It's So Close...it's Almost Like I Could Touch It...

Not "humans are inherently good" or "humans are inherently evil" but a secret third thing (humans are inherently social animals which means that we're very good at cooperating and being compassionate towards those we perceive as being part of our community but we're also very good at being tribal and violent towards those we perceive as threats to our community and everyone defines their community differently)

im so disconnected from human beauty standards and physical attraction that ive genuenly lost the ability to understand it anymore. i used to pretend i did, but since i found out i was asexual (and then aromantic) at 16 i stopped trying to understand it all and now im VERY out of practice; i dont remember how to pretend anymore.

and its not only about being aroace (altho that definitely doesnt help), but my nonhumanity has made me so disconnected from human bodies that my brain doesnt "get" whats the big deal about it all anymore, it never has. yesterday my friends were talking about actors and i was only half listening bc i dont... really care, but i was being polite and nodding along with them and all that.

"isnt this guy hot?" i look at the photo my friend is showing me. it is,,, a human male, alright. he is. shirtless. hm. that sure are some muscles. okay i guess? i dont like his face. too square. i say this, and my friends nod like it makes sense, but in a "she has no idea what shes talking about doesnt she" way. the conversation goes on. i stay confused.

FINALLY...

My spotted hyena mask is finished!! A little reminder that my camera's color looks a bit more saturated than the real one, but Im so proud of it!! I resonated with this mask immediately. <3

hyenakin culture is BLANKET DEN!!!!!!! LION KING MOVIES!!!!!!!! BONES!!!!! RED MEAT!!

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I need to look more visibly nonhuman NOW.

YIP YIP

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

#FINALLY

GUYS WAKE UP KNEE HIGH CONVERSE ARE BACK JUNE 28TH

HUGE WIN FOR THE SCENEMO COMMUNITY

i want people to look at me and think "holy shit wtf is that thing"

lucky ☆