Yippe !!

When other people say they’re dizzy, they mean ‘phew! My equilibrium is a bit off! In a just a few moments I’ll be fine!’

When I say I’m dizzy, I mean something very different.

I mean that I can see black spots in my vision, and I can’t tell if this is going to be the time I pass out.

It means that the world is swimming underneath my feet, stretching and distorting like an obstacle course even when it’s just a straight, flat path.

It means there’s so much pressure in my head and not nearly enough.

It means that I can feel my heart speed up and beat harder, trying to adjust to the new gravity, just because I’ve shifted slightly.

It means I can feel the nausea rising in my stomach and the bile come up my throat.

It means that walking is a challenge. Getting a snack is a challenge, going to the bathroom is a challenge. Sitting up is a challenge.

So, when I say I’m dizzy, I’m trying to dumb it down so that you can understand a fraction of what I’m feeling. Not that I’m not feeling it. On good days, it’s a hindrance. On bad days it stops me doing anything. Stop telling me that ‘just being dizzy’ doesn’t make me ‘that disabled’. You barely know the half of it.

guys i made something

Open to see what you get in 2024

loved

!! RANT POST !!

LOVVVVEEEEE when my ex, who tried to DATE MY LITTLE BROTHER WHILE WE WERE STILL TOGETHER tries to act like I'mmmmmmmmm the problem, go online say they're gonna take their life cause of me, and then act like I'm the problem when I RESPOND. Like womp womp don't care fuck off stay mad bitch shouldn't have been a fucking weirdo I'm immature for saying womp womp but YOU'RE immature for saying you'd take your life over me.

reblog to blow up an ableist

ⓘ You can Bite your Friends.

I just got a drawing tablet because I wanted a drawing tablet and aside from what I've made for my siblings- this is my favorite thing so far:

he is JUDGING you.

STOP posting SEXUAL THINGS with THE ASEXUAL TAG

look, I'm very sex favorable. I even engage in the devils tango as an asexual. however, I get nauseous seeing so many naked bodies, and they are plastered all over the asexual tag. seriously. I get that people are just tossing every lgbt tag on their sexy posts for traction but maybe leave off the one literally about not feeling sexual attraction.

Just a thought. :)

Nex Benedict deserved to live.

That's not just bullying, that's assault and murder.

Notice how the "save the children" crowd is literally nowhere to be seen?