crying so bad rn because summer is going to be in one month and i hate my body✨✨
The fact that I know I could be pretty, it’s just under all my fat, literally makes me so mad. Working on it rn dw xx
hello lovelies! today is thanksgiving and i'm so scared because i have to eat so much. if i eat hardly anything then my family will get worried that im not eating again (which they'd be right but i don't want them to know!!). i'm at my aunts house but im still gonna try to purge as much as i can because im finally at my lowest weight (158lbs or 71kg which is still huge but im so proud of how much i've lost!). a lot of people my height (5'7/5'8ish) weigh what i weigh and they look skinny but the way that i carry my weight makes me look like a whale. i carry most of it in my hips and ESPECIALLY my thighs oh my fucking gosh i just look massive.
Darker th1nspø 🖤
update: i overate like a mf today so gonna try to purge when i get home.
i can't wait for the day i'm underweight so i can be a legitimate ana girl
I don't want to be the fat friend anymore
RE-BLOG IF….
- You FULLY support recovery and WANT people to recover.
- You think people should AVOID “@na coaches” AT ALL COSTS.
-You are against “f@t-sp0” . (becosue it’s just down right wrong.)
My ED means nothing if I’m still fat. No one cares when you’re fat. People will say “you should eat” and then cringe when you eat. I have to be thin enough to make people worried.
hello mutuals! i don't really make my own posts, i mainly js repost my biggest inspo or fav other posts so that i can look back at them! this might become more of a blog in the future though so we'll see!!