Santanico Pandemonium | 1x07

my computer finally bit it and matt could not fix it. thankfully we kinda knew this was gonna happen and I had saved up to purchase a new one in the meantime.

this being said, I did lose photoshop and all my icons, I'm still undecided if I'll be getting the items off the old PC. so my already barebones style is gonna be worse. i do have some old gif icons on my external harddrive so I am using them. and I am playing around with affinity photo and I think I can make do, I refuse to do a monthly payment to photoshop. if that tells you how long I've had my copy of PS.

Gentle Care

Taking care of them...

"Hey, it's okay. Show me?"

"What did they do to you?"

"Don't cry - I've got you."

"That's okay - get it all out."

"Deep breath, I have you."

"Sh, sh, I'm going to patch you up."

"I've got a bandage for you."

"This is going to sting, but we have to clean this."

"Oh - okay - we're hugging about this, okay."

"It'll all feel better in the morning."

"I can't believe someone would do this to you..."

"I'm going to protect you."

"Get some rest. I'm not going anywhere."

"You're safe now."

"I'm just going to wipe your face."

"When's the last time you cried like this?"

"There's nothing wrong with you, I promise."

"One day, you'll be okay. For now? It's okay to hurt."

"You want a hug?"

"I've got a blanket for you."

"Nice and cosy..."

"It's okay if you fall asleep."

"Just get some rest. You need it."

"Hey, I made you food."

"I know it's easy to forget to eat when you feel like this."

"You don't need to feel guilty."

"It wasn't your fault."

"Do you want a hot chocolate?"

"There's nothing better than a toasted marshmallow."

"Just hold onto me. There we go."

PROMPTS FOR PRE ESTABLISHED CONNECTIONS AND CREATING HISTORY BETWEEN CHARACTERS *  assorted dialogue for giving your characters a history and giving them past things or events to talk about, adjust as necessary

do you remember what i told you last time?

have you been doing well since i saw you?

that's not what you told me back then.

when was the last time i saw you?

you were shorter then.

i'm picking the restaurant this time.

we've known each other since we were children.

always knew i could count on you.

that time was different. this is worse.

you're not going to let me live that down, are you?

i seem to remember a conversation we had back then.

so you changed your mind about it?

do you remember our encounter in paris?

you should know me by now.

am i the only one that knows the truth?

we had a lot of help back then.

your mom told me to look out for you.

you just love bringing that back up to annoy me.

maybe don't mention my past indescretions?

this was never going to work out between us.

i told you not to get attached.

i know more about you than you think.

i was there, remember?

i'm not about to forget all the shit you put me through.

you told me you were going to try and make this work.

remember what i said to you?

the last time i saw you, things were good between us.

you never mentioned this before.

that was the longest flight of my life, and you made it worse.

can i still trust you after all that?

at least we tried to make something work.

we never discussed what happened between us.

okay, but i'm driving the car this time.

i haven't forgotten what you said last week.

i'm still thinking about your comment.

i didn't realize it was you when i first saw you.

you seem to make a lot of enemies around here.

there's not much for us to talk about.

we worked it out last time.

i know you far better than you know yourself.

we have a long history.

is that the shirt you were wearing last time?

what don't i know about you?

i haven't told them about us.

you were the only person i could go to.

you know me.

this is bigger than both of us.

i can't stand your driving.

are you taking me to the place we had dinner last time?

that's not at all what you said.

didn't we agree on that?

i thought i made it very clear where i stand.

are these the same people that came after you last time?

are you still going on about it?

can we talk about it?

staying silent about it won't help.

you're the only person who knows the real me.

this is a bad time to talk about your problems.

if you had asked her why she did it, why she was so loyal to tyson and why she refused to leave his side, the truth is she couldn't answer you. it just felt right in her soul. past relationships from both ends might have made her a little slow to ever admit feelings but when she did? it was forever. but they still kept things very private and personal, even to the point she kept her own house. even if she hadn't seen it in weeks. to japan with him, then back on the road with him before somehow just without asking or setting it ending back in his house too. "officially?" she asked, her forehead against his, "I think you're right."

@powertobite: "don't tell anyone, but i love you."

It wasn’t the first time he heard those three words from her, but regardless it made him smile each and every time she said it, as if it had been. Throughout his time apart from wrestling, she had been there for him every step of the way, for the little things like going to the Pharmacy for him, to being by his bed side night after night, when he was in the hospital for weeks at a time. Tyson didn’t think it was possible for him to love her any more, but somehow she managed to find a way every single day, just by being her. “Since we’re sharing secrets, I have one for you. I love you too.” He leaned in a bit as he went on to say. “—and to be honest, I think it’s bout time you moved in with me.”

psa;

 i am a shy roleplayer. messaging people first doesn’t come easy to me. i go to send someone a message and then my mind goes a million miles an hour; what if they don’t like my writing, what if they don’t even know who my muse is, what if they don’t like the fandom, what if they’re roleplaying with someone who roleplays the same muse, *rereads the rules 10000s times but still gets paranoid im brekaing a rule*, what if they aren’t following me, are the mutuals only, what if they don’t like the plot i have in mind. and basically it fills me with so much nervousness and fear i just back away and continue to watch from afar.  this doesn’t mean i never message first, when i’m confident the person likes my writing style/blog i find approaching them a little bit easier.  this isn’t anything personal or me trying to be superior in any way. i am shy, have low confidence, and am very unsure of myself and my writing.  if i follow you and never message you, i’m sorry, i truly am. but i adore each and every one of you and love to see you all. if i had it my way i would speak and roleplay to all of you.  i hope you all can understand and forgive my unhealthy way of thinking (✿◠‿◠)

she was looking for a crumb; anything to hang on to. she had seen the look in his eyes lately. the one that sneaked out when his armor could be broken. but it was never with her. but she saw the old hangman the one who had been her person.

that smile would bring her own to her face, "well that sounds like that's a current point of view. and I'm just glad the cowboy can be fond of something. since you've been all stabby and burny lately." she had kept her distant in the beginning, a war had been waged and she didn't know how she and the other parties involved had gotten out of it.

@powertobite sent ; you sound like you're still in love with me

hangman tensed up, jaw clenched to the point where he could feel the soreness, eyes narrowed on the woman in front of him. he wasn’t ready to admit it to himself, so how would he even admit it to her? instead he shook his head and let his gaze travel downward, running a hand through his hair. don’t give yourself away he told himself in his head, but he stayed as collected as possible as he chuckled to himself.

“i don’t know about all that, but i guess you can say i’m pretty… fond of you.” hangman met her eyes and gave her a sly smile. there was no doubt that he missed her, azin was all he managed to think about. he was a fool for letting her go and he’d never forgive himself for it, but there was nothing that said he couldn’t try and win her back.

@iconiic continued from here.

(msg): i wish i could understand paul's reasoning for this. (msg): frankie is upset, she saw the promo. (msg): she did smile over the comment about me and raising kids and he knew nothing about it.

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i am on the road with a very long layover. i can be found on discord today. please come entertain me.

smol psa the best place to find me is either in the ims or discord which is powertobite.