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4 years ago

after midnight (teaser) || jjk & reader

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title: after midnight pairing: jeon jungkook x reader genre: angst, smut, fluff, fwb!au, fuckboy!jk, doctor!reader word count: 273 (teaser wc, full fic: tbd) prompt: jeon jungkook only likes seeing you after midnight. warnings: not really any, but the full fledged fic will include smut. a/n: :D back at it again, with another fic!! but this is a little teaser, so… :D hope you enjoy!

He only likes seeing you after midnight.

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4 years ago

𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐆𝐔𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐆𝐔𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

𝗷𝗲𝗼𝗻 𝗷𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗸𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝘆𝗽𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗰𝗿𝘂𝘀𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗿 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗯𝗲 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝘄𝗼𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝘀𝗲𝘅𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆. 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗮𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂.

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟭/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 : 𝟴𝟴𝟴

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟮/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 : 𝟵𝟳𝟮

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟯/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 : 𝟯𝟭𝟯

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟰/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 : 𝟲𝟯𝟴

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟱/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 : 𝟭𝟯𝟳𝟵

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟲/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 : 𝟲𝟰𝟮

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟳/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 : 𝟭𝟭𝟭𝟮

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟴/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 : 𝟭𝟭𝟭𝟲

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟵/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 : 𝟭𝟬𝟯𝟵

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟭𝟬/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 : 𝟰𝟴𝟲

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟭𝟭/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 : 𝟰𝟳𝟲

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟭𝟮/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 : 𝟳𝟭𝟱

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟭𝟯/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 : 𝟱𝟬𝟮

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟭𝟰/𝟭𝟰 | 𝘄𝗰 :

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4 years ago
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4 years ago
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4 years ago

waste it on me | jjk

Waste It On Me | Jjk

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→ pairings: jeon jungkook x reader

→ genre: fluff! + maybe a little bit of angst??

→ summary: freshman year of high school you were dating thirteen year old jeon jungkook. ahh.. young love. it was all fun and sweet until he suddenly left for los angeles without any explanation at all, leaving you alone and confused. ten years go by, you find yourself looking through a box of old photos from high school. there you find pictures of your boyfriend, ex.. boyfriend? you two never did breakup in the first place.. desperate for love, you asked good ‘ole twitter to help you find him again. did it work?

→ a/n: the long awaited smau is coming soon!! will start after page turner <3

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sneak peek

intro 1

intro 2

part 1 (½): so annoying

part 1 (2/2): long lost love

part 2: he was here

part 3: can i keep this one?

part 4: what could’ve been

part 5: do you remember

part 6: promise me

part 7: count me in

part 8: jealous

part 9: marsh-mallows

part 10: don’t lose faith

part 11: if it’s fate, it’s fate

part 12: third wheel

part 13: who is this

part 14: getting food

part 15: he could’ve

part 16: still squishy

part 17: kimi no na wa

part 18: love like yours

part 19: i think it’s cute

part 20: waste it on me

part 21: i’ll miss you

part 22: disgustingly cute

part 23: love is in the air

part 24 1/3: what did he ask u

part 24 2/3: hurry up

part 24 3/3: that’s a yes

part 25: maybe not

part 26: baby

part 27: surprise me

part 28: #jinjinmiyeon wedding FINALE

epilogue

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4 years ago

Roomies m.lst

Roomies M.lst

Jungkook x reader

Genre: crack, angst, fluff

Introduction

Part 1 | changing locks

Part 2 | exposed

Part 3 | but I’m gay

Part 4 | wet cheeks

Part 5 | ship war

Part 6 | caught

Part 7 | drunk

Part 8 | the aftermath

Part 9 | everyone is coming

Part 10 | just best friends

Part 11 | that look

Part 12 | moody

Part 13 | beach n stuff

End

4 years ago
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— jungkook x reader

— genre: pure fluff bc we saving the angst for a future au and low key this is a soulmate!au

— summary: you never thought you’d fall in love with the cute guy from the bus who asked for your number. well…certainly now this quickly.

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0.0. intros

0.1. johnson's 

0.2. picnic

0.3. nice to meet you

0.4. no going back now

0.5. boys will be boys

0.6. gay marriage

0.7. bonfire ready

0.8. yes way

0.9. (not) so shy

1.0. stop my heart 

1.1. pocket size

1.2. feeling was caught

1.3. angel boy

1.4. tiny

1.5. inner guk

1.6. we’re next

1.7. first anniversary

1.8. couldn’t wait (end)

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4 years ago

Jamais Vu

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Jungkook x Reader: enemy to lovers 

Warnings: Swearing, slight angst, hints of underage drinking and teenage delinquency

Premise: “There’s an opposite to déjà vu. They call it jamais vu. It’s when you meet the same people or visit places, again and again, but each time is the first. Everybody is always a stranger… Nothing is ever familiar” – Chuck Palahniuk, Choke

AKA Jungkook goes in search of the girl who got him expelled.

If you would like to give feedback or be tagged in this story please send me an ask/message 😊

👾 Intro:  Meet the Players Part 1  ||  Meet the Players Part 2 

👾 Chapter 1: So there was a Situation…

👾 Chapter 2:  …Well Fuck!

👾 Chapter 3: A World Full of Snakes 🐍

👾 Chapter 4: Ungrateful lil Shit  🤬🤬

👾 Chapter 5: Oh That’s my Angel!

👾 Chapter 6: Roger That 😎

👾 Chapter 7: The View From the Top

👾 Chapter 8: Surveillance

👾 Chapter 9: Who’s Next?

👾 Chapter 10: Apologise

👾 Chapter 11: Surprise Bitch!

👾 Chapter 12: I think the Fuck Not!

👾 Chapter 13:  I have a theory…

👾  Chapter 14: Consider it Done 😇

4 years ago

Tangled Thoughts | jjk

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“It wasn’t easy to leave your boyfriend of two years, but the constant lies made you question your relationship. You tried to move on, but you were somehow constantly tangled in his web. After being captured by an unknown, yet familiar, enemy, Jungkook wondered if he was doing the right thing by keeping his secret identity from you. Was it too late to come clean?”

🕷️ Pairing: spiderman!Jungkook x ex!reader (f)

🕷️ Genre: exes back to lovers, marvel au, crime~, angst, action/adventure

🕷️  Warnings: shooty bang-bangs (guns), slicing and dicing (knives), blood, hint of sexy time at the end, cursing, people get boo-boos (injuries), kidnapping, explosions, pow-pows (fighting)

🕷️ Word count: 10.5k

🕷️ Author’s note: I wrote this last night after spending all day reading every Spider-Kook fic I could get my hands on. I was not planning on creating this haha but… I love Jungkook. I love Spider-Man. It’s only right for me to contribute to the Jungkook spider-verse. I’ve never written a Spider-Man fic, so hopefully, it flows alright! 

Disclaimer: NOT ALL CHARACTERS ARE REPRESENTED AS HOW I SEE THEM OR REFLECT THEIR REAL-LIFE ACTIONS OR PERSONALITIES. THIS IS FICTIONAL. 

(Update Jan. 17, 2021: I have redacted Hobi as Ironman. He will not be in this story because I have other plans for our sunshine in future chapters. No, I am not anti-Hobi. Please don’t even go there. This is just what happens when you write a story spontaneously without planning out the storyline. Hoseok will appear in an upcoming chapter.)

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The air in the room felt thick. Your body was jittery and you couldn’t stop your eyes from dancing around the room. Anything was better than looking at him.

Jungkook, your latest ex-boyfriend of two years, sat in your desk chair across from you. While you could tell he was timid, he was less so than you. You weren’t sure why you even agreed to meet with him. It’s been a little over a week since you last saw him. You hated the way your heart still ached at the sight of him–hated the way your body yearned for his gentle touch on your skin. You hated that you wanted him back as soon as he came to you again. You hated how weak you were for him.

“I- I wanted to apologize,” he spoke after what felt like hours, though it was only a minute of silence in reality. You kept your gaze averted, inwardly rolling your eyes. Wanted to apologize for the hundredth time and not mean it. When you didn’t reply, he continued. “I know I have already, but… Argh,” he huffed, annoyed at his own lack of words.

“Why are you really here, Jungkook?” For the first time since he arrived, you looked at him straight in the eyes. His round, dark brown globes were filled with anxiety and hopelessness. The pain in your chest from seeing such a sorrowful expression made you want to wrap him in your arms and tell him everything would be okay. 

But it wouldn’t be.

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4 years ago
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Daily chats between you and your boyfriend, Jungkook. Let’s just say you are a lot more sassy than your boyfriend can ever be. These are just after the Wings jacket shoot pictures were released. Enjoy!

BTS fake chats and reaction requests are open!💌

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4 years ago

Crimson Park (Book 1)

Crimson Park (Book 1)

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Crimson Park (Book 1)

Author: Leonardo

Rating: 🌒⛔ (See Ratings)

Dated: 2019.11.09

Status: Completed

Genre: Contemporary

Type: Jungkook × Reader

Series: Thematic (Desperado)

Word Count: 50,000

Crimson Park (Book 1)

Crimson Park

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19 (Final)

Epilogues

Epilogue #1

Epilogue #2

Epilogue #3

Epilogue #4

Epilogue #5

Epilogue #6

Epilogue #7 (Final)

Crimson Park (Book 1)

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4 years ago
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4 years ago

[your] love's the only hoax i believe in; (m)| jjk

[your] Love's The Only Hoax I Believe In; (m)| Jjk

pairing: jungkook x you

word count: 9.5k

genre: fuckboy!jungkook, angst(kinda broke my own heart while writing ngl), smut, college au

warnings: gguk is really mean in the end, dom!jungkook, sub!reader, swearing, oral (m receiving), fingering, cum eating, groping, dirty talk, rough sex, mentions of vibrator🤡, brief spanking, size kink, multiple orgasms, protected sex, names calling, mentions of exhibitionism, jungkook kinda insults taylor swift (but oc defends her!)

summary: not in a million years you would have guessed that you'd find yourself in the arrangement of giving the biggest fuckboy on campus free tutor lessons in exchange of letting him fuck you. so, how exactly did you end up here?

a/n: i put a lot of effort and time (despite having to learn for exams 🤡) into this piece so i hope you like it!!🥺

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The squeaky sounds of your sneakers ricochets off the walls as you're marching through the hall of the university facility. You walk fast, not only because you have somewhere to be, but also because you always stroll everywhere in brisk motions. Life is rushing past your eyes just like how you are walking past the tranquil students that saunter in the hallway. The apathy that dwells upon those people were something that you secretly hankered after.

However, you really have no time to think about how they - or perhaps even everyone that surrounds you - come off as so composed and mellow because you're already two minutes too late to your study session with Jeon Jungkook. Why did past you think that you'd be able to get from your class to the library - that's in another faculty - in only five minutes? It was impossible.

After some more sprinting you find yourself in the library. It doesn't take long to spot the dark-haired guy that was gifted with those captivating eyes. He sits somewhere near the huge windows, reading something in a book before typing on his laptop. You pretend that you don't notice the small buckle of your knees when you take his whole appearance into observation, while walking towards him.

Jeon Jungkook is utterly gorgeous. He looks splendid, magnificent, imposing and so much more. Which was also the reason why you were such a stuttering mess when he suddenly approached you to ask if you could help him with some classes a few days ago. His beauty literally snapped your breath away.

,,Y/n!" an unfamiliar voice shouts into the chilly spring air, when you just left the library, a few books stapled in your arms.You turn around and search for that someone that called your name. You don't expect to be met with a pair hooded eyes that make you gulp.

It was Jeon Jungkook in his full splendour, his prestige radiating something electrifying in the air. Despite the impressiveness of his visuals that you get to ogle from up close your mind drifts off to why he knows who you are. Why does Jeon Jungkook know that you exist?

,,Uh, y-yes?" In spite of trying to come off as nonchalant your voice gives you away. There was just something about him that intimidated and let uncertainty mingle inside you.

,,You do one on one tutoring sessions, right?" he asks, expectantly waiting for your answer. The wind that picks up and sweeps his cologne into your nostrils doesn't help to organise your thoughts, they only get fuzzier.

,,Yeah..I-I offer some."

,,Good. I need some help with a few classes and Namjoon recommended you to me, said you were the best in your shared classes." Jungkook's gaze never shifts from your eyes, unlike yours because - oh wow look, what a beautiful leave there is on the ground - holding eye contact with this handsome men was just too much. ,,Of course only after him," he chuckles and that soft sound makes your eyes dart up again, the beauty of his scrunched features when he chuckles now embedded in your memory.

You try to compose yourself without him noticing that he somehow has so much impact on you without even doing something distinguishing. ,,I have a lot to do at the moment, so I have to check my schedule first." - you clear your throat to get that annoying layer of nervousness away that encases your voice - ,,It could take a while tho, because I already have a few tutoring lessons going on at the moment."

Jungkook looks baffled for a moment. He didn't think that there was a chance of you rejecting him. He wasn't aware of the fact that your were so engaged in the whole tutor thing, but it seems like you were kinda well-known for that on campus. How would he know though? Jungkook had very little interest in anything that had to do with studying. But here you are, in some extent turning him down, saying it straight into face. Jungkook couldn't pass it off like that.

,,What a shame. I was looking forward to it. I think we'd have so much fun. Y'know, you seem like you can teach me a lot." You blink. You'd have so much fun? You can teach him a lot? What was he trying to imply? ,,But I guess I should've come to you sooner, huh? At least the people you're tutoring get the bless to have you as their study guide." Why was he suddenly looking down at you with those big innocent eyes? This wasn't what you imagined him to be when you heard everyone gossip about the infamous fuckboys newest escapade at the frat house. Something softens inside you.

,,Do you mind giving me your number? O- of course only for the purpose of texting you if the tutor sessions work out!" you blurt out, gulping when you await his answer.

A grin tugs on Jungkook once he understood the meaning behind your words. ,,Absolutely."

That day you couldn't forget your little intervention with Jungkook and how his whole energy exhibited smugness and sublimity in such an effortless way - that kind of enticed you, but you wouldn't admit that - until a dreamless sleep washed over you.

So now you stand at Jungkooks table, ready to start the first tutor lesson with him. He was lucky that this one girl ended the study session two days after Jungkook approached you - because you taught her well enough that she didn't need you anymore - so you were able to slide Jungkook into her slot.

You hawk, trying to gain Jungkooks attention. You're not sure how he could be so immersed into whatever he's typing on his laptop or maybe he's mad because your 5 minutes too late, but that couldn't be the case, right? Jungkook looks up at you, a gentle smile tugging on his lips. Nope, doesn't seem to be mad at all. Good. Because your not up for a debate about how your were already so unprofessional before the study lessons even started. You weren't usually like this, you were always on time but Jungkook insisted on having the first tutor lesson on Wednesday at this time, so there wasn't even a chance that you would be punctual if you didn't get out of class earlier.

,,Hi," you greet him, tone sounding meek. You settle yourself in the seat in front of him. His eyes follow you, that grin never leaving his face. And that buzzing feeling - that flooded your bones once you saw Jungkook sitting here - doesn't leave too.

,,Hello, Y/n." Is it normal to feel shivers down your spine after someone says your name? Perhaps the essential thing is that it wasn't just someone that said your name - it was Jeon Jungkook to be clear.

,,Uh, have you sorted out some specific topics where you're lacking the most, so that we can start there?" Talking about studies and university stuff gains confidence in your voice.

When you start talking about why you're both actually here, Jungkook sighs and that sluggish smile is nowhere to be found. He thought that you'd maybe be up to some talking first, perhaps getting to know each other because Jungkook finds your shy persona somehow interesting. But as soon as you sat down you were immediately doing your job, no indication to talk to each other to at least try to establish a solid relationship to see how things are working between the two of you or whatsoever. You don't care about things like that - you're only here to help this boys difficulties that he has with getting through university.

Nonetheless, Jungkook would not settle with this kind of distant relationship. He wants to have more fun if he was already going to do something so boring voluntarily. Jungkook needs a bit more thrill at this sessions and he was glad that he reached out to you, because your innocent and timid manners oddly attract him. ,,I wrote some down," he answers.

You start grabbing your stuff from your bag, placing them on the table. ,,So," - you open a few books while your laptop powers up - ,,Where do you want to start?" Jungkook hands you a paper and you examine it briefly. ,,Aren't these like... all your classes?" you ask.

,,Yeah," he admits, rubbing his neck.

Sigh. You didn't know that Jungkook would be such a difficult case.

,,Hey, do you wanna grab takeout with me? You can choose where," Jungkook offers when you're both done and are packing your things.

,,Uhm, I pass," you retort.

While you're occupied with still packing your stuff, Jungkook freezes. He blinks several times. Did you just reject him so...casually?

When you turn back to him you perceive Jungkooks bewildered state. Oh no. That probably came off as rude. ,,It's- It's just that I'm gonna meet up with Hoseok," you clarify.

Hoseok? Jungkook recalls having someone with that name in a class. ,,You both are....?" Of course a pure and beautiful girl like you would have a boyfriend.

,,Wha- Oh, no- no! Nothing like that. He's working on a project and asked me to help him out a bit." Jungkook feels relieved. Despite having some interest in you, he would never do something with a taken girl. That was under his morals. But then again, it was already evening and you didn't plan on going home after this? How much stuff do you manage to do within a day?

,,Okay then, see you next time, gorgeous," he says, throwing his bag over his shoulder and granting you his signature smirk before strolling off.

There was a weird tingly feeling inside your stomach that you couldn't quite decipher.

Bizarrely you end up in the same situation as last time. You're coming late to your meet up with Jungkook again.

You rush to the library, pushing the heavy doors open and relishing in the warmth of the building. Then you sprint to the same desk as last time, hoping he had chosen that same spot again and yes, he luckily did. In quick steps you plump your ass on the chair in front of him, panting heavily.

,,Hi, we're gonna start from where we stopped last time?" You quickly open your bag and swiftly take your notes and books out.

,,Wow, slow down there. Maybe we just wait till your not hyperventilating anymore?" he humours.

,,I'm fine, did you open your file so we can start?" You open your books, trying to find the page, but suddenly two hands dart to yours, wrapping themselves around your wrist. You immediately stop in your tracks. Jungkooks fingers glide down to your hands and wreathes them over yours.

You don't dare to look up at him. Truthfully, you don't want to know what kind of look he has on his face. Jungkook's warmth from his hands conveys into you, your body relaxing and your agitated emotions settle themselves somewhere deep down. It takes a while for your breath to calm down since you were never actively doing any sorts of sport - despite you rush through life like you're never going to be able to finish off everything that you want to accomplish in your span of life.

Why couldn't stressing over life count as some mental sport? You're sure stressing over something burned some calories.

Jungkook notices you dark rings under your eyes, he had already seen them when he first approached you and after that, when you had your first meeting. You seem tired, worn out, but it also looks like that you don't take a break from anything. A tiny bit of guilt mingles inside Jungkook, but if the tutoring lessons that he asked you for were too much you wouldn't have accepted his request...right? ,,You're okay now?" he asks softly. You lock your eyes on his face, his caring manner confusing you.

,,Why are you being like this?"

,,Whatchu mean?"

,,You're like...really nice to me."

,,You don't give me a reason not to be," Jungkook answers, his thumbs softly grazing your skin. The soft gesture overwhelms you, making you feel a lot of good emotions all at once so you pull your hands back, fidgeting with your fingers on your lap. Jungkook nibbles at his bottom lip, withdrawing his arms from table and leaning back on his chair. ,,Why do you think I wouldn't be nice to you anyway?"

,,People talk a lot. Especially about you and your friends. And they say that you're not really friendly towards other students."

,,And you're judging me based off on other people's opinion?" Jungkook folds his arms, suddenly looking so intimidating.

,,I guess so..."

,,At least you're honest," he humours, a small smile displayed on his lips.

,,I think we can start now," you say, opening your books.

Jungkooks smile falters. He wants to learn more about you, wants to study you instead of these boring things. However, it doesn't seem like you have any interest in encountering with Jungkook if it doesn't have to do with studying. And somehow that triggers something inside him. Jungkook felt some kind of attraction towards you, but his reputation makes you back away from him.

He sighs loudly. Why is he feeling so frustrated?

,,I'm heading to the frat party, you wanna join?" You're both occupied with packing up your stuff after your fruitful session.

,,I don't really have time for that," you answer. And even if you would have time, you'd never go to the frat house. You absolutely hate parties.

,,It's Friday. Where do you possibly have to be except at home and enjoying the weekend?"

,,A guy needs my help to revision some stuff," you answer, putting your last item inside your bag, but you don't stand up yet. Jungkook had packed his things too and stays seated.

,,Just cancel him then."

,,I can't."

,,And why is that so?"

,,He recently got a letter that said he would get kicked out if his grades are not gonna get better. He's writing an exam on Monday, so I gotta help him."

,,You need to stop feeling responsible for other people's doom."

,,It's not like that," you defend yourself, even though there was a little voice in your mind that told you that Jungkook was right.

,,Yeah it is. Why are you being so delusional?" Delusional? Why was he getting so intrusive all of a sudden?

,,I just don't want him to fail. I'm just being nice, that's all. Maybe you don't know what that's like 'cause you're treating everyone like shit."

There it was. You're confronting him about his reputation again. And maybe you are right. Maybe Jungkook treats everyone like shit, but he couldn't be like that to you. Somehow Jungkook finds you different than all the other people in this stupid university and he hates the fact that you don't want to have something to do with him. It's not like he didn't notice the stares you give him when you thought he wouldn't notice because he was occupied with something. He noticed every single glance of yours. And he also hates how you drown yourself into work when it's not even your work. You're so immersed into helping other people, that you forget to take care for yourself.

,,Your levelheadedness gives one the impression that you'd be capable of having an organised life, but your not even reserving some time for you in your own damn life."

,,I am organised!" you exclaim.

He rolls his eyes. ,,Your gonna focus on that part and ignore the other stuff? Because it was true and you don't want to admit it?"

,,I don't know why my personal life should be your concern." You absolutely don't like to be confronted with how you live your life.

,,Just saying. I don't wanna pay money for study session when the tutor keeps coming late."

Jungkooks sudden offensive words infuriates you. ,,It won't happen again," you snap and grab your bag to rush out of the library.

It happened when you met Jungkook at your third meeting. (Jungkook apologised through a text message the same day he started that unnecessary fight with you and as long as he wasn't gonna come at you like that again you were fine with tutoring him.)

While you walk up to him - this time not having to rush - he notices you before you had to announce your appearance. A polite smile graces your lips while he watches you walk over to him.

,,Did you do the few tasks that I wanted you to do last time?" you ask while sliding onto your usual chair. Perhaps a little hesitance lingers in your voice, because you're still a bit awkward after that little fight you had with Jungkook. But Jungkook seems like he had already forgotten what happened and acted all natural. That soothes you a little.

Jungkook hums, eyes flickering to your cute outfit that you're wearing. Some tight fitted t-shirt - Jungkook loves the way your boobs look in it - and a regular pair of skinny jeans - Jungkook would love to see your ass in it. In conclusion; Jungkook finds you hot. ,,Yeah, I have, but there's something more important," he answers.

,,What is it?" You don't look at him, too caught up in finding your notes in your bag, but still curious as to what he is about to say.

,,I have an assignment due today and it's not finished yet."

You sigh and glance at him. ,,How far are you?"

,,I just named the google doc."

You cock a brow up. He has to be shitting you. You take another deep breath, calming your senses. ,,How much time is left?"

,,Like 3 hours?"

You're well aware of the fact that these tutor lesson do not mean that you're gonna help them doing their homework. But this idiot was really something else. You could make an exception for him, right? And by the way his eyes are looking so intently into yours you can tell that he's hoping for the same thing. ,,You know that I'm not here to do your homework with you, right?"

,,I know, but I really forgot that I had to hand it in today," he clarifies. He really did. Jungkook is glad that you were here to - hopefully - help him.

,,Okay, we can do this. Yeah, just" - you sway your hand in fast motions to gesture him to turn his laptop around - ,,Let me see what you have to write about. You're gonna hand it in on time, we just have to be quick."

,,Sit next to me," he suggests and moves the chair next to him back. You don't even think about the proximity that you're gonna have by sitting next to Jungkook, the only thing that's on your mind is to finish that essay with him.

So when you sit next to him and you're literally able to smell his intoxicating scent, a thick layer of fog loops around your mind, reminding you of your mixed emotions that you felt towards Jungkook - even though the most prominent one was the indisputable enthrallment that drew you to him.

Throughout the whole event of writing Jungkooks essay as fast as possible there is a strong tension going on between the two of you. First you misinterpreted it, thinking that the heavy air is the outcome of the little quarrel that you had. Then you thought he might be in distress because he's afraid of not being able to finish his work on time, but you quickly throw that thought away. If he would be that worried he would've started sooner with it.

You only come to the right solution when Jungkook and you stare at each other and both of you are not able to look back. The reason why the strong tension dwelled in the air are the two of you. You both are responsible for the sizzling and electrifying environment that you're in.

You're the first one to withdraw your eyes from his warm orbs, looking back at the table and being greeted with the sight of his fingers laying on yours. Oh. That's why you looked at Jungkook in the first place. You both wanted to grab the book and ended up in this situation.

You pull your hand from under his bigger one. Your cheeks are probably flushed now, but you can't force the embarrassment back. The gap between your chairs was somehow also non-existent anymore. At some point either Jungkook or you moved closer to the other one. ,,You can have it," you say, chin pointing at the book. You can feel Jungkook's burning stare from the side, but you can't look at him now. What you don't anticipate is his hand reaching down to your thigh instead of grabbing the book.

,,I have an idea," Jungkook whispers, ignoring the book completely. His deep voice triggers goose bumps all over you.

,,What is it?" You slowly dart you gaze back to him.

,,Would you let me fuck you in exchange of free study lessons?"

,,W-what?"

,,Y'know, we hook up and I get free lessons?" Okay, but that was really not what you expected when you agreed on being his tutor. But you can't deny that his questions thrills you and you actually start to ponder about it. Was there anything that could go wrong if you'd agree to fuck Jeon Jungkook? You can't come up with something, so you look into his eyes, determination set in you.

When Jungkook observes your features he knows that he got you; you would agree to the arrangement that Jungkook offered. He smirks. ,,I see, the thought of hooking up with me caught your interest, huh?" Jungkook teases. Of course he'd never loose his arrogant attitude. Asshole...really hot asshole.

,,And what benefit would I get from that? I don't have a lot of spare time anyway, so why should I give you free tutoring lessons?"

,,When was the last time you got dick?"

,,Huh?" You cheeks flush instantly. Maybe you shouldn't have asked...You relent when he doesn't stop staring at you with his brow darted up. ,,Uhmm" - you ponder about his question for a long second - ,,More than half a year?" you answer in a meek voice.

,,Oh fuck."

,,Just because you get some everyday doesn't mean that half a year is a long time," you roll your eyes.

,,No, I didn't...It was..," Jungkook trails off. He only cursed because the thought of splitting your tight little pussy open hit him. But he couldn't tell you that. ,,Just- Look, you constantly have work to do, so I think spending some time occupying yourself with something else than helping others would actually help you. And I just kinda need the money that I'm spending for this study lessons, because I'm broke...So are you up for it?"

Jungkook was broke? And despite that he still wanted the tutor lessons? You could already tell that Jungkook was mostly lost in your first session - he wasn't dumb though. It was probably because he never listened in any classes which resulted in him not knowing what was going on in any of them. Nevertheless, Jungkook is a quick learner.

,,And you don't only want this for free because I keep coming late, do you?"

,,Nah, definitely not cause of that. Just a few minutes that I had to wait for your beautiful face to show up."

Your face crimsons. ,,I mean...I could like pay-pay you back for that? Maybe with..." Your eyes shoot to his groin before settling back to to his warm orbs.

,,Are you offering me a blowjob?"

,,I mean...uh, yes?" His candid words make you feel insecure again, despite what you literally just offered him. You fidget with your fingers before huffing. ,,Why do you always have to be so direct?" Jungkooks blunt nature was making you really nervous.

,,Why? You don't like it? You don't want to hear how badly I wanna have your innocent lips wrapped around my cock?" Oh God. How did everything escalate so quickly? But you couldn’t deny the fact that you panties were dampening. Thank God that you both had finished the essay already. You hastily grab your phone from the table.

,,Your or my place? Or do you have an exhibitionism kink?" While typing on your phone you quickly shoot him a look that says something along the lines off 'You think so?' to which he responds with a chuckle.

,,I'm just gonna cancel my roommate. We were supposed to go to the cinema today with some of her friends, but...I changed my mind." Jungkook smiles at that. Finally you found him good enough that you didn't turn him - but your friend down. He's not sure why, but it felt good to know that he was currently placed high in your priority list.

,,Let's go to my place," you announce while standing up. Jungkook grins, relishing in the fact that you're hurriedly packing your things because you can't wait to get his dick between your lips.

You didn't think that you could end up in a situation like that. Feeling giddiness manifesting as you think about all the things that you could to with Jungkook once you're both at your place.

That tingly sensation that you felt in your stomach a few days ago made an appearance again. This time it felt more like some little caterpillars in your stomach, creating tingles inside you as they get ready to transform into butterflies.

~

,,Look at your small mouth wrapped around my big cock."

You're currently occupied with bobbing your head up and down Jungkook length, taking him as far as you can without gagging around him.

The rousing heat that lodged between the two of you never slackened when the two of you went to your place as quick as possible. Frankly, it did the quite opposite.

That's how you ended up so quickly on your knees as soon as you both got inside your room and Jungkook sat down on your bed. You didn't hesitate a second before dropping down on the carpet between his legs and watching him discard his pants and boxers with hungry eyes.

,,Can you take more? Hm?" Jungkook combs his fingers though your hair, the soft gesture sending shivers down your spine. You try to get more of him inside you throat, gagging when you reached your limit. You've never had someone that was as big as Jungkook - his size made your eyes nearly fall off because he is so massive - so it was no surprise for you that you weren't able to take all of him. The sounds you made while chocking on his cock spurred Jungkook even more on.

,,You're too big," you answer after pulling off, hand jacking him off in fast motions. Some strands fall onto your face as you slightly lean away, but Jungkook is quick to hold them back with his hand, creating a makeshift ponytail.

He grins down at you, enjoying to have the pleasure of seeing you in such a submissive state. ,,Too big for your little mouth, huh?" he coos, but his actions are quite the opposite from his tone when he suddenly puts pressure on your head and forces you back onto his cock. You take him willingly, opening your mouth and taking him as far as you're capable of. He holds you there, not allowing you to start bobbing your head. When you start swirling your tongue and swallow around him Jungkook throws his head back, the pleasure that you give him feeling excruciatingly good. ,,Where'd you learn to suck dick so well?" he asks through gritted teeth.

Your eyes start tearing up and soon he tugs at your hair. With a strangled moan you pop his length out of your mouth, panting heavily. Jungkook watches the graphic scene in front of him; tears brimming in your eyes, your mouth swollen from your sucking and a string of saliva connecting your full lips to his hard cock.

He already found you hot, but now you just became a thousand times more attractive in his eyes. Jungkook didn't know that you'd be up for such a messy blowjob, but the fact that your pure and innocent being had such a dirty side was doing something to him.

You duck down again, holding his cock up with your little hand and peppering kisses over his length. Then you start swirling your tongue over his sensitive tip, causing him to breath loudly through his nose. You start sucking and licking his tip while your hand picks up its movements again.

,,Fuck, feels so good, babe," he curses and perhaps if you wouldn't be sucking his dick you would have flushed at the pet name, but you're literally giving him head right now so there isn't much left for you to feel embarrassed about. You moan around his cock, making him hiss. ,,You like that pet name? Hm?"

You pop his cock out of your mouth. ,,Yeah," you mutter, ogling the way his brows are scrunched in rapture.

,,Come here," he says and grabs your arm. You hastily comply, getting up and straddling his lap.

You don't expect him to kiss you as soon as the proximity between your faces is close, but he does and you feel like you've never kissed anyone like that before. The languid movements quickly turn into a sloppy mess, consisting of lots of tongue and sharing saliva but you're just as eager to feel everything from Jungkook as he is. You moan into the kiss when he starts groping your ass through your jeans with both of his hands. The grinding on his hips come naturally when you feel your core getting wetter and wetter by the touch of his hands.

,,Get these pants off," he tells you after retracting from the kiss.

You stand up, discarding the tight pants and jumping on his lap once you threw it away somewhere. Now that there isn't much of a barrier left between his cock and your aching core - only your flimsy panties - the longing to finally feel his dick buried inside of you gets almost agonising. That's why you start grinding your hips on his groin again, relishing the feel of his hard member sliding against your clothed heat.

,,Shy girl is so turned on, isn't she?" God, yes. You weren't turned on like this for such a long time.

When you feel his finger pushing you panty to the side and starting to slide it through your folds you squirm above him. Jungkook watches how you whole expression switches into pure pleasure and he didn't even start touching the most sensitive parts yet. Jungkook starts toying with your swollen clit that ached to get attention. ,,Oh," you squeak and close your eyes. Your hands that are wrapped around his shoulders wander to tug at his hair on the nape of his neck.

,,Fuck, you're so responsive," he utters and doesn't stop drawing circles on your clit. Two fingers slide down to your hole, his thumb still flicking on your bundle of nerves while he slowly plunges his fingers in. You're tight. You're so fucking tight. Jungkook has to gulp. He zests in the way your walls make room for his fingers and asks himself how your little pussy is going to take his cock later on, but he has a feeling that your gonna take cock as good as you give head.

You whimper when his fingers are as deep as they can go. ,,Want me to make you cum?" You open your eyes and are met with his brown orbs already staring back at you.

,,Uh-huh," you nod. He doesn't wait any longer. Jungkook picks ups a steady rhythm with his fingers, his thumb never stopping the circling on your clit. He crooks his fingers, finding that sweet spot of yours that makes you cling onto him, pressing your body against his. The slick sounds of your pussy getting fucked by his fingers tinkles in your room. Jungkook movements are rapid, eager to make you come undone before he's going to fuck you brainless.

The consequence to your receptivity is that you reach your high pretty quickly. You're not entirely sure if it's really because it had been a long time since someone else than you had gotten you off or if it was due to Jungkooks skilled fingers that found all the right spots inside of you. ,,Jungkook!" You squirm on top of him, head resting on his shoulders and clinging onto him with dear life. You need a few seconds to calm down from that high.

,,You made such a mess on my fingers," Jungkook comments when he withdraws them from your quivering hole. You lean back, watching how he stares at his fingers that are covered in your arousal. You bite your lip. That was a lot. His digits are practically shining. Jungkook suddenly wraps his lips around his fingers, cleaning them with his mouth. Oh fuck. That looks so hot. ,,Taste so sweet." You smile coyly at his compliment. Once he's done with cleaning his fingers, he pulls your shirt over your head, making quick work in getting your bra off too before throwing them both away. ,,Shit, look at these tits."

He stares at them with amazed eyes, instantly groping your flesh. After squeezing, rolling your nipples between his fingers and teasingly tugging at your them, he leans down to flick his warm tongue against your hardened bud. You moan, fingers cascading through his hair as he gives your breasts attention. ,,How do you want it?" Jungkook asks after sucking on your bud, leaning to your other boob to give it the same recognition.

,,Uh, I don't know...," you mumble, the unexpected question making you feel jittery.

,,Any preference?" he mutters against your flesh.

When you feel the fan of his breath against your sensitive nipple you take a shaky breath before answering. ,,I like it rough...," you admit.

As if on cue Jungkook suddenly holds your by the hips and pushes you on the bed, your back landing on the soft duvets. You squeal at the sudden movement. Jungkook tugs your panties down and spreads your legs to make room for himself. He sits back on his heels, tugging his shirt from his body in a swift motion. Oh wow. His abs.

Then he comes down again, aiming for your neck and places wet kisses over your skin. He nibbles on your skin, gently sucking at it. You sigh in contentment. His mouth feels so good. You graze your hands over his chest, your fingers sliding over his abs. But then he abruptly stiffens above you.

,,Fuck, please tell me you have condoms," he says after retracting from your neck. You think you have never seen him that desperate before.

You chuckle at his expression. How fun would it be to say that your have none? But his expression tells you enough to know that he isn't up for teasing right now, because he's genuinely concerned that he's not goonna be able to fuck you.

,,I have some in my nightstand," you answer, watching how his whole face lights up in relief. Jungkook bends over to your nightstand, his shoulder coming very close to your face. You wrap one arm around his neck, skimming your digits over his skin till they stop at his shoulder. The sounds of his impatient hands rummaging through your drawer rings through the room.

,,You have a vibrator?!"

,,Huh?!"

Your head shoots to him. What was his hand doing in that drawer? Once you realise what's happening your whole being gets drenched in downright mortification.

,,Oh my God," he utters as he grabs a hold of your pink little vibrator and sits back on his heels.

,,Not that drawer you idiot!" you yell, clasping your hands on his body to get him away from your nightstand, but of course you have no chance against his weight. Jungkook looks at the vibrator completely astonished while you're cheeks flush in a really dark shade. ,,Get your dirty fingers away from that, Jungkook."

He darts his eyes to you. ,,Am I the one with the vibrator or you? Who's the dirty one now, huh?" The desire to whip that stupid smirk on his face away is really strong.

,,Why would you open the second drawer before looking inside the first one? Why do you have to be like that?" you whine.

,,Well, it's your poor choice of finding a hiding spot for it," he retorts, that stupid thing still in his hand.

,,Just put it back and open the first drawer," you roll your eyes.

,,No, wait- can we please use it?" he asks, like a little kid trying to persuade his mum to buy him a toy.

,,No."

,,No?"

,,No."

,,But we could have so much fun with it," he tries to allure you.

,,We're not using a vibrator, Jungkook. Put it back."

,,Fine," he sulks, reaching for the drawer to put it back to its place.

Once he grabs the condom and wraps it around his member, he is finally where you long for him the most. Jungkook grazes his mushroom tip over your folds, spreading your arousal all over your pink pussy lips. He nudges your clit, causing you to arch your back at the sensitivity. ,,Please," you pant, eyes closing when he doesn't stop toying with your clit.

,,Want my cock? Hm?" You nod vigorously, but that's not enough for him. He lets go of his hold on his cock - making you shudder when the friction on your bundle of nerves is gone - and squishes your cheeks between his fingers. ,,Use your words." Jungkooks finger loosen their hold so you're able to talk properly.

,,Please fuck me."

,,Mhm, shy girl knows how to use her dirty words, huh?" he teases and you bite your lip in embarrassment. Jungkook coaxed words out of your mouth that you never said out loud before. His hand leaves your face and starts aligning his throbbing cock against your entrance. Jungkook slowly pushes in, his thick tip pushing your walls apart. He intently watches how his dick vanishes in your quivering hole, moaning once your warmth is swathed around his entire length. You whimper beneath him, his big member reaching spots that you didn't know of. ,,Look at this tight pussy taking my cock so well," he breathes, leaning down to kiss and suck on your neck while you adjust to his size.

,,I think you can move now," you say after a while, wrapping your legs around his body. You arch your back when he teasingly rolls his hips into you.

,,You think you can take this?" he asks and places kisses along your jaw. Before you could say anything he already bottomed out and snapped his hips back again, the sharp thrust jolting your body up but Jungkook is quick to hold you down by your waist. You moan loud, his cock stretching you so deliciously.

Jungkook doesn't stop once he started thrusting his length in fast motions inside your greedy warmth. Your walls clench around him in a desperate attempt to keep his throbbing cock inside of you.

,,Fuck, you're squeezing me so hard." Jungkook peers down, eyeing the heavenly sight of his dick vanishing inside your hole before bottoming out and seeing your arousal sticking to the condom. Your fingers claw on his biceps, creating little marks with your nails on his glowing skin. Jungkook nuzzles his face in the crook of your neck, his loud breathing right next to your ear. His tones sound so sinful and hot, causing to shoot a new gush of arousal right down your core.

,,Feels so good," you mumble, eyes rolling back. The lush titillation that Jungkook provides, fosters the knot in you stomach to flourish in a rapid way, even though you came only minutes ago. Your words cause Jungkook to sit back on his heels, determined to make you feel even better. He grabs your calves, pushes them your legs to your upper body and practically bends you in half. His rattling tempo never slows down, only changing into harder thrusts. Jungkook brings both of your ankles on his shoulder and then leans down to capture your lips in a languid kiss.

The new position allows his cock to go deeper, creating pleasure in places where you've never felt anything like that before. 

When Jungkook withdraws from the kiss he gets mesmerised by the way your boobs jiggle in owing to his harsh jolts. You're a moaning mess beneath him, your body intoxicated by all the sensations that Jungkook is able to give you.

,,Who would have thought that you're so dirty in bed?" Jungkook asks as he palms your breast, kneading the flesh in his hand. You only mewl at his words, the pleasure overtaking everything of you. ,,Pretending to be shy and then wanting to get fucked like a dirty slut," he spits, pinching your nipple.

And when Jungkook suddenly start fondling with your little clit, there are no coherent thoughts in your mind anymore. There's only Jungkook and his huge cock ramming inside you. ,,Fucking look at you- are you enjoying this? Enjoying being a little slut for me?"

,,Yes," you keen, eyebrows furrowed. ,,Yes, yes, yes!"

,,That's what I fucking thought." His thumb picks up on speed, the slippery sounds of your pussy mixing so well together with the sound of his skin slapping against yours. ,,Are you gonna cum for me?" You look into his orbs filled with lust -  your sight shimmery due to the tears that brimmed your eyes - and nod at his question. You were so close to finally fall from the edge and reach pure felicity. ,,Use your fucking words," Jungkook scolds you.

,,I- I'm close," you whimper, hands grazing over his back. He grunts, loving the way your nails scrape at his skin.

,,You're gonna cum all over my cock? Cream all over me?" You try to utter something like 'yes' but when that particular push of his hips hits you so deep, you're not able to say any intelligible word. At this point your a stuttering and whimpering mess under his athletic body, your mind fogged with clouds of pure appetency. Your legs shake uncontrollably and Jungkook lets them fall back on the bed again. He's fucking you through your high while your squirming beneath him, the pleasure overtaking all your limbs.

,,Fuck, that's it. That's it, babe," he praises, placing kisses on your collarbone. His thumb still flickers on your clit and you reach down to push his hand away, the friction on your clit too much for you to handle after your high.

You pull his head up to your face, pressing your lips against his. His soft lips feel like they're meant for you to kiss. Somehow kissing Jungkook felt oddly right. He moans into the kiss, his deep tones weirdly calming your senses. When the post-orgasm bliss gradually fades away, you notice the unsteady rhythm that Jungkook  fucks you with and you know that he's about to cum too.

,,Can I cum on your ass?" he asks, his eyes roaming over your features. Your fucked out state elicits the urge to cum so badly, but Jungkook  doesn't want to cum in this stupid condom.

,,Uh, sure," you answer and within a second he grabs your hips and turns your around, his cock slipping out of you in that procedure. Jungkook pulls you up by the waist and you steady yourself on your elbows, arching your back for him. You're not sure why Jungkook wants to cum on your ass and maybe you feel a tiny bit exposed to have him behind you without seeing him, but at this point you don't care anymore.

,,Shit, this ass looks so damn hot," he mutters through gritted teeth while jacking himself off. You tilt your head - staring at your headboard seemed quite boring while he finishes off behind you - and the sight that greets you makes you bite your lip.

Jungkooks eyes are focused on your ass, one hand kneading your flesh before spanking it. His other hand is tightly wrapped around his length, moving in rapid motions. He doesn't need long till he reaches his high too - the white spurts hitting your ass cheeks after a few seconds. Jungkook was on edge since you oh so innocently offered him a blowjob in the library.

His head falls back, a low moan leaving his mouth. Oh fuck. He looks so ethereal, like the most beautiful boy that only existed in your dreams. But he's right behind you - that boy that you secretly wished for is not in your dreams anymore, he's with you.

Jungkook slows his movements on his cock and soon he collapses next to you. Your elbows also yield in and you lay down on your belly, chin propped up on your forearm. You watch how his body moves due to his hard breathing, until he shifts and lays on his back. His eyes immediately catch your stare and a shy smile tugs at your lips.

,,I'm still lowkey sad that we didn't use your vibrator," he admits. That was definitely not what you expected to hear and definitely not what you wanted to be his first words after you both finished with what you just did. You mumble a 'Please be quiet' and close your eyes. That situation was already embarrassing enough, you don't want to talk about it now. ,,But like- that caught me so off guard. That doesn't fit in with the image I have in mind of you." His hand tucks a strand of hair behind your ear.

,,And what did you think about me?" you ask, genuinely curious to what he is about to say.

,,Do you listen to Taylor Swift?" When you only give him a confused stare he explains himself. ,,I don't know, I kinda thought you would listen to someone like her. Y'know country music and stuff like that."

,,Wha- if you don't want me to write a ten pages essay about how Taylor's music is one of be best in the whole music industry, please shut your mouth," you answer offended.

,,Getting feisty? Do you want a second round?" he teases and nudges your arm with his hand.

,,Jungkook!" you chide. He chuckles, enjoying how easy it was to tease you and make your cute cheeks flush.

Suddenly you hear the door of your dorm opening and then closing again. You're immediately alarmed. ,,Put your clothes on!" you whisper in a firm tone, pushing him out of your bed.

He scrunches his eyebrows in confusion and your pushing caught him so off guard that you're actually able to make him fall out of bed.Thomb. ,,Ouch," he hisses. You don't even pay Jungkook attention as you get out of bed yourself - not falling ass first on the floor unlike someone else - and search for your clothes. Jungkook stands up and does the same, still not quite understanding why your roommate coming home means that you have to stop laying in bed naked.

,,Y/n!" Jia - your roommate - exclaims.

You already have your underwear on - not like Jungkook who's still occupied with getting his boxers on - and duck your head through a random shirt just as the door to your room opens.

,,I brought a burger and-" Jia stops in the middle of her sentence when she takes the current situation in. ,,You...," she trails off. Jia  looks at Jungkook - who is still shirtless - and then at you, hair a complete mess. Her eyes suspiciously linger a tiny bit longer on Jungkooks abs. ,,You cancelled me so you could hook up with him?" Her tone sounding accusatory.

You're speechless. How are you gonna tell her that you couldn't say no when Jungkook  offered that arrangement and then you kinda offered a blowjob and then you...ended up in this weird situation. You look at Jungkook , hoping that he maybe has something to say, but he doesn't indicate to say anything. ,,Uh-"

,,I taught you so well, Y/n," she suddenly beams. Oh? Your dumbfounded state makes her giggle. ,,I brought you some burger and fries. I'll put them on the counter. Sorry for interrupting!" And with that she's gone.

You feel Jungkooks stare on you, so you quickly explain your behaviour. ,,I just didn't want her to see... You know...We were naked...in bed."

,,There are duvets on your bed, did you know that?" he mocks and pulls his shirt on.

,,I know, but I don't want her to see us in bed."

,,You're an adult, y/n. Of course she knows that you have sex life." You nibble at your bottom lip. He's right, but you'd still get embarrassed of that regardless. ,,Fuck, why do I find it so hot when you get shy?" You look at him surprised. He chuckles when he retorts your expression. ,,I'll get going now, yeah?" Jungkook steps closer, petting the back of your head. You nod, mesmerised by his eyes. He smiles, leaning down to give your forehead a little kiss.

As you watch Jungkook leave the room you feel butterflies freely flying around in your stomach.

A few weeks pass. In those weeks Jungkook and you...fuck a lot - without your vibrator. Jungkook still reacts sulky every time he asks if you'd could use it though, doe eyes and pursed lips intently awaiting your answer. Nonetheless, you never changed your answer.

The study sessions weren't held in the library anymore, you both decided that your room was much more comfortable. Which was also a reason why you both neglected studying a bit because it seemed like when you both are alone inside a room you can't concentrate on the studies. Though you scolded Jungkook a lot of times - telling him to focus on what you're trying to teach him - your nagging didn't have an effect for a long time. Approximately 5 minutes after pretending like you both were able to ignore the burning desire you were all over each other again. You both just couldn't resist each other.

,,Fuck, you need to be on top way more often," Jungkook pants. You don't say anything to that, pushing his body down as you try to wiggle out of his hold he has on your hips, but he doesn't budge. ,,Let me hold you," he mutters and nuzzles his head in the crook of your neck, hands wrapped around your back.

You try to control your breath, toying with the hair on the nape of his neck. ,,Why are you still hard?" you question after realising that his cock didn't soften despite cumming like two minutes ago.

,,Do you realise how good your tits look when you're on top?"

,,I'm not up for a third round," you say drained and ignore his compliment. You already felt exhausted after the first time. He grumbles something against your neck. ,,Jungkook, we had two rounds already," you remind him. He says something like 'want more of you' but stills relents and lays you down on the bed beside him. You close your eyes and feel Jungkooks fingers tracing over your ribcage. 

The past weeks were surprisingly pretty chilly and calm, despite having spent so much time with Jungkook. Jungkook gave you a reason to really let yourself take a breath. Slow your pace, slow your rhythm and finally slow down your excessive need in burying yourself under so much work. You are a work alcoholic, never learned to take a break from your duties. You know you need to suspend from your proceedings sometimes, buy you just couldn't. Not until you met Jungkook. He showed you how to live normal again.

,,Do you want to come to the frat party with me?" he asks after a while. Jungkook's voice is soft, finding a way to wrap itself around your heart. It doesn't need to search for your heart tough. Jungkook was already embedded in there, whether you like it or not.

,,Parties are not really my scene, you know that."

,,Well, studying wasn't mine either and look were I am now."

You roll your eyes. ,,I just don't fit in there. I don't even know anyone there."

,,I could introduce you to some people," he offers.

,,No, it's fine. I already went there a couple of times when I started my first year here, but...I don't know. Most of the people here are just different than me and no matter how much I  tried to make myself fit in it just didn't work...I tried to be nice to them and kinda...you know, give them my love but there was always nothing in return."

,,I see, that's why you only have nerdy friends?" his hand reaches up to cup your cheek. You only roll your eyes at his comment. It wasn't even like you would call these people actual riends. ,,Namjoon's practically always up your ass," Jungkook says.

You giggle. ,,That's no true."

,,Yeah, think whatever you want," he retorts, a small smile on his lips. He withdraws his hand from your body and gets up to gather his clothes. A questions lingers in your mind. Something that you already wanted to ask him so many times, but always backed away because you were took afraid of the outcome.

You slip under the covers when your naked body started to freeze due to the lack of his warm body next to yours. When you watch him put on his last piece of clothes - his abs vanishing behind his white shirt - you can't prevent yourself from asking. You just don't want Jungkook to go now. ,,Do you want to stay over?"

Your questions hangs heavy in the air. Jungkook's body stiffens while he waa occupied with putting his laptop back into his bag. He turns around to face you. Jungkook never stayed over before. He always left after you both were done. But after a while you secretly wished that he would stay with you.

You had slipped under the covers to warm you up, but somehow your body only gets colder.

He looks at you and you look at him. The expression on his face is unreadable, but you can't back away now. The air that once had that ecstatic and giddy feeling whirling around the room was no longer there anymore. You had ruined it with your intrusive behaviour. ,,You know that this whole arrangement is only fucking right?" His face representing nothing but coldness.

,,Y-yeah, of course I do." You gulp.

,,Good." Jungkook grabs his bag, scooping it up his shoulder. ,,I'm gonna head to the frat party to have some fun," he announces. ,,See you." He doesn't spare you another glance. Pure hurt buzzes through your body.

This time you watch him leave with a hollow feeling inside you.

You had started to like Jungkook. From the very beginning you felt some attraction towards him, but after being so close and intimate there was no way that you could stop your heart from beating faster every time his warm eyes looked at you.

A few hours pass. You don't do much. You occupy yourself with your phone to try to escape the reality, to forget in what kind of misery you brought to yourself. But then you make the mistake of checking Instagram after watching several YouTube videos.

It's Jungkook Instagram Story. First it's a picture of a random blonde girl that you don't know, a red cup with alcohol in her hand and the background full of people. The next is a video, the camera is pointed at a wall but then it turns around, showing Jungkook and that blonde girl heavily making out. The girl giggles after Jungkook palmed her breast with his other hand. There are more Storys that he posted, but you close your phone instead of watching them. There are already enough tears that started running down your cheek.

You aren't sure if this was the first time that Jungkook did something with another girl while your arrangement thing was going on or if he was hooking up with other girls for the whole time. You never really talked about it and you also never dared to ask. You were too scared of his answer. Jungkook wasn't yours. He could do whatever he wanted to do, but you just had this little feeling inside you that he somehow also shared your feelings. That his heart also started beating faster when he saw you looking at him. But apparently you were wrong with that assumption.

Why did it ever cross your mind that you both could somehow be compatible? It was ridiculous how you could trick yourself into a chimaera just because you were always hopelessly aiming for a secretly desired wish. So there was no surprise that your aspiration to get Jungkook like you back - really, just a tiny little bit that you wanted him to like you back - was immediately crushed. You couldn't pretend like it didn't hurt.

You put your phone away and close your lights. You try to sleep but instead you lie awake, wondering what the hell you're doing wrong.

The next day your not walking around campus like you have a specific destination in mind. Your walk is slow and you don't even care if you would come late to class. You're tired. So tired of everything.

You have a lot of time to think while you're sauntering in the hallway. And when you think back about the whole situation with Jungkook, you come to a realisation. The butterflies in your stomach are dead. His rejection burned down their silly hope for love.

Jungkook hurt you, but at least he proved you right in one matter; you'd never be enough for anyone.

4 years ago

Burning for love; JJK [02]

Burning For Love; JJK [02]

Contests: Smut, like a little heavy, but just a little, this just started, dirty talk, supernatural, romance, fluff and another painfully unedited chapter.

Pairing: Werewolf!alpha!jungkook x Omega!reader

Summary: A handsome man is hunting you in the dreams world, making every day more difficult to repress the need to come and find him in the middle of the night to submit yourself to his every wish.

Requests: ON

A/N: Hello little ones, I’m really sorry about this chapter because don’t know if this is what you were waiting for but mainly for the time that I promised before but it actually took me more than I thought and this is a tiny bit longer than what I was used to, so hope this makes something for you, thank you for reading! 😭😭😔😔🥺🥺💖💖

Burning For Love; JJK [02]

Jungkook wasn’t feeling himself that day and the fact that he did’t really knew what was happening with his mind was not really great, all that plus that attitude of yours adopted after knowing the truth behind the bond between your (by that time) unknown mate, so after that one and only night that you let him have you for himself and just himself he knew that he would never had enough of you. Ever since he was just a little pup learning how to shift, watching you so timid, behind your mom’s legs, smaller in size than him and afraid that you wouldn’t be able to have friends, but in fact every single one of the pups around you wanted to be your friend, your glow was just like that, so attracting even as a kid but sometimes you were a little overwhelmed with the attention, almost on the verge of tears, even at that time, being so little old he would feel the need to drop everything he was doing and just held you, maybe a little kiss on the cheek, but just with you, he would cringe if he had to kiss other girls cheek, he wanted to protect you. So his mother knew before himself, and she would just watch with heart eyes, eventually she would explain to him the paths that the moon weaves on her own to reunite two souls destined to be one, and he thought he was dreaming, but he had to wait, until you were ready. You were always good friends, not too close since you were still too shy, just enough to let him scent you every now and then, let him walk you home and even held your hand in the way to end with just a tiny hug but he started to grow up and since he was two years older than you he presented as an alpha first, he had to learn what a heat was, the pain of being incapable of touching you and showing you how much he wanted to spend his life with you, the pain that caused by having you so close but so far away. His mother and father were watching with concern and living the difficulties with him, everything was tolerable until Jungkook turned eighteen, his wolf becoming stronger and more demanding, clawing at him to come and get you but a little part of his brain reminded him that you were only sixteen and not prepared yet, so his parents, with the intention of distracting his mind sent him away to a camp were other future pack leaders trained to make the best of their abilities and it actually worked, but when he was back, a year and a half later, you being a young lady with new fucking aromas, it felt like you were a damn drug, your hormones changed and you were almost ready, but he couldn’t do anything about his desire so he walked away from you and you thought that he hated you, that somehow he changed his mind about you all this time by himself but boy, you couldn’t be more wrong. You tried, you really tried, tried to forget about how he scented you, kept an eye on you in case you would need help, little gazes around, expressing something without the need of words, tried to forget his puppy eyes and that pretty smile of his, not even mentioning the protective bubble that somehow he manages to create for you, but when you thought that every little detail was finally out of your mind your omega blood kicked you in the ribs and the dreams started to come and go, your mind understanding all the feelings that you had with him, but you didn’t wanted it that way, you wanted to be paired with someone simple, just like you, not really wanting to be the center of attention and being with Jungkook just meant getting hateful glances from the pretty omegas around, Jungkook was wanted in more that one way and transporting both of your thoughts to right now, this moment, you wrapped around his hard body as if your life depended on it, reminded you that after all you would be the one he held at the end of the day, always.

It’s to this point that you don’t have idea how both of you ended in what you supposed is his room or at least a place where he spends a lot of time, judging only by the incredible and strong scent of him everywhere.

“Don’t worry my pretty angel, I built this place just for you. I knew since the very first moment I laid eyes on you that you will be mine and a good alpha is the one who takes good care of his omega, right?”

If your mind was gone before now you feel like floating, but at the same time all that’s in your mind is him, him, him and him alone.

He’s caressing your cheek while he’s talking, the timbre of his voice like silk hugging your sense of hearing, your sense of touch screaming for you to past your fingertips between his silky hair strands and to trace his lips, your sense of taste aching to know every single one of his flavors and your sense of smell… Oh hell, that blessing of a powerful sense of smell, sometimes a blessing and sometimes a curse, but right now there’s nothing more pleasant for the omega blood running through your veins than that, you wish you could melt with him, right now you feel like its not enough, even with you straddling him, nose buried deep in his scent gland and rubbing yourself on him.

“Pretty girl is having a hard time, isn’t she, where do you want me to touch, huh, honey?”

You couldn’t wait any longer so instantly after he finished that words your hand took his to tease yourself a little, closed eyes while you traveled his hand in the middle of your chest, down your tummy and finally over your hot and aching center.

“Gods above, I swear I can smell every little detail, have I triggered your rut sweet baby?”

You felt like simple jello between the fingers of your seductive lover.

“You want me to rub you over all this layers of clothes, don’t you want me to use my mouth on this glorious cunt of yours, knock you up with a healthy litter of pups, with this amazing tits to drink from, gods, such a dream for your alpha”

There wasn’t any rational thoughts in your mind right now, everything was kind of too much, the roughness of the sheets under both of you, the roughness of his fingers, everything was too hot.

“You made me wait so long for you. My little omega does not have idea of the pain I used to feel just by seeing you smile and blush, felt like a sin to me, smelling like one too”

By the time he’s saying that he was changing positions kneeling you right in front of his pretty thighs.

“I’m really sorry for you puppy, but you will have to wait just like me back then”

You were slightly confused, since your mind was all over your man and suddenly losing his warm touch when he kneel you before him.

“Touch me now little one, touch me with that silky hands, put that pretty mouth of yours on me”

You were gone again, you have never sucked someone off but you were entirely being guided by the heat of the moment and natural instincts.

“Pull me out of the pants angel”

You did as you were commanded, a pretty long length was released in front of your eyes, making you salivate just at the mere view, flushed and veiny, definitely pretty.

“What should I…”

Jungkook could only smile at you with that beautiful glint in the eyes, possessiveness.

“Lick me sweet angel, as if I was your favorite sweet”

Once again you obeyed the orders of your alpha, licking a stripe up his pretty cock just to add a little suck to the dripping head, making him release a loud moan, hands instantly grabbing your hair and guiding your head up and down.

“So good baby, such a good girl, little obedient bitch for the one who owns you, suck a little harder baby, not gonna break”

You did it and he let his head fall back, letting you see his neck, his Adam’s apple bob, more veins appearing in his perfect skin but what caught your eye was a single and simple little place, where you knew he had his scent glands, your little heaven in other words, guided just by the thought of it your canines started to grow in size, wanted to mark what was by the law of the moon yours, but snapped back to reality when you heard him hiss in pain, making him met you worry eyes.

“Hey little one, careful there, it hurst a little bad if you use that fierce canines, you will get what you want if I think you deserve that, so work hard”

His eyes were telling you to behave and to keep going so you attached your lips once more to the head of his length licking and sucking what he had to offer for you, taking little breaks to just breathe a little deeper, only for him to grab again your head and stuffed your mouth full, rough and encouraging him to just go deeper, choking you.

“That’s right sweet angel, choke on that cock, hurt a little that throat of yours just for tomorrow to remember that your big bad aloha did it”

He was loosing himself a little too quickly without giving you nothing, so he separated you from his core, watching with love and lustful eyes the way his cock was connected to your lips by a mixture of his precum and your saliva.

“Bring yourself over here precious thing and let me have a taste of you”

Legs guided purely by the desire burning inside your body, not even thinking twice and throwing yourself in the mattress , imagining already the worship of your beloved mate, shyness suddenly hitting you hard and attempting to close your legs and hide your burning core from hungry eyes.

“Come on sweet girl, don’t be so shy when seconds ago you were all over my cock, I will show you exactly how perfect I am for you so you don’t have that stupid ideas again, of giving yourself to another wolf, even knowing that you will always end up in my arms.”

You frown, taken aback by the little sentence at the end.

“How did you…?”

You were a little surprised that he somehow found out that little comment you have made to one of your closest friends, you had made it without thinking, full of anger after you found out who was you alpha.

“You thought that I would never now?, that little comment that made want to rip every throat in my way, especially the one of that little weak alpha you compared me with…He would never have a female like you, only because you are mine, mine and mine alone, remember that we are connected honey, anywhere you go my senses will be right behind you, that’s a little of how much you drive me crazy and you have to always remember that the moon never makes mistakes”

After that sentence he buried his head deep between your legs, licking a long stripe in that delicate and most intimate part of your body making you look up at the ceiling and letting out the most lustful moan in your short life but the fact that you wasn’t looking right at him while he ate you out with all the love and the possessiveness in the world made him mad enough to suck harder and harder on the sensitive bundle of nerves situated right in the center of your core, taking out of you a little groan of pain, not being prepared for his rough teeth and tongue.

“Look at me my sweet angel, why don’t you want to see your alpha praised your body, watch me prepare you to be the mother of my pups, oh yes honey I know you would raise them well, gods above, our pack will see you so pretty with a big baby bump and smelling of me everywhere”

And at this point you wanted everything he wanted, he was yours and you were his, his desires and dreams were also yours, wherever he went you would be right by his side, expecting to fill any need that he might have, as soon as he bruised your skin with that fangs of his, marking you for life, there will be no return.

Burning For Love; JJK [02]

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Burning For Love; JJK [02]

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4 years ago

no turning back part |01|

secret agent!jungkook x fem reader/oc

s2l, secret agent au.

word count: +3.1k.

genre: fluff, action, smut, angst.

in this chapter: action, maybe fluff at the end¿

warnings: mentions of blood, cursing.

Summary: What it seemed to be a normal day turned out into something that was supposed to happen only in the movies. You just wanted a coffee, you didn’t ask to get involved with a secret agent who was escaping from the mafia.

Now he didn’t only have to save his life but yours too, and he was going to keep you safe whatever it takes.

mlist

No Turning Back Part |01|

If you told your mom you woke up at 9am this morning she would be laughing at you in the face because she wouldn’t believe it. For as long as you remember you’ve never been a morning person and you still aren’t, but you wanted a change in your life.

No matter how much you love staying inside the walls of your apartment and do nothing all day before collage starts, you knew that you needed to start doing something more productive than challenging yourself to see how fast you can finish watching all seasons of friends.

Still in bed you stretched your arms over your head before sitting up as fast as a lightning. If you stay lying down in bed for a few more seconds, you would be asleep already. No matter how much you'd love to continue sleeping, you promised yourself that you were going to at least try to change your daily routine for today.

Maybe you end up enjoying it and it becomes your new way to spend your days, or maybe today ends up being a disaster, who knows?

Unlike always, you decide to make your way to the kitchen and prepare some breakfast for yourself and your roommate.

Jimin has been your bestfriend, just like his mom and yours, for as long as you have memory, so you could say that both of you met when you didn't even know how to walk, because yes, your mothers got pregnant around the same time.

You’ve went to kindergarten together and since then you are inseparable, you always knew you would end up living together after finishing high school, you are glad to have such a good friend by your side, he is like the good and nice brother you never had.

You took all the time you needed to prepare some waffles because it was his favorite thing to eat in the morning, and once you were done you waited for him in the kitchen.

You knew he was going to be up soon since you always hear his alarm ringing at 10am, it was useless to wake him up five minutes earlier considering he would definitely kill you if you did, because just like he always says, every second counts when it comes to sleeping and you totally agree.

Five minutes later his alarm went off and you couldn’t help but laugh at the sound, it was an audio of Seokjin, a friend of both of you, basically screaming from pain because he had lost a bet and he had to shave his thing with wax, such a drama queen.

You didn’t know why would he like to start the day by listening to his friend yelling though.

It took him just seconds to meet you in the kitchen.

“Who are you and what did you do to my friend?” you narrowed your eyes pretending to be offended at him.

“Shouldn’t you say good morning to your bestfriend? you bastard. I guess I’ll eat your waffles then” you grabbed his plate and put it closer to you.

“Don’t dare you” he grabbed it and put it back where it was before you took it. “But seriously, what’s going on? Why are you awake so early? Do you feel well?” he got closer to you and touched your forehead to check your temperature, he was really something else.

“I’m fine Jimin, I just wanted to actually do something today” you said and took a bite of your breakfast.

“So what are you going to do then?” he sat in front of you and started to eat his waffles as well.

“I don’t know yet, I’ll see later. Maybe we can go do something together” you offered him.

“Sorry I can’t today” he said with his mouth full of food. You hated when he did that, but you eventually got used to it.

“Do you have plans for today?” you tried to raise an eyebrow but it didn’t work.

“I’m meeting someone” he talked so fast that you almost didn’t hear him.

“What?” you chocked on your food.

“I have a date” you didn’t see that coming but you were so happy for him.

“Finally. I understand now why you’ve been smiling at your phone like an idiot these past few days” you both finished eating and left the dirty dishes in the sink.

“I’ve not done that” you swear you could see him blushing. “Anyway I’m going to take a shower and then I’ll go out” he rushed to the bathroom.

He left before you had the chance to ask him more about his date, he knew you well.

You didn’t know what to do next, and now that you were going to be alone almost all day it was going to be hard not getting bored.

You went back to your bedroom and grabbed your computer. Two episodes of friend wouldn’t hurt anyone right?

It ended up being more than just two episodes but since it was still early you still had lot of free time for later.

It was around 2pm, but you weren’t really hungry at the moment, and you didn’t feel like cooking either, usually you’d cook for Jimin and yourself, but since he was gone for the day it wouldn’t be necessary to prepare something to eat.

Instead you would drink some coffee. Everyone who knows you knows your love for caffeine as well, it’s the only hot drink you like, and the fingers in your right hand wouldn’t be enough to count how many cups you could easily drink in one day.

Jimin is constantly warning you about how bad for your health can be if you keep drinking this crazy amount of caffeine, however even if you tried to be more moderate, it wouldn’t work, maybe you are actually addicted to caffeine.

You headed to the kitchen for the second time in the day. You got surprised when you noticed that you ran out of coffee. How could it be possible? You were sure that there were still some bags left yesterday.

Anyway, you saw the positive side of the situation and instead of going to buy more coffee bags, you were going to a new coffee shop which had opened just a few days ago close to the place you live.

You are not the kind of person who enjoys being around other people, so you were only going to buy your drink and then come straight back home.

Before changing your pajamas, you went to the balcony to check the weather. The sky was full covered with grey clouds, just how you like it.

You took a moment to see the view in front of you. You live in the highest floor of the building so you are able to see a big part of the city from up there.

Suddenly it started to drizzle. but you didn’t move a single foot to go back inside, you love feeling the cold water drops hitting your skin.

You stayed there for a while and you started feeling that something was going to happen today, and it wasn’t a good presentiment. Anyway you didn’t think too much about it and you made your way back inside.

You went to the bathroom and got rid of your wet clothes before getting a not so quick shower. You hated how much time you spent showering.

Once you were done washing up you put some comfy clothes on and went to the parking lot. At first you were going to walk to the shop, but since it started to rain heavier than earlier, and you didn’t find your umbrella, because Jimin probably took it with him, the best option was using the car.

It was 4pm when you arrived at the shop, you checked if it was open before going out of the car, but you couldn't see too much from that distance.

You got out of the car and made your way to the coffee shop, luckily it was open and It felt so cozy inside, it was also so well decorated, you don't know if people really cared about those things, but you were obsessed with interior design and couldn't help but pay attention to every little detail.

A guy welcomed you sweetly and took your order, he looked so kind and somehow mysterious. You've just met him, don't know anything about him, but you wanted him to be know more about him already. "Are you from around here?" you asked him as he prepared your drink.

"Uhm, I moved here a few weeks ago" he sounded nervous? you couldn't really tell. "What about you?"

"I've been living here for around two years now" he wasn't looking at you but he was paying attention.

"How did you find out about the shop?" he was almost done with the coffee.

"I was going to buy something the other day, and I was passing down the street when I noticed this new place"

He handed you the coffee. "I hope to see you around here more often then" he smiled shyly, he was trying so hard to not make eye contact with you.

"I'll definitely come here more often. Thanks for the coffee by the way" you slowly reached the exit but stopped and turned back to say a last thing to him. "Excuse me, what's your name?"

He didn't answer right away and by the way he looked at you, you could see on his face that your question made him a bit nervous. "Taehyung, my name is Taehyung"

"See you around Taehyung" you made your way out and you couldn't stop thinking about how shy that boy was, he definitely had a intimidating face but he didn't act like he wanted to intimidate people at all.

You opened the door of your car and got inside. It was still raining and the sound of the water hitting your car was so relaxing.

At first you were going to head straight back to your apartment, but you were so mesmerized watching the rain fall that you didn't have any intentions of driving anytime soon. However that wasn't your intention anymore when a man got inside your car out of nowhere, completely desperate, hands fully covered in blood, and he didn't stop yelling at you to start the car and drive. Your brain stopped working for a second, what were you supposed to do, you couldn't even say a word.

You started to hear gunshots soon after he entered the car and that's when your system started working again.

"DRIVE THE DAMN CAR!" he was panicking and so were you, but it wasn't the right time to lose control, you had no idea about what the hell was going on but you were going to drive the damn car.

You started the engine and went almost flying once you stepped on the gas.

"WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?" You were the one yelling at him now.

"Don't ask questions, just drive" he wasn't yelling anymore but his tone was a bit rough.

"A completely stranger got inside of MY car, covered in blood, and now that stranger is telling me I can't fucking ask him who the hell he is!" You were going insane.

Suddenly you started to hear gunshots again, what the fuck was going on?

"They are following us, go faster"

"NO SHIT SHERLOCK"

All of a sudden he took a gun out of his waistband and rolled the window down before pulling his arms and head out of it. You panicked when you heard him shooting back at them, he was out of his mind.

You still couldn't believe you were helping him escape from those men. What if he was some drug dealer or something like that? There was no way you wouldn't end up in jail after this.

You drove like your life depended of it, because it was literally what was going on, and you were surprised by the fact that you didn't run over someone yet or crashed the car into something.

You were fully concentrated on driving that you didn't notice when the gunshots stopped after minutes of driving that felt like hours.

"I think we lost them" he was sitting straight in the seat again.

"Can you please tell me what is going on now?" You slowed down the speed just a little.

"Stop the car" great, he just ignored you.

"You first ask me to drive like crazy when I could have kill someone and now you are telling me to stop the car?" What was wrong with him?

"Yes, now stop the car" you were so mad at him that you didn't think twice when you harshly hit the break of the car, causing him to hit his head pretty hard with the front glass.

You really wanted to enjoy what just happened, but by the expression of his face, that hit was really painful and now you felt guilty, it wasn't really your intention to hurt him.

"Go to the back sit, I'll drive from here" that was the only thing he said to you. He didn't seem angry though, he was just wearing a poker face so you couldn't really tell how was he feeling.

"You are not going to kidnap me, are you?" Yeah, it was a stupid question, but you were nervous and you tend to say stupid things while nervous.

"If I'd want to kidnap you, I'd have already done it" well, he had a good point right there.

You did as he said and went to the back sit, you didn't feel really comfortable being in the front with him and he didn't seem comfortable with you at the front seat as well, so staying at the back would be the best for you.

"Where are we going? At least I think I deserve to know where are you taking us, right?" You had so many questions but he didn't seem to care.

"Somewhere safe" nice, a man of few words.

You gave up, he clearly didn't want to talk to you so you kept your mouth shut until you reached your destination.

It had been a long drive, the sun was almost gone now that in winter days were shorter, and you didn't know where the hell were you.

He got out of the car and opened the door for you. Maybe he wasn't such an asshole after all.

"Come with me" he guided you to the entrance of a huge house, you really wanted to know where he took you.

You both made your way to the front door of the house, he opened the door which wasn't locked, and grabbed your arm to pull you gently inside.

"Jungkook hey! I didn't expect to see you around here so soon" so Jungkook was his name..

The man who welcomed him had a glass of whiskey in one hand, he was dressed formally and his hair was black, you felt like you could trust him but you didn't know why.

"I need to stay here just for the night. It didn't go as planned" you hated when people talked like that because they clearly knew what was going on and you wanted to know as well.

"Stay here for as long as you need" he looked at you for the first time. "Who are you?" He asked nicely.

"She works with me" was he serious? First of all he was lying, and second of all, now you weren't allowed to speak for yourself? No matter how much you wanted to deny that, you decided to kept things like that, maybe he had a reason to say that.

"Well, I have to go now, I'll be back in a week so I don't think we'll see each other any time soon. Good luck with the mission" mission? What mission? Were you playing to be spies now?

He quickly left the house leaving you both alone. Ok, that was weird.

"So we work together now?" He started walking somewhere and you just followed him from behind.

"Something like that" why was it so hard to have a simple conversation with him?

"Can you just be more specific? I'm starting to lose my mind" you noticed he was going to what it seemed like a basement, your usual self wouldn't follow a stranger to a basement, that didn't turn out well in movies, but your usual self was no where to be seen at the moment, so there you were following him to the damn basement.

You were so confused when he opened the door. It didn't look like the typical basement of a house, the room looked like a really tiny hospital room.

Oh shit.

Now you remember, he was covered in blood when you first saw him.

"Are you hurt?" He didn't answer, he just took his shirt off and showed you a wound in his abdomen.

"Did they do that to you?" He nodded.

You can tell how hard it was for him to talk now, and you could see how painful it was for him to even breath. Maybe that was the reason he wasn't talking to you, you feel bad for him now.

"Let me help you" you started looking for something that could help you disinfect his wound, and something to covered it up, luckily you found what you needed really fast.

"It's okay, I can do it by myself" you could see he didn't even dare to look at you, why was that?

"Hey, look at me" he took a big breath and looked at you. He had tears in his eyes, there was no way he was crying only because of his injury, you could tell, and you wanted to know what was happening, but for the first time you didn't ask anything. "Let me help you, ok?" He just nodded again and sat on a table.

You slowly started to clean the dry blood around his skin and then you moved to clean the cut in his abdomen, you tried to be as gentle as you could. You stopped and looked at him to see if he was doing fine, he was staring at the ceiling as he bite his bottom lip, he was clearly in pain but you had to continue cleaning him and so you did. Once you were done disinfecting, you put a bandage to prevent any infection.

"Thank you" yeah, he wasn't an asshole after all.

"No problem" you said as you threw the gauze in a trash can.

"I'm sorry" he said when you were about to go upstairs again.

"Why?" You genuinely asked.

"I got you into this mess, you shouldn't be here" he looked really worried.

"Can't I just go back to my place then?" If he was sorry he wouldn't mind if you just went back right?

"I'm sorry, but there's no turning back now"

It was going to be a long night.

So here is the first part, lots of things are going to happen in the next chapters so I hope you look towards them :)

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it hurts, because I shouldn’t - jjk social media au

It Hurts, Because I Shouldn’t - Jjk Social Media Au

~ fic type: social media au, co-parenting

~ pairing: boxer! jungkook x model! reader

~ genre: angst, romance

explicit content, mature language, drug and alcohol usage, and violence

Series:

{} jeon jungkook and yn were high school sweethearts ever since they were 16 years of age. They went through ups and downs together and managed to stay with each other for a few years. Fast forward 7 years later and a messy break up they have a two year old. Both promising to co-parent and keep their emotions for eachother at bay. Tensions rise as jealousy and ensues and emotions start to boil over.

“I loved you even when I had nothing left to give you”

“I know”

“Then why does it hurt so much if I have nothing left to give?”

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Burning for love; JJK [00]

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Contents: Future smut and just a tiny bit of smut in here, you’ll miss it if you blink, supernatural, romance, fluff, a hint of angst.

Pairing: Werewolf!alpha!jungkook x Omega!reader.

Summary: A handsome man is hunting you in the dreams world, making every day more difficult to repress the need to come and find him in the middle of the night to submit yourself to his every wish.

Requests: on

A/N: Hi babies, I’m a newbie in this platform, so this is my first project here, just a small series that I’ve had stuck in my head for a while, so I thought…Why not? And I gave myself a opportunity to get it out of my imagination and capture it here, hope you like it, since this is just a taste and I’ll be updating it later with the first official chapter!, I’m so happy to realise this to all you, don’t hesitate to ask anything or to send me a dm. Also a previous warning is that English is not my first language so sorry if there’s any mistakes!

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You were sleeping peacefully in the confort of a warm bed, cuddled, deep in a dream that if someone gave you the privilege of choosing you stayed in there forever, despite how wrong it is, or so you thought.

A dream that lately seems to hunt your nights and disturb your feelings, letting you devastated and… undeniably horny.

A dream where a strong male comes and make your dirtiest fantasies come true with delight, wrapped in veiny and strong arms, a scent so unique and so enchanting, feeling so safe but at the same time feeling like burning.

A true alpha.

The scent and the feeling of his feathery touch on your hot skin, the smirk plastered on a face with a perfect jaw and delicious lips but still a face full of mystery, a blurry memory.

When the dreams started a month ago, you knew that your presentation as a wolf was near and it was slightly terrifying. Knowing what a mate means, and of course the responsibility that comes with it, so when the dreams started to knock on the door of your sleep your mind started to work at full speed… Just like the hand between your legs when waking up to a cold bed and still not knowing the eyes of the male creature that owns your body in between dreams. From now on you have been waking up to the same words every night and aching for that soul in the world made just for you.

“I know you will be intelligent enough to follow the lead that the moon herself has made for you to come to your alpha, pretty girl, call for me, dream me, scent me and you will get a reward for your significant other when the moon let us reunite, because sweetie as soon as I have you in my arms you will not be anywhere but between my sheets, breeding my pups.”

A sentence with such power, a dominant and perfectly still voice that makes your wolf want to submit at his every wish. And the problem was that you don’t have idea how to contact him, to make him come and make you forget the ache for his skin, his touch, his voice.

Right now you feel like burning between the sheets and a need for fresh air while in four paws, so you twist your body towards the door and stand on shaky legs, thanks to a long forgotten orgasm while being with him in dreams, him being the owner of a magic tongue already having you seeing stars in the imagination of your brain.

Once outside you take a deep breath and prepare your mind and body to let your wolf take part, just to start running towards an unknown direction, being guided only by the heart and the burning sensation of just something. When your capable of seeing clear again and not just blurry trees you notice that you are in front of a small waterfall and this place does nothing but create a sensation in your chest to just howl as loud as you can, emotions floating around you like fireflies in the night.

And in the distance, between the emotions that you are going through and the loud beating of your heart you hear him, as loud as the moon shines tonight, a howl from a male wolf, a howl that corresponds to the one you gave earlier with the pain of being mateless, craving for your alpha to come and find you, a howl that makes you understand that he’s telling you that he knows where you are at, a promise that he’s on his way to you. At this point, it’s safe to say that you’ve never wanted something so strongly.

And just like that everything was over, that was the first and the last ocasión you allowed yourself to reach for him to nuzzle in his neck while in wolf form to leave a hint of your scent impregnated in his fur and his skin, but when realization of who he was hit you, you wanted to run, just for the fear of what others may say, of the others saying you were very little to him, and that exactly is what you did, run to try and not have any interactions of any kind with that beautiful wolf.

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4 years ago

Burning for love; JJK [01]

Burning For Love; JJK [01]

Contents: Future smut and just a hint, like very very little of dirty talk here, supernatural, romance, fluff and a chapter painfully unedited.

Pairing: Werewolf!alpha!jungook x Omega!reader.

Summary: A handsome man is hunting you in the dreams world, making every day more difficult to repress the need to come and find him in the middle of the night to submit yourself to his every wish.

Requests: ON

A/N: thank you so much for the support sweeties, here’s the next chapter as promised, enjoy it very much because I’m already working on the next, love you all and stay safe, also let me know what you think! 💖

Burning For Love; JJK [01]

Despite the dreams giving you signs of the one who complements your soul you refuse to accept the fate, because there’s no way that you belong to a pack alpha as him, powerful and demanding. Created for bearing strong pups with an equal omega by his side, just as the she wolves around your pack, but instead your just an omega newly presented, who is too shy to even say hi sometimes, too shy to say hello to the creature that was created to accompany your path until death do you part, instead you watch from afar, watching how he treats his friends and how he politely rejects every girl thats swoons around him and you know he watches too but you just try to ignore him, fighting your instincts to just go and scent him just for the fun of it, just to watch the girls that ache for him to come and see that the moon herself sent him your way.

With all this things swimming in your mind you can’t concentrate in your literature class, simply drawing little black wolves around what was supposed to be notes.

Right now you thank god that you don’t share any class with him, since he’s two years older than you.

So you decide that the best decision is to skip class and just chill a little outside to get some fresh air, high hopes of simply clear your mind.

But the calm aura that you were building suddenly crumbles as your body do with someones back.

“I’m sorry” you’re quick to say with hopes to no trigger that person and can keep your way, but once again that’s not what’s about to happen because that same person grabs your forearm before you saved yourself.

“Well, well, what are you doing around the campus all alone and smelling like that baby?”

You don’t answer since you’re too nervous and slightly scared of the hand grabbing you way too hard.

“Hm, where’s your alpha honey, do you even have one?”

When a moment of courage crosses you, you dare to hold the gaze of the alpha in front of you.

You could have accept a behavior like this form him, but not from just a random horny wolf.

“I-I…Please let me go if you don’t wanna have problems”

The nerves increase when the alpha in front of you does nothing more than tighten his grip and laugh with his friends about you.

“You don’t want me to have problems, huh?, how sweet of you…And with who are we going to have problems?”

You were about to answer when suddenly you’re feeling goosebumps everywhere and an inevitable feeling of safety, natural instincts kicking in without giving you a chance to decide for yourself, all accompanied with the great feeling that you get to experiment when hearing his voice in between dreams.

“With me is who you are going to have problems”

Immediately the guy loosens but still he won’t let go the grip in your forearm and back off just a little, intimidated by the taller and stronger alpha in front of him, even though they’re the same breed it’s the way that Jungkook carries himself and the way he won the respect, he won it how a good pack leader is supposed to, thinking in others before himself.

“I suggest you to take your fucking nasty hands off of my omega”

At the time he’s saying his powerful sentence you can feel his hot body against your own, hard with years of training for his position and right now ready to attack, hands of your own itching to touch him and to have your way with him right in this hallway.

That wasn’t really a suggestion, was a command, the other alpha knowing what was best for him and obeying, quickly turning around with this friends and leaving you there, frozen in your place and with a heavy heart.

After a couple seconds just standing there, Jungkook decides to talk and enchant you with that deep yet sweet voice reserved just for you.

“Won’t you talk to me, pretty girl?”

You close your eyes, praying to the gods above to save you from this pain to touch him or to simply help you erase that insecurities flowing in your mind and make him yours.

“T-thanks”

That was all you could say, not even lookin him in the eyes.

“Look at me baby, your alpha is begging you to show him your pretty eyes”

Your omega genes taking the best of you and giving him what he wants, but as soon as you place your eyes on his your legs decided to give up, but just when you think that yore going to touch the ground strong arms encircle your frame, just like the dream.

“There you are pretty girl, I knew you would give your alpha just what he needs, right?, because you’re such a good girl”

Your body reacting by pure instinct and hugging him against you with such a force that makes him chuckle, realizing just how needy for him you are.

“All this time trying to ignore the fact that you belong to me has had you suffering but look at you right now, throwing yourself to me like a bitch in heat”

And that’s exactly what your body is asking you, while you nose his neck as much as you can, burying yourself in the deep ocean of the comfort that just a mate can bring you to.

“I’m sorry alpha, please take the pain away, please, I-I will do anything you desire. Just m-make it stop”

Jungkook feels a little anxious since you’re still in the middle of a hallway in the school and your scent will be attracting more males which turns his eyes darker and his body tense, feeling even more possessive with what’s his, but at least he has to get you out of here.

“Let me take you out of fucking here at least my pretty girl, god… The things I’ll do to you”

The rational part of your brain is dizzy with the feeling of your men so close and the fears are suddenly long forgotten and all you want is him.

“Come on pretty baby, your alpha’s gonna take you to a warm nest to lay on, alright?, all you have to do is walk a little, at least until we are at the door, I know you can do that honey”

Jungkook has been waiting for this moment since the night he saw your pretty grey fur in the middle of the night, your wolf calling for him, so loud that he couldn’t even lie down and chill, so he was going to make sure you never forget to who you belong and what happens when you challenge the alpha trying to run away from fate.

Burning For Love; JJK [01]

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Burning For Love; JJK [01]

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4 years ago

Red | Chapter 5

Red | Chapter 5

pairing: jungkook x reader

rating: 18+

genre/tags: cheating, forgiveness, ex-fiancé, broken trust, past relationship, implied sex

word count: 1.9k

summary: you finally get the closure you needed.

a/n: tumblr isn’t letting me add links for the rest of the chapters in this post. For now, you can go to my pinned post and all the chapters will be linked there.

Red | Chapter 5

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Red | Chapter 5

No More Grudges

Addicted.

That's what Jungkook thought about as he walked back to his car. After having you just for that one night, months ago, he was addicted to you.

The taste of you still lingered on his tongue. Your touch still lingered on his skin. He was in trouble and he knew it. He knew that if you hadn't stopped him back at your apartment, things would've gotten complicated between the both of you, given the current situation between him and Sera. And that wouldn't have been fair to you. He didn't want to hurt you.

He knew he should talk to her but he didn't want to. The young man felt like he didn't owe her anything and if he was being honest with himself, he almost felt relieved when he saw her walk in with that other man. His sudden anger at the bakery was mostly due to his pride. Sera cheated on him and she was parading her lover around like nothing, while he was still faithful to her even though he didn't love her anymore.

But right now, as he drove back to his home, something else was lingering in his mind. The photo of you with your parents. For a second, before he figured out it was you as a teenager, he thought he recognized the young girl in the photo. He could've sworn he'd seen her before but she couldn't have been you. He would've known.

Right?

He was sure you two had never met before until Brazil. Jungkook shook he's head, trying to get rid of his thoughts and continued driving home.

Red | Chapter 5

You woke up with a headache the next morning and not wanting to get out of bed at all. The drama from yesterday with the exes coming back to you. You groaned as you got out of bed and made your way to the bathroom to turn on the shower and get ready for work.

As you walked into the living room later, you heard a light knock on your door.

"Who could that be at this time?" You gasped when you looked through the peephole and saw who it was. Your heart began to race and your hands started shaking.

You took a deep breath and then opened the door. "What are you doing here?"

There stood Hoseok, looking as handsome as ever with a paper bag and two coffees in his hands. "I'm sorry for coming here at this time but I couldn't stop thinking about what happened last night. I just don't want to leave things that way."

"Why do you care, Hoseok? What's done is done and we broke up almost a year ago. Just leave it at that," you were about to shut your door but he held it open. He looked at you with pleading eyes.

"Please Y/N, just this once, don't be so stubborn and let me apologize the way I should've."

You opened the door wider and moved aside to let him in, "Fine, but please make it quick. I have to get to work."

"I understand, thank you."

"What's in the bag?" you asked.

He smiled and handed it over to you, "Your favorite, a croissant filled with nutella."

You tried to keep what you were feeling from not showing in your face. You grabbed the bag and placed it on the kitchen table and offered him a seat.

Before he sat down he removed his jacket, his scent invading your nose. He still wore the cologne you got him for his birthday a couple of days before your break up. That, and him still remembering what you preferred for breakfast had you feeling things you thought weren't there anymore. You couldn't be sure.

He looked around your apartment and noticed how different it looked from the last time he was there. You'd changed everything and he didn't need to ask why. He already knew. He'd broken your heart and you needed to get rid of him and the memories made here. This was one way. Hoseok then looked at you. As beautiful as ever. You still took his breath away somehow.

"I'm so sorry," he leaned forward to take your hands and you let him. "I regret how I went about things. I regret hurting you the way I did. You didn't deserve that," he went on.

You felt tears threatening to fall but you kept them at bay. You'd been waiting to hear him apologize to you for so long. Yes, you ignored his calls when you first found out and you blocked him from your socials, but he never once sought you out in person to explain himself. To apologize. That alone hurt you even more. That he didn't seem to give a damn about how you felt after living together for years. Did he even love you then?

"Do you regret being with her?" you asked. The question took Hoseok by surprise and he took longer than expected to answer, so you did it for him. "Of course you don't. You're in love with her, aren't you?"

He looked down at his hand, his nail picking at the skin on his thumb, something he always did when he was nervous. You wondered if she noticed things like that.

"I am," he grabbed his coffee and took a sip.

"How did you two meet?"

"At work... well at the holiday party for the office back in December. Remember? The one you couldn't attend because of your business," he reminded you.

"Ah, that's right. I got cheated on because I wasn't able to attend the party," you scoffed.

"That's not what I meant, Y/N. Please don't misunderstand."

You rolled your eyes," Is that when you two got together?"

"No. My co-worker introduced us and we hit it off but we only talked that day. I swear nothing happened that night. After the party I came straight home to you. You were upset because of our argument earlier-"

"And when you came back home, you made love to me," you glanced at him, remembering how he wanted to make you feel better.

He remembered too. He remembered how soft and warm your skin was. He remembered the way he got lost in your kisses and your touch. Hoseok straightened up in his chair and let out a soft cough and looked at you with flushed cheeks.

He felt confused for a second. You hadn't been together in a while but those memories stirred something inside of him. That night, at the holiday party he felt like he made a connection with Sera. He felt attracted to her and that both excited and scared him. Excited because he hadn't felt wanted in so long, and scared because he still loved you.

"I was unfair to you," he finally said. "Yes, you worked a lot and I made it seem like you never had time for me and that just wasn't true. I do admit I have this view of what a woman should be to a man and it's not right. You know I grew up in a home where my mother was always around to tend to my father, sister and I, but I shouldn't have projected that onto you. You were there when it counted the most and that should've been enough."

"I—" you couldn't get a word out. A lump formed in your throat while listening to what your ex had to say. Tears started streaming down your face and he quickly got out his chair to sit next to you.

"I didn't mean to make you cry, I'm sorry."

You sniffled and looked up at him, "It's just that I really did love you, Hoseok. I wanted to marry you and be happy with you. Everything I felt when I found out about your cheating is hitting me again and... and this is the first time since that day that I really let myself feel it."

He pulled you in softly into a hug which only made you sob. He hated what he did to you. He hated that he never showed his face after what he did but he was embarrassed.

"Do—do you still love me?" he asked softly as he wiped your tears away.

You laughed a little through your tears at the question, "I think I'm always going to love you if I'm being honest," Hoseok felt his heart beat a little faster as you said that, "but I know I'll be okay."

"What about that guy, Jungkook. Are you in love with him?"

"I don't know him well enough to love him. And anyway, you should ask Sera that question. She's still his fiancée," he recoiled a bit at the mention of that. "What are you doing, Hoseok? They're still together. Is that what you want? To be the other man in her life?"

"It's not going to be that way for long. He knows everything now," he said a little bothered.

"You two did to him exactly what you did to me—"

"He doesn't even love her," he scoffed.

You rolled your eyes again, "Even if that's true, that's not the point."

"I know I'm sorry, it's just... I don't even know anymore," he exhaled and rubbed his face, "I can't talk to you about this stuff, it wouldn't be fair."

"You're right. It's weird," you tapped your cellphone to look at the time and gasped. "I need to finish getting ready."

"Oh, okay. I'll leave you to it then. Thank you for giving me a chance to talk."

You nodded and walked him to the door. Before he stepped outside he turned to you, "I wasn't going to tell you this but I had promised myself to tell you everything I felt if you gave me the chance to explain today."

"What is it?" you furrowed your brows.

"That I'm always going to love you too. I'm not stupid. I know we're not in love anymore but that doesn't mean I don't ever want to be in your life. If you ever need anything, I want you to know that I'll look out for you. As a friend, I would try to do better than I did as your boyfriend and fiancé," he smiled and waited for your reaction.

"Friends," you thought about it for a couple of seconds. You'd known each other since you were both in high school—you a freshman and Hoseok a senior—and to be fair, you also wanted him in your life. Yes, he absolutely broke your heart but, slowly, your heart was mending once more and you were tired of holding onto grudges. "Okay," you finally said. "It's going to take a while for me to get used to the idea of us hanging out one day, but when that day comes, I'll let you know," you gave him a smile.

Waving goodbye, he said to you, "Okay then, friend. I'll look forward to that day." You shook your head at him as you laughed softly, then locked the door before heading back to your room to finish getting ready.

You felt lighter somehow. A weight lifted off your shoulders. This is what you needed for so long; closure. And although you were apprehensive to let Hoseok in at first, you were glad you did in the end.

Red | Chapter 5

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4 years ago
GAME ON! || Jeon Jungkook || 15 - Friend
GAME ON! || Jeon Jungkook || 15 - Friend
GAME ON! || Jeon Jungkook || 15 - Friend
GAME ON! || Jeon Jungkook || 15 - Friend
GAME ON! || Jeon Jungkook || 15 - Friend
GAME ON! || Jeon Jungkook || 15 - Friend

GAME ON! || Jeon Jungkook || 15 - Friend

Park Yu-Jin, a YouTube vlogger and gamer, is invited to do a collab with two popular gamers: Kim Taehyung and Jeon Jungkook, also known as V and JJK respectively. Jeon Jungkook is known to sleep around behind the scenes, but what happens when he finds himself falling for Yu-Jin?

Pairing: Gamer!Jungkook x Vlogger!OC

Genre: SocialMedia!AU, fluff, (eventual) angst, (eventual) smut, slice of life, comedy

Series warnings: drinking, adult language, sexual content, lots of mentions of food, Jungkook is a fuckboy, Jimin is an annoying cousin, Jimin will fuck and has fucked almost anyone, Yoongi is a whipped fanboy for Hoseok, I’m writing to cope with my recent breakup

Chapter warnings: that’s suspicious,,, that’s weird

Side ships: Namjin, Sope

A/N: hey everyone. was feelin a lil wacky today so i decided to try to do something worthwhile. haven’t been doing too well ever since my dog passed,,, i’ll be ok soon tho

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Poem Bangkok ‘Bride Killer’ Chapter 4 Timeless Collection 
Poem Bangkok ‘Bride Killer’ Chapter 4 Timeless Collection 
Poem Bangkok ‘Bride Killer’ Chapter 4 Timeless Collection 
Poem Bangkok ‘Bride Killer’ Chapter 4 Timeless Collection 

Poem Bangkok ‘Bride Killer’ Chapter 4 Timeless Collection 

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BLACKPINK : THE SHOW - BEHIND THE SCENES EP.4

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Elie Saab Spring 2020 Couture
Elie Saab Spring 2020 Couture
Elie Saab Spring 2020 Couture
Elie Saab Spring 2020 Couture

elie saab spring 2020 couture

4 years ago

tales of eros ⇾ jjk.

Tales Of Eros ⇾ Jjk.

⌁ pairing; god!jungkook x curvy!reader (f.)

⌁ genre; s2l, greek mythology au, circa. 1800 au, historical au, fluff, angst, smut, filth, 18+

⌁ summary; eros learns love is calculated, deliberate and a tiding storm when no amount of arrows can take him away from you. 

⌁ warnings; disclosed before each installment

⌁ status; ongoing

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Tales Of Eros ⇾ Jjk.

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Alex Perry Resort 2021 Collection
Alex Perry Resort 2021 Collection
Alex Perry Resort 2021 Collection
Alex Perry Resort 2021 Collection
Alex Perry Resort 2021 Collection
Alex Perry Resort 2021 Collection
Alex Perry Resort 2021 Collection
Alex Perry Resort 2021 Collection
Alex Perry Resort 2021 Collection
Alex Perry Resort 2021 Collection

Alex Perry Resort 2021 Collection

4 years ago

For my jikook drabble on ao3

For My Jikook Drabble On Ao3

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