Ever the optimist, Didyme's innate positivity had fought back against the call for darkness. Perhaps just as sorrow was a condition of humanity, self-preservation was a condition of the eternity her brother had gifted her with. Trying to burn herself in the sun and join her siblings had resulted in only a temporarily charred wrist. Though on the other side of her temptation she saw a clearer truth; she had lost herself. She remembered how precious life had been in humanity. How one more hug, one more meal, one more sunrise was a blessing and none of them were promised. And there she was with an endless abundance. Who was she to shun such things?
Still, when death seemed as much a promise as the joys of life she knows it harder to resist the temptation to meet it earlier. A small, thoughtful smile crosses the vampires delicate features. "You're right, I do not know you." But she knew humans. She had seen a plethora of them, countless lifetimes, of the way they could be. Some prettier than others. The yellow jewel of her necklace catches the light of the moon, illuminating her face as she moves closer. "But I am willing to bet you did not start this way. No one does." Not even her cold and controlling brother, even he had once been a child full of light and hope. As she moves, so does her power, invisible tendrils attempting to take hold of the woman's heart and fill it with a warmth she surely had not felt in some time. Reaching for the human's arm, Didyme's own heart aches as the others pain hits her even harder. In her tear stained gaze she sees but a broken child. When was the last time someone held her?
Overwhelmed, the ancient pulls the woman into her embrace, trying to envelop her with a certain protection from the harsh fate that awaited on the other side of the cliff. "It's going to be okay. Not every day will feel like this." It was only the two of them under the evening sky, but her words are still whispered. A gentle offering of comfort from whoever she needed it to be from. From wherever she had never felt it.
Sorrow wasn't apt enough a word for the depth of Esme's grief— her pain. Every breath felt like needles in her lungs, pricking tears from eyes just for her to then choke on them. They had to pull her fingers from around her son's body, pry her arms from around him so they could take him to the morgue. All while she screamed and begged for another hour.
The silence afterwards was incomparable to anything she'd experienced before. They had threatened restraints on her, but one of the nurses managed to convince the doctor otherwise; she was just a grieving mother, not a danger to anyone's safety—
Well, perhaps her own.
Her lungs burned as they did bringing her boy into this world. Over the past few days she had become accustomed to heaving lungs; labour of different kinds, one now to reward her the end of this tortuous existence.
Through her tears, Esme thinks that perhaps the figure and the words to be her mother. The innate kindness of them make her yearn for the familiarity of a mother's embrace, but as she blinks the tears away, Esme focuses instead on a stranger.
The breeze is non-existent on this humid, August night. The stars glisten like silver above and Esme can't help the way she finds peace in this landscape being her end.
"How could a stranger know if I'm myself or not?" Her words are spat. She is so close now. If her son can't be with her, she'll be with him. "They couldn't, so don't pretend you're any different."
@volturimaster asked ❝ all you need to do is take my hand, come on. ❞ - Maria
Stupid. She had been stupid, too reckless; something she had been so careful for the past several centuries not to be. The line between expanding her territory and not drawing the attention of the Italians was paper thin but she thought she had managed the dance so well, so delicately. Were it not for her trying to get her old lieutenant Whitlock back in line, leaving her army to be overseen by an arguably inferior replacement, she would maybe now not be faced with the threat of having her Queendom cut down. While Maria secretly did not acknowledge this strange, ancient covens dominion over the vampiric world - especially not over her territory - she had never been foolish enough to test them or admit it. Not yet. Many allied covens in the region had fallen from trying. They may not have been her rulers, but they had a power she was not prepared to challenge. Until now, that was. Now she didn't have a choice. She saw the two choices in front of her blaring from the red eyes of the ancient without him needing to say it, despite his calmness; bend the knee or die.
She isn't sure why the strange, dark-haired vampire wants her hand but all the survival instincts surging through her told her it wasn't good. Breath catches in her throat as she takes in her surroundings, the walls of the canyon seeming as though they were closing in. She is cornered, several of the guard blocking her exit as their presumed leader stalks toward her. A situation the Mexican commander is usually on the other end of, but now her own army was nowhere to be found. She was alone. A vulnerability she hasn't felt in centuries. Swallowing the rage bubbling from within - fighting this was no use - she tries the only other tool at her disposal. Her wits. "Qué es esto? I can assure you I have been careful." Another careful step backward, rocks crunching beneath her heel. "I only change strays, those half-dead already, those no one would miss." While she hardly showed it, Maria felt a sense of affection for her progeny. The forgotten, the beaten down. Like herself in her humanity. They would show the world who they really were; no one would forget their names again. Despite the thought, Maria continues to plead her case. "I keep them in line. No rules have been broken."
This new world was something else. It was full of so many people, so much colour and noise. The thought of exploring all it had to offer may have once intrigued Didyme, but that was BEFORE her dear brother had placed a dagger in her heart and left her to rot under buildings for millennia. Waking up, the betrayal felt as the day prior, and now everything else was simply overwhelming her senses. She couldn't quite place how long it had been, but long enough that almost everything about the world had changed. When she began asking after her brother, a man had asked her if she'd tried looking him up on something called "Face Book". It was like they were speaking in tongues.
As day begins to break, the ancient vampire decides to bunker down. While she wants to think it was grave robbers who took her daylight ring she fears the more likely explanation - that it was Aro. Another betrayal, though it paled in comparison to his sororicide. Breaking the lock on a place that looked abandoned, a gasp escapes her as she realises she's not alone. Though as quickly as she'd startled, a thought begins to form. She hadn't seen any other vampires since waking, so she hopes if this stranger is another of her kind maybe they might know where Aro is.
open to: anyone possible connections: another vampire or supernatural creature, a human hiding in the abandoned house
dialogue prompts from you made a fool of death with your beauty by akwaeke emezi.
i didn't mean to trade war stories. i'm sorry.
i'm sorry for the hurt that lives in your heart.
i wish i could tell you it gets easier.
did you ever love again?
there's no such thing as an inappropriate question.
you don't mind being watched?
you always seem so alone.
i've never hidden who i am from you.
i'd like to think that we're becoming friends.
there are so many different types of love. different types of ways to stay committed.
this is the most bisexual conversation i've had in a long time.
you're being secretive, even for you.
we're friends first, right?
i didn't realize you were sappy like that.
of course you're on time when food's involved.
you look like a troublemaker.
it would be ridiculous to be jealous of a ghost.
there are moments that break timelines.
i have to lock up. for real, this time.
you look like you're about to assassinate someone.
something inside me just never stopped screaming.
when did hell freeze over? did i miss the memo?
you think i'd let someone else cook a dinner in my house?
i want to be someone i can recognize.
grief can feel like a lifetime of venom, spikes piercing through us.
what i really want to do is curl up in bed and cry.
no, i'm not awake. i'm sleep-talking.
i don't think i've ever seen you actually drunk.
you're lucky to have me, voice of reason and perspective.
if i keep moving, i won't have time to think.
there are some things that need to stay and die in last night.
you can put me down now.
when you held me, i thought i was going to break.
can't we just skip the talking part?
was it just a kiss for you?
i only ask one thing: don't lie to me.
i will hold anything you tell me with care. just please let it be the truth.
i don't know how to say what i want. it's like i've got all these voices yelling at me about how mad and fucked up it all is.
i'm terrified i'll say something and you'll look at me like i'm out of my mind.
i like being alone next to you. like our alones might walk side by side.
you are so generous with your heart.
you were like light. i couldn't help but turn my face to you, if i wanted to keep living.
i've spent a significant amount of time trying to change my feelings into something else, but i can't.
i am so tired of denying myself.
it's ridiculous how much i love watching you smile.
i can feel you staring, you know.
you okay? where did you go?
tell me what you're feeling. i'll take whatever it is, over you pushing me away.
i don't want to go back there. it feels like a place that could eat me alive if i did, even just by talking about it.
you have me for as long as you want, however much or as little as you want. i'm not going anywhere.
i have a hard time processing platonic affection.
you're messing with me. you've gotta be messing with me.
you know you can always just come home, right?
i guess 'messy and alive' is a good way to put it.
would you like to go on a walk? i have something to show you.
i've never done anything to hurt you, have i?
don't even say my name. keep it out of your mouth.
i want you to be okay, more than anything. tell me what you need.
i'm here. why are you trying to make me go away?
what will you do when you get tired of me?
i can still feel the shape of the hole left in my heart.
you're always so angry when you're in pain.
i'm here to take whatever spikes you throw at me, always. forever.
i appreciate your concern, but let me take care of myself. okay?
do what you gotta do to be happy.
this shit you want to know, it doesn't belong to you. it's not your business.
i love how you lean into grief and somehow use it to become even more alive.
i'm happy just to be with you, however you'll have me.
thank you for coming into my home.
I think my promo is being blocked from the tags????
not to complain about being an australian mun again but sometimes with timezones it really starts to feel like I’m just kicking rocks and my muse’s are being like that “c’mon, do something” meme constantly 😭 basically a roundabout way of saying if you see this pls like this if I can come into your DM’s and plot or it’s okay to send you memes because my girls are getting antsy for me to write things. I am open to lots, despite my girls being “twilight based” they are extremely canon divergent even down to the vampire lore which I have frankensteined together from various vampire media and it is nothing like smeyer’s sparkly mormon freaks, so very open to interacting with other media’s vampries and plotting out verses or situations for them
@wastheheart asked “you’re allowed to need help sometimes.” (for rosalie)
Though not hiding her moods from the coven was perhaps a selfish attempt to get them to feel what she felt, it didn't mean Rosalie exactly knew what to do when help was offered directly. A frustration has taken hold of her - they should already know what was wrong, she shouldn't have to SPELL IT OUT. "I'm fine, Esme. Really." A lie she knows Esme, especially, can see right through. The other woman had a way of seeing beneath the layers the others sometimes looked past. It seemed sometimes that she almost felt them, too. A guilt prickling at Rose's throat for projecting such negativity onto someone who only ever wanted to help. Then, more frustration - how did she maintain such caring calm? The younger vampire had only felt herself become more bitter with age. A rose with many, many thorns. "I just don't think I'm the only one who will need help if things go south with Edward and the human."
reverse starter call? like this and I'll come into your open starters if you have any and reply if I can see our muses interacting. and also a reminder my DM's are open if anyone wants to plot
Adelaide Kane as MARY STUART REIGN (2013 — 2017)
Being 13 years apart Didyme and Aro were originally very much like “younger sibling idolises older sibling and older sibling feels protective of younger sibling” dynamic but then after he came back and turned her they were basically like this the entire time
the dancefloor is filling up with blood but oh, lord, you've never been so in loveindie semi-selective twilight multi-muse by luna | 18+MOBILE NAV🕱
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