They Make Me Insane. Actually Phycotic.

a girl's ego - season 7, episode 20 // i want you // francis forever // i don't smoke // a pearl // pearl diver // nobody // townie // a girl's ego - season 7, episode 20

DAMNNNNN

@dailytogachako @marronje @queen-ochako @lily-claw

anyways while y'all were discussing tgck as caitvi I drew them as timebomb.

also toga as the iconic jinx scene (doodle bc I'm working on more for this au bc it has me in a chokehold.)

AYO HIMIKO INSIDE HER 🤨🤨🤨

this is something

no genuinely i'm taking "no grave can hold my body down. i'll crawl home to her" so serious. he's coming back.

J’ai trouvé le paradis pour toi

The TogaChako lovers really be going through the 5 stages of grief with these new leaks. Like I've seen multiple takes from the same ppl from like being happy for ochako to crying to being angry to denying. I'm personally in my denial faze atm

I got an Ochako pop fig for Christmas! We can match ;p

My favorite Christmas gift :D

starved

Nothing:

Do you sometimes want to stop fidgeting, moving, tastings, seeing, hearing, breathing... You just want everything to stop.

But you've never wanted to die. 

As they say 'suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem... But what if it's not temporary? what if it never ends? What if this craving for this sinful feeling never stops?

You know it's just your anxiety talking. It always talks. It hurts and talks. It takes and talks. It is just there and talks... But sometimes that's enough to push you off the edge. To make you want to feel Nothing. 

After years of torment and abuse from no one but yourself, you learn to live with it. Embrace the feelings of guilt that you've caused from thinking you could've made it through life unharmed. 

You would reminisce about the childhood you wish wasn't stolen through fake judgement and antagonising words. You would remember the days when you would lie underneath the stars and bask in their embrace. You would miss the dreams that you painstakingly woke up from to go to school where you were scared of being judged for nothing. 

Maybe some of the most difficult things were the 'it's all in your head' and the 'try not to think about it that roamed my head in search of any excuse, trying to sneak past the protective barriers I made to devour it.

The point is it will never change. The feeling of nothingness never changes it. You can change your sleeping, exercise and eating habits all you like, the heartache of craving something you can't reach will never stop.

I go on this app to pick my fave ships in polls and that's it.