Birthday Dun The Right Way .

so much steams out along the way, it fades before i can present it. every breath feels like a choice to keep going. so many scars and i luv to laugh about em or mourn them. so many things to feel yet it all feels familiar and forgotten? i’ve never known anyone like me and i luv that arrogance even if it isolates. grew up in such a liminal place in every existential-medium, my mind remains honest to its worst degree. sometimes i don’t talk to heaven cuz i’m embarrassed of what i been doin’. i luv it as much as i’m scared to hate it. sometimes ion een know what im really saying but it makes sense later .

Sometimes I’m afraid I neva knew anything.

Then I realise I don’t know anything.

Then I’m comforted before I’m afraid again .

Luv is the force that drives me even when I’m empty handed .

The light in my eyes faded a long time ago .

It’s ironic, emptiness holds an essence inside of itself .

Bedroom living room office

30.04.23

Need an oil change + a muffler

Impromptu test shoot .