he just looks so torture-able . like it would be a disservice NOT to torture him.. . he WANTS to be tortured
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Nothing is more frustrating than wishing that you felt something that you will likely never feel in your life.
Wishing you were what society would consider 'normal', but regretting your silly wishes, because despite the pain it brings, you still love who you are.
I love being asexual and the comfort and confidence I've found in the label, but I also wish I could relate to people without feeling like there's a wall that separates us. Knowing that we'll never truly understand each other.
the intimacy of sleeping together, but not in a sexual way. the intimacy of feeling the warmth of their body in a cool room. their hands hugging you tightly. the intimacy of synchronized breathing. sleepy half-kisses. feeling safe. feeling warm. waking up and realizing how much you love them. how precious this is. finding the happiness on the tip of your fingers, brushing their hair. closing your eyes again. pulling closer. falling asleep.
The Eternal Night-
Writing sometimes feels like a strange disorder you just kind of cope with by being creative. Like your brain randomly decides to dump a million-piece puzzle in front of you and says, 'Solve this or we will never think of anything else, ever.' You toil away for years and by some miracle you solve it, and it's the most fulfilling, exhilarating feeling in the world. It's perfect. You did it. And your brain is like, 'OK, here's my idea for three sequels and a spinoff.'
you ever get assigned something as a project in school and for the rest of your life you have a strange attachment to the subject. in like seventh grade i had an assignment to make a poster about the elemental propoerties of osmium and to this day everytime someone mentions it im like 'YEAAAAAAH OSMIUM MENTIONED!!!!!!!!'
lyra likes reece's puffs
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