ft. sakusa; osamu; sugawara; matsukawa; yamaguchi
a/n: i want more angst
warnings: cheating, obviously
sighing he sat down beside you on the couch, not even frowning when you moved away. âiâm sorry you found out like this,â SAKUSA said curtly. âbut not sorry that youâve done it in the first place, huh?â he clenched his jaw, staring at the clean floor between his naked feet. his silence told you everything you needed to know. he was always aware of what he was doing every time he was with someone, aware of the possible consequences and he never really cared enough to stop. but as he saw you leave him behind, a bag over your shoulder and not even looking back at him, the guilt started to sink in, finally realizing what he had given up on for a couple nights of fun.
OSAMU ran his hand through his hair as he groaned in frustration. âiâm sorry!â he yelled out again, âi donât know what else you want me to say! tell me and i will, i will do fucking everything okay?â you couldnât stop yourself from rolling your eyes at him. âmaybe you shouldnât have gone out to fuck someone, did you think about that?â you yelled back angrily. âi know i shouldnât have! i shouldâve just broken up with you, i know! you were never here, i didnât even know what else to do!â you didnât say anything after, instead effective ending the conversation by slamming the door behind you. and every night he thought back to this conversation, replaying what he said over and over in his head, he didnât know why he blamed you for what he did.
SUGAWARA wished he had an answer for you. you, the person he claimed to love the most, only to betray them in the worst way possible. he couldnât even look you in the eyes as you kept pleading, almost begging for an answer, only wanting to know why he did what he did. after long minutes of you asking over and over with tears welling up in your eyes, he broke, yelling whatever came to his mind. âthey were different! just⊠just differentâ he turned away as he continued. âthey make me feel so wanted, they give me everything i want, no matter whatâ he could only hear you chuckling sadly. âi gave you everything i had, but that wasnât enough?â
MATSUKAWA knew that he couldnât fool you forever, it was only a matter of time until this blew up in his face. you noticed how he suddenly became clingier again, louder, and seemingly happier. you hadnât expected that it was because of somebody else though. âi didnât know how to tell you,â was all that he could say with his lips pressed into a thin line, âi still love you itâs justââ he took a deep breath, turning around, not wanting to see the look on your face. âiâm not in love with you. i donât want to be with you anymoreâ he kept telling himself that it was alright, that he did what he had to just to be happy. but after seeing your facial expression, so full of hurt, he wasnât sure anymore.
you couldnât stand being in the same room as YAMAGUCHI anymore, constantly telling him to get out and leave you alone, but he wouldnât listen. instead he trailed behind you like a lost puppy or a duckling behind his mother, fingers itching to hold on to you by the hem of your top like he has done countless times when he got overwhelmed. he kept apologizing, always repeating the same few words over and over, whimpering when you ripped yourself away from him. he didnât care about what you would say or do to him, telling himself that he would endure everything just to keep you by his side, praying that you would forgive him his one mistake. he swears that this was all that it was, a mistake â but the chats in his phone say differently.
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-you two met at a gaming cafe a couple months before you both ended up in the game ruling countryÂ
-he was really awkward and shy while talking to you but you offered to play a couple matches of the game he was playing with him, and as soon as the game started he was a lot more at ease when talking with you
-you two ended up exchanging numbers and you began to play more games togetherÂ
-when you ended up in the borderland, arisu got there a few days after you, so without any responses from you, he started to freak out
-you two reunited at his first game, the 3 of clubs, and he had the most shocked look on his face when he saw you
-he ran up to you after you passed the registration line and he hugged you, saying, âi thought i lost you.â
-that was also how you met his two best friends karube and chota, who you got along with pretty quicklyÂ
-after completing the first game and finding a place to crash, arisu and you talked for hours on end, getting to know each other more, and try to figure out where you were or what was going on
-while arisu, karube, chota, and shibuki went to play another game to refill their visas, you were going out to investigate the people with the bands on their wristsÂ
-you got back with a black eye due to getting in a small fight, but arisu came back much worseÂ
-you knew from the moment you saw him that something had gone wrong, due to his blank expression, the blood on his face and clothes, and the fact that the other 3 werenât with himÂ
-you helped him clean up and find a new pair of clothes, not saying anything to him since you knew he probably wouldnât want to talk about it
-as you were cleaning the blood off of his face, he spoke in just a whisper, âi killed them. All of them, itâs all my fault.â and you had to tell him that he didnât kill them, that it wasnât his fault whatsoever, even if he still didnât believe you
-he wouldnât move for the next days he had until his visa expired, and you hated seeing him that way, so you finally convinced him to get up and go do another game with you
-that was when you met up with a girl named usagi, who looked athletic just by her clothes and appearance, and you and arisu talked with her before the game officially started
-after that very stressful game, you ended up with scratches all over your arms from the panther that you all had to get away from, and arisu helped with covering them up before confessing to you
-it was the first time you had seen arisu so shy to say something since the first time you had met, and you had to pry it out of him practicallyÂ
-when he did eventually say it, you were shocked a bit but at the same time not so much since karube had told you before he died that arisu had feelings for you, but you were shocked arisu himself said it
-you confessed back and he smiled the widest youâd ever seen before he hugged you happily while saying, âi promise i wonât let anything hurt you again.âÂ
-you two started dating quickly after that, and you two would do more games together since he wanted to make sure you never got hurt, but he also knew you could take care of yourselfÂ
-when you two plus usagi arrived at the beach, arisu kept you close to him, especially when niragi was around
-arisu made sure that he went with you to every game that included a beach member because he couldnât handle loosing anyone elseÂ
-when the witch hunt game started, you had realized that arisu was nowhere to be seen, and so you stuck with usagi to go and try to find your boyfriend first before figuring out the gameÂ
-you two found him and the first thing you did was kiss him, happy that he was still aliveÂ
-when the game finished you three were safe and the beach was burning down before your eyesÂ
-you gripped onto arisuâs hand tightly as you held onto him, blood soaking your clothes but you didnât careÂ
-you werenât ever going to leave arisu, and he would never leave you
-small pecks on the lips before starting a new game as a way of saying good luckÂ
-arisu loves giving back hugs and you love receiving them
-cuddling after finishing a game is a must, just to show that you two are still together and alive and safe
-you having to cook all the food with usagi and kuina because you know damn well arisu and chishiya canâtÂ
-slow dances in the dark with no music but you both love it because it feels nice to just be in each otherâs arms
can you give us more thoughts about domestic yoongles? the taemin's one (wich I love) just made me miss the cat boy so much ;o;
i have a phd in househusband yoongi so let me fire out some ideas for ya.
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The doorbell sound is a recording of Yoongi imitating a doorbell. Heâs such a meme. Ceci n'est pas une pipe.
Seemingly, he teaches himself a new recipe every week. To perfection. Yoongi is very particular about sticking to the recipe and wielding his kitchen tools in the right way. He collects knives, olive oil, and still hates cutting onions.
He separates sleep time, work time, and couple time as the holy trinity. For each, he switches his mood.
Blushes easily no matter for how long youâve been together.
Establishes his own radio show where he DJs at one point.
Yoongi keeps an extreme track on the garbage schedule. He knows exactly what is due when. Separating the trash is a must. That includes sorting out fake friends trying to get between your relationship. Your social circle as a couple is extremely deliberate.
Yoongi deems himself a terrible host for guests. Unless Hoseok is there to drag him out, it's true he rather stays in the kitchen or at the barbecue preparing the menu courses rather than making small talk. He leaves the hospitality bits to you, however you want to go about it.
What he lacks in conversing with guests, he makes up in bed, God is absolutely fair.
He sings and hums pretty often and has his own vernacular of extraterrestrial uwu noises. It's an alphabet that you have to yet decipher but it's incredibly cute.
Self-made paintings everywhere around his house.Â
Yoongi hasn't gone clubbing since grammar school. The most he does is going to a restaurant at lunch with very close friends. And always in a work context. His private life is so secluded from everything else and paparazzi just don't spot him anywhere, Dispatch thinks he must live abroad.
Very well, he does consider his big ole house a separate country. It's a living organism with a studio, gym, trophy room, small-size basketball court, and vastly equipped kitchen. A home theater as well, he likes American movies (like Inception) and Korean action genres, and you can stream whatever you fancy in there whenever you like.Â
Yes, he has underwear with cute little bears on.
There's even a little pond in the backyard. Yoongi, Pisces he is, likes fishes after all. Sometimes he sits at the edge of the 'Little Ole Min Lake (LOML)' and stares into the water for literal hours with his chin parked on his palm.
His fridge is so high-tech and futuristic, even Yoongi is rendered clueless by its AI sometimes. The washing machine, too.
Yoongi watches RuPaulâs drag race. What did you expect? He finds it so humorous.
Owns lord knows how many comic collections.
Favorite holiday destination: New York.
Christmas is basically 50% you unveiling new music equipment to him in the garage and Yoongi almost fainting at the sexiness of it. The other 50% is spent holding hands and orgasm after orgasm until the new year since you loose track of time.
Goes on long rants why heâd marry you again every weekend.
Making you presents is his specialty. Always accompanied with a hand-written note. He writes a lot of things by hand for you in general. Texting, basically never. Always on paper.
No sex without a blanket and socks on. Yoongi gets cold very very easily and just doesnât like showing skin. You buy him a heated blanket for his birthday, he even uses it in his studio chair.
Chronically addicted to making out.
Matching black outfits and glasses.
Laughs at even your worst jokes or phrases you didnât expect you even uttered.
Yoongi owns the phoniest, most secretive-looking black car ever and nobody knows about it. Even he forgets he owns it, in fact he genuinely acts like it just doesnât exist. Hilarious. And that guy has a level 1 Korean driver's license. Which allows him to drive trailers and busses and fucking trucks, and construction machines, let that sink in.
It's really a genius curse. Yoongi being put to the test will always deliver but he won't choose to execute his full skillset if he doesn't have to. Well, pragmatic. He's not as phony as he thinks he is, which is even more hilarious.
He uses that behemoth of a car so scarcely because he'd rather have things delivered to his doorstep and he's stingy with gas. Also, he doesn't like traffic and driving because of the traumatic shoulder accident and his tendency to space out. Translation: You drive that thing... that monster... it really is an impressive, fast, and scary machine.Â
If someone devious ever even remotely manages to invade his privacy and get past the doubly-installed security system, he has enough money to deal with it no matter what.
If it concerns your privacy, he's a red belt. And owns Jin's number if a taekwondo master is required. Jimin's if it needs someone with kendo skills.
If Yoongi needs someone to go on a complete rampage, Jungkook lives just down the block. He can sprint to Yoongi's bunker I mean mansion within 45 seconds. 30 if it's very urgent. 20 if the reward is an instant ramen splurge with Yoongi's black card.
He has a sexy, glamorous sword collection hanging on the living room wall anyways, so. Who the hell is dumb enough to mess with him and his expensive lawyer in the first place.
But just in case, who knows... Yoongi settles matters shruggingly, anonymously, and with cash and he's too exhausted for violence, but don't underestimate his deter-min-ation and network for emergencies. Also, he is Agust D after all.
He will bonk a naughty burglar or kidnapper across the head with a wooden cooking spoon or take him down by throwing a basketball if the situation requires it. Damn, his reflexes are so fast, a feral cat in motion. So, lean back and sip on your drink of choice. Things are cared for.
If Yoongi is the one being kidnapped or a highly skilled stalker invades the property at night when he's fast asleep (nothing can wake this man during certain hours, strong REM right here): Don't forget that honeyboy is a Dodgers fan. There are signed baseball bats everywhere in this damn house.
In that sense, your parents visiting you here for the first time thought you were an undercover thug couple. Not to worry mom and dad, you both just like sports very much okay.
Yoongi walks around in all black clothes and the rooms are all seemingly dark. Even if you live together, you don't know his skin care routine. It's clear to you he's some sort of vampire.
Since Yoongi always forgets to remove his makeup, you made it a habit to wipe it down when he's about to pass out. He won't lie, he enjoys that kind of affection.
Holly is your resident child. You're essentially a family.
He insists to tackle this by himself, Yoongi sees his therapist monthly. Not shifting responsibility is something he's stubborn about and he pours his emotions into writing. You will do conversation about deeper stuff, but he says it's mostly up to him and his own mind. He dislikes burdening you or opening up too much and it's something to respect rather than force him about. If he wants to share a thought, he will. It doesnât mean he canât trust you or sucks at communicating (we know that heâs direct). Yoongi simply canât put that much pain in such few words nor should you alleviate it for him.
Calls from the manager faze Yoongi as much as Jimin is bothered by gravity. If heâs busy kissing your body slow mo, who the hell dares to disturb his worship.Â
This man had so many let-downs and interpersonal catastrophes in his life, he's super discerning with people. Because he rolls that way, during their first meeting Yoongi uses his psychology certificate on your friends. You see him squint at them, he listens very closely. After they pass the vibe check aka meow radar, he befriends them, too.
Yoongi doodles Grammy trophies everywhere to manifest them.
Yoongi shaves his legs.
All the sex toys heâs ever bought are black. Gotta vibe in style.
He spends ridiculous amounts of time in the studio but he's yours for the remainder of the night, breakfast, and he makes a lavish lunch and dinner.
Um, consider his head parked between your legs. The Hongkong line was not a joke.
Doesnât mind you squishing his cheeks whenever and for how long you like.Â
Every other weekend he gets flowers, vouchers, and gifts â not because of fans, they donât know where his house is, but because he donates so much.
Namjoon often drops by and cleanses the area with his crystals.
Yoongi is a photography major so you can ask him to take professional, ceiling-high black and white shots of you.
Feeding each other food lovingly. Man, this guy got lips.
He set up a library just for you, in the exact historical aesthetic you like the most. Send him the link to any book you want, it's basically in the online shopping cart already. As I said, he wants to make you presents like every week.
Sometimes he sits on the other end studying English videos and vocab while you read. And yes, he's already 95% fluent but pretends being merely intermediate. He knows technical terms even native speakers have never heard of.
He collects pajamas and earrings.
Swears on the phone.
Namjoon being the horniest member is a cover-up story. Yoongi masturbates almost unreasonable amounts of times, by himself and in your arms when going to bed. Not gonna lie, itâs a sight to see his hands at work. Heâs almost equally obsessed with fingering you once you ask him.
Yoongi was the one asking you to move in and almost had a nervous meltdown before meeting up with you to tell you just that.Â
Heâs the little spoon and of course a sleeping burrito to hold tight.
Finds you equally attractive in any state or styling. Yoongi practices what he preaches, he always reacts the same and says the same.Â
Jams out to outrageous beats Namjoon sends him by dancing in the studio. You walk in on him every time. Was embarrassed at first, now you dance along.
Has bought you a life-sized Yoongi pillow and customized you a giant Shooky to hug when heâs not at home over night.
Owned a wine cellar until he quit drinking. Turned it into a piano room instead.
Only you know Yoongi has a serpent and dagger tattoo.
Scrubs the bathroom religiously.
The house smells like restaurant food and his extravagant perfumes half of the time.
Sometimes he has to remind himself heâs married to you and not his coffee machine. He shall be forgiven. You canât complain that he doesnât love you enough, nor is he ever not adorable when drinking his latte.
Never wears short sleeves. It can be scorching and heâll wear a jacket.Â
Tell him and the cap stays on during sex.
He grows his hair out and puts it in a low bun. The bangs remain.
Yoongi has installed the most fire-proof building in the entire city it seems. That he wanted to be a firefighter when he was young definitely shows. Figures the house has to be protected from heat: His blasting studio music and Yoongi himself are just way too sizzling.
Still melts into a puddle when you kiss his nose.
Couple sunrise watching.Â
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w/sakusa kiyoomi, bokuto kotarou, and atsumu miya
fluff. 1k wc. rip to fictional friend aiko.
⥠Sakusa Kiyoomi
âUm, hello.â
âHeyâŠ.Hi.â
âAre you Sakusa Kyoomi?â
âYeah, thatâs-â This is an angel. Heâs looking at an angel right now. âThatâs me.â
âOh! Okay,â You nod, gesturing at the matching jersey in your hand. âIf youâre not too busy, can you sign this jersey?â
Sakusa nods silently and reaches for the shirt, nearly swallowing his tongue as his fingers brush with yours. âWho should I⊠make it out to?â
âOh um - if you can, can you just wish my friend a happy birthday? Her nameâs Aiko.â
âOh, this is a gift.â He sounds impassive but thatâs because heâs having a meltdown on the inside. ââWas wondering why I havenât seen you at any of the games.â
âYeah, my friendâs a huge fan but sheâll be overseas until next year so, I came and got some souvenirs to send her.â He nods at the explanation, but nearly overheats when you continue. âBut your plays were amazing, this being the first time Iâm seeing them in person. I can see why sheâs such a big fan.â
âThank you. I uh..â He glances around. âI appreciate it.â
âUh no, thank you-â
âWait there a sec- Miya!â
Atsumu looks over and trots to him with a smile, bouncing the novelty foam ball in his hand and nearly dropping it once heâs got a glance at the dime standing in front of his teammate.
âHeya there, angel-â
âCan I have that?â He points to the ball.
Atsumu immediately catches on. âOh, sure thing! Here, gorgeous, ya want me ta sign it-â
âNo.â Sakusa takes it out of his hand and scribbles on it with his pen. âHere, uh⊠keep this for yourself.â
âHm? Oh.â You reach for the ball and Atsumu nearly croons at the sound of your voice. He nearly says something to, if not for the clear call of dibs drilling holes in his head as Sakusa side eyes him.
You smile and itâs straight out of a day dream. âI appreciate it, thank you.â
Sakusa nods as you side-step your way out of the line and they both wave back at you as you walk away.
Atsumu smacks his teeth. âThere she goes, ma future wife walking off with your number.â
Sakusa elbows him.
⥠Bokuto Kotarou
âUh, are you Bokuto?â A voice inquires softly behind him.
Kotarou turns with a gleeful smile to address the fan standing behind him. Smiling widely as he cheers from the deeper portion of his chest. âHey, HeyâŠ.H-Hey!â
Holy shit.
You return his grin with a closed mouth smile as you bow, hardly paying any mind to the way his grin slowly falls into a disbelieving gape. âNice to meet you.â
âY-âŠYeah, it really is!â He stammers a bit nervously. âNice to meet you, I mean. Itâs- Itâs really nice to meet you too!â
You snicker somewhat and his chest caves in.
âThatâs great!â Your attempt to exclaim with him is poor and a little cut off by the sheer silliness of trying to match his energy but itâs cute regardless. He barely registers the jersey in your hand, too busy planning out what your wedding reception is gonna look like.
âIs it okay if I ask you to sign this?â You simper.
Ko takes it out of your hand with an eager few nods. âYeah! Of course!â He whips out his marker. âAnd whatâs the pretty girlâs pretty name?â
âOh, itâs- Well this is actually a gift for my friend, Aiko. Whoâs a huge fan. But Iâm-âŠMy nameâs ____.â You stumble a bit.
He nearly croons. Are you nervous? Heâs the one staring at the girl of his dreams right now! Ah, and youâre such a good friend! Going out of your way to get your friend a gift like this! He swears heâd swoon over you if he could.
âYeah? Birthday?â You nod as he regains a bit of his composure. âCool. Cool. And are uh⊠are you a fan?â
âMe? Oh, this is actually my first game.â You admit. âBut it was really fun watching you play. YourâŠline shots? I think? Theyâre super duper cool!â You beam up at him, he nearly clenches his heart in duress.
Ko gasps. âThank you!! Sometimes I forget how to do âem!!â The two of you giggle a little together. âBut Iâm flattered regardless! Think after this match youâll become a regular?â
You shrug. âMaybe. If I can find some time between school work.â
âCollege student?â You give him an affirming hum. âThatâs really cool. Well - Hey, Iâd like to see you again regardless?â
He rips a thin sheet of signing paper from the table beside him and bends to jot his phone number on it before folding it a couple times.
Ko turns back to you and somehow youâre even cuter than you were when he first looked at you. âIf thatâs⊠alright? Maybe we can catch a drink or something later?â
You give him a bit of a disbelieving smile but take it regardless. Belatedly he realizes what a small chance it was that youâd even be single. âO-Oh! Yeah sure thatâd be great.â
Ko smiles excitedly, like heâs won twice today. âGreat! Well, Iâll uh- Iâll talk to you later?â
âDefinitely.â You smile, and heâs floating on cloud 9 as you start to walk away. âBye!â
âBye-Bye!â
⥠Atsumu Miya
Atsumuâs smile wavers when you shuffle into the front of the line but only because heâs a little too surprised to remain cordial. Itâs not every day that your dream girl shows up in line to ask you for an autograph.
âHello.â
âHi,â He immediately grabs the foam ball to the left of him. âDidnât know they let angels in here?â
You smile a little at his quip but you arenât as affected by it as heâd like you to be. âAh, thatâs very kind of you, Miya-san. Thank you.â
âDonât mention it, gorgeous.â His chair creaks as he stands up, and he cradles the toy between his elbow as he reaches for the novelty plushie in your hand. âSo, who am I makinâ it out to?â
âMy friend, Aiko? Itâs her birthday.â You shift on your heels as he signs the doll. âSheâs a huge fan. I really wanted to surprise her.â
âYeah? Thatâs awful sweet of ya.â He smiles. You glow under the gym lights, he doesnât know if itâs the afterglow of success or just the sheer desirability you exude thatâs making you so painfully attractive to him right now. âWhatâs Aikoâs friend's name is what I really wanna know?â
âMe? Oh, my nameâs ____.â
âFigures.â He tuts. âIt fits ya, pretty.â
Atsumu bounces the ball sitting in the crook of his arm down to his palms as he hands you back the toy, quickly scribbling a little note on it before you can get the chance to thank him for his signature.
âHey,â He leans in hushedly, you follow his lead, âItâs gonna kill me if I miss a chance like this, so here.â Atsumu sneaks the ball into your hands. âIf youâre available?â
You glance at his handwriting on the ball and smile abashedly. The little giggle you let out makes his face hot. âYeah? Sure thing.â
âAâright!â He leans back cheerfully, waving you off before the rest of his fans can catch on. âSee ya later then, sweetpea.â
You smile as he twiggles his fingers at you from the stand, watching you disappear into the crowd even as his next fan stands in front to receive their own signature.
The ball crunches slightly against your wandering fingers.
âYour future boyfriend, Tsumu. <3 xxx-xxx-xxx.â
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