I Had A Pretty Big Relapse And A Fight With My Family And This Is So Tiring And All I Wanna Do Is Eat

I just wanna stop binging. This sucks. I started this bc I was too skinny but much rather that than this. And I'm aware of how many ppl wanted to be as skinny as I was back then and now I'm kinda becoming one of them. Like I just wanna be strong again, all I do is lay in bed and eat all the fucking time, I can't even move. I'm so tired.

Okay but, everyone is valid

Except me

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at first, i cvt because it was all too much. it was to draw my mind away from all of my problems and shit. then, it became familiar. i associated the pain and the blood with the comfort of distraction. now, it's like im not myself if im not in pain.

this is fine, im sure

Binging sucks. I can't have a life because all I do is eat until I can move and then when I can I can't go anywhere cause I'm ashamed of how my body looks after binging and I'm too lazy to clean myself too. Aaaaaagh.

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