, shit that shouldn't have ever happened to a 6 year old but since i was always always always praised for being quiet, i kept quiet about everything, i didn't talk to anyone outside, i didn't make friends, i didn't ask for things, i couldn't ask for help from anyone. At 10, i started to seriously contemplate offing myself, and still, it's there all the time, but who do i talk to? The person that doesn't know anything about me or the person that would tell me i have no reason to feel that way? Maybe the person that was raised in the same house as me but never had my struggles, so everything was okayish? I'm tired. I want to stop thinking for just a few minutes out of the day but it never stops it never shuts up and i can't let anything out because who the fuck cares. If you're not bleeding out, then there's no reason to see a doctor. Maybe it should have been a sign when i was forgetting everything by the age of 16, maybe. Maybe it should have been a sign when i would follow a certain person around like a dog because he was the only one to show me one on one attention, but nonono, he was safe, right? He was supposed to be safe, not touch a child. But he had his own issues, so it was good to see him be calm with me and be nice with me and smile with me. He wasn't supposed to shape my life view of intimacy and sex at 6 years old. Everything was fine. Im so fucking tired and weak and scared.

John Shelby » S3

Peaky Blinders (2013— )

That's what i felt like today, she would not stop distress cheeping until i picked her up, so i just laid on the floor while she took a nap

How do you think Joaquín would act hearing Sam's morning voice for the first time?

Sorry I just had a small idea is all

Oh my, never apologise for hopping into my inbox with cute Samquín ideas!

I might revisit this in an actual fic at some point, so I’ve just offered a couple of little ideas.

The first time, they’re not together and he’s just had to wake Sam up when he’s dozed off en route to a mission. Sam’s all disoriented, and Joaquín is a little smitten, but he’s absolutely a professional and he can totally be cool about this. Sam saying a sleep rough, thanks Torres is not something he can really dwell on in that moment. But maybe he finds himself thinking about it a little later that night, thankful he’s got a hotel room to himself instead of a cot in the barracks

The second time, it’s the first time Sam’s stayed over. They’ve been dating for a few weeks, and Joaquín is really trying not to get carried away, but he’s pretty sure Sam is the love of his life. He’d woken up first, and just laid there watching Sam dozing. He looked so peaceful, the only thing weighing on him being Joaquín’s arm thrown across his chest. He’s breathtaking and Joaquín hadn’t known how he’d got this lucky. He’d pressed a soft kiss to Sam’s shoulder, and the other man had woken up and just hmmed, mañana mi cielo in that thick, rough, sleepy voice that went straight to Joaquín’s cock. His not-boyfriend-yet-but-someday just purring in Spanish, with that pet name, sounding all tired and fucked out, and just perfect? He’d be a mess. Whatever they had planned for that day would absolutely be pushed by a good hour, because there is lazy, easy morning sex happening.

Watching mma is like watching softcore porn. Hit or miss if you'll see a finish or if it'll be cut short. And the French ones are usually the hottest-

Me: i don't feel too good today... :/

Mom: my head is pounding, I didn't sleep at all last night-

Me, in my head: ... crazy why I don't talk to you about anything mental health related

I hate when a person says they've had a bad day and everyone, instead of trying to cheer them up, enters a competition of who's had it worse.

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Arthur 💔

I just wanted to hug him in that moment.

But he didn't forget. Neither did Tommy.

ׂ╰┈➤ funniest scene ever

Captain America: The Winter Soldier | 2014 Captain America: Brave New World | 2025

sam making redwing a suit to match his is so cute

We came here to make friends

embroidery from peacockandpinecones my friends and I have been losing our minds over all morning.

Sebastian Stan for Cartier

s06ep02 | s06ep06

Looking at y'all like this btw

all of my arthurjohntommy (and the possible individual pairs) thoughts are just Zooming through my head right now... i need asks, i need to yell about them but i need to have a tiny little prompt first or else i won't be able to decide what to yell about and then i won't post anything cause none of it makes sense... please i beg y'all for One ask-

Peaky Blinders #3.05

Haven't watched Thunderbolts and probably won't for awhile but i can't help but notice how eager everyone is to ship Joaquín with Bob but was veryyyyy hesitant to ship Joaquín with Sam. Finally got your Sweet Little White Guy to make the other half of the ship palatable? Cause that's sure what it looks like, so much easier to fantasize about Joaquín now that you don't have to see Sam in your mind more than strictly necessary? You guys can't hide for shit.

JASON DUVAL Grand Theft Auto VI (2026) dev. Rockstar Games

s05ep05

Arthur almost has his whole hand around that wrist

JOHN: You're late. TOMMY: I had business.