*inhales* Ily Ily Ily Ily Ily Ily Ily Ily Ily

the life series & cannibalism

the hungry & pervert mouth - silas denver melvin // 3rd life episode 8: the final life // hélène cixous // symbiosis - silas denver melvin // @/wormbus-art // minecraft last life: day 5 - red conversion // love of the wolf (trans. keith cohen)

Someone needs to study the day after traumatizing events. I’ll have horrible flashbacks one night and then the following morning I’ll be completely fine, fully productive, back to watching Viktor edits and writing job applications with 2 hr sleep

Carry It Well, song by Sam Fischer

ocd is literally just having a guy in your head that torments you with false prophecies & visions

Sustainable fashion for the Solar Punk

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When will sleep stop being deprived smh

oops! it seems i tripped and dropped several million free books, papers, and other resources

https://annas-archive.org

https://sci-hub.se

https://z-lib.is

https://libgen.is

https://libgen.rs

https://www.pdfdrive.com

https://library.memoryoftheworld.org

https://monoskop.org/Monoskop

https://libcom.org

https://libretexts.org

http://classics.mit.edu

https://librivox.org

https://standardebooks.org

https://www.gutenberg.org

https://core.ac.uk

I always feel so guilty after I ruminate on an intrusive thought. I know the thought itself is intrusive but I feel like a bad person for even thiking about it and trying to disprove it. I feel like I can’t trust what I tell myself.

me wiping the tears quickly before my mother comes in the room so she doesn’t realize it’s getting bad again