— David Cronenberg, Consumed

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5 months ago

chess match♟️

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1 year ago

2014.

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1 year ago

we love to play destroy! (⁠♡⁠ω⁠♡⁠ ⁠)⁠

. ⁺ ˳ 💉 ༚ . °ִ ۫ ⁎ . ♡ ⁺ ˳ 🩸 ༚ . °ִ ۫ ⁎ .

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2 months ago

I Am The Type Of Lover That Foresees Collapse And Dives In Headfirst Anyway. I Am The Type Of Lover That

I am the type of lover that foresees collapse and dives in headfirst anyway. I am the type of lover that knew who he was all along and loved him anyway. I implored him, I craved him at every moment of the day and every second I did not spend with him was a waste of time to me. I loved him, I knew him, with his blood underneath my nails, tears down my shirt, pulling him into me and mourning his body that was still warm in my arms. I knew he wouldn’t stay from the very beginning, yet I played his game simply to draw him out of himself and to experience him fully as a person. I am rich, but not in the way you’d think, but my biggest pleasure in life is coaxing the life and humanity out of people and to collect their impressions on me and see the world as they do. It’s so beautiful to be human. I wish I could live like they do

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parisntexxas

9 months ago

"Do not fall in love with people like me.

I will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments,

And I will kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth.

I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible.

And when I leave you will finally understand,

Why storms are named after people."

Caitlyn Siehl - Literary Sexts: A Collection of Short and Sexy Love Poems

It'll be over soon.

Promise?

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parisntexxas

1 year ago

crying

Adriana Lima’s Victoria’s Secret Fashion Show Evolution (2000 - 2018)

Adriana Lima’s Victoria’s Secret Fashion Show Evolution (2000 - 2018)

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parisntexxas

1 year ago

me and him

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parisntexxas

11 months ago

"Monachopsis // n. the subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place, as maladapted to your surroundings as a seal on a beach-lumbering, clumsy, easily distracted, huddled in the company of other misfits, unable to recognize the ambient roar of your intended habitat, in which you'd be fluidly, brilliantly, effortlessly at home."

Film still from "Jujutsu Kaisen" season two.
Suguru sits on a bench in front of a distant window. He looks down at the floor below. He has long, black hair and bangs that fall into his face. Suguru has a somber expression and dark eye bags.

"There is a lump in my throat the size of a cherry pit and I haven't been able to swallow it since I was thirteen. I remember childhood like a play where my role was to always stand in the back. Nobody put me there I just ended up exiting behind all the lights and loudness. There was a heaviness to be good. To hold my breath because I would knock the house down if I wasn't careful. The ice was thin and I was terrified of breaking it."

Cropped image from the Jujutsu Kaisen manga. Suguru sits on a black chair on top of a rooftop ,flipping through a book that he holds in his lap. Various buildings are visible in the background. There is a white towel draped over his shoulders. He smiles contently.
Nanako stands behind him as she cuts Suguru's hair. She is a young girl with blonde hair, wearing a school uniform. Her hair has been tied into a bun.
Beside the chair, Mimiko sits with her knees to her chest. She is a young girl who wears a school uniform. She has black hair cut into a short bob. She holds a small plush to her chest.

"I am almost completely soulless. / I am incapable of being human / I am incapable of being human / I am living uncontrollably"

"Do we simply stare at what's horrible and forgive it?"

Film still from "Jujutsu Kaisen" season two.
Suguru stands on a brown, bricked floor, looking down at Riko. His hair has been tied into a bun. He wears a black school uniform.
In front of him, Riko lays on the ground, dead. Blood has spilled from her head wound. She wears a white and navy blue school uniform.

"Who made you a monster? / Who made you a monster? / We're all afraid of you / We're all afraid of you"

"You stay quiet, while a war happens within you."

"I have survived everything but I fear that I cannot survive myself."

[Question] "Does he keep track of each and every cursed spirit he's ever ingested?"
[Answer] "Akutami: He does."

Manga panel page from "Jujutsu Kaisen."
The first panel is of Suguru. His head is tilted backwards adn his eyes are closed. He frowns as he swallows a curse.
The second panel has white text on a black box. It reads: "The taste of a cursed spirit that no-one else knows..."
The third panel is a more up-close drawing of Suguru. His eyes have opened widely. The veins of his eyes are visible.
The fourth panel has white text on a black box. It reads: "Like swallowing whole a cloth that was used to wipe up vomit..."
The fifth panel has white text on a black box. It reads: "Exorcised"
The sixth panel has white text on a black box. It reads: "Ingested"

"I was given a body that is falling apart"

"More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to be close to someone. More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to feel as if I wasn't alone."

"AT LEAST CURSE ME A LITTLE AT THE VERY END" // GETO SUGURU

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1 year ago