Part Thirty - I'm Yours.

fate - park sunghoon

part thirty - I'm yours.

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hiiiii sorry for the wait! this is 4k words of pure fluff and smut ^^ i hope u enjoy! i'm rlly happy w this chapter! pls let me know ur thoughts n also reblog! it helps a tonne!

cw: sickly in love people, oral, cum play (?), unprotected sex, don't be like them pls use a condom

Standing outside Sunghoon’s apartment door felt odd. You’d never been there before and it felt like you were finally crossing that boundary into seeing him fully, it was like as soon as you stepped inside that was it. It was a metaphorical acceptance of your relationship, whatever that was going to be.

You took a deep breath, knocking on his door softly and waiting in the dimly lit corridor. It was starting to get darker outside by the time you arrived, having spent too much time at home getting ready to come over. After not seeing him properly for a while, and with the last time being when you both were in tears, you wanted to look good.

“YN,” he breathed out once he opened the door, looking you up and down quickly. His eyes were wide and a little nervous, so typically Sunghoon that it made you want to cry again for ever thinking he wasn’t the one for you. “You ok sweetheart?”

“Yeah,” you fell forward, wrapping your arms around his waist tightly as you buried your head into his sweatshirt. “I am now.”

He relaxed against you, wrapping his own arms around your shoulders and holding you close to him. One hand ran up to your head, stroking down your hair gently as you finally melted into him. The two of you were stood in his doorway still but you didn’t feel like moving yet, only wanting to be in his arms.

“Let’s get you inside, yeah?” He mumbled into your hair, nudging you gently, “it’s cold out here and I don’t want you to get sick.”

Your heart swelled even more, if possible, and you pulled back enough to look at him. He smiled softly at you, his eyes held so much emotion that it scared you a little, but you didn’t want to push him away anymore. So when he tugged you into his apartment and towards his couch, you let him with no regrets and no hesitations.

“Do you want a drink or anything?” He asked, tugging on the hem of his jumper as he sat next to you, “wait, I don’t have blood though. Sorry. I mean, unless you want like grape juice or something because that looks a little like blood but it’s not the same and it probably wouldn’t help much for you-”

“Hoon,” you placed a hand on his knee, laughing softly at his rambling. “It’s ok, I don’t need anything. Just you.”

He placed his hand over yours, lacing your fingers together and holding your hand in his lap tightly. He didn’t want to let you go now, he felt like he’d lost you for a moment and it scared him a lot.

“Hey,” you mumbled, squeezing his hand and prompting him to look over at you. “We’re ok, you don’t need to be worried anymore. I can promise that.”

Sunghoon seemed to almost slump against the sofa in relief, smiling over at you, “you don’t know how good it is to hear you say that.”

“I know, I’m sorry I made you wait. I know you gave me space because it’s what I needed, but it was the worst few days of my entire life without you,” you replied. “I hate having ‘space’ when all I want is to be with you all the time. I don’t think I’ve ever felt like this about anyone in my life, ever. It was a little scary to begin with, but I’m so sure of my feelings now.”

Sunghoon bit his bottom lip a little, the nerves bubbling up, “and how do you feel?”

You twisted yourself to sit sideways on the couch, knees knocking against his thigh as you scooted closer to him, taking both of his hands in yours now, “I feel so many things for you.” You began, letting go of one hand so that you could brush a little of his hair away from his eyes, his eyelashes fluttering at the touch, “but the most important one, is that I love you.”

He gasped quietly, hearing you say those words to him felt surreal, “you do?” His eyes were wide, hopeful, as he waited for you to reply.

You cupped his cheek, feeling him lean into your touch, “of course I do, I love you so much Sunghoon. You’re one of the most selfless and kind hearted people I know, I could list the reasons as to why I love you forever because every day you give me more to appreciate.”

“Oh my god,” he mumbled, his eyes welled up a little before he blinked away the tears. “It feels so good to hear you say that.”

“It feels so good to say it,” you replied, brushing along his cheek gently with your thumb. “I’ll tell you every day from now on, make sure you never forget it.”

“I love you so much,” he said, letting go of your hand completely to place his on your hips and tug your closer to him. You took the hint, hooking one leg over his lap so that you were sitting on him as he wrapped his arms around your waist tighter. “Can I kiss you?”

You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer as you settled in his lap, “you don’t even need to ask baby, of course you can.”

A dark flush spread across his cheeks at your current position, he was fighting himself not to get hard as he noticed how close your chest was to him and how your crotch was directly over his. So instead of saying anything, he just leant forward and finally connected your lips together. It felt like years when it had only been a few weeks, but kissing Sunghoon again felt so good.

You ran a hand up to his hair, tangling your fingers in the strands to pull him even closer to you as you felt him push his tongue into your mouth. Even after he’d admitted it to you, you found it hard to believe that you were only the second person he’d ever kissed. He knew exactly what to do, licking your bottom lip to prompt your mouth open so that he could kiss you properly.

And one thing about Sunghoon was, he liked it messy. He just couldn’t help himself when he was kissing you, licking into your mouth and sucking on your tongue like this was the last time he was ever going to be allowed to kiss you. You didn’t mind much, not when he looked so pretty with flushed cheeks and swollen lips, slick with your own spit as you kissed him back with the same amount of enthusiasm.

You tugged his hair gently, prompting him to moan into your mouth suddenly. He pulled back, eyes wide with embarrassment, “I’m sorry.” He mumbled, looking down a little, “sorry, that was probably weird.”

“Don’t be sorry,” you tugged his hair again to bring his gaze back up, a low groan falling from his lips at the tension. “It’s hot baby, you sound so good.”

“Really?” He said, shaky breaths leaving his lips as you dropped your lips to kiss over the skin on his neck. You didn’t know what it was, maybe it was because you were a vampire or maybe it was because you were in love, but Sunghoon smelt so good to you and you wanted to kiss over every inch of his skin and cover him in your marks. It was a dangerous game for you, a gentle bite could go wrong so quickly so you held yourself back, just running your tongue over the areas you had kissed.

“Mhm,” you hummed against his skin. “Everything you do is so attractive to me.”

You kissed up his neck back to his lips, placing a few kisses there before pulling back. Sunghoon ran his hands up your waist, dipping under the fabric of your own jumper to rest on your bare skin. His warm hands a contrast against your always cold skin, you could feel your insides warming up along with it.

“YN,” he said quietly, tracing circles on your skin. “You know I’ve never done anything like this before, right? I’ve got no idea what I’m doing.”

“It’s ok Hoon,” you loosened your grip in his hair to run your hand back around to cup his cheek. “We can do whatever you want to do, take it as slow as you want to take it. If you just want to kiss then that’s fine with me, just being here with you is always going to be enough for me.”

“I want to go further than that,” he replied quickly, turning his head to kiss your palm. “I’m not scared, if it’s with you then I know I’ll be fine. I’m just worried it won’t be good for you, I don’t want to disappoint you.”

Your un-beating heart broke a little, “oh Hoon, you could never disappoint me. Never in a million years.” And you really meant that, you knew whatever he did would be good because it was him, nothing else mattered to you.

“You’ll teach me right?” He asked, tugging you closer to him even though your chests were pressed together.

“Of course,” the way he was looking up at you through his eyelashes had you weak at the knees. “Whatever you want baby, I’m all yours.”

He kissed you again, lips smothering yours roughly, “say it again.” He said against your lips, tugging on your bottom lip with his teeth.

“All yours baby,” you said. “I’m all yours.”

“Fuck sweetheart,” he groaned louder, rutting his hips up against yours subconsciously. “Needed to hear that so bad after everything, had me so worried all vacation.”

You rolled your hips down against his, placing your hands on his shoulders to steady yourself. Something about this side of Sunghoon, the slightly possessive side of him, had you more turned on, your panties growing wet with each touch from him.

“You’re mine, yeah?” He said through gritted teeth, throwing his head back when you pushed down harder on his lap, rubbing your crotch against his hardened cock.

“All yours,” you repeated. “Only yours, promise you that forever.”

You moved back a little, dropping to your knees between his legs on the floor as his hands slipped out from under your jumper. Your hands rested on his knees, looking up at him from where you were sat sinfully.

“What are you doing?” He asked breathlessly, voice soft and genuinely curious.

“Going to suck you off baby,” you mumbled unapologetically, running your hands up his thighs a little towards where his cock was straining against the fabric. “You’ll let me right? Want me to make you feel good?”

“Oh my god,” he moaned out, nodding quickly. “Please, want it so badly.”

A little moment of pride shot through you, he was so pretty when he was like this all fucked out just from a few words and some kisses. You unzipped his jeans for him, helping to tug them down his thighs a little until you could pull his underwear down too, his cock springing out immediately, tip red and stained with precum already.

You wrapped a hand around his gently, ripping your gaze away from his cock to look at his face and see if he was ok, “is this ok baby?”

He nodded, not trusting his voice, the way your hand barely fit around him had his mind spinning. The only thing he could think about was choking you down on his cock, he knew you could take it and he’d fantasised about this so many times before. Sunghoon didn’t want to think about how many times over the last few months he’d fucked his own fist to the thought of you and your pretty mouth. He wondered how it would feel around him, around his fingers and his cock. Now he didn’t have to imagine anymore as he felt you kiss the tip of his cock softly.

“You look so fucking pretty like this angel,” he mumbled, taking one hand and stroking it over your hair gently. “Going to use that pretty mouth on me?”

“Fuck,” you whispered, enjoying the aura of dominance that Sunghoon was starting to show. As he got more comfortable he got more vocal with what he wanted, tangling his fingers into your hair and nudging you closer to his cock.

You obliged, sticking your tongue out before swallowing him down as far as you could go, willing your gag reflex not to kick in as you hollowed your cheeks.

“Oh fuck,” his grip on your hair tightened as he helped you move over his cock. “Your mouth feels so good sweetheart, dreamt about fucking this cute little throat for months.”

You gripped his thighs tight, removing your hand from his cock to swallow him deeper down your throat as quiet moans sounded from the both of you. Sunghoon let out little swears as he felt your gag around him, your spit dripping down the sides of his cock and tears spilling down your cheeks.

“Making me feel so good angel,” he praised, releasing his grip to stroke your hair down. “Love you so much.”

He wiped the tears off your cheek softly, contrasting the way his hips bucked up into your mouth to choke you on his cock. The comparison between his harsh actions and soft words had your mind spinning. God you were so in love with him.

You pulled back, gasping softly as you tried to catch your breath. Your hand rubbed over his length slowly, your eyes still misty with tears from where you’d been gagging over him. Sunghoon cupped your cheek, looking down at you as if you were the most beautiful person in the world. To him, you were.

“Baby,” you said, still working your hand over his cock as you blinked up at him. “Want you to fuck me, is that ok?”

You knew he wouldn’t say no, the lust he held in his eyes was enough of an answer at that point. But you still wanted him to be in control, it was all about him.

“C’mere,” he mumbled, helping you up onto the couch next to him before pushing to down onto the cushions. Neither of you had the patience to walk to his bedroom, the couch would make do for now. “Thought about stuffing you full of my cock so many times, want that sweetheart?”

“Please,” you whined, tugging at his jumper. It was funny to you how your roles seemed to switch so quickly, but you weren’t complaining. You helped him pull his jumper off, tossing it on the floor as you took your own off. It didn’t take either of you long to take the rest of your clothes off, too eager to touch each other since your hands were all over each other the moment you were naked.

“You’re so beautiful,” Sunghoon said, kissing you as his hands roamed your chest and waist. “Can’t believe how pretty you are, blows me away every time.”

Your own hands were running down his chest at the same time, feeling the dips of each muscle, “I love you, so much.”

“I love you too angel,” he replied, kissing you over and over as he explored your body with his hands. They fell to your waist, dipping between your legs briefly to test the waters. You gasped into his mouth, feeling one of his hands brush against your cunt softly, “is this ok?”

“Definitely,” you kissed him again. “Do what you want baby, I’m yours.”

He smiled, breathing out a little laugh as he ducked his head down to look at where his fingers had started to circle your clit. Of course Sunghoon knew where the clit was, he’d listened in sex ed class and even taken notes just in case he needed that information later on.

He dipped his fingers down further, pressing one in slowly and watching the way it disappeared into you. His breathing was laboured as he fucked one finger into you, feeling how tightly you were clenching around him and imagining how that was going to feel on his cock.

“Fuck YN,” he whined, kissing along your chest. “You’re so fucking wet angel, is this all for me? Got this wet just from sucking me off?”

He pushed a second finger into you, feeling no resistance from how turned on you already were, “fuck Hoon, yeah ‘s all for you. Want you so bad baby, please.”

You tugged on his hand, removing his fingers from you and pulling him against your chest. His eyes were wide as you brought his hand up to your mouth, pushing the two fingers past your lips and sucking on them. Your eyes never left his as you did so, tongue licking against his fingers lewdly until you could no longer taste yourself on his skin.

“Fucking hell,” he groaned, his eyes rolling back a little. “You’re going to kill me here.”

He pulled his hand from your mouth, running it down your body until he could reach between his own legs, slicking his cock up with the spit on his fingers. He tapped the head of his cock against your cunt a few times before looking up at you.

“Please baby,” you rolled your hips up towards him, trying to push his cock into you with each movement of your hips. “Need you so badly, please fuck me.” You babbled as you waited for him to do something, the close proximity was sending you crazy.

“Ok angel, shh,” he said softly, pushing his cock into you slowly. “I’ve got you, relax for me.”

Considering this was far from your first time, you were nervous as Sunghoon fucked his cock into you inch by inch, pulling back briefly every now and then before pushing even further into you. He was big, the stretch making you lose any coherent thought except ones that involved Sunghoon.

And considering he was a virgin, he was doing a pretty good job and blowing all your expectations away. He mumbled praises as he fucked his cock into you, kissing you every now and then before taking in a shaky breath.

“You feel so good YN,” he groaned. “This pussy was made for me, taking my cock so well.”

He sped up his hips, pushing you further into the couch as his arms wrapped around you to hold you tight against his chest. His cock hit all the perfect places, pushing your orgasm close to you already without any help.

“Hoon,” you whined out, biting and sucking on his bottom lip as you pulled away from the kiss, a string of spit connecting you. “’M so close baby, fucking me so well.”

“Oh my god,” his hips stuttered inside you. “Me too sweetheart, going to need to pull out soon, yeah?”

You shook your head desperately, clinging onto his shoulders when he fucked you particularly harshly. Your hips kept rutting up to meet his, clenching down on him until he swore loudly, frows furrowed.

“Cum inside,” you replied, kissing him again and again. “Need it Hoon, I want it.”

“Oh fuck,” his hips stuttered again as he neared his high. “I love you, fuck I love you so much.”

He held you against his chest tightly, grinding his hips down into your cunt over and over. His orgasm was right there but he wanted you to be there with him, holding it off as best as he could even with your pussy clenching down on him so tightly.

“I love you too,” you clawed at his back. “Fuck, ‘m coming baby. Cum with me, yeah?”

He didn’t trust his voice, just nodding as he pressed his lips harshly to yours to hide his whines. You clenched down on him once more, your orgasm washing over you as your hips bucked up against him. You felt him cum too, his hips pressing down into you as he flooded your insides until you were stuffed full of him.

He kissed you slowly, tongues intertwining together as you both came down from your highs. His hands ran up and down your body, still buried deep inside you as his cock softened slowly. Pulling away from your lips, he smoothed back your hair, staring down at you.

“Love you so much,” he mumbled, feeling sentimental. “Was it ok for you?”

You wanted to laugh, he was really asking you that after the best orgasm of your life?

“It was amazing baby,” you ran your hands up his back, tracing shapes on his skin. “I like this side of you by the way. It’s really hot.”

His cheeks flushed red, “I don’t know what came over me.”

“Hey, don’t be shy on me now,” you giggled softly. “I loved it, and I love you.”

“I’ll really never get tired of hearing that,” he admitted once more, slowly pulling himself away from you so that the two of you could get cleaned up. His cum leaking from your cunt had him frowning as he stared down at your fucked out body. Usually you’d feel insecure to be this exposed, but not with Sunghoon, never with Sunghoon. He made you feel perfect.

He ran two fingers up your cunt, gathering his cum before pushing them inside of you, fucking his cum back into you.

“What are you doing?” You asked gently, a little sensitive from your previous orgasm but you let him continue, he looked too cute with his concentrated face to tell him to stop.

“Want to keep you full,” he mumbled, softly smearing his cum over your cunt until he was satisfied with himself. “Don’t want it to leak out, you’re mine.”

You threw your head back with a groan, “Hoon please, unless you want to go for round two then you’re going to need to stop because I’m going to get turned on again.”

“Sorry,” he said cheeks pink with embarrassment. He removed his fingers from you, instead opting to gather you up into his arms and pull you onto his lap. “Just can’t get enough of you.”

“We have all the time in the world for whatever you want to do baby,” you leant up in his arms and kissed him on the cheek.

“First, let’s get cleaned up, yeah?” He said, picking you up and walking to his room, “you can wear some of my clothes too? If you want to stay or something, it’s up to you angel.”

You wrapped your arms around his neck, holding on tight as he took you to his room, finally showing you the inside. You glanced around the room quickly as he walked through to the bathroom, giggling at the various supernatural posters and books scattered everywhere. A huge bat plushie sat on the centre of his bed, you wondered if he fell asleep cuddling that and smiled at the image in your head. He was too cute for his own good.

“Sounds good to me,” you replied. He set you down on the bathroom counter before turning on the water for a shower, letting it warm up. Once he’d done so, he turned back to you, standing between your legs and leaning into you.

You wrapped your arms around him, holding him close and kissing the side of his head. Sunghoon sighed, relaxing against you more with each second.

“I’m really happy,” he whispered into your neck. “I just thought you should know that.”

Your undead heart swelled, you didn’t know how it was possible for you to hold this much love for someone but you did. You didn’t know what the future was going to hold for either of you too, but you also didn’t care in that moment. Because, for now, you had him and you were happy with that. You were happy with being loved by Sunghoon, you could figure everything else out together.

“I’m really happy too baby,” you tightened your arms around him. “I’m yours, ok? For as long as you’ll have me.”

And when the two of you were lying in his bed, twilight playing on his little tv as he ran his fingers through your hair sleepily, Sunghoon finally knew you were being serious about that. It wasn’t just a phrase, you genuinely meant it.

“I want you forever,” he said, kissing the top of your head. “I’ll love you forever, you know that right?”

You sat up a little, looking over at him since this was the first time he’d talked in a while, “and I’ll love you forever too. I can promise you that.”

Forever was a long time for you, it was eternal, but you already knew Sunghoon would be in your heart for all that time. And if he wanted that too, you would give that to him the moment he asked.

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