For Real😭

This is the post I want you all to spread as much as you can. Do anything but I want it to be seen as much as possible. I don't care for any of my other posts as much as for this one. IF I DIE I WANT THIS POST TO BE SEEN. I WANT THE WORLD TO HEAR.

This is the memory of a 16 year old girl Katya from Mariupol. I translated it to English and I cried while translating. Please read this. Don't scroll. Don't be ignorant and indifferent.

Do you know the feeling of pain? Once I fell in love with a boy but he didn't love me back, and I thought that it was painful. Turned out that the real pain is to see your mother dying with your own eyes. And to see your brother coming to her again and again, asking her: "Mommy, please, don't sleep, you'll freeze". And we'll never visit her grave. She got left in the cold and dark basement.

We peed, slept and ate our last portions of food in the same basement.

Once uncle Kolya caught a pigeon, I think on the fifth or sixth day, and we fried it and we ate it. And then we all puked.

Mom held on until the end, she died three days before we evacuated.

I told my brother that she's sleeping deeply and that we shouldn't wake her up. But, I think, he understood everything. He understood back then when our lady neighbor died and we couldn't put her outside and she started smelling. And then it became quiet for awhile, uncle Kolya put her outside and got blown up by a hidden grenade (my note, this word "rastyajka" means a grenade with a string attached to it, not a stray bomb. It was put to kill civilians coming out from the basements). Mom cried a lot. After Dad's death, uncle Kolya was the closest person to us.

The dead bodies stink so much.

They were everywhere. I closed my brother's eyes with Mom's scarf so he didn't have to see it. When we were running I almost threw up several times.

I don't believe in your god anymore.

If he existed, we wouldn't have had to suffer so much. My Mother never, you hear me, NEVER did anything bad. She never even left uncle Kolya in another room until she got married. She went to church and confessed often, and so did I. Uncle Kolya gave up smoking so Mom wouldn't worry about him sinning. And your god took her away. The pastor told me something about her helping god there, but it would be so much better for her to help god here, by bringing us up.

I hate russia.

My own uncle is there. Do you know what he said to me today on the phone? "Katya? Which Katya? Girl, I don't know you. What war, which Katya?". And then he wrote me from a different number: "Katya, don't write me. It's dangerous for me and my family. And your mom won't come back".

I hate them! It was his own sister?! How possibly can a person do this???

You know what? I think I'm going to come back to Mariupol. And I'm gonna live on the same place as before. And everyday come into the basement of the new building to put flowers.

It's also scary when the kids cry when it's forbidden. It's forbidden because we needed to not be heard.

These monsters found people in the basements and killed them. Those, who survived, told us that the russian soldiers could rape kids, the elderly and even dead bodies.

If there is a god, why does he let it happen?

I don't want to live anymore. We may be separated now, I suppose. I may not ever see my brother again. And why? Why did this putin "save" us? We lived so well, we even bought a car. Uncle Kolya promised to teach me how to drive. And they even burned the car. And our flat is no more. I want to die and I can't.

Please, hug your kids! Otherwise when you die, they might not remember your smell. If I handle it all and have kids, — I'm going to hug them 24/7.

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This is it. Now it's time for you to do your part. Do a tag game, tag all your mutuals, do EVERYTHING BECAUSE THIS SHIT IS IMPORTANT. THIS IS MY HONEST HUMAN SCREAM TO YOU AND I SCREAM TO YOU TO SPREAD THIS MEMORY. THIS IS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS, NOT OSCARS, NOT MEMES, NOT EVERYDAY LIFE. EVERY DAY OF WAR, EVERY DAY WE DON'T GET OUR VICTORY IS THE DAY WE LOST MORE OF OUR INNOCENT PEOPLE. MAKE A GODDAMN CHANGE, PEOPLE!!!

Yours truly

Takemichi here trying find a way to save South and I just want Mikey to kill his ass. I waited 20 chapters for this takemichi, let that bitch die.

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That post about death note being “everyone’s first anime” (untrue statement) made me curious and now I want to gather data for science

Can you reblog this and tell me where are you from and what was your starter anime?

it is impossible to shame me for all my awful ships and kinks. i will just agree with you.

“THAT IS GROSS”

“yep”

“THAT’S SO EMOTIONALLY UNHEALTHY”

“ikr”

“THAT WOULD BE PSYCHOLOGICALLY DAMAGING”

“tru”

“WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?”

“many, many things”

Look me in the eye and say the Dragon Dance in HOTD didn’t remind you of this

Just one chance😭😭😭

I STAN LEXI OMG. SHE AIRED THAT BITCH OUT AND CALLED THEM HOES OUT.

I'm team green out of spite so I feel the need to make it everyone's problem.

I feel like this fandom does not have the ability to think critically. Alicent was wrong to crown Aegon, I know this but personally I really think she did not understand what viserys meant. Her literal character is formed on serving the men in her life and I feel that if she knew what he was talking about, despite not liking it she would of adhered to her husband's wishes.

The members of team Green ( the family I mean) are all complex characters and I hate that we do not look at their motivations with open eyes because some of yal stan team black who btw are also bad people. There is no right side here.

Aegon is a disgusting little gremlin but let's remember how he grew up. His mother was his only parent and I think that despite her trying to correct him (because we do see her try) he did a lot of his behaviour for attention and this just became his personality. In episode 9 we even see Aegon say that he had no desire to rule and that no one likes him (in their defense I wouldn't like the prince that rapes women either) why would he, he has been told his entire life that he will never be king and he even if he was seen as competition he planned to not oppose and just continue being a depraved little boy. While Aegon enjoys doing whatever he wants with no consequences because that's how he was raised, his mom fixes all his problems so he never has to face them and there was no real expectation for him to uphold hus public image because he was never seen as being in the running to be king.

Honestly I could go on and on but my point is let's not see these characters as one dimensional. They are all complex no matter what side they are on.