on longing and deep obsession.
@agenderloser
Lana del rey for “Numero Magazine” 2012
The Other Middle East: An Anthology of Modern Levantine Literature | Disco Elysium | Slay The Princess | Sam&Max: Beyong Time and Space
Poison Ivy and Harley Quinn by W. Scott Forbes
My god this hit DEEP
I don't care that he's a cannibal and a serial killer! I would still be lured into feeling safe around Hannibal Lecter cuz he never raises his voice!
happy halloween
Do not perceive me in any way, i am only but a aesthetic, a thought
1. letters to felice, frank kafka | 2. strangers, ethel cain | 3. overture (1992), helen frankenthaler | 4. desperation sits heavy on my tongue, a.m | 5. against the loveless world: a novel, susan abulhawa | 6. a green thought in a green scale (1981), helen frankenthaler | 7. wife, mitski | 8. ruth 1:16 | 9. lush spring (1975), helen frankenthaler | 10. no exit, jean-paul sartre
I am the type of lover that foresees collapse and dives in headfirst anyway. I am the type of lover that knew who he was all along and loved him anyway. I implored him, I craved him at every moment of the day and every second I did not spend with him was a waste of time to me. I loved him, I knew him, with his blood underneath my nails, tears down my shirt, pulling him into me and mourning his body that was still warm in my arms. I knew he wouldn’t stay from the very beginning, yet I played his game simply to draw him out of himself and to experience him fully as a person. I am rich, but not in the way you’d think, but my biggest pleasure in life is coaxing the life and humanity out of people and to collect their impressions on me and see the world as they do. It’s so beautiful to be human. I wish I could live like they do
this is actually me btw if u even care