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Isn't it so fascinating and crazy that these absolutely amazing places exists because a person just decided to build them? Probably not knowing at all what gems they have bestowed onto this world!

Cottages are cute

Give the gift of not dying. Stimpak

Bethesda Inktober Day 23 - Nuclear.

"War. War never changes."

Nov 27

8 o'clock at night. At his parents. I feel a little invisible and boring to everyone. I try to talk but always get cut off or ignored.

Am I really that disinteresting to everyone? Makes me sad. But guess I do this to myself and should be more interesting and outgoing. But that's not me, never has been and honestly won't ever be. So guess I just need to stop being upset by it. Get over it.

I just wonder if his mom ever wishes for a better daughter in law? Who she can go do things with including drink. I think his Dad likes me a little more.

Always feel everyone is always wishing for someone other than me. But that's an assumption.

(Better Resolution)

Things just don't feel right, right now. Feel like a bad thing is just around the corner and it's going to be really bad for us ...

But just have to let the feeling go and cross that bridge if it comes

Dec 13

I can honestly say that I'm not doing good. My head has been very stuffed with stress of "home". About 92% of my stress & anxiety really. I'm just very very very freaked out, this has brought back feelings of exactly what we went through last year around Thanksgiving. & scares the absolute shit out of me. I never ever want to be in that situation where next thing i know I'm homeless. Really the worst feeling EVER. So I've been fixating on it all and making myself more paranoid and terrified. I just want to feel better. Then the other 8% is filled with my thoughts & paranoia about everyone in my life truthfully disliking me & just being lied to about it. I can't get any of these out of my head they bother me so much it keeps me up at night.

I don't know me anymore, not even where I'll be in the next couple of weeks and i hate how unstable my home/social lives feel. Idk what to do.