Started My Daily Run Around The Block. Omg I’m Soooooo Red! I Look Like A Tomato!!! LOL

Tumblrbot Nooooooope.... (says me the person that has been a lurker since before Kerbal space program)

I know this is probably normal for tumblr but I’m still new to tumblr🤣😂

Dear god nooooooo! This is horrible but awesome!

Hey, you.

Don’t imagine Jameson stuck in that box for days, maybe weeks, or months–ever since Anti first stole him. Don’t imagine him clinging to his toys because he has nothing else in the world. Don’t even imagine him putting on the shows for an invisible audience because no one cares and no one sees. No friends, no creator, no brothers in the world–that he knows of.

Don’t imagine Anti telling him that today, today he will finally have an audience to watch him play, and don’t imagine Jameson getting so excited to share his stories with real people! A real audience!! He practices and practices to make it perfect because he’s a performer at heart and just wants to make people smile, and then with the red light of the camera flashing, he begins his show. It’s so much more fun knowing people are watching, after all.

Don’t imagine Anti watching, waiting for just the right moment. Don’t imagine him slipping those strings around Jameson’s wrists, knowing it would drive us crazy. Don’t imagine him practically salivating at the thought of the chaos this would cause. Or the way he could see Jameson start to sweat even if he never let his face show how scared he really was.

Oh, and don’t imagine JJ, who just wanted to share his story with his new friends, realizing that the glitch is trying to control him again, trying to use him again, trying to make him do bad, bad things again. Don’t imagine the strings getting tighter, his head getting fuzzier, his arms and legs getting all wobbly and weak and limp. Don’t imagine him panicking and fighting and crying out for help because he KNOWS people are watching. He knows someone could help him. They know. They see. They have to help!

But no one came.

Don’t imagine Anti putting on Jameson like a suit and making him kill again just because he knows Jameson hates the smell of blood and hates the stains it leaves and hates himself for what he’s done. Don’t imagine Jameson waking up in his box again, knowing he hurt someone else. Knowing he’s still trapped.

Knowing we just sat there and watched.

We are in positions! Time for a long day of gaming! My tribe is calling me! #cutedogs #gaming #gamingirl #xbox #mylife #dogs #snuggle

Ba Jesus!!!! Was rewatching an old Happy Wheels video because everyone needs a little happy wheels in their life every once in awhile!

But.... noooooooo I wasn’t looking for the scares!!!

What if anti has been here the whole time... even back than... *shivers*

This is episode 33 btw

Yea! Super excited for the second gym badge! LOL 😂😂😂

Charity Stream Sunday 24th

This Sunday will be the monthly charity livestream for February. We will be raising money for the Gamers Outreach Foundation, who are a wonderful charity helping sick kids in hospitals play videogames. I hope to see you guys there :D

Here is also the exclusive pin design for this months stream, created by the one and only very talented @spacejellybeans

Wait and watch for anything that could be a clue!

If “The Next Phase” is referring to The Watson Scott test, what do you think that means for the future? Do you think there be another test of fears, more specifically about something that is near and watching, for the audience? Was it even the audience who “past the test” or could it have been one of the egos? Or maybe it’s about us watching one of the egos take the test about something threatening and creeping up on them without truly fearing for them? ...There’s a lot you could take out of it.

Personally I am certain that “Jack” was talking to us, the viewers, and we are the ones who’ve passed the test (by watching the video in that meta world where he’s aware that he’s a person on the screen). I don’t think we have any reasons to believe he was talking to anyone but us.

As for what the next phase is- It seems to still be worked on, notice how Jack is generally avoiding starting fires on accident lately. I can only assume it’s going to be another “Antipocalypse” or “Mayhem” type of thing, perhaps another test to our loyalty, but seeing as Sean and Robin are taking their time it might be even bigger… what exactly? We can only wait and trust them for now.

Ending 4 for my first. I am also at work crying laughing with my headphones on!!! This is the best!

Question/Rant about Youtube...

So I have a serious question for our Gamer Youtubers. With how Youtube has been treating gamer's and with all of the nonsense that has been happening for years with the demonetization, the channel blocking and deleting of videos, and now accounts, Why haven't we tried to make our own streaming site? Lets just say @therealjacksepticeye, and @markiplier, were to leave Youtube and start a new streaming service. I know I would follow them, not to mention some of my other channels that I watch. I believe the fan base on just these 2 guys would follow wherever they go and the creativity of their videos wouldn't be nearly as stifled. On a personal note, I have been watching Youtube since the wild-west days when then only videos that were really up, were 'chocolate rain', 'sneezing panda', and 'numa numa'. I have always wanted to start my own channel but with how it has been trending for years , and how they treat new creators I have sat back. I still think about doing it but again, why should I when I know Youtube is just going to stomp on my videos or completely delete my channel, because I decided I was going to curse at a video game(like we all don't do that)? Now I know the risk of it is HUGE, but I feel like Youtube has been trying to push us off, as a group for a long time. I also know I am just Peon that has no say or control in anything. I know that is why I can voice this option without any major backlash, BUT... We don't deserve this and the Boi's don't either! This is wrong and I don't know if Youtube will ever be willing to fix itself. This community is the best that I have found on any social media! We reach out to each other, help each other through hard times, laugh together, cry together, and yes curse and scream together. I think we would do well together out there without Youtube Big Brother-ing us. Ok, Ill get off my Soup Box now :D Hugs to Everyone!

This is a great theory! I have been thinking what if anti is a lot deeper into Sean than we know.

There is a difference between the septic egos and Anti.

Chase, Henrik, Jackie, JJ and Marvin are Jacksepticeye egos. They are strictly tied to Jack.

Anti is a Seán William McLoughlin ego.

He’s (and he wouldn’t like my choice of words because of huh, not being a puppet) tied to him because he’s the embodiment of his deepest fears, his nightmares. He comes directly from Seán’s inner core, Anti has roots that go deeper than we could ever imagine.

The other egos don’t share anything with Jack besides looking completely alike.

Anti and Seán are connected though.

True, Anti was born because we created him, we gave life to Seán’s nightmares, but at the end he’s literally one of those inner demons that everyone has, the only difference is that he’s conscious of what he is and has an immensity of power over Seán.

That’s why Anti is so hecking powerful compared to the others: he’s part of Seán.

And… You know what that means? It means that if Anti was to get defeated one day and Seán was to survive this crazy hell, he would suffer of a major mental damage.

That’s why Anti is so sure of himself, we would never hurt Seán, now, would we? I honestly don’t know.

Would we stop Anti knowing that it’d damage Seán to no repair? Why? To save the other egos? To free Seán of Anti? Why? We love Anti, don’t we? But we also love Seán…. What should we do?

I think, ladies, gentlemen and all the people in between, that the choice we’ll have to face will be much harder than we may expect.

This is one of the biggest reasons I watch and love Jack!

Antisepticeye

So I said it in the vlog earlier but seriously, thank you all so much for being the coolest, most dedicated community around. You’re all so engaged and got so incredibly involved and invested in this whole antisepticeye thing that it went way beyond my expectations. I mean I had hoped people would get involved the way they did but not to the level it has become. It’s completely blown me away and I’m so incredibly proud and honoured to be part of this community. 

There is so much fanart relating to Antisepticeye, so many theories and discussions, people taking on their own “Dark forms” and just overall discussion that I can’t possibly get to all of it and I’m sorry for that. I really wish I could because and I will try my best, I adore reading all the stuff people had to say about it. I really mean it when I say I sat here refreshing constantly to see what people were saying and the references they caught. It’s been amazing. 

The biggest part of all this that I love though is how everyone came together. The community banded together and enjoyed something and had fun. You were all so encouraging and interactive with each other trying to figure it all out and it made me so incredibly happy to see. I’m very proud of you all.

So I’ll say it again, THANK YOU! For being part of this, helping create it in the first place, letting me take a character you all made and incorporate it into the channel and allowing me to do stuff like this and just have fun. It was one of the coolest things I’ve ever done on youtube and I had an absolute blast all month with it :)