Save me the MCR brainrot is killing me
So for my world literature finals, we had to remember who wrote what poem/short story. There’s this one poem called “Thou Art Indeed Just, Lord” by Gerard Hopkins. The way I remembered this is Thou Art Indeed Just, Lord = Christianity = Catholicism = Unholyverse = Gerard Way = Gerard Hopkins
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"Coma City includes the line ‘bankrupt the planet for assholes in space.' With all the algorithms that people live on, there’s so much false information, and there’s people diagnosing themselves with Asperger’s off TikTok. That’s absurd to me. A lot of it is coming from that pressure of what the American Dream means because it’s just lost it altogether."
— Billie Joe Armstrong
I wore a skirt today for the first time in a while, and the whole day, I started feeling so off. Also I was wearing my Batman shirt that's just like...tighter on the chest. And also studded belt because that thing is cool and is the love of my life. Anyways, I thought the outfit was cute this morning, but as the day went on, I felt more and more like...just really weird, like something felt wrong. And so I sat down, and I was like, "Girl why you don't feel so girl...man...". Idk how to explain it, but I felt a lot like a girl, and I hated that feeling. Now, I've never really questioned my gender identity too much, just that I'm not totally like stereotypically feminine. But today was just too much, and as soon as I got my ass home, I had to get out of those clothes. I looked in the mirror, and I felt sick seeing the fact that I had tits. Like I wanted to chop them off right then and there, they just didn't feel right to me. Immediately remembered that one time for funsies, I saved this video to my "Watch Later" playlist on YouTube about hiding your chest without a binder. I didn't feel okay until I looked in the mirror, with some shit to compress away my chest as much as possible and this men's hoodie I had, where finally, there was no shape over my chest. Also changed to baggy pants because that felt better too.
I really need to restate the fact that I've never thought too hard about whether or not I felt like a girl. I just kinda rolled with it cuz I didn't care too much. But suddenly today, I don't know if it was the clothes I was wearing, or if something in my brain just clicked. My body just feels wrong now, and I don't know what this feeling is. I know the concept of gender dysphoria, as I'm friends with trans people, and I see them online. I'm just not sure if what it is I'm feeling is gender dysphoria or what, all I know is that I hate these fucking curves on my body and I want them gone. I don't know what the hell I am, but whatever it is, I don't want it to be a girl. It just feels really wrong right now, and I know I keep using that as a phrase, but I don't know how else to explain the feeling. Whatever body I'm in right now is just not me, but I'm not currently in a position where I can do anything about that, and I feel like I'm dying when I can feel the literal weight on my chest (I say that like there's a lot there, but not really, I've never fucking measured, but there is some there), or when I look down and there's a visible shape there.
What the actual fuck is going on I hate this
ANYWAY THAT'S ALL BYEEEE
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Someone help me I cannot explain it but I love this specific dumbass hairstyle so much.
why does it make him transcend gender I need answers what is this feeling
I have a great image to show with you all.
The Tumblr will love this
It's ... It's perfect
The best way to make friends with good people is to ask them this one simple question: "What's your favorite onomatopoeia?"
If they answer with "mICRowave", they are now your best friend.
EVERYBODY knows (or should) that you DO. NOT. STOP. in Vidor, Texas.
It’s best to just run out of gas elsewhere. Whatever you do, black folks, DO NOT STOP IN VIDOR, TEXAS.
There’s a good chance you’ll get lynched or just come up missing - and I’m not joking.
also do NOT stop in Harrison, Arkansas!!!! (relatively close to OK and MI) a nazi town with a BIG KKK organization.
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Why do people keep reblogging that photo of a goth chick in a combine harvester
Patrick Stump is the hottest piece of ass that the world has seen since Bowie died. Not taking criticism.
I have no Sunday clothes. Me and my non-Christian family are now heading to the Christian household that I am technically related to. I am cooked.
I'm bored af so I'm on Tumblr now ig :D | minor | MCR obsessed and it's pretty much the only thing I post about | mentally a millenial who refuses to grow up | she/they (don't tell anyone tho cuz the closet is starting to get a little cozy) | i play games idk what else to add
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