the silence is getting too loud. Stop it. I can't save me.
how am i going to rebuild myself when i dont let myself fall apart?
so damn true.
Warner: Look at me straight in the eyes and tell me the truth, Kishimoto. Kenji: You can’t expect me to look into your eyes and be straight.
Yep.
"I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself."
– Franz Kafka
pulling up to the function scared and puffed up
I can kill the desire, but I can’t kill the tenderness, the need to touch you when your eyes are dark, when you are pale.
Anaïs Nin, from a diary entry featured in Mirages: The Unexpurgated Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1939-1947
I have been wondering,
if its my fault that she is becoming a monster.
and if it is me, i might be doing a good job.
and it scares me.