I Want You To Remember:

tw// suicidal(?) thoughts mention

God okay I just need to say this somewhere

My love (r <3) continues to save my life every time with no hesitation

The number of times I have had to call them and say "hey, I'm very likely to do something idiotic rn" and their response is "do you need to call?"

I was on the other side of the fence yesterday, looking down, and thinking "it's not that high, I'll survive it" and they literally brought me back from the edge by talking about their game and encouraging me to do something I enjoy instead (by giving examples and ideas because all I wanted to do was step off that ledge and see what would happen)

I love this person with my entire body, mind, and soul, and I am so grateful to have them in my life.

'im gay i cant do math' shut up shut up your ineptitude for mathematics has nothing ot do with queerness. math and/or science gays including space aces are an extremely well documented phenomenon. you know what absolutely none of the gays can actually do? understand economics

siblings are so difficult to write bc nothing can quite encapsulate fully the experience of having a younger brother t pose into your room before fortnite dancing to say good night

"Are you on drugs?" Clawing fingers pulling at my eyelids, just checking. "I'm serious, are you on drugs?"

I wish.

ur allowed to be sad/angry/scared/frustrated/bitter/etc about your physical disability btw. About not being able to do stuff u once could. About pain, fatigue, brain fog, other symptoms getting worse. About the loss.

U dont have to be an inspiration or be Tough about it all the time or even ever. Ur allowed to feel what u feel. Don't have to buy into "blessing in disguise" narrative. Don't have to go "well I'm not me without it" if thats not ur reality/experience. It's allowed to just suck and ur allowed to not want it and wish you didn't have it and wish there was a cure. Ur allowed to hate it and ur allowed to feel trapped in ur body.

You don't have to shut those feelings away and deny they exist just bc it's not how you "should be feeling".

[This is about physical disabilities specifically. If it resonates w/ u about a non physical disability that's great but please don't derail. Thank you 💛]

Creating the perfect organisation system

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This one’s been a while in the making and went through a few revisions, but here it is finally! I took a different approach to this post in both design and writing. Hope it will be helpful for you all! :)

All text and graphics are created by me, Sal @blueplaidstudies.

☞ studygram

today i woke up slightly past my alarm .

i was almost late to school but i managed to arrive before my tutor sent in the roll .

i handed in my english draft ; its nowhere near finished , but thats okay . we have to do a persuasive speech based around the relevancy of romeo and juliet .

i went to digital , but didnt do the work because it was too complicated and i was running out of ritalin .

i finished my maths assessment yesterday evening , and my teacher was proud of me .

we went to the library at lunch , and i read a scandal in bohemia .

my physics final is due tomorrow and i worked on it in class .

after school i caught the bus to work . i arrived early and there were some of my students outside colouring .

i listened to the oh hellos before working a two hour shift .

tonight i will work on my physics final and my history assessment .

tomorrow i will wake up early for school .

Yall my therapist gonna be so proud of me I actually used my crisis survival skills 🙌

why is everyhting so Boring

Thought I was getting better but oh well

But sometimes one just needs to have a sobbing breakdown to get one of their needs across ig so net positive?