What's It Like Being Otherkin And Other-hearted/a Therian? I've Always Found It Interesting Even Though

im so disconnected from human beauty standards and physical attraction that ive genuenly lost the ability to understand it anymore. i used to pretend i did, but since i found out i was asexual (and then aromantic) at 16 i stopped trying to understand it all and now im VERY out of practice; i dont remember how to pretend anymore.

and its not only about being aroace (altho that definitely doesnt help), but my nonhumanity has made me so disconnected from human bodies that my brain doesnt "get" whats the big deal about it all anymore, it never has. yesterday my friends were talking about actors and i was only half listening bc i dont... really care, but i was being polite and nodding along with them and all that.

"isnt this guy hot?" i look at the photo my friend is showing me. it is,,, a human male, alright. he is. shirtless. hm. that sure are some muscles. okay i guess? i dont like his face. too square. i say this, and my friends nod like it makes sense, but in a "she has no idea what shes talking about doesnt she" way. the conversation goes on. i stay confused.

does it ever make you dysphoric that like, you understand language. I can write and read and speak it and sometimes it just feels wrong. I don't like it. speaking sometimes makes me so dysphoric I almost just dissociate to deal with it

having to do and live through the very basic parts of human society makes me feel even more dysphoric and stuck in my own body. I don't see myself like them and yet they see me as them and I'm bound by their norms and omg I hate it

#real #literally me rn #alexigender #genderfluid

Alexigender culture is when someone asks you your gender you just say genderfluid cuz nobody really knows about your label

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SORRY FOR NOT BEING ACTIVE RAHHHH

Im not dead guyz im just wayyyyyyy too lazy 2 post :P

#wowzies #so cool wut :O #funzies

do u like it? :P

Thanks for the follow, you seem awesome!! It's always cool to find another hyena :D

(also I used to have the Vinyl Scratch EG doll, underappreciated character fr)

Hello!! I really love ur blogs ^_^

Also a Vinyl Scratch EG doll?? Thats so awesome :0 🙌🏻🐾

GUYS check out this really cool banner thingy my pookie sent me by this person :3

I might start using this it's rlly cool :D

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@ghoulboxes · Atlantic // Ghoul

This user is a spotted hyena! 1. This user is a spotted hyena 2. This system is a spotted hyena 3. This collective is a spotted hyena

the beauty of online anonymity in the alterhuman community is that i don't know what any of you look like irl, so when i read your posts and picture you speaking them aloud, i imagine that a wolf, or a crow, or a dragon, or whatever creature you may be, is the one speaking

spacekin culture is FUCK light pollution all my homies hate light pollution

.so true 💥