Puppygirlrosie - The-adhd-sorcerer ‘s Puppy

i clicked yes not knowing anything and even if presented with knowledge i would stand by it

Do you like the "spin the wheel" type polls?

Reblog if you're a cuddler.

my next door neighbours on the left side of my house are practically family (more so than most of my blood family tbh)

Do you personally interact with any of your neighbours?

This sounds so nice arfff … I hope I get to be me, to be a puppy, and be loved for who I am and not who I was .

You get home and as soon as you open the door you hear your pup yipping and barking and running to meet you. As she runs up to you and starts giving you puppykissies and snuggles, you feel some of the stress of the day fall away.

What a great idea it was to adopt this poor pup. You had seen her sitting in a car barely holding back tears in the parking garage one day after work. Seeing how distressed she was, you walked over to make sure she was doing okay and ask if she needed help. She couldn't seem to string a sentence together so you asked if you could help her with anything. She finally managed to stammer out that she had been kicked out from her parents house and didn’t know what to do next. The first time you heard her bark was when you asked if she needed a place to stay. It took all you had to calm her down after that, to convince her that it was okay, that if a puppy barked that was fine, that you didn’t hate her, that you weren’t gonna leave, that you wouldn’t abandon her. Once she settled down, you gave her your address and told her to follow you there.

Getting her settled into your guestroom was a whole other process, mostly involving her constantly apologizing and saying she should probably just leave and you comforting her and providing reassurance that it was actually all fine, that it was okay for her to be here, and that you didn’t hate her. You eventually found the secret to stopping the apology spiral was telling her what a good puppy she was, such a good girl for letting herself be helped when she needed it.

The first few weeks were a blur of helping her switch to remote learning with her college courses, getting her a new wardrobe, helping her find a new doctor for her prescriptions, and getting her started on HRT. The hardest challenge was helping her be herself. The walls and facades, the personas and lies she had wrapped around who she was to protect herself were hard to peel back, but the results were so rewarding. Helping her choose a new name, something she hadn’t even let herself dream of was such a joy. Getting her used to using and hearing her name and pronouns and seeing the small smiles every time she heard her name made all of it worth it.

You were watching TV the first time she approached you. She asked if she could sit on the couch with you. You told her of course she could, and she didn’t need to ask permission. She nodded mutely and nestled herself into the far end of the couch, resolutely staring at the TV and aggressively squeezing the bear stuffy you had got her. Over the 20 minutes she slowly edged herself closer to you, you assume she’s trying to be casual about it but its very obvious what she’s trying to do.

When she is only a foot away, she mutters something into her plushy and tries to hide herself as much as possible, a rather adorable sight given shes half a foot taller than you. You ask if she could repeat herself, telling her she can take as much time as she wants. You eventually manage to make out something about snuggling and decide to take matters into your own hands. You pull her into you, resting her head on your lap, slowly stroking her hair and rubbing her tummy, feeling her melt into you, letting herself completely relax. As she relaxes into you, you finally whisper to her, “You don’t have to pretend anymore honey. I know it’s so hard to try and be a human but you don’t need to anymore. I can take care of you, lil pup.”

This was the second time she barked in front of you. And the second, and the third, and the fourth and on and on, all the while you continued to pet her and hold her. While this wasn’t the last time she pretended to be human or got too nervous to ask for attention or reassurance or apologized for being such a bother, it was the first time she felt loved.

i am... as much as i try not to be there will always be some toxicity in me... and therefore i will always be at least a little toxic

are you toxic?

So I forgor… but anyway here’s my experience thus far: as far as when the time I realized… it was when I met my girlfriend ( @the-adhd-sorcerer ), at that point I was still in a toxic relationship and realized that I didn’t want to be in it anymore, and within a week of talking to her and leaving the toxic relationship I became obsessed with two words… two words that hold so much power over my mood that I couldn’t deny doing anything that would get them used on me as a reward... “good girl”, that led to me becoming obsessed with physical affection like belly rubs and headpats, and later wanting to have a collar and leash to be taken on walks with.

How it’s been for me is it really is the best change in my life since coming out as trans in 2019… the euphoria I get from being called a good girl or given those forms of physical affection is well worth the very few downsides (which to me are I’m legitimately unable to function if my gf doesn’t talk to me for more than 12 hours… sometimes less, and the fact I have to wear my collar in order to have any self confidence).

Also as a side note if any puppygirls are near me (I live near Niagara Falls Ontario… but hopefully moving to Finland with my gf at some point), I’m Always down for some platonic cuddles :3 .

I also have this pair of questions that wasn’t on your number = question post: when did you realize puppygirl life was for you? And how has it been for you?. I’ll give my personal experience in your reply post :3

Ooo good questions!!! My boyfriends close friend is a puppygirl and I met her about a year ago, so that's when the idea was started i think. I didn't really embrace it until I made this account though!! That's why I'm not very good at it woooff but yea!!

Also! It's been really good :3 I love meeting other pups and I hope i can play with some someday!! I can't wait till the account gets a little bigger and I get a lot of people to talk to :33 (I love my current mutuals too ofc @samoyed-pup heart youuu and thank you for being so active Rosie :333)

About me

DNI: minors, terfs and zionists.

hi, i'm Rosie, trans puppygirl from ontario canada but with hopes of moving to finland before the decade is over.

quirks: adhd, autism, ptsd, borderline personality disorder, separation & social anxiety, symptoms of bipolar 2 (namely hypomania and depressive episodes).

likes: collars, physical affection, cats, punk fashion, walks, crates (like the kind you'd put a 4 legged dog in) puppy treats (hrt related meds), cold days, thigh highs, fruit juice (apple, orange, etc), ice cappuccinos, metal music and the pop artist Mothica.

dislikes: storms, thinking, candy (of any kind), politics (keep it to yourself), religion (same as politics), classic rock (i find a lot of it creepy), sad media, not being able to talk to my gf for more than 12 hours, loud noises, bright/flashing lights, daylight, darkness and large groups of ppl.

special interests: cars, animals (dinosaurs included) and computer hardware.

gf/futurewife/owner: @the-adhd-sorcerer .

triggers: hospitals, fireworks, paying attention to my breathing and others yelling.

birth year: 2003.

birthday: sept 23rd.

hrt since: 9th of sept 2023

types of drugs i've tried: weed, alcohol.

drugs i want to try: mushrooms, peyote, ecstasy.

drugs i won't try: pretty much anything i haven't tried or want to try, especially opioids (including ones used in hospitals like morphine).

sexuality: abrosexual between t4t lesbian and grey asexual.

romantic attraction: trans women.

extras: furry, therian, twitch streamer (when obs wants to work), below average skill gamer, cat lover and makeup inept (mostly due to shaky af hands).

asks welcome.

Edit#2: dumb puppy edited this saying she won’t reply to dms from people she doesn’t follow before enabling the option to prevent people she doesn’t follow from dming her…

Edite#3: list of things i won't do here

https://docs.google.com/document/d/e/2PACX-1vT11wfqrQ1C38Mj-5i6_pk5OSYmO3pHk6rbkAA8lh-LjeSiwkdcbyVkNr5CI8NyjvxReQmoIYfYTzvc/pub .

weed every now and then (hopefully finland makes it legal eventually so i can do it there too)

Do you smoke?

I hate when anyone says me wanting to just be a housewife promotes gender roles and I should stop… I’m sorry I want to live my life the way I want to, and I’m sorry that it’s such a big deal to you, like yeah I’m following A gender role… doesn’t mean I’m intentionally doing it to spite you (although at this point I might as well). Also it’s not just an “I want this” anymore, when I was younger and more oblivious to my transness it was just a want, but now I’m a 20+ year old highschool dropout with no coping skills for my mental issues or any meaningful skills that would help me find a job, like yeah I could try, but it would cost more to work than I would earn, not just because of the therapy I would probably have to go to weekly just to be somewhat stable during the time I have a job, but also due to the mental health issues it would cause after I eventually have a breakdown and quit. And you could say “just get coping skills”, but for me it’s not that easy, I need to be in a good mental state to practice coping skills otherwise it’s just going to lead me into a breakdown… or if it’s breathing techniques a trauma induced panic attack, it’s never going to be worth it for me to work… especially if I can’t find a job that caters to my special interests, because if it doesn’t cater to them I will end up hating every moment of it and it will stress me out.

To those who have the privilege of not being a complete and utter failure mentally and in many cases physically, you can live your life however you want, but sadly even if this wasn’t something I wanted I couldn’t help it.

And remember live life for Yourself and Nobody else.

The fact anyone has to explain any of this is disappointing, why can’t we just let people take care of themselves and not worry about the people who have literally done nothing wrong by wearing clothes that makes them happy. And no matter how you frame violence, it’s still violence and therefore bad, I shouldn’t have to worry about getting charged for defending myself (thanks Canada for stupid laws) because someone else doesn’t like that I wear my collar in public… to me it’s not sexual, it’s a comfort thing, as someone who experiences really bad anxiety having said collar reduces my anxiety, and if someone I trust Is holding my leash it’s even more comforting. But you know… totally a bad thing to wear a collar.

"You wearing a collar in public is bad cuz I didn't consent" you wearing a bracelet in public is bad cuz I didn't consent to it.

Yall don't really have a right to consent to other peoples clothes.