Okay, so, I figured I'd ask my fellow autistics for advice.
So I may be seeing my special interest irl at some point. But it's like... I physically cannot view content of the special interest without having to jump up and hand flap while running around my room. Even thinking about it triggers it. I just love it so much. It makes me that happy.
But I have no idea how I will manage it in public, while looking at my f***ing special interest right there in my face. I seriously think I'll have a heart attack for something. The happiness will just be... Aggghhhh I can't even explain it in words.
So, what can I do to try to calm myself so I don't explode when I see them? Preferably nothing too obvious because my family will be there and I don't want to embarrass or shock them by stimming. I know I'll be sweating and blushing like mad.
TLDR: I might be seeing something that makes me VERY happy and I need to know ways to calm down that would be somewhat socially acceptable.
To explain this, "Freaks" is a Rock-Afire Explosion fanfic that I'm working on. I'm nowhere near the ending scene, but I got some cool ideas and just wanted to throw this out there. Yall can guess what all this means. ;)
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I'm grateful for the autistic community because seeking support from the professional world as an autistic person is a lot harder than people may realize.
Such a large percentage of the resources go to the parents and families of autistic children to the point where there's almost none left for autistic people.
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My first stimboard! Please enjoy!
I'm totally not in my room dancing around to Chuck E Cheese Halloween songs while finishing my Mitzi Mozzarella costume and I'm totally not trying to prevent myself from just exploding in happiness
(PS: I am)
Love it! This is awesome! So pretty. /gen
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[ID: a three by three stimboard with a picture of the bella bunny puppet on a green white and pink gradient background. the gifs are as follows: a camera rotating pink roses on a bush, a drink being spun with a straw that has green liquid mixing into pink, pink tulip-like flowers facing upwards, flower shaped dango on sticks, 3d art of pink flowers having green leaves added, a gingerbread house with pink and white icing and strawberry patterns, pink liquid being poured onto a drink with white and green liquid layered on the bottom, and strawberries being embroidered onto pink fabric. there's a green, white and pink banner at the bottom with the 3d render of bella bunny's head on the left side with pink text that says "do not interact if nsfw/kink, terf/transmed/radfem, exclusionists." /end ID]
Hi everyone! I'm making a new server for fans of animatronics called ๐๐Kid Zone Pizzeria๐๐!
It's kidcore themed and has plenty of channels to discuss anything related to animatronics/CEC/Showbiz. We also have fun bots to play games and music, reaction roles, and so much more!
All I ask is that we keep this a fun, safe, and drama-free place.
Come join and make some friends!
Happy autism acceptance month everyone! <3
[ID: eight circular icons of dook larue with a heart shaped badge that says "actually autistic." half use the black, cyan, yellow-green and white flag, and the other half have the red, orange, yellow, and two shades of green. the middle gif is of dook smiling and raising his head with his ears flapping up and down. below is a white banner with black text that says "dni: terfs/radfems/transmeds, exclusionists, anti bi/pan lesbians, anti lesboy/turigirl." /end ID]
dook icons for autism awareness month :D! wasn't sure which flag to use so i used both
Guys I'm trying to decide which bath and body works perfume that Mitzi would wear (for my costume) I have a lot of them so reply which one you think she would wear lol
wait guys I just realized
Mr. Munch is autistic and his safe food is pizza
New special interest has arrived... This is my blog dedicated to my animatronic obsession. Icon by gregoryfazbear
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