“MAY 14, 2016 12:44AM I think what hurts the most is everything that we could have been and that we will never get to do. We could have been great. We almost made it. We will never get to hug each other again. You will never get to come to my country and experience it with me. I will never be able to take you to that one city like i promised. You will never meet my family, I told them so much about you. I will never get to see your parents or your dogs again. We will never visit new cities together. You will never propose to me at Disney like you said you wanted to. We will never have our 3 kids, C, O and W. We will never have our own little apartment like the one we had for a few weeks before I had to leave and everything started to go down hill. I guess maybe we were just not meant to be. Almost, we were just ‘almost’. We will never get our happily ever after and that is what hurts the most.”
— G.P. // it is long gone now but my phone is still filled with thoughts of you.
my actual inspiration
here’s a list of my favourite playlists that i listen to when studying. only one playlist has lyrics so if you find that distracting you can skip it!
1 am study session - lofi hip hop/chill beats (1 hour)
a rainy town - animal crossing ost + thunderstorm ambiance (1 hour)
breath of the wild relaxing music with rain (1 hour)
lofi hip hop radio - beats to relax/study to (live radio)
relaxing life is strange music (1 hour) *has lyrics
relaxing music from uncharted series (45 mins)
skyrim music & ambiance - night (1 hour)
skyrim music & ambiance - rainy day (10 hours)
studio ghibli summer night piano collection with nature sounds (7 hours)
the last of us - relaxing music compilation (30 mins)
the legend of zelda - calming & relaxing music compilation (1 hour)
the witcher 3 - peaceful music & nature ambiance (1 hour)
the witcher 3 toussaint - relaxing music for sleep and study (1 hour)
uncharted - ambient music & ambience (1 hour)
all playlists
My thoughts are stars I cannot fathom into constellations.
(via neuroticdream)
daylight
oh babe, i love you so bad
black and white represent my life, I have no days, my nights are lonely. It's dark and dull.