Where’d My Title Go… Anyways, Blocking Freely

my head hurts 💔

my head hurts 💔

IM SCREMAINH I SEE THIS SOOOO BAD DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON FLUTTERCORD

life update

top of the afternoon to you. i got some dr pepper, it’s so good. probably my favorite drink next to water (i don’t drink anything else really). i’m spending the day with my mom and we just got The Habit. i got a burger with lettuce and avocado on it. my mom and i talked for a bit, apparently my step brother is moving to texas after he graduates????? also, he never responded to my happy birthday text (W or L brother?).

mom is currently smoking a cig ok wait she just got into the car. okay. listening to working man by rush, about to go visit my sister and watch her do a tennis thing. pretty lit if i do say myself. i got some jorts on, a black long sleeve tee, black vans and black leg warmers. nobody knows im wearing blue hello kitty socks except for myself. and i guess people who read this… okay anyways!!

math

do we think i can get away without studying and still get a good grade? i have a 91 in the class currently and im learning about circles. also we end school in exactly one month. i don’t really like circles sorry guys. they’re cool, but also what. why is arc measure different from arc length and also how do i even find measure of arc QR?

how about i don’t find the measure and everyone’s happy and i still ace the class.

NEVER STOP BEING OBSESSED WITH YOUR OCS 🫵

good morning (life update)

its the day after easter and nothing has changed significantly in my life. however, i will be seeing snow white in theaters tomorrow to make fun of it with two of my friends and my sister!! im super excited, this is the second time we've all watched a movie together, the first time being the minecraft movie!

life update

sisters tennis thing is over with, now i’m in the car. mom is smoking outside, i can smell it. it’s definitely not my favorite smell in the world, i can’t wait to get lung cancer from second hand smoke!! phone is charging, back at 22% now. it’s so hot in the car. Drain You by Nirvana just finished and now i’m listening to American River by Destroy Boys. i miss my boyfriend. siiighhhh. just got a lil bugger off my hand. also i in fact did not get any videos of my sister. perchance. ugh im baking in this car. i saw someone with a Kill Em All shirt, it was lit!!!

moms grabbing another cig?? no nevermind this is lit. listening to War Pigs by black sabbath now. i think my mom feels better? she seemed a bit down after the tennis thing. it’s alright though, we’re lit. phone is at 25% now!! we’re going back to my city now. i feel like saying city means they’re super far apart, but it doesn’t feel that way. we’re actually going to another city which isn’t mine, but close. i’m kind of tired, but i’m glad to be hanging out with my mom :3

i physically cannot go outside without music, without my phone, without something. i cant go outside until ive had enough because i'll be bored by then. this should be my excuse for being so brain rotted, is that i cant have 0 stimulation. if i dont have stimulation i explode.

Not to go "if you have ADHD just go for a run" or anything, but I am so serious if you have ADHD you should regularly go outside, no headphones no phone no nothing and just stand and observe for a while until you've had enough. Not until you get bored, until you've had enough. Drink your coffee without watching tiktok. Have a bath without music. Turn down the volume in your headphones. I cannot overstate how much learning to be bored is cruicial with ADHD. Life is not just about pleasure, no matter what your dysregulated dopamine system thinks, and when you teach your brain to be okay with being bored, then boring tasks stop feeling like torture. By letting yourself be bored you are yoinking your system out of the high/low binary and allow for the highs to feel like actual highs and not just anything that isn't low. I am so serious go literally touch grass. Listen to the sounds in your flat. Stimulate your body the way it was designed. It lowers anxiety and makes you feel like you're real and best of all it's completely free

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white people sayings

currently thinking about kenneth and kyle and white people sayings. “it’s curtains for you, buddy” “you and what army?” “newsflash PAL.” i need to use these more. “i don’t give a rats ass!” “take a hike.” “what am i, chopped liver?” “that’s rich coming from you.” “you’re on thin ice.” “get a load of this guy.” “oh brother.” “look what the cat dragged in.” “speak of the devil.” i need to utilize these more often. “you’re barking up the wrong tree.” “how you like them apples?”

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“Why I oughta….”

someone sedate me.