After That My Life Went Downhill

stayed under 1000 cals for the first time in FOREVER everybody cheered🎉🙌

literally WHY does everyone think that every “hangout” has to involve eating???

hello i’m trying to ⭐️rve? go AWAYYYYY.

idk know why i haven’t been doing fasting this whole time just finished a 30 hour one, a 20 hour one , and a 10 hour one this week🎉

literally had a shitty week full of binging and guilt🎉🎉 i feel like shit but i’m gonna start going to the gym next week with my friend so hopefully that gets me back into the flow 🤞

i’m being serious when i say that my life would be 100% better if i was skinny. like genuinely. i wouldn’t have to worry and spend an hour and a half (sometimes more like??!!) trying to figure out what to wear just to go buy groceries. i wouldn’t have to overthink that my bf might find me heavy. i won’t have to be anxious going to parties. and i can wear whatever the FUUUUUCCCCKKK I WAAAANT and look good STILL

i’m doing so awful with eating, i fear my friends and fam are a tad too good at getting me to eat, BUT just wait til i get to college and i’m practically alone🎉🤞

my friend just mentioned something about a freshman 15 and ig it’s a thing when college freshman gain 15 pounds during their first year and i’m terrified 😭

What to do instead of eating 🦋✨

Cleaning session ✨

Clean your bathroom. Really scrub your toilet.

If you have a yard, clean it

Organize your wardrobe

Do the dishes

Take out the trash

Sweep

Take the dust off your desks, bookshelfs or whatever you have in your home

Organize the food shelf

Clean your fridge

Organize your kitchen utensils

Do laundry. Probably you been wearing the same shirt for some days.

Selfcare session ✨

Deep condish your hair. You have split ends.

Do your nails.

Fix your eyebrows.

Take a long hot shower and exfoliate.

Skincare.

SLEEP.

Fun things to do ✨

Play videogames.

Read a good book.

Study.

Message a friend, or even call.

Watch a movie. Or binge watch your favorite Netflix show.

Did I already say sleep?

Create a visionboard on Pinterest.

Set goals, not talking about weight. Set career goals, for example.

Take a fun class, learn pottery or knitting.