OHP HERE WE GO

…mayhaps I do wanna see it 👀

i found my old sketchbook 💀🙏😭

THX FOR THE TAG!!

@urlocalnonbinarybastard @stardust-sunset @m4sonn @gone-with-the-windrixville

No pressure!!

Thank you very much @sequinhaze for tagging me!💜💜💜

I almost have a full card. I just don't drink alcohol, coffee or tea ever.😂 I often drink hot chocolate instead :p I also hate wattpad bc that's where people have reposted my fics a few times.

Now tagging @violetgarlends , @cecropiacrown , @fenglianist , @milfzun @butterfliesandresistance if you feel like it of course!💜

!!!! @love-burned-orchard I WANTED TO TAG YOU TOO AND FORGOT, SORRY😭💜

YO WAIT—

A father protects.

Inspired by this post.

AND @stardust-sunset I WANNA SEE UR STUFF TOO- it was ur post to begin with I apologize🫠

i found my old sketchbook 💀🙏😭

AINT NO FUCKIN WAY THATS AWESOME

the way I GENUINELY SCREAMED

Thx for the tag :D

I brought brownies :D

I’m thankful for @alaskan-wallflower for existing, plain and simple. They’ve shown a grit and willingness to speak their mind and I applaud their dedication to what they set their mind to. They’re radiant and beautiful and I want everyone to know that. They have a sense of understanding that I can’t comprehend and I find them to be a powerful force to be reckoned with, regardless of their beauty and temperament. I am proud of them for being who they are, and I never want them to forget that, even though I haven’t met them in person.

I’m thankful for @kaspavanlortsyal for opening my eyes to the beautiful world of Avatar. I wasn’t as into it until I read your fanfic, Let It Be Enough, and in the time since, I’ve bought all 9 Lego sets, have all the funko pops, both movies in their extended editions, hoodies, a blanket, and an Atokirina itself. I applaud your dedication to your writings and I hope to do the same in the future. Oel Ngati Kameie.

I’m thankful for a whole bunch of other people on this app, with their artistic talents, writings, and expressions on topics of interest. I can’t even put it into words.

Happy Mootsgiving, everyone!

So, technically, I know Thanksgiving is an American holiday… history… yadda yadda. However, this is not Thanksgiving.

This is Mootsgiving, and what I say goes ‘cause this is my holiday. Anyway! Mootsgiving is all the basic ideas of Thankgiving but better because I’m great like that.

I just wanted to show everyone how grateful I am, since gratefulness is a key principle of Thanksgiving.

I want all my moots from different countries to be able to have the picture-perfect movie-esque Thanksgiving of being surrounded by friends and family with all the care and love and gratefulness that can be poured into a single human. And, as the ever-dramatic Runar, what better way to do that than to organize a huge event?

So! Rules!

State what food you brought

State one thing you’re thankful for

My name is Runar, I brought the eggnog, and I’m grateful for each and every one of you 💗🫶

Really sappy and really long paragraph/speech under the cut!!

Soooo… to start off my big long speech… *clinks my fancy wine glass that’s filled with a mysterious substance* (It’s eggnog)

When I first started this blog, it was off a whim. I wanted to do something, something that involved putting my work out there, as I was just starting out. I wanted to mean something. In any sort of way, I wanted to leave a sort of mark. Not just any mark, though, no. I wanted to add a bit of joy, a spark of life that comes from creativity, and adding words and love into the space we occupy on this floating rock in space.

I wanted to write because it made me happy, and I wanted there to be a possibility of someone who was who got joy from reading to maybe stumble upon it, and get joy from me. Get joy from something I was able to provide for them.

I was also incredibly lonely. I had no friends, I had nothing, pretty much. I didn’t talk much. I was reclusive. I was okay, but I was empty. I didn’t have a purpose. And while I wasn’t expecting much, nothing at all really, I was overjoyed at the prospect that maybe just one person would stumble upon something I wrote and for a moment of their day, maybe they got peace from it.

Maybe they felt a little less lonely. I would have been at peace with just knowing the possibility of it was out there. And then… it did. And I got more than I bargained for, even, I got a friend. My first friend.

From there, everything… clicked. Slowly, but ever so surely, things were falling into place. I was gaining something that had not even crossed my mind. A family.

So, my silly dream born from a whim became friends, connections, and family, it became life-altering. It had ups, it had downs, it had in-betweens. It was beautiful and messy and happy and sad and fucked up and so wonderfully… human?

Yeah, this is online, this is a silly mootsgiving idea I thought up three hours ago because I wanted people to know I love them.

But to someone who had nothing, this is everything. You are everything.

Even if we’ve only talked one time, you have a special place in my heart. The character growth has been… one hell of a ride. I’ve gone through many eras, and made new friends in each and every one of them. So, with the end of the year closing soon, I suppose in a way this is not just a silly mootsgiving.

My bigger end goal, really, was to make sure as we get to the end of this ear, you know how genuinely important this whole year has been to me. How important you have been. I got an anon ask,

What does it feel like to be wanted?

It was beautiful poetry. I replied, said I wouldn’t know what it feels like to be wanted. But really? I think maybe I do. I think it feels like having enough people that you love to organize and invite everyone to a huge event online, to write out this heartfelt paragraph and trust that at least one person will care enough to read it.

My beginning goal has changed so much, and not at all. My biggest purpose in life has been, and I think will always be, to add something into this world.

Creativity, joy, happiness, compassion, I want to ensure that no matter what, as long as you know me, you know you have one person on this earth who loves and cares about you with as much feeling that can physically be felt by one person without exploding into a bunch of tiny little runar pieces.

But moreso, I think maybe my goal has changed from wanting to put stories out there, to putting myself out there. I don’t want to write stories that are just fiction, just crafted ideas meshed together to create a blob of fiction.

I want to write pieces of myself into everything, which i think might genuinely be impossible to not do. I want my heart to pour out of my fingers into the things i type out for you, and i want to not only feel things, but to maybe make you feel something too. Something warm and fuzzy, something good, as good as you deserve.

Aaaaannnd…. to end this….

I love you guys, thanks for being here <3

@marauding-almond @percyweasleyapologist @yesiamprocrastinating @dieatthealtar-deactivated @caramel-covered-apples @thatoneslytherinnerd @thatoneslytherinnerd2

@hedgehog-troops@circe-butbetter @stars-on-my-bedroom-ceiling @l1ve-l4ugh-lov3craft @aidens-ocean-galaxy@rainystarsx@liggy-not-potter @goformoony@i-still-got-love-for-you @definitionoffuckup@mairon-goth-minion

@weewooooweew @residentdisaster @matty-os-blog @starkissed-mars @printershorts @the1970sdeadgaywizard-regulus @lesbian-disaster-tm @star-dust-shark @enbysiriusblack @sadnappo @kawaiibarty @hershey-not-the-chocolate-maybe

@jamespotterbbg @scrumblewonk @seekmemystar @rins-batcave @utterqueerdisasterthesimp @gasolinehornet @asters-tempo @here-am-i-sitting-in-a-tin-can @permetutotheworld @theprongspotter @sotiredimbored @yourlocalbadgerscales @raeprise @burgundykicks @whydousernamesevenexist @jaydove-writes @the-stars-drowning @inara-tries-to-survive @saturnsconstellation @royallygray

Yall I forgor abd an edgy drawing I did after discovering Outside by Staind

nah ur good cuz I was too-

i found my old sketchbook 💀🙏😭

@gone-with-the-windrixville I just figured you had some cool stuff goin on- also, with mine I forgot to add the pic I was working on 😵‍💫

Last Line

Rules: in a new post, show the last line you wrote (or drew) and tag as many people as there are words (or as many as you like).

Thank you for the tag @evolutionsbedingt!! <3

Currently working on a post-canon fix it fic for The Double!!

Lu Ji winces– that might cause Wen Ji’s injuries to reopen– they hadn't completely healed yet

Tagging (again, no obligation to do this): @habizuh-studios @astrowaffles @l7k-a @lianhuajing (time to get back on that grind!!) @hualianisms

We’re fucked- I don’t post often here anymore but I’m scared that this rapist, racist, homophobic, felon of a waste of human life is president again; this means one of three things: 1) we are in danger, 2) any and every openly LGBT person is in danger, and 3) we’re probably gonna go into World War III because of one of his tweets can almost start it, then I know for damn sure that it’s gonna happen now.

We need to stay safe, and if it means going low key for the next four years or constantly providing a safe space for everyone like me to vent then I will do both.

Those who are struggling or need someone to talk to, my DMs are always open. Anyone who abuses this- any sort of harassment- will be blocked and reported.