Stretch Marks

Are you becoming what you've always hated?

Isle of Dogs / Game of Thrones / Painting by Jenn Mazza / Unknown / Ancestral Memory by Hari Alluri / Unknown / Venetta Octavia / Emma Tranter / Unknown / Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo / @ machineryangel

there is always tomorrow

Im suddenly remembering that i felt like my wellness was a burden. I think im gonna start taking care of myself as a privilege to contribute to my altar because the goddess that i am provides and protects every second of the day and i want to say thank you and convey my sincerity.

I took myself in a date to the museum last night in attempts to spend time with myself without needing to look normal. I’m working on living without being scared of someone seeing me and judging me for being alone or judging me for dressing weird. Yesterday I really needed to show up for myself after months and months of letting myself down and only finding inspiration in doing things for other people. So last night i took a couple hours for myself. I put on makeup, i put in my favorite clothes, took a train, and walked around for a couple of hours purely for myself.

every time i go to sleep I wake up from a nightmare

My mom, as a single parent, used to work at the front desk of my dance studio after her regular 9-5 just so i could have “free” unlimited classes and studio space to practice. And that sums up my mom as a parent.

Ive learned that when i react proportionate to your offenses instead of listening to my words and interpreting my volume for conviction all you listen to is what you’ve heard time and time again: that i am as dangerous as a bear. You see my small stature and tears streaming down my face and the first things you think about is YOUR SAFETY. You know what? Fuck you and the fucked people that said that im in the wrong for getting angry because i hope you know i have been angry since. I actually dont feel much anymore and its your fault.

BRING BACK SHOES WITH PERSONALITY

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