Stuck In The Loop Of Feeling Like My Only Possible Value Is Sexual, And Yet The People I Want To Find

“Well, then go and marry her like the rest of us.” “She doesn’t want her family to know. And she doesn’t want to have the baby.”

Let’s paint the town

Joel Sternfeld. Lake Oswego, Oregon, June 1979

on S1E5 of The Last of Us and man how do i already kinda ship Joel/Tommy...

s05ep04

‘And I imagine you’ve found out already that no amount of money allows you to pass through the steel sheets that seperate class from class.’

"A friend loves at all times... but a brother is born for adversity. Proverbs 17, 17. " — Tommy Shelby 6×02 "Black Shirt"

at the point of social media-lessness that i have the main ones but i don't even think about them. facebook? don't look at her. instagram? only open it for my moms business IG. tiktok? haven't opened that in 2 weeks or better.

but Tumblr? daily, love her, she is my greeter in the morning and my departure at night, a soul bond if you will

Going insane going insane going insane i didn't ask to be a part of this business why am i the one that should have to take a stupid marketing class and why are you sending me all these stupid Instagram "hacks and tips to grow your business overnight!" this is your business and honestly the stupid line of "well i want it to be established so that i can pass it down to you" YEAH WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULD HAVE STARTED A BUSINESS IN YOUR 30S NOT YOUR FUCKING 50S HUH MAYBE THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN A BETTER IDEA AND WHO THE FUCK IS ESTABLISHING THIS BUSINESS? ME APPARENTLY SO YOU AREN'T GIVING ME SHIT IM JUST FORCED TO MAKE SOMETHING THAT WILL NOT LIVE PAST YOU. fucking hell.

Joe Cole as John Shelby

Peaky Blinders (2013 - 2022)