i went home early today cuz i felt icky an i got to sleep an now im spendin time with dada!!!
Sometimes I feel like I'm faking/not actually nonhuman/alterhuman, as I never really feel animalistic enough.
But, an animal doesn't sit and wonder if its acting animal enough. It just lives or exists.
"imagine acting like a dog" why wouldnt u want to nap, go on walks, wear pretty collars, play fetch and get headpats?
ngl do yall get like... brain dysphoria in relation to being nonhuman..
like why does my human brain have to require socialization? why do i have to live as a child and develop into an adult so slowly? why is my perception of the world so weird? why is it not more feral, more free, more loose? at the same time, why is it not more sapient? why am i chained down by biological relation to others?
idk i just don't like having a human brain. especially when it comes to socializing. wtf
the little pup urge to curl up in someone's lap (is much too big but will definitely try)
how dare youβ¦β¦.. make a dog write a long essayβ¦β¦ how am i even supposed to do thatβ¦.. with my paws,,,,,,?? >:(
wags my stupid fucking tail. whatever