I Don’t Know What’s Going On. Something Seems Off Lately When I’m Alone. Like When I Come Home,

I don’t know what’s going on. Something seems off lately when I’m alone. Like when I come home, I just feel something. But at the same time, I’m not feeling anything. It’s weird. My heart feels heavy for no discernible reason. It’s like I’m sad, but without any meaning for it. I don’t get it, but it just feels like I could lay down and rot away at those moments. There’s nothing I should be feeling wrong about, but I still do. Why??

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1 month ago

we need to start teaching baby fags that it's okay to be fat and/or old because it's really starting to get dire out here

6 months ago

The person I reblogged this from is awesome as fuck.

6 months ago

I love MCR fans bc Frank will post a pic of like some random ass bottle of dettol hand soap or smth and everyone will be like 'huh HUH Frank posted a pick of soap with EXACTLY FIVE squirts left OMG OMG OMG thats MCR5 yk???? And the mirror has exactly FIVE drops of water on it. Honestly he could not be more obvious. They're announcing MCR5 right now GODDAMIT YRNT U LISTENING TO ME U UGLY FUCK RAHHH 🦅.' And i love y'all for that

3 months ago

lets hear it for transgenderism and faggotry. can I get a round of applause for transgenderism and faggotry

3 months ago

So guess who came out to their counselor/therapist lady today like 10 minutes before my session was over :D I'm so silly. She was mid-Starbucks-sip when I was like, "Oh yeah, I'm probably not straight", and she paused and was like, "What?" while trying not to choke on her Starbucks it was great. I spent those remaining 10 minutes explaining and she was like, "You need to stop dropping bombs when we're about to finish 😭". I luv her so much.

Thank you @danielhowell and @amazingphil for being the ones that I blamed when she asked how I realized this, the coming out videos literally gave me that clarity that was like, "Shit, it was not a phase". Specifically, Dan talking about the word queer and fuck labels was great because I was like, "OH MY GOD WAIT THAT'S LITERALLY ME hold up."

Also thank you to Petekey and Fall Out Boy, because I also blamed Bang The Doldrums on my realization. It was great because I had to explain the whole concept of Petekey to her in like 30 seconds

Lmao that was both stress inducing and hilarious. Technically I think my bio said it first so Tumblr was the first place I came out? Good job y'all, my counselor was the third person I told.


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1 month ago

OKAY SOME ACTUAL ANGEL ON YOUTUBE UPLOADED THE WHOLE ALBUM THANK GOD AND OMG I'M DYING IT'S SO AHHH I'M HEARING THINGS THAT I COULDN'T HEAR BEFORE I AM SHAKINGGGGGGGGG SPECIFICALLY THIS ONE PART IN I'M NOT OKAY WHICH I COULD ONLY EVER HEAR WHEN I SANG THE SONG ON ROCK BAND 3 AND I'M LOSING MY SHIT OH M GOD THEY ADDED THE TRANSITION FOR GHOST OF YOU RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


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7 months ago

Please reblog if YES so your followers will know!

6 months ago

As someone currently googling a lot about fascist regimes for funsies, this intrigues me 🤔

something that’s been stumping me about the new lore dump is “the black parade”.

how does it fit into the wider lore we already have for the black parade? A national band for a fascist regime is definetly a far cry from a marching band that leads you into the afterlife. 6247 days since the black parade is dead show, and since the black parade was “sent to the MOAT”.

it’s strange, obviously the question is “what is the moat”. I have what I hope is not too far fetched of a theory, I believe the moat could be the afterlife, or at least the place where the black parade as we know it resided.

Sending away the black parade to the moat was having it killed. Similar to how the black parade is dead killed them off (hence why it’s been 17 years since they last played). Their work privelage had been revoked now it’s been reinstated. Forced to work for the immortal dictator, forced back to a life they did not want.

the black parade as we know it inspired hope, inspiring us to carry on, to stay alive. Such sentiments would pose a threat to a farscist government, needing to be silenced. But as a cruel or symbolic punishment the dictator has chosen to revive them.

6 months ago

HELP I was watching the Macy’s Thanksgiving Parade and there was a Wednesday float and those MOTHERFUCKERS started playing Welcome to the Black Parade and I physically reacted like dude I didn’t think getting g-noted by the Macy’s Thanksgiving Parade would be on my 2024 bingo card but alright

Happy Thanksgiving :D


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A Random Little Shit Using Tumblr Way Past Its Peak

I'm bored af so I'm on Tumblr now ig :D | minor | MCR obsessed and it's pretty much the only thing I post about | mentally a millenial who refuses to grow up | she/they (don't tell anyone tho cuz the closet is starting to get a little cozy) | i play games idk what else to add

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