we irl
- randomly burst out giggling and answer questions we hallucinated having been asked
- have limbs jerking in circles (not the horny kind :c)
- think everyone outside the house knows who we are and are out to get us
- have blown off every social activity we said we'd go to for a month
- treat the reflection in mirrors like they're different members of our system and subsystems.
- have back and forths with the mirror selves and express our (romantic) relationship this way
we,, have definitely become more psychotic the last year uwu
Which is funny, since our life is actually going ok. its validating to know we can feel this way without it meaning our life is ending or falling apart
do you have any transpsychosis tips?? ^.^
- talking incoherently!! like maybe you start a sentence but it like gets mudldred with lgnger words and it compelwtlyy falsl aaprtt andnsdoslme or something like that!! (irl though lol)
- repetitive movements!! do tasks over and over maybe for a sense of comfort or maybe because someone will hurt you if you dont or maybe something else
- hypervigilance
- anxietyyyyy
- social isolation!! nobody can know you know what you know. nobody must know
- depression
the rest is for delusions and hallucinations and i just copied and pasted that section from my transshcizospec tips!! i really need to make an archive
delusions:
- a delusions is simply a fixed belief that doesnt change despite contradicting evidence. let your imagination run wild and then just gaslight yourself. eventually youll believe it.
- if you need more guidance, some common delusions are grandiose delusions (which i experienced), paranoid, erotomaniac (parasocial), somatic, and many more you can google.
- paranoia is very very common!! incorporate it!!
- look at the "how the delulu girls" trend on tiktok!!
- whether or not you choose to talk to people about your delusion is up to you
hallucinations:
- honestly, make them up to gaslight yourself and/or manifest them
- draw whatever comes to mind and tell yourself its your hallucinations
- get sleep deprived!!
-watch things that make you anxious!!
- listen for small background noises and tell yourself its a hallucination
yes hello owo
Pretty self explanatory but for people who are transharm(ful/ed) that experience attraction to other transharm(ful/ed), exclusively or not.
Yes the flags are just inverted shut up I'm lazy
i just wanna say i love my headmate boyfriend very much >:3
If any transid or para needs to hear this,
You will be alright.
You will be safe, you will be comfortable, you will be free, you will be happy.
We will be accepted. It's inevitable. We're making progress day by day. Our communities grow rapidly, people who were once skeptical change their minds and become accepting.
You will survive, and you will live.
Please keep going on.
There's always someone fighting for you.
"identifying that way is invalid" makes zero people not identify that way by the way
I love waking up with my holes being sore uwu
any other transharmeds that also have an aversion to pain . . . .
i wish i had the balls to shave my head but i'm too much of a pussy T_T wish someone just fucking did it to me
I took half my morning dose of hrt this morning, I guess with the intention of getting myself back on it? I haven’t taken my hrt for months. After taking it I quickly thought “How silly of me to think I could seriously commit to going back to being a girl.”
Fact is I can’t commit to either right now. I shaved my head 7 months ago and at this point my hair is kinda long… for a guy.
If I could commit to being a guy I’d go get a haircut and throw out my hrt, if I could commit to being a girl I’d take better care of myself and take my hrt everyday.
I’m doing neither. Genuinely could use someone throwing out my hrt and just shaving my head whether I like it or not.
"You must have trauma to be a system"
"You must have dysphoria to be trans"
having one of those executive function days where everything is too many steps
yess pweeeesee 🥺🥺
force me to regress n then rape me, pleaseee!!
maybe hot take but transids harm literally no one
psychotic incel (the woke kind tho) check out the pinned post, and my DMs/ Asks are open!! pls be nice tho~
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