“you’re not ruined,
you just feel ruined;
and it’s hard to tell the difference.
they both feel the same.”
fuck it. be creative even if you never really *make* anything. write out plot synopses of stories and then move on. design OCs you'll never use. make mood boards and concept art and don't do anything with them. life's too short to forget everything that inspired you and creation doesn't have to be "complete" to be worth the time you put into it.
bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements
Anne Sexton, The Awful Rowing Toward God; from 'Is It True?'
TEXT ID: Occasionally the devil has crawled in and out of me,
Velimir Khlebnikov, "Visitations," Collected Poems & Writings.
Love Between Lines
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Growing up,
I found getting lost in books
Was the best way to survive.
All sorts of stories,
Where someone is saved,
And happily ever after is never explained.
Paper cuts and the smell of cigarettes,
Separating fact from fiction.
I think now on how you grew up,
Parallel alongside me.
How I'd come to accept that while books
Imitated life,
There would be no savior,
No happily ever after for someone
Like me.
You existed outside of my realm of knowledge,
A lightning strike for a smile
And beautiful-
Like the heroes from the storybooks.
Do you like mint with chocolate?
I had asked,
And you hesitated with lightning.
Honesty, honesty, honesty.
Such simple questions to unravel my worldview,
To find there was a story being written about me all along-
Just within you.
Depends on the context,
You laughed.
But yes, I do.
I do too.
I do too.
x
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i keep going back,
and it hurts.
How fucked up are you ?
So much that i ask ai if what i went through was enough to be this tramatized.